LOGINGRACE'S POV
APRIL 12th, 2013
There was a sound.
It came first as a distant ringing, sharp and persistent, like something fighting to pull me back from wherever I had fallen. It cut through the quiet darkness, growing louder, closer, more insistent.
“Grace?”
“Grace!”
I woke up with a loud gasp, breathing heavily. There was a very cold sensation on my head. I put my hands on my face to see if I had been downed with water. There was nothing on my face, except a trail of drool from my mouth. But it felt like I drowned and I'd just been brought out of the water.
My head pounded and my heart raced terribly. There were voices around me, but I couldn't focus on any of them.
“Grace? Are you alright?” I heard a voice ask.
I shook my head, and shut my eyes, trying to calm down.
“Here, have a bottle of water.”
A bottle of water was pressed into my hand, I twisted the bottle open and took a long drink. Because even though I felt like I drowned and was brought out of the water, my throat was parched.
I opened my eyes. I blinked rapidly, my vision swimming before slowly coming into focus. White light flooded my eyes from above, harsh and unfamiliar. I could fully focus on my surroundings now. A couple of people were watching me, curiosity and concern etched on their faces.
Instantly, I sucked an unfathomable amount of air into my mouth as a terribly delivered gasp. I'm sure I looked like a fish out of water. But I was trying to grasp what was happening at the moment.
The memories were fresh in my head. They came rushing in, reminding me about Susan, and Michael, both of them in bed together, Michael and I arguing, and Michael pushing me. I remembered the feeling of the warmth under my head. I remembered Michael's voice, and most importantly, my life slipping out of me.
I must've died, definitely. But if I didn't, what was I doing here instead of a hospital? This couldn't be heaven, not if the redhead was here.
“Are you alright? You fell asleep and woke up with a start. You startled all of us.” A redhead said.
This redhead, I didn't understand how she was standing right in front of me.
I looked around me again, but I wasn't where I hoped to be. I wasn't in my home, not in the hospital. I was at work, but everything was just wrong. I didn't get it.
I pushed myself up abruptly, my breath hitching as dizziness slammed into me like a slap. My hand shot out, gripping the edge of something solid to steady myself. I heard soft gasps, but I didn't pay much attention to them as I realised where I sat.
I was sitting at a desk, one that was too familiar. One I'd used many years ago that wasn't supposed to be in the room anymore.
“Doesn't she need to go home or something? She doesn't look too good.” Someone said, softly.
I swallowed hard, and took a good look at the people in front of me. These were my coworkers, yes, they were. But not from my timeline. Most of them had left, others were promoted and definitely stopped looking like the younger versions of themselves.
Before I could say anything to the strange, yet familiar people in front of me, a song played in the atmosphere of held breaths. It was a familiar song, one I'd used as my ringtone many years ago. I looked at the desk I held onto, and there laid a phone, the same model I definitely didn't use anymore.
It clearly belonged to me, but what was it doing there when I wasn't using it anymore? I stared at it like it was something alive, something dangerous. Slowly, and cautiously, I reached for it.
My fingers shook as I picked it up. The screen lit up and I froze, feeling the wind knocked out of me.
The date read April 12th of 2013.
My heart stopped instantly. No, that wasn’t right. It wasn’t possible. How would I have died in 2023, but I woke up in 2013? What was going on?
My grip tightened around the phone as if holding it harder would force the numbers to change. But they didn’t. They stayed there, unmoving, unchanging.
A shaky laugh escaped my lips, breathless and in disbelief.
“This… this doesn’t make sense.” I said, shaking my head.
My coworkers exchanged looks among themselves.
“Is this some sort of prank, guys? If it is, it is really sick.” I added, hoping one of them would spill that they were pranking me.
When no one said anything, I stopped laughing and asked, “What year is it?”
“We're in 2013, Grace? What's wrong?” One replied, brows furrowed.
“That's impossible. This must be a prank, we're in 2023.” My own voice sounded strange to my own ears, like it belonged to someone else.
When they didn't budge, I concluded that something was completely wrong. Maybe I was somewhere on the hospital bed in surgery, and this was just a product of the anaesthesia administered to me. Yes, that was the possible explanation.
“You know what? I'm totally fine, guys. I think I had a nightmare that shook me. You can go now.” I told my coworkers.
“Sure?”
I waved them off. “Yes, of course. I'm sorry for worrying you guys, but I'm really okay.” I assured them.
One by one, they dispersed and I was left alone.
I sat back down at my desk and decided to try to figure out what was going on. I opened the drawers and took out some files. Flipping through them all, they all seemed familiar and definitely real. I'd worked on these files before, but they were there, some of them needed to be worked on.
I could only make myself believe that I was in surgery and this was just an illusion. Because how else would I go back 10 years in time?
