LOGINThe penthouse was exactly how I expected a billionaire's place to look. All glass and stone, polished grey floors, matte white walls. After all the noise in New Orleans, the silence here felt expensive.
Ronan dropped my bags by the door and looked around, his shoulders dropping an inch. "It's yours for as long as you need it, Nir. Make yourself at home. I'm going to check the kitchen and see what we have for dinner. Go ahead and explore." I wandered toward a side table near the hallway. A silver frame caught my eye. I picked it up. It was a photo of Ronan and Adrian. They were younger, standing in front of a brick building, both laughing. Ronan looked relaxed in it, nothing like the guarded man I had seen at the airport. I stared at Adrian's boyish handsomeness, longer than I should have. That was the man I'd spent months talking to on the phone. The one who knew my favorite colors and the things that kept me up at night. My phone vibrated in my pocket and I pulled it out. I felt my stomach turn. Private caller. I hesitated, then answered. But I didn't say anything. I just waited without speaking. "Nirvana? Nirvana. I know you're there. You think you can just run away? You think your brother is going to pay what you owe me?" My mother's voice was thin. I could hear ice clinking in a glass. My throat tightened. I tried to speak, to tell her to leave me alone. But the words felt heavy on my lips. When I opened my mouth to finally speak, the line crackled, her words dipping in and out until the call cut off abruptly. I was still staring at the screen when Ronan walked back in. He stopped when he saw my face. "Who was it?" "Katerina. She knows I left." My voice trembled. "Ronan, what if she comes here? She sounded so sure of herself." Ronan took the phone from me, his face hardening. The thought of my mother separating me from Ronan again brought tears to my eyes. I did not want to return to her. Ronan stepped closer and put his hands on my shoulders. "She isn't coming here, Nirvana. I’m going to handle her. Do you understand me?" "But I don't want to be a burden," I whispered. "You aren't a burden. You’re family. Now, go to your room. It’s the last door on the right. Your things are already inside. Just lie down for a bit. I’ll make some calls." I headed down the hall. But before I reached my door, I heard the front door open. I heard boots on the concrete. And then that cologne, familiar in a way that made my stomach tighten. I stayed by my door and listened. "She's in her room. We just came in," Ronan said. "You're a fool, Ronan." Adrian's voice was nothing like the one from the phone. It was hard and rough. "What were you thinking, bringing her here now?" "She was in trouble. Katerina was ruining her piece by piece. I couldn't just leave her there. What was I supposed to do?", Ronan said in a hush tone. "You should have told me.”, Adrian snapped. Then I heard him pace. “ The timing is a disaster. Bringing her here is a liability we don't need." "She's my sister, Adrian." Ronan argued. "She's a distraction.”, Adrian countered. “She doesn't belong here. She's soft, she spends her days with a paintbrush. The second things get difficult she's going to break. And when she does, you'll be the one picking up the pieces while the rest of us pay for it." I leaned back against the wall. Soft. A liability. The man who once told me I was the strongest person he'd ever met was calling me a weakness to my brother's face. "She's staying," Ronan said firmly. "I don't need your permission to protect my family." "Keep her in that room then. I don't want her wandering around. I've got things to handle at the docks." The front door shut. Ronan checked on me once before stepping out to handle paperwork, reminding me to keep the door locked. The second I was sure he was gone, I walked out into the dark living room. A leather jacket was draped over the back of a chair. Adrian's. I reached out and touched the rough leather. It was cold and smelled of rain and something metallic. There was a patch on the shoulder, a silver skull with wings. I pulled my hand back. A faint scraping sound came from the balcony. I walked to the glass doors. A small black box sat on the outdoor table. It hadn't been there when we arrived. I slid the door open and grabbed it. The cardboard was cold. When I pulled the lid off and my breath caught. Inside was a single white rose. The petals were scorched, the edges black and brittle. A small handwritten note was tucked into the stem. "Welcome to New York, Muse. We've been waiting for a