chapter 2: The weding

I still can't believemy wolf choose to fall in my back. Not even did he choose a girl, but he choose an 18 years old that probably didn't even had the chance to meet her mate.

' What we're you thinking?' I ask him while putting on my tuxedo.

' I like her and she seem like she is not afraid of me. She is gorgeous, nice, has a perfect body. Did you see her breasts? I would love to devoure her' he puurs his respons like a love sick puppy.

I wish I had a chance to change his mind, but I had no such luck.

***FLASHBACK***

The whole evening I fight with my wolf about that girl , but as always when my wolf is determined I'm on the loosing side.

The next morning I meet with Andros and my Beta in my study.

" Alpha thank you for meeting me" Andros said, the fear from yesterday still present.

" Don't thank me! I'm mad as fuck and when I could I would kill you!" I scream at him.

Taking a beep breath I take a look at my Beta and link him" Do you want to keep that girl of yours here?" I ask him and see his eyes lit up.

" Hell yes! Her name is Mariella and she will be eighteen in a week. If she is not my mate I will bring her back home myself but I am almost eighty percent sure that she is. My wolf is head over heel for her." he blurts out in one breath.

Good thing she will be eighteen soon, but I kinda wish we would be able to find our mate as soon as we are eighteen but no, both mates has to bee out of age to feel the bond.

" Don't trust your wolf, mine is also head over heels for a girl that is definitely not his mate! In fact he is forcing me to take her as my wife or else he threats to go rampage " I tell him and cut the link.

" Andros you not only violated your own rules but put two young girls in danger, I want you to understand that before we continue " I say, glaring at him.

" T-Two girls?" he asks confused.

" Yes.. the one my wolf demand to have and the one my Betas wolf is determined to get. The eighteen years old Lilian and the SEVENTEEN years old Mariella will stay here with us. You can tell the other councillors that I will Marry Lilian before this week ends." I state dry while suppressing the purrs that Sin let's out at the thought of Lilian and our Wedding night.

" Lilian? But.. ehm.. you can't.. " He starts but gets cut off when my wolf takes over and growls vicious at him" I can't what?"

" Well, she never was .. ehm.. she is " he stutters, his face pale.

" I don't care!!! I want her. Either you give me her voluntarily or I will get her a more bloody way and you will be the first one to die!" Sin threats him.

" Ookay Alpha as you wish. The girl is yours. And the other can stay here too" he answers, shaking in fear.

" You bet they will stay! You brought them here and we picked them so you have no say in this anymore " he states satisfied.

' OK Sin you made your point clear, now give me back control before this sucker shits his pants in our office chair ' I demand and he obeys, happily purring while giving me back control.

" Now do you see in what kind of an situation you put me ? My wolf is over the top. You know what? You will be the one to tell the the girls what you got them into! Now get the fuck out " I growled at him .

.....

It's been nearly two days since that and Lilian is nowhere to be seen. I understand why. I mean who will possible be happy to marry a monster like me? But Sin won't shut up, howling and whining, demands to see her and I have a hard time keeping him put.

' Sin she is probably traumatised by the news. Most likely she looked herself in the room we gave her and cries her eyes out, because first she has to marry a monster and second she will never be with her true mate, we took that from her!!!

We will be marrying her and be with her for the rest of our pathetic life, just let her be for gods sake' I reason with him.

His response is a snarl and a growl.

Why is he so possessed with this girl?

I walk through the halls , lost in thoughts when a movement outside captured my attention.

On the meadow the kids from my pack play soccer. But that's not what made me freeze.. that did the two girls and my Beta, playing with the kids.

" Nicos what are the girls doing there with you?" I ask via link and as if he understood the question in the way I meant it he answers " Mariella and I were on our way outside when we found Lilian strolling lost through the halls . As we said we are on our way out she was eager to join. She is quite the nice girl , ya know" .

' I told you she isn't afraid of us!' my wolf smirked.

' Did you forget her face and the panic we felt as you dragged her to our study?' I questioned annoyed.

But somehow I couldn't bring myself to leave, watching her running, smiling and laughing waked something inside me.

" Her smile is capturing, didn't you think Alpha?" Beth the housekeeper, that out of nowhere appeared behind us, says.

" Well if she is happy to marry a monster and to never get the chance to meet her true mate than she can be just one thing: Stupid or power hungry. So nothing capturing here" I spat and leave.

' Yeah lie to yourself asshole' Sin snarls at me.

' Shut up Sin!' I spat back and cut him out.

There is nothing beautiful about a girl that is willing to betray her mate!

......

***PRESENT***

I looked myself up and down in the mirror, disgusted with myself but mostly with my wolf.

" Time to get fucking married" I say out loud, to no one in particular since I'm alone in the dressing room and walk out.

I take my place at the Isle and while waiting for my bride I take a look at the people that gathered together. The most are my pack members and some form the council but in the back corner in the right is a man leaning at the wall and glaring daggers at me.

I never saw him before" Nicos who is this guy, that tries to kill me with his eyes?" I ask via link.

" I don't know, he came here with Lilians guests. " he answers.

Well.. strange..

I wanted to ask him to investigate and find out who it was but couldn't since the music startet to play and the door was opened.

Seeing the gorgeous girl walking down the Isle, clinging to her fathers arm made my heart miss a beat.

' Beautiful ' Sin purrs inside my head, while me eyes are still fixed on Lilian. Her face is coverd with a veil so I can't see it, but what disturbs me is that I can't feel or smell any emotion, like she is void of them.

' Sin, do you feel that too?' I ask my wolf.

' I feel nothing ' he howls

' That's what I i mean!' I say.

" What is wrong with her?" my Beta asks me the same time I ask my wolf.

" I don't know , but something isn't right here" I answer Nicos.