GRACE'S POV APRIL 12th, 2013There was a sound.It came first as a distant ringing, sharp and persistent, like something fighting to pull me back from wherever I had fallen. It cut through the quiet darkness, growing louder, closer, more insistent.“Grace?” “Grace!” I woke up with a loud gasp, breathing heavily. There was a very cold sensation on my head. I put my hands on my face to see if I had been downed with water. There was nothing on my face, except a trail of drool from my mouth. But it felt like I drowned and I'd just been brought out of the water. My head pounded and my heart raced terribly. There were voices around me, but I couldn't focus on any of them. “Grace? Are you alright?” I heard a voice ask. I shook my head, and shut my eyes, trying to calm down. “Here, have a bottle of water.” A bottle of water was pressed into my hand, I twisted the bottle open and took a long drink. Because even though I felt like I drowned and was brought out of the water, my throat wa
CHAPTER FIVEGRACE'S POV April 12, 2023.4:16pmI'd always heard that betrayal hurts, that it was brutal, but I never thought I'd be experiencing one. Especially not when it was my best friend and my husband in our bed. My gasp drew their attention and they looked my way. Susan gaped, eyes wide, skin pale and flushed at the same time. They were under the sheets, tangled up in their limbs. There was no denying what was happening at that moment. If I thought my heart was hurt by cracking, my heart shattered. I saw red, and my head ached in a way that made me cradle my forehead. “Grace…” Susan started, but I stopped her by raising my hand. The last thing I wanted to hear was what she had to say. “How long has this been going on?” I asked both of them, my voice cracking. Susan glances at Michael whose attention was on me. He didn't look remorseful or whatever, he had a blank expression on his face, not saying anything.“A few months.” Susan replied, getting out of the bed and strug
CHAPTER FOURGRACE'S POV April 12, 2023. 6:30 am.The alarm rang at 6am as usual, but I didn't move for the next 30 minutes.For a moment, I just wanted to lay down and forget about everything worrying me. It's like my head refused to cooperate with me and everything I wanted.The pain had already woken me again before dawn, sharper than it had been the day before. It stood low in my abdomen, steady yet heavy, like something was pressing the inside of me. I wondered if pregnancy felt that way too. I laid still, breathing slowly, waiting for the wave pain to pass. Beside me, Michael was already awake.He sat at the edge of the bed, scrolling through his phone, his back turned toward me.“You’re up late,” he said without looking. Little did he know that I'd been awake way before the alarm rang. Little did he know that I had to stay still as if the pain would disappear if I did so. “I didn’t sleep well.” I replied, pulling myself to a sitting position. I was ready to get out of the b
GRACE'S POV When I left the hospital, the sky had turned gray. It seemed to match my mood. Lovely. I half expected it to start raining so I could finally let go and cry my eyes out. I stood outside for a long moment, holding the envelope of medical reports against my chest. Maybe if I held it tight enough, it would disappear alongside the illness. It didn't work. Eventually, I realised that I probably looked weird as I stood there, outside, unmoving. People probably thought I was a suicide bomber. I drove away from the hospital, praying that the ache in my chest would disappear.When I reached the house, the sun was already beginning to set. I hadn't realised how much time I had spent in the waiting room at the hospital until then. The living room was dark with the curtains drawn, almost like no one lived there. Michael wasn’t home from work yet, so I started thinking about dinner for the both of us. I moved through the house slowly, and into the bedroom. I set my bag down on th
GRACE'S POV The office building stood tall and bright against the morning sky. It was one of the tallest buildings in the area, so it was noticeable from a certain distance.I turned off the engine, pulling out the keys and stepping out. I've never understood people who casually left their keys in the ignition. Inside, everything felt calm and like the usual. The soft hum of the air conditioning steadied the rhythm of the lobby.At the front desk, the receptionist, whose name I always forget, sat, typing away on her computer. Her thinly rimmed glasses sat on the bridge of her nose, and her nails were perfectly painted in red.“Morning, Grace,” the receptionist called, sending a smile and a wave my way.“Morning.” I smiled back, feeling terrible for not remembering her name.”I said hi to my other colleagues on my way to my desk. At my desk, I took a deep breath and said a small prayer, asking for strength for the day. I opened my laptop and began sorting through emails. Numbers, sc
GRACE’S POVApril 11, 2023. 6:00 a.m.My alarm rang loudly, but I had already been awake for nearly an hour. Even then, it started me a bit.Sleep didn’t seem to come to me as easily as it did before anymore. Whenever it tried to come, it was thin and restless, slipping away whenever the dull ache in my stomach increased into something sharper. This morning the pain had woken me before dawn, as usual. It left me dreading the entire day already. The pain laid curling low beneath my ribs, and spread slowly outward like water penetrating a cabin.I laid still, staring at the ceiling, the doctor's voice echoing in my head. I couldn't get it out of my head.Gastric cancer.The words still didn’t feel real, even after hearing them twice. The doctor had spoken gently, carefully, as if speaking softly could make the pain go away.“It’s spreading, Mrs. Williams.” He had said, eyes searching my face as my own eyes strayed from his to my fiddling hands.I turned to the other side of the bed. B