new masterpiece." I dropped the box. The rose hit the floor and broke apart. I looked out over the railing but the streets were just a blur of taxis and noise. Someone knew I was here. Someone knew my name. I hurried back inside and locked the door. My hands were shaking as I reached for my phone. The front door opened before I could dial. It wasn't Ronan. Adrian stood in the doorway, his silhouette filling the frame. He looked at me, then at the broken rose on the balcony floor behind me, then back at me. "I told you to stay in your room," he said quietly. "Someone was on the balcony." I held out the note. He crossed the room, ignored the note, and checked the glass door first. Then he stepped onto the balcony. He looked over the edge and came back inside. Then hlocked the door and pulled the curtains shut. The room went nearly dark. He turned to me and held out his hand. I gave him the note. He read it and crushed it in his fist. "Is it my mother?" "It's not your mother, Nirvana." "Then who? Adrian, what is actually going on here?" He didn't answer. He stepped closer until my back hit the glass door behind me. His hand came up to my neck, his thumb tracing my jaw slowly. "You're asking too many questions," he murmured. I forgot about the rose. I forgot about everything. "You told Ronan I was a liability," I said. My voice came out softer than I wanted. "You said I was soft." "I said a lot of things to keep my head straight." His forehead dropped against mine. "But you're standing here in my space, and I can't think about anything else." He kissed me before I could respond. It wasn't gentle. It was everything he'd been holding back since he walked through that door, and I stopped fighting it the second his hands found my waist. In that moment, the note didn't matter. The rose didn't matter. But when he finally pulled back and looked at me in the dark, what I saw in his eyes wasn't relief. It was fear. And Adrian Cross didn't look like a man who was afraid of anything.Nirvana’s POVI walked from the edge of the velvet sofa to the stone fireplace, turned around on my heel and walked exactly twelve steps back to the sofa.I had been pacing the length of the living room for three hours. The heavy silence of the house was slowly driving me insane. Adrian hadn't texted. Ronan hadn't called. The only thing I knew was that whatever pulled Adrian away was bad enough to warrant a complete lockdown.I stopped pacing and let out a frustrated breath, dragging my hands through my hair.Needing a distraction before I wore a permanent path into the rug, I walked out of the living room and headed down the hall toward the kitchen.Iris was standing near the marble island. He wasn't patrolling or holding a weapon. He was meticulously assembling a turkey sandwich with the intense, laser-focused precision of a surgeon performing a heart transplant. He placed exactly four slices of meat onto the bread, perfectly aligned the edges, and reached for a jar of mustard."
Adrian’s POVI pulled the phone away from my ear, ending the call. Then I shoved it back into my suit jacket pocket. Without a single word, I grabbed the handle of the SUV’s passenger door and ushered Nirvana inside. I slammed it shut with force.I walked around the hood, my jaw locked so tight. I slid into the driver's seat, threw the car into drive and merged into the afternoon traffic, completely cutting off a delivery van.The fierce, jealous anger that had been burning a hole in my chest just thirty seconds ago was completely gone. It was wiped out, replaced by a cold, sharp, and lethal focus.Nirvana sat in the passenger seat, watching me. She didn't yell about me pushing her into the car. She was smart enough to read the immediate shift in the air."What happened?" she asked, her voice quiet but steady."Work," I replied simply, keeping my eyes on the road as I ran a yellow light.She let out a frustrated sigh, sinking back into the leather seat. "Adrian, I left half my notes
Nirvana’s POV"Can I clear these for you guys?"A barista in a green apron stopped at our booth. She reached for the empty pastry bag, but her eyes were entirely fixed on Jesse. She gave him a slow lingering smile, leaning forward just a bit. She twisted a strand of her hair around her finger, her voice dropping into a softer, clearly flirty register as she asked if he needed a refill on his iced coffee.Jesse just gave her a polite and oblivious shake of his head. "No, I'm all set, thank you."The barista looked slightly disappointed, but she nodded and walked away, casting one last obvious glance over her shoulder at him.The second she was out of earshot, I couldn't help but laugh. "What?" Jesse asked, looking confused as he packed his sociology textbook into his bag."She was practically throwing her number at you," I teased, leaning my elbows on the table. "You really didn't catch that?"Jesse rolled his eyes, zipping his bag shut. "I have a midterm on Friday, and my roommate i