As her father gives me her hand our gaze locks for a moment and I see so much pain in them, I feel his pain and he mauths soundless ' I'm so sorry, we had too' to me after that he gives her a kiss on the head and moves to his place.

' What did they do to her?' Sin growls in my head.

' I don't know. I will ask that later, right now we are in the middle of our wedding, so chill the fuck out Sin!'

The ceremonie Was short, the Priest talked we said yes, although her voice was different, no wedding vows and then he said the words I feared the most' you may kiss the bride'.

I lift the veil and look into her eyes, that are as hollow and void as her whole behaviour. As I brush her lips gently.. nothing.

We walked to the dinning table and sit down, Sin urges me to talk to her' Ask her or I will take control ' he growls.

' fine'

" Lilian?" I ask , whispering so one one hears us.

" Yes" she answers dry and looks at me .

" What did they gave you?"

" I don't know" her voice sound so far away.

" But you confirm that they gave you something? Can you tell me why?"

" My mate is here.. I broke down after I talked to him, they gave me to take a pill and then it was all gone" she says as it was nothing but it hurt me.

" Your Mate is here?" I ask louder than I indeed too, because my wolf tried to push forward and everyone at the table turned to me.

She nods at me and turns back to her plate, eating like she has been starving vor days.

' Did you hear that Sin? I hope you understand what you did!! Her mate was here and she had a breakdown after talking to him! You are the reason she will be unhappy for the rest of her life!' I screamed in my head at him.

' No . She will be happy with us. We will make her happy!' he growls and try to push forward again.

' Stopt it you idiot. I'm done with your shit, either you stop it or I will send her back home with her mate right now!' I spat at him and he howls in desperation but moves back.

I was right the whole time, she has a mate and he came here for her but couldn't do anything. I am the reason she will be unhappy.. After loosing our mate and our chance of happiness my wolf and the council took this chance from her! She will hate us for the rest of our life.

I bet its the guy that shot daggers at us with his gaze, her mate.

The whole time we eat and the people partied all I could think of was : We destroyed her happiness! An innocent girl is stuck with a monster because my wolf is selfish! I didn't expect love but neither was i eager to stuck with another person that hates me.

......

Slowly the party came to an end and the guests started to leave , so the Elder and council members send me and my newly wed wife to our Chambers.

As we walked to our room I started to feel a slight bit of her emotions.

Whatever drug they gave her start to fade away... Great! I will have to force myself on an innocent girl... Great wedding night!

' we will make her feel good. She will feel good in our arms' Sin purrs in my head.

' Are you fucking serious? ' I spat at him. Is my wolf that self- centered or does he really don't get it?

We entered the bedroom and she stayes in the middle of the room , looking at me expectant.

" Undress and ly down" I say in an commanding voice and my wolf growls at me. I'm not sure why I talked that cold towards her, but my head is spinning and my heart is hurting. I can't stop thinking how I destroyed her life.

' what do you want now?' I growl back at him.

' Be nicer!! Remember I'm the monster here and you are the human!! That is our wife!' he snarls.

' You mean the wife that the council, our pack and now you forced on me? The wife that is probably here because she has to be? Smell her fear Sin , its slowly comming back. If I could I would send her to her mate right now!... she don't want to be here so don't push me! Just let's get this over with!' I growl at him and push him away, what to my surprise is very easy.

I undress myself while watching her, the drug ist almost gone and I see her trembling.

She doesn't want this.. never in my life had I force myself on someone!!!

She lies in bed and I slide besides her

" come closer" I tell her, now quieter , more sensual.

She obeys emidiatly but I smell her fear.

The urge to comfort her took over and I wrapped my arms around her tiny body, caressing her back I say "you don't have to fear me, I won't hurt you" I whisper in her ear and she shivers.

I start to plaster kisses all over her face till I capture her lips in a passionate one, still drawing circles around her back.

God I missed it, I missed being with a women, no matter how scared she might me! The touch, the skin to skin contact, I missed that.

" Are you comfortable with this?With us ?" I ask Lilian before I can stop myself, though her answer could destroy me.

" Just ..P- please be gentle.. I.. I never.." She stutters.

" I try my best, I promise " I answer and roll us over.

Lying on top of her my hands devour her precious, untouched body. Finding my way between her legs I caress her sweet pussy through her panties, feeling the wetness my own lust nd hunger took over.

" I told you to undress. Why do you still have them on?" I ask and before I can stop myself I rip them apart.

Slowly moving my fingers up and down her wet folds , my lips on hers, I start to smell her arousel.

'Well at least she finds us attractive ' I tell Sin who doesn't listen to me, just purring .

I run circles down her entrance and clit for a while before I push a finger inside her while kissing the space between her neck and shoulder.

' I wanna take her ' Sin purrs.

' No Sin , let me handle this. You will get your way but not now. She is a Virgin and to be honest I don't trust you'

After my answer I focus back on my wife... my wife.

It still sound foreign to me.

Slowly I add a second finger into her core, stretching her for me, still kissing the soft skin in her neck.

Without her notice I rip the bra from her body and capture one of her already hard nipples in my mouth, suking on it.

She arches her back, letting moans slip her mouth but rather than that she doesn't make a sound.

I retract my fingers and position my shaft at her wet and pulsating core. With the help of my hand I rub my cock at her, covering it in the juice of Lilians arousel before I push myself inside her wihle bitting down on one of her nipples to distract her.

It was not enough, her pain-woarn groaning reaches not only my ears but my heart.

Plastering her face with small kisses I try to comfort her" the pain will lessen soon, just take a deep breath " i say, stilling inside her.

She is so tight and soo wet I barely hold myself.

After some painful minutes I start to move in and out of her tight pussy while kissing her plush lips.