LOGINThe penthouse was exactly how I expected a billionaire's place to look. All glass and stone, polished grey floors, matte white walls. After all the noise in New Orleans, the silence here felt expensive.
Ronan dropped my bags by the door and looked around, his shoulders dropping an inch. "It's yours for as long as you need it, Nir. Make yourself at home. I'm going to check the kitchen and see what we have for dinner. Go ahead and explore." I wandered toward a side table near the hallway. A silver frame caught my eye. I picked it up. It was a photo of Ronan and Adrian. They were younger, standing in front of a brick building, both laughing. Ronan looked relaxed in it, nothing like the guarded man I had seen at the airport. I stared at Adrian's boyish handsomeness, longer than I should have. That was the man I'd spent months talking to on the phone. The one who knew my favorite colors and the things that kept me up at night. My phone vibrated in my pocket and I pulled it out. I felt my stomach turn. Private caller. I hesitated, then answered. But I didn't say anything. I just waited without speaking. "Nirvana? Nirvana. I know you're there. You think you can just run away? You think your brother is going to pay what you owe me?" My mother's voice was thin. I could hear ice clinking in a glass. My throat tightened. I tried to speak, to tell her to leave me alone. But the words felt heavy on my lips. When I opened my mouth to finally speak, the line crackled, her words dipping in and out until the call cut off abruptly. I was still staring at the screen when Ronan walked back in. He stopped when he saw my face. "Who was it?" "Katerina. She knows I left." My voice trembled. "Ronan, what if she comes here? She sounded so sure of herself." Ronan took the phone from me, his face hardening. The thought of my mother separating me from Ronan again brought tears to my eyes. I did not want to return to her. Ronan stepped closer and put his hands on my shoulders. "She isn't coming here, Nirvana. I’m going to handle her. Do you understand me?" "But I don't want to be a burden," I whispered. "You aren't a burden. You’re family. Now, go to your room. It’s the last door on the right. Your things are already inside. Just lie down for a bit. I’ll make some calls." I headed down the hall. But before I reached my door, I heard the front door open. I heard boots on the concrete. And then that cologne, familiar in a way that made my stomach tighten. I stayed by my door and listened. "She's in her room. We just came in," Ronan said. "You're a fool, Ronan." Adrian's voice was nothing like the one from the phone. It was hard and rough. "What were you thinking, bringing her here now?" "She was in trouble. Katerina was ruining her piece by piece. I couldn't just leave her there. What was I supposed to do?", Ronan said in a hush tone. "You should have told me.”, Adrian snapped. Then I heard him pace. “ The timing is a disaster. Bringing her here is a liability we don't need." "She's my sister, Adrian." Ronan argued. "She's a distraction.”, Adrian countered. “She doesn't belong here. She's soft, she spends her days with a paintbrush. The second things get difficult she's going to break. And when she does, you'll be the one picking up the pieces while the rest of us pay for it." I leaned back against the wall. Soft. A liability. The man who once told me I was the strongest person he'd ever met was calling me a weakness to my brother's face. "She's staying," Ronan said firmly. "I don't need your permission to protect my family." "Keep her in that room then. I don't want her wandering around. I've got things to handle at the docks." The front door shut. Ronan checked on me once before stepping out to handle paperwork, reminding me to keep the door locked. The second I was sure he was gone, I walked out into the dark living room. A leather jacket was draped over the back of a chair. Adrian's. I reached out and touched the rough leather. It was cold and smelled of rain and something metallic. There was a patch on the shoulder, a silver skull with wings. I pulled my hand back. A faint scraping sound came from the balcony. I walked to the glass doors. A small black box sat on the outdoor table. It hadn't been there when we arrived. I slid the door open and grabbed it. The cardboard was cold. When I pulled the lid off and my breath caught. Inside was a single white rose. The petals were scorched, the edges black and brittle. A small handwritten note was tucked into the stem. "Welcome to New York, Muse. We've been waiting for a new