Trauma For Life.

WARNING!!! SEXUAL ASSULT IN THIS CHAPTER!!!!

In just 3 days it will be my birthday, I couldn’t wait to get out of this hell hole.

I had finally saved up just enough money to get me a tiny apartment I had found online. 

I didn’t have a phone like most teenagers did so I had to use the pack library to do some research on the human town I would be living in. 

I found a small one bedroom one bath for 200$ a month.

It was above a bar, which was scary but it was the cheapest thing I could find with the small amount of money I had saved..

I had called the owner of the apartment and they said If I could pay the rent on time then it was mine.

I also asked if they knew of any jobs available in there town, the woman who owned the apartment also owned the bar below.

She had a position open for someone in the kitchen. She said if I could work full time the job was mine.

It didn’t pay much but it would do.

Sadly Willow and Jax decided to stay behind, after his parents were killed by rogues and Willow's mom was killed by Alpha wade they were scared to leave.

Willow still believed she owed Alpha Wade for her mother stealing. I just wanted to help them like they’ve helped me and get them out, but I understood how they felt.

It was early in the morning, I had 1 hour to get breakfast finished before Luna Athena came in here and yelled at me for not having everything ready to eat for the pack.

 In just 3 days it was also Cain's birthday and he would officially become Alpha to the Blazing Moon Pack. 

I wanted to leave that night quick as possible before anyone noticed.. 

For Cain's birthday and Alpha ceremony this year the Luna invited other packs to come so they could congratulate him and see if any of the unmated females were Cains mate.

I wiped some stray hairs from my face that had clung to my forehead, I was feeling really exhausted.

I quickly brought out breakfast to the dining hall setting out the last of it on the tables.

I went back Into the kitchen finishing up the dishes before I left to do a couple of more chores.

I took a quick look around making sure no one was around. I quickly snuck a cinnamon roll I had made into my apron.

I knew I wouldn’t get a chance to grab any food later with the amount of pack members that would be arriving over the next couple of days.

I began to make my way upstairs to the 4th floor of the pack house to begin cleaning Cains room first knowing if I didn’t he would definitely punish me.

I was deep in thought thinking about how I was gonna get my GED without a lap top I was to sure If the small town I would be going to had a library.

I tried telling Willow about getting her GED online as well so she could at least use her days off to still take classes online at our pack library and graduate.

I felt uneasy all of a sudden as if someone was behind me, I had this feeling like I was being watched.

I stopped in my tracks standing infront of Cains room slowly turning around, but no one was there so I figured I was just being paranoid.

Turning back around I began opening the door to the bedroom. I felt someone shove me inside hard.

I put my hands up so I wouldn't fall on my face but when I landed I twisted my hand in a weird position.

Hearing a sickening crack I screamed out in agony.

I managed to roll onto my side to see who had pushed me. I looked up with fear in my eyes.

“N…no..please..”

Cain looked down at me with a sick and twisted smile on his face

He smelt heavily of alcohol I knew there was a huge party last night at his girlfriend Sarah's.

He had clearly stayed out all night partying hard he stilled looked drunk. I knew I was in trouble now.

“Hmm. Whooo do we have.. here?” He said slurring his words a little

He was staring at me so intently moving his hand down to his pants to adjust himself.

“It seems I’ve caught a little omega named moon.”

I felt uneasy at the way Cain was staring at me.

“You know I’ve always thought you looked good, ……*Hiccup* those curves, your tits. You’ve really *hiccup*….become quite a pretty thing.”

He began hovering over me bending down to my face almost falling on top of me. He moved his hand down my chest pinching my nipple.

I flinched away, slapping his hand with my good arm. I wanted to scream but I couldn't form any words.

“Stop playing ….hard to get, I’ve caught you staring at me….with sarah many times giving me thoughs fuck me….eyes. Well I’ll tell you what, I’ll take it easy…. on you sense I know it's your first time. After all, I am….a gentleman!”

Cain began wrapping his arms behind me to pick me up when he began to stumble a bit. I started panicking, I knew if he grabbed me now I would be done for.

I started kicking and thrashing around to get him off of me, but it was futile.

Cain growled at me frustrated now, I watched in silence as he stood up.

He looked down at me slicking his tossled hair back.

I could hear him sigh.

“I guess… it’s the hard way moon.”

He kicked me hard in my side, rolling me over onto his carpet.

Hearing a crack I grabbed my side whimpering.

The room felt like it was spinning around me as I looked around.

Black spots began clouding my vision, I knew I was beginning to lose consciousness.

He managed to pick me up, lifting me over his shoulder.

He walked over to his bed throwing me down hard. I tried to scoot away but he grabbed my legs and yanked me forward.

“Look…. it would just be …..easier if you stayed still! Can’t you quit …..being selfish for once. Haven’t I given you ……everything you’ve needed in this pack. You need ….to earn your ….keep if you wanna stay when I’m alpha ….beautiful”.

He pulled out a silver dagger from his back pocket as he held my legs in place at the end of the bed.

I watched in terror as he leaned over me holding it to my throat.

“Unless you wanna die, I suggest you give me what I want … babe! I’ve waited a long time for this I always ….knew I’d be your first!”

I was petrified, I knew he meant it.

he would kill me and no one would care, except for my friends.

He started pulling my pants down slowly struggling because he was still slightly drunk..

I was losing my confidence quick.

He still held the knife to my throat, managing to use his other hand to get my panties off.

“plea..se…don’t…don’t do..this” I could taste the salty tears streaming down my face.

He leaned his face further into mine, he stopped for a second looking into my eyes.

I could see the devil looking back at me. His tongue darted out licking my tears.

“Mmmm. I think this is my new favorite taste”.

I felt a wave of nausea come over me, how sick could he be.

Cain sat back up holding onto my waste painfully pulling his pants and boxers down around his ankles.

Closing my eyes I lied there feeling numb just wishing this nightmare would end and the moon goddess would have mercy on me.

I started to lose faith in the moon goddess at that very moment.

Cain pushed my legs open, hovering over me. I felt his hard member at my entrance.

I heard something within me telling me to “fight star” I opened my eyes looking around as if someone else was talking to me I was confused.

I felt a sudden burst of energy run through me, quickly thinking I brought my knee up and hit Cain in his manhood.

He quickly launched himself off of me beginning to wobble away from the bed as he held his member howling in pain.

“You ….little ..bitch! You’ll pay …for that!” He said in between breaths.

Before he could attack me again I quickly lifted myself up with my good arm, inching my way off the the bed.

I stood up quickly running toward Cain shoving him as hard as I could into a small table with chairs.

He was still drunk so I was able to knock him into it hearing it be crushed underneath him.

Once he was on the floor I took off out of the room as fast as I could.

I felt the tears flowing down my face making it hard to see. I ran past everything in a blur running to my room.

Quickly turning around locking the door, I collapsed to the ground.

I felt so ashamed and weak from what just happened I couldn't hold it in anymore.

Feeling sluggish I held onto my door lifting myself up , slowly I walked over to my cot and got into bed.

I cried for what felt like hours, eventually falling asleep.