LOGINALEX
The air feels colder than it should.
Or maybe that’s just me, spiraling again.
I shouldn’t care. I don’t care.
But my feet still carry me down the hallway like I’m running from something… or toward it.
I can’t tell which.
My throat burns with the words I didn’t say, and my chest tightens with something that feels a lot like rage and something worse.
Something I'm too ashamed to admit.
He’s exactly what I thought he’d be.
A King who toys with people just because he can.
Why would he even ask me to stay here?
To make me feel small again?
To remind me that I’ll always be the one who gets less?
The thought hits harder than I expect, and for a second, I stop walking.
I just stand there, staring at the marbled floor.
My fingers curl into fists. “You’re pathetic,” I whisper to myself. “He doesn’t matter.”
But the lie doesn’t hold. Because deep down, beneath all the armor and anger, something does hurt.
Something stupid.
My vision blurs.
I blink hard, refusing to let any of it fall.
Not here. Not now.
I take a step forward… but slam straight into something solid.
It’s like hitting a wall.
Except the wall moves.
My breath catches as I lose balance. Falling back, but before I hit the ground, a firm hand catches me.
“Easy,” a deep voice murmurs.
That voice.
No. It can’t be.
My fingers clutch at the front of his shirt before I can stop them, my head snapping up… and there he is.
Adrian.
His eyes are shadowed but clear, silver catching the dim light.
Right in front up me.
Not upstairs.
My mind goes blank. “How—?”
“You should watch where you’re going,” he says softly, his hand still steady at the small of my back. “These halls can be… disorienting.”
I don’t move. I can’t.
His touch burns. Steady and warm, even through the thin fabric of my dress.
I swallow hard, pulling away before I combust. “I— I thought you were—”
“Mnnn?” His brow lifts, voice edged with something darkly amused.
The blood drains from my face. “I didn’t—”
“Didn’t what?” He takes a small step closer, straightening me.
Something tells me he knows exactly what happened.
Now I feel stupid.
My heart stutters.
“You arrogant—”
He smirks, but there’s no cruelty in it this time. Just curiosity. “Spying on the supposed monster? Has it gotten to that? How low do you think I can stoop?”
Heat floods my cheeks, unwelcome and sharp. “I wasn’t— gods, you’re impossible!”
He leans closer, lowering his voice. “Then why do you look so guilty?”
I open my mouth to retort, but all that comes out is breath.
His scent. Wraps around me like a snare.
Every inch of space between us disappears before I even realize it.
“You shouldn’t wander the manor at night,” he murmurs, his tone quieter now, almost protective. “Can’t guarantee what could happen to you the next time you snoop around.”
I hate the way his words make something twist inside me.
Tch.
For a heartbeat, we just stand there.
The air heavy, his gaze tracing mine like a physical touch.
It’s unbearable.
It’s intoxicating.
“Why are you looking at me like that?” I manage, my voice unsteady.
He tilts his head. “Like what?”
“Like you know something I don’t.”
“Maybe I do,” he says, and the way his voice drops sends shivers down my spine.
I take a step back, desperate for distance, but then—
“Alpha Adrian!”
A new voice cuts through the tension.
We both turn.
A man is hurrying down the stairs, shirt half-buttoned, hair a mess, skin damp with sweat.
And trailing just behind him… a woman, beautiful and flushed, adjusting the strap of her dress.
I blink.
Oh, shit.
The man stops short when he sees us, bowing quickly. “My apologies. I thought you were still on patrol.”
Adrian’s jaw tightens. “Liam.”
Liam. The voice clicks now. The cadence, the laughter I’d heard.
It wasn’t Adrian’s. It was his Beta’s.
The woman beside him clears her throat delicately. “We’ll, um… be quieter next time.”
If there were a hole in the ground, I’d crawl into it.
“I— I thought…” I start, then clamp my mouth shut.
Liam glances at me, realization dawning in his eyes. “Oh.”
He gives Adrian a helpless grin. “A misunderstanding then?”
Adrian’s expression is unreadable. “Seems so.”
The woman, Maya, giggles softly. “We’ll head back to our room now.”
And just like that, they disappear down the corridor, leaving an awful, suffocating silence behind.
I can’t look at him. My face burns, humiliation prickling under my skin.
He lets me squirm for a moment before he finally speaks, voice calm, maddeningly even.
“So,” he says. “You broke into my corridor in the middle of the night because you thought I was— what? Entertaining someone?”
“Don’t flatter yourself,” I snap. “I just—heard something.”
“And came running?”
The corner of his mouth twitches.
“You’re infuriating,” I breathe, stepping past him. But he moves too, matching my pace until we’re face to face again.
“Admit it, Alex,” he says quietly. “You were jealous.”
My head jerks up. “I was not!”
“Then why are you still blushing?”
“It’s called anger.”
“Hmm.” He leans in, so close I can feel the ghost of his breath against my ear. “You sure that’s all it is?”
The world narrows to that one point.
The smell of him, the heat radiating between us, the slow, steady pulse of danger that feels far too much like desire.
“Go to hell,” I whisper, but my voice doesn’t sound convincing even to me.