masterpiece." I dropped the box. The rose hit the floor and broke apart. I looked out over the railing but the streets were just a blur of taxis and noise. Someone knew I was here. Someone knew my name. I hurried back inside and locked the door. My hands were shaking as I reached for my phone. The front door opened before I could dial. It wasn't Ronan. Adrian stood in the doorway, his silhouette filling the frame. He looked at me, then at the broken rose on the balcony floor behind me, then back at me. "I told you to stay in your room," he said quietly. "Someone was on the balcony." I held out the note. He crossed the room, ignored the note, and checked the glass door first. Then he stepped onto the balcony. He looked over the edge and came back inside. Then hlocked the door and pulled the curtains shut. The room went nearly dark. He turned to me and held out his hand. I gave him the note. He read it and crushed it in his fist. "Is it my mother?" "It's not your mother, Nirvana." "Then who? Adrian, what is actually going on here?" He didn't answer. He stepped closer until my back hit the glass door behind me. His hand came up to my neck, his thumb tracing my jaw slowly. "You're asking too many questions," he murmured. I forgot about the rose. I forgot about everything. "You told Ronan I was a liability," I said. My voice came out softer than I wanted. "You said I was soft." "I said a lot of things to keep my head straight." His forehead dropped against mine. "But you're standing here in my space, and I can't think about anything else." He kissed me before I could respond. It wasn't gentle. It was everything he'd been holding back since he walked through that door, and I stopped fighting it the second his hands found my waist. In that moment, the note didn't matter. The rose didn't matter. But when he finally pulled back and looked at me in the dark, what I saw in his eyes wasn't relief. It was fear. And Adrian Cross didn't look like a man who was afraid of anything.Adrian’s POVI violently swept my arm across the mahogany desk, sending every single file, ledger, and coffee cup crashing onto the floor.Paperwork exploded into the air, fluttered down, and scattered across the hardwood. A ceramic mug shattered against the baseboards, hot coffee soaking straight into the rug."Two trucks in forty-eight hours, Ronan!" I roared, the sound tearing out of my chest with absolute, unbridled rage.I paced the length of my private club office, my heart hammering against my ribs, my hands balled into tight fists. The calm, refined academic mask I wore on campus was completely gone, ripped away by the sheer fury of watching my empire bleed out right in front of me.Ronan stood near the heavy wooden door. He didn't jump when the mug shattered, but his face was completely drained of color. He looked exhausted, his leather jacket dusted with gravel from the scene he had just come back from."I just got off the radio with the highway unit," he said, his voice fla
Nirvana’s POVI pulled the heavy passenger door of Jesse’s rusted Honda Civic shut and immediately pressed down on the plastic lock button.Jesse jumped slightly in the driver's seat. He paused with his hand hovering over the gearshift, looking over at me with a completely baffled expression. He reached out and turned down the volume knob on his cracked stereo, cutting off the loud indie rock song playing through the speakers."Okay, you're officially acting like a fugitive," he said, raising an eyebrow. "Are we robbing a bank? Because my car tops out at sixty miles an hour, so we are not going to win a high-speed chase.""No bank," I replied, forcing a small, tight smile. I tossed my canvas bag onto the floorboards, carefully keeping my head ducked low below the window line. "I just need a favor, Jess. A really quick one."I had spent the entire morning formulating this plan. After the massive argument with Adrian last night, I knew I was completely out of time. Adrian was tearing
Nirvana’s POVA scream ripped through my throat, completely shattering the quiet silence of the dark bedroom.My hands clawed frantically at the comforter, twisting the fabric into thick knots as I kicked out violently against the mattress. The suffocating weight of the nightmare clung to my chest, stealing all the oxygen from the room. I could still see the tattooed thug from the campus gates, standing in the shadows, tapping his watch. His rough face morphed into Professor Miller’s mocking smile, whispering into my ear that I was just a liability waiting to be discarded."Nirvana! Hey, look at me."Large, warm hands grabbed my shoulders, pinning me firmly against the mattress to stop my thrashing.I gasped, my eyes snapping open to the dark ceiling of the master suite. My chest heaved as I dragged air into my burning lungs. The shadows in the corners of the room slowly stopped spinning, settling back into the familiar shapes of Adrian’s heavy oak furniture.Adrian pulled me straigh
