SAWYER's POV
After leaving Lexi in her room, walking out of that door was really difficult and I had to force myself to take each step. I wanted to be with her to look after her and to find out everything about her. However I knew that she needed some time to adjust to all of this and she wouldn't get that we if I didn't leave her alone.
As I closed the door behind me I walk towards my office. As I'm walking I see Chloe walking past me.
"Chloe could you do me a favour?"
"Yes Alpha of course what can I do for you?"
"I would like for you to find some female clothes for me, she is only small maybe a size two at the most. Can you then take them to the room next to mine. Lexi is in there."
"Yes of course Alpha." She starts to leave to do the job.
"Oh and please be patient with her she is very timid."
"Yes Alpha of course I will do my best to help her in anything she needs or wants."
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LEXI'S POVHearing the doctor tell me that I wasn't pregnant was a huge relief. I never wanted to have Alpha Derek's and the Luna's baby to begin with and I never knew how I would feel or handle knowing I was that child mother and I wouldn't be able to do anything about it and I wouldn't get to see them and they would never know who I really was and that because of who I was in the pack I wouldn't get to do anything about it and that would have been the hardest thing in my life to ever do, not to be a part of my childs life.As soon as we heard the news I could feel the tension in Sawyer drain away. I wonder what he would have done if I were pregnant? I can't imagine that going over too well.After the visit with the doctor I was so much happier knowing I still had not had sex and that I was baby free. However he was concerned with my weight and I looked like I would need some more tests to make sure everything else was fine. I was told I needed to start eating
The next few days I just spend it in my room, enjoying the baths and the comfort of the bed. Food kept getting brought up to me and everytime it was the same girl and everytime Sawyer asked if I wanted to go for a walk today, but he never came up and talked to me himself. I don't know why I kept saying no as I didn't really want to be stuck in the room anymore and I didn't want to leave it on my own but something was stopping me from saying yes to him. Once more the soft knock was at the door. I go answer the door and there she is again with food on a tray. "Morning, some lovely choices for you today. Alpha also asked if you would like to go for a walk today?" I don't answer the question but ask her "What is your name if you don't mind me asking?" "Not at all my name is Chloe." I smile at her "That is a nice name, thank you again for the food." "Sorry if this is not my pla
SAWYER'S POVAfter hearing that she was still a virgin, well I didn't think I would be able to get much happier until I heard the words that she was also not pregnant. The huge relief washed through me. I looked at Lexi and could tell that she was also happy about this information. Most wolves stay a virgin until they find their mate, so that there is no jealousy and no fighting with other pack members when finding out who they had been with, also the thought of being with someone other than your mate doesn't appeal to most wolves.We still had a lot to talk about regarding this situation, but I knew she had already told me enough for now and that she would need some more time and be more ready to tell me anything else and for now this was enough.Walking back to the pack house with her I didn't want to disturb her I could see that she was taking all her surroundings in and that was including all the different sounds because whenever a new sound was made h
I mind link Jack and inform him of what has happened and he replies with "I will double the guards tonight and I will walk to the pack line myself now to make sure everything is good." I inform him to keep me updated. We walk back to the packhouse and as we are walking she seems to be putting more and more distance between us. Not too far away from the pack house I had, had enough. I wasn't going to let her pull away, we already had enough things to work out from everything in her past and the way I found her and the way Alpha Derek thought she was his, I wasn't letting something that isn't even an issue become one. I stop walking. "Lexi, let's talk. I don't want today to end like this. This has been one of the best days of my life and I don't want all that to be ruined from something that can be sorted out." "W..what do you want me to say?" "I want you to tell me what you are thinking and how you are feeling so that I can he
LEXI'S POVIn my bedroom alone once more, it felt a lot bigger this time, more lonely. After spending the day with Sawyer I wanted him with me even more than before.Hearing what Grandma Rose had to say did clear a lot of the things I was worried about Sawyer. He seems to be so sweet and kind but yet has the reputation of someone mean and cruel. It always baffles me how rumours can turn things completely upside down to the truth.Grandma Rose was lovely and I couldn't wait to go see her again. She was honest but not in a mean way but she made it funny somehow. Seeing someone of her age walk out of the door with bright pink hair like that shocked me. After you talk to her and get to know her a little you can tell the hair soots her personality down to a tee.Walking around the pack lands all day I felt some of my fear drain away. I was scared that everyone would look at me like dirt under their shoe and would 'accidently' bump into me and hurt me, bu
SAWYER'S POVGetting called away from Lexi was really annoying but at the end of the day I was the Alpha and I couldn't stop doing my duty just because I had found my mate no matter how much I wanted to.Jack had used the mind link to tell me that he had some information about the pack at the other side of us who we had also asked to see if we could come to some sort of agreement on a bit of land.I told him I would meet him in my office in about ten minutes as I had to make my way back inside form the garden. I get to my office and Jack is sat there at my desk waiting for me."Hi boss, took your time to get here, I hope you finally having some fun." He says with a smirk on his face. He was the only person that could talk to me like that without feeling my fist against his face."It was not like that and you know it.""Shame.""So you going to be a pain in my arse all afternoon or are you goin
Now more than ever I wish that I wasn't the Alpha and that this wasn't my choice and my responsibility.I hated having to be the one to make the decisions when it causes or may cause harm to any of the members of my pack. How do you make the right decision? I couldn't let them three members of my pack be hurt especially when one of them is the beta and my best friend, but was it right for me to put so many of my pack in danger to get them back?Hald the decision was taken out of my hands anyway. None of my warriors would ever choose to leave anyone in enemy hands if they could do something about it to get them back.After leaving Lexi, I meet all my warriors out the front of the pack house."Thank you for all coming and on time. Now the plan, well it's not so much a plan but a wing it in the moment, which as you know is one of strengths. We couldn't plan much as we don't know actual numbers and if there still there. We will go in a
"We knew you that you would come." Alpha Derek speaks."Your a petty man and a sorry excuse of an Alpha and I feel sorry for your pack and for you to drag the blood moon pack into this aswell. Well that makes you a bigger idiot than I already thought you were.""How dare you speak to me like this. You say all this after taken what is mine from my pack under her protest? What gives you the right?""You damn well know that she didn't come under protest and that she was clinging to me scared I would give her to you, she is my mate."They both gasped at that."Why didn't you tell me that she was his mate, we have done this to help you thinking you were in the right, where he had the right to his mate and her to him.""He is lying can't you tell, he is just saying it so that we don't kill him and take back what is mine." Alpha Derek says back. There was a pause before Alpha Chris responded."Well I