Nirvana’s POVIt had been three days since the last security scare, and my brain was finally starting to untangle itself from the constant state of panic. Sitting across from Jesse in our usual coffee shop booth, I felt like a normal college student for the first time all week. The heavy weight of the guards, the rules and the chaos felt miles away.I dropped my bag on the floor and slumped into the vinyl seat.Before I could even complain about my morning, a guy rushing past our table clipped the edge of Jesse's iced coffee with his backpack. The plastic cup tipped over, spilling cold milk and ice across Jesse's knuckles and the table.The guy froze, his eyes widening. "Oh man, I am so sorry, I didn't even see you—"Jesse just smiled. He grabbed a paper napkin and wiped his hand with a quick shrug. "Don't sweat it, man. I put the cup too close to the edge anyway."The guy breathed a huge sigh of relief. He muttered another apology and hurried away.Jesse tossed the damp napkin into
ADRIAN'S POVI adjusted my grip on the leather briefcase. I kept my stride measured and even, demanding the space around me as I walked toward the humanities block. To the passing crowd, I was Professor Adrian Cross. They saw the expensive charcoal suit, the perfectly knotted tie, and the unyielding authority. They didn't see the bruised knuckles gripping the leather handle. They had absolutely no idea what I was doing.And they had no idea that I had spent the night completely at the mercy of my student.The memory of Nirvana straddling my hips was a live wire burning right through my chest. She had walked into my bedroom, pushed my shoulders into the mattress, and taken absolute control. I had built impenetrable walls between my underworld and my academic life, but she was tearing them down effortlessly. I was a syndicate boss letting a nineteen-year-old civilian dictate my undoing. It was reckless. It was a massive liability. But I had no intention of stopping it. I was entirely
NIRVANA'S POVThe manor was completely silent but my mind was deafening. I lay flat on my back, staring up at the dark ceiling. I knew I should be terrified. I had stood in that damp basement and watched Adrian shatter a man’s ribs without blinking. I had seen the cold, dead emptiness in his eyes when he delivered the blow. I had seen blood drying on Ronan's boots. The sane, logical part of my brain screamed at me to pack my bags, lock my door, and run as far away from this house as possible before I became collateral damage.But the fear wasn't paralyzing me. Instead, it was doing something twisted. It was fueling a dark, burning fire right in the pit of my stomach. The terrifying reality that Adrian Cross was a ruthless, cold-blooded monster was warring violently with my deep, undeniable addiction to him.And the addiction was winning.I didn't want to run from the truth. I didn't want to cower in my room and pretend I was just an innocent college student anymore. That girl was g
"What is peace?" I typed the caption. "What, who, or where do you regard as your peace? Inspire me.” The glow of my phone was the only thing lighting my dark bedroom. I sat on the edge of the mattress, staring at the painting I’d just uploaded to my art profile. It was a piece I’d finished at 3 o’
The fresh white petal was more terrifying than the scorched rose had been. It meant someone had been inside my room. The locks and the height of the penthouse meant nothing to them. I felt a sudden prickly sensation on the back of my head. I looked around, expecting a shadow in the corner or a fig
I watched from the window as Adrian's bike wove through the New York traffic, becoming a smaller and smaller speck until he vanished around a corner. The roar of the engine lingered for a second before the city swallowed it whole. I moved away from the glass and sat on the edge of the bed. The sile
Adrian's hands were large and hot, anchoring me against the glass door while he kissed me like he was trying to swallow my breath. I let out a low moan against his lips. Every part of me felt wired and sensitive. The calloused texture of his palms against my waist sent a jolt through my spine that