Nirvana’s POVI walked slowly down the carpeted steps of the lecture hall. My sneakers didn't make a sound against the floor. By the time I reached the bottom row, the large room was completely empty, the chaotic noise of departing students entirely gone.Professor Miller was standing behind her wooden podium. She didn't look up when I approached.She was deliberately taking her time, tapping a stack of graded papers against the desk to align the edges perfectly. She slid them into a manila folder, closed it, and slowly clicked her pen shut. She was making me wait. It was a quiet power play designed to make me feel small.But I didn't fidget. I didn't shift my weight, and I didn't look at the clock on the wall. I just held the heavy strap of my canvas bag and stood there in silence."Take a seat, Nirvana," she finally said, snapping her leather briefcase shut."I'd rather stand," I replied evenly. "I have a ride waiting for me outside."Evelyn looked up, her sharp eyes studied me for
Nirvana’s POVI pressed my pen so hard against the thin paper of my notebook that the tip actually tore right through the page. I cursed under my breath, flipping to a fresh sheet, but I didn't write anything down. I couldn't focus. My afternoon literature class had started twenty minutes ago, but my brain was still stuck in the art studio. I couldn't stop thinking about the cup of paint water hovering in the air. I couldn't stop thinking about Davis.The quiet, weirdly intense guy in the back of the room had stepped in to help me, but nothing about it felt like a favor. The blank, dead look in his eyes when he grabbed Sienna's wrist kept flashing in my mind, merging with the terrifying voicemail from the New Orleans thugs. My entire life felt like it was actively crumbling at the edges, and I was just sitting in a hard plastic chair, pretending everything was perfectly normal."The tragedy isn't that he becomes a monster," Professor Evelyn Miller said, her voice cutting sharply thr
Nirvana’s POVDavis slowly uncurled his fingers, dropping Sienna’s arm as if holding her for a second longer was a complete waste of his energy.He didn't shove her away, and he didn't say a word. He just let go.Sienna scrambled backward instantly as her high heels caught on the linoleum floor, making her stumble again, but this time she didn't fake a gasp. She was genuinely terrified. She rubbed her wrist, her eyes wide as she stared at the quiet guy who usually sat in the back of the room. Bright red finger marks were already starting to form on her pale skin."You're completely crazy!" She sputtered, her voice high and trembling. Her face was flushed a deep, humiliated crimson.She didn't wait for him to respond. She turned around and ran down the aisle, her shoulder clipping the edge of an empty easel. She pushed through the heavy double doors of the studio and disappeared into the hallway, entirely abandoning her expensive leather tote bag sitting by her stool.I stood frozen
The fresh white petal was more terrifying than the scorched rose had been. It meant someone had been inside my room. The locks and the height of the penthouse meant nothing to them. I felt a sudden prickly sensation on the back of my head. I looked around, expecting a shadow in the corner or a fig
I watched from the window as Adrian's bike wove through the New York traffic, becoming a smaller and smaller speck until he vanished around a corner. The roar of the engine lingered for a second before the city swallowed it whole. I moved away from the glass and sat on the edge of the bed. The sile
Adrian's hands were large and hot, anchoring me against the glass door while he kissed me like he was trying to swallow my breath. I let out a low moan against his lips. Every part of me felt wired and sensitive. The calloused texture of his palms against my waist sent a jolt through my spine that
My heart wouldn’t stop thumping against my ribs. It was a fast, erratic rhythm that made my chest ache. I stared at the photo on my laptop screen until my eyes burned. It looked like a crime scene. I looked at the window. It was pitch black outside. It couldn't be real. Adrian was in New York. We h