His reply is a low murmur, velvet and smoke. “Already there luv”
And as he steps back, his eyes glint with something wickedly unreadable.
Like he knows exactly what he’s doing to me, and exactly how little I can do to stop it.
MAYAThe moment it clicks, my blood turns to ice. Something like electricity runs across my pulse, connecting every dot that's let up to this point as I re-echoes Roman’s words. More than one mole.We've been compromised, and Alex was only the beginning! My legs move before my brain can decide what to do, and I burst out of the records room, dashing right passed Roman.Clutching the ledger like my only piece of evidence, my boots pound against stone, each step louder than the last, urgency clawing its way up my spine.“Adrian. He needs to know. Callum's ripping us apart from the inside-out.”Pages tear loose from the ledger as I move, fluttering behind me like wounded birds. Names, dates, authorizations, they all scatter as evidence bleeds into the dark. But I don't stop to gather them. Every breath burns. Every thought collides with the next.We're done for!Taking the bend toward the Alpha’s quarters, I approach the manor and silently take solace in the fact that the Alpha is n
MAYAI haven't had the strength to focus in the infirmary. Worse, I've been pretending not to know why. Vials containing the wrong mixture, calculations off by hundreds, my head's not here. “Oh, fuck it” I murmur. I should be heading to bed, but I take the bend right before the general pack house in the direction of a room close to the barn. A room where I really have no business being in. The records room. Where magic lies and memory fails, paper does neither. If I really want to put my mind at rest, I have to bank on ink staying where it's put. A web of dust hits me the moment I shove the door open, dimming my vision. The bulb above me sparks before it finally clicks on, highlighting the narrow shelves carved straight into stone. No windows, herbs or healing salts. Just ledgers stacked by year, rotation, and patrol zone.Even if I can't prove that she was framed just yet, I can at least try to prove some part of it was an accident. Bad timing, pood judgement, anything at
ADRIANWeird how I've never been able to put in words my feelings for the Council. They should be the Clan's confidantes, a group I can run to when I'm seeking knowledge or experience, but I detest the old hags a bit too noticeably for either of us to play pretend. Dressing their fears up as wisdom and calling it authority, the old wolves cling to relevance while keeping their distance… like that makes them impartial. If it were in my power, I would've gotten rid of them long time ago. Unfortunately, the only thing we have in common is autonomy. They can do whatever they want, when they want. So when Liam tells me they’ve arrived unannounced, I already know this isn’t some courtesy call.They’re here because something slipped through their fingers. Alex probably didn't go down as quietly as they wanted. ---The chamber feels smaller with them inside it.Five elders, seated in a half-circle, robes heavy with sigils they no longer understand. Their scents blend together. Old par
MAYAMoments bleed into minutes, and minutes to hours. Vials, files and rivalling techniques eventually lead me to the infirmary's backroom. The hidden center that serves as the root of all my work. It smells a bit different from what I'm used to. I rarely go down here after all. Less blood and panic. Only the subtle whispers or grunts from the station above manage to filter through the walls. The scent of ash-root, binding resin, and stabilizing salts hits its peak. Raw materials whose use have nearly tripled due to the ongoing reconstruction.I grind the last of the frostleaf into a shallow bowl, careful with the pressure. Too much force bruises the veins of the leaf and dulls its effect. These particular vials aren’t for wounds, but for endurance. For Omegas and Gammas rebuilding wards that should never have failed in the first place.I seal the mixture with a flick of my fingers and whisper the final binding word.Bubbling at first, the liquid stabilizes, crisp and clean.P
MAYAMy mornings usually begin the same way.Open curtains while the scent of ground herbs soaking in boiled water fills the setting. On a good day, counting vials before the rest of the Calm returns is usually affair. On a busy day, exactly like today, I'd need to go through the list of the injured and recovered, adjusting treatments where need be.Routine is important when you’re responsible for keeping people alive. It steadies the hands, clears the mind, and keeps emotions from leaking into places they don’t belong.Today, it's not really working.I’m halfway through organizing the shelves in the infirmary when I realize I’ve already sorted the same row twice.I stop, exhale slowly, and rest my palms against the wooden counter.It doesn't matter how many times I beat against it, I'm very well aware of why I feel like this.Alex.The thought comes uninvited, sharp enough to sting.I tell myself not to dwell on it. I’ve had patients in worse conditions, I’ve seen stronger accusa
SAGE“What exactly does Callum have planned for Alex?”The question's been ringing in my head since she was accused. Deep down, I felt something weird was coming. It was too easy how he broke through the Clan’s borders… for the second time in less than a month. But pulling strings to frame Alex for that?No. It didn't make sense. It still doesn't. But there's only one place I know I can get the answers to my questions. “Take some men with you. Carry along as many materials as you need. We're rebuilding it all from scratch!”Liam's thunderous voice filled the halls the next morning as most of omegas and gammas trooped out of the packhouse with a single instruction labelled on their minds. “Rebuild the border!”Somewhere up there lays the answer.So I follow them, mingling with the familiar faces to see if anyone whispers anything that should catch my attention before we arrive. But the murmurs are boring and ugly. Stuff about how divided and messed up everything's been of late…







