Mag-log in- Aurelia -
“Praise the moon goddess. His majesty is out of danger and on his way to recovery.” Elder Sage announced as he pressed the wet cloth he had earlier given the Beta against the Alpha King’s sword wound. The maids sighed heavily, releasing deep breaths that they had been holding… I resisted the urge to roll my eyes in disgust. The only time I held my breath was when the sword was about to be pulled out, hoping it did go wrong but it didn't. He had escaped from a bloodbath but his recovery? Not on my watch. I watched as Beta Ilan bowed his head, his fingers formed a fists which he placed on his chest … he was paying homage to the Healer. Elder Sage smiled and did the same, “The moon goddess will continue to protect our Alpha King.” I smirked. No, she won't. She has given him into my hands and his death is near. “My Lord, you also need treatment.” Elder Sage said to the Beta, who looked terrible too, he was in a bad shape yet he didn't remember himself but wanted the monster to be treated first? Unbelievable. The Beta has to be evil too, a monster just like his friend. But comments of his kindness rang in my ears, even Omegas spoke highly of him, telling stories about how they could report to him if the warriors bullied them or treated them inhumane and in turn he did punish the warrior and made the culprit apologize… Once again I pushed the thoughts out of my mind. After the Beta's treatment, Elder Sage suddenly turned to our direction, his intense gaze watched us, putting everyone on edge. He sighed and announced, “The Alpha King needs a caregiver, he needs someone to care-” Several hands shot up, cutting the healer’s words short. Three maids who were standing in front, with their hands up and waving vigorously suddenly got pushed aside, Mistress Donna and three other senior maids stepped forward, putting everyone behind them, their shoulders extra high. I hear Sonia hissed behind me. “I hate them so much.” She said. “Me too.” Another responded, her tone bitter. “Well, I chose..” Elder Sage paused, his eyes moved from one maid to the other. He looked away and then began setting his tools on the table, spreading them “the one who knows the exact process I just used in treating the Alpha King and what tools were used at each stage.” Silence fell as everyone went quiet and slowly hands started getting dropped. Mistress Donna and the maids who stepped forward, stepped backwards in shame. Beta Ilan huffed and then hissed, I saw the look of disgust and disappointment on his face. His face showed that he clearly knew their minds weren't following the process rather it was fixated on something else - the Alpha King’s body. “Elder Sage, let's have one of his mates do-” I shot up my hand before I could even process it in my brain. My heart pounded in my chest. This is my time. This is an opportunity. “Put your hand down, you fool!” Mistress Donna snapped behind me, she took a hold of my raised hand and pushed it down. But the healer already saw my raised hand, so he asked as he stared up at me “Oh dear, you raised your hand?” “Yes.” I nodded. He gestured for me to come, I obeyed. “Let’s see what the veiled useless Omega wants to say.” Mistress Donna scoffed. With every step I took, the thudding in my chest increased. I took deep breaths as I moved, trying to be calm. Finally, I got to the table. The healer beckoned me to come closer, which I did. I swallowed hard as I stood in front of the man that had been the center of my plan, the very man that made me this way… the monster who doesn't deserve to see the next dawn of day. The very one who took my precious life and future away from me. For fsix years, this was the closest I have ever been and just this … is enough. “You may begin.” Elder Sage’s words pulled me back to reality, he stepped aside and gestured that I start. My hands trembled beside me. I closed my eyes and took a deep calming breath and when I opened my eyes, I cleared my throat and I began, “You started by…” I explained gently and slowly, showing the tools he had used. “And then this.” I lifted up the wet cloth which had been soaked in a warm concoction of herbal water which the healer had used in wiping the Alpha King's body. I turned to look at the Elder, he stared at me blankly and my heart skipped. Did I miss a step? I am so close to getting what I want, did I mess this- Suddenly his lips stretched into a smile and I almost released a sigh but I checked myself in time. Elder Sage nodded at me. “I chose you.” My heart almost leaped out from my chest in pure excitement. “What's your name?” Elder Sage asked. I bowed slightly and answered, “My name is Aurelia.” “From now on until the Alpha King is fully recovered, you would be his caregiver, Aurelia.” I bowed again. “I am honoured.” Underneath my veil, I smirked then my lips stretched out into its evil smile. * I was about to pick up the wet cloth to give the Alpha's body another wipe when the Beta spoke, his words halted my actions. “Your eyes.” He paused as he stood in front of me at the other side of the table. My eyes? I thought in confusion as I lifted my head and stared at him, still my smile grew, still living the fact that I have just been chosen to be a caregiver. I am so close to the Alpha King, close enough to nail his cross. “Your eyes…” He said again cutting my thoughts. Beta Ilan took few long strides and now, he stood just in front of me … we were just inches apart, “they look excited… dark kind of excitement.” His words came out stern, a deep frown on his face. Immediately my smile froze under my veil, I swallowed hard, “I… my lord…” I stammered unsure of what to say. His stern gaze studied me “You were smiling, your eyes say that.” He turned to the healer and shook his head. Oh no!-Alaric- My gaze held hers, she stared back at me in confusion.“You need to let those scratches heal properly, Your Majesty, and—”I rose to my feet and walked away from her, I took my seat on the bed that had been made for her.“Did I not order that you should be here?” My voice came out sharper than I intended. “Did I not order that I don't want this?”I could feel annoyance boil in me, and it had nothing to do with her, no, never… by the stars! I was angry with myself.How pathetic could I be?I clenched my fingers into a fists beside me, I could feel my nails dug into my palm begging me to stop but I didn't… this pain could never compare to what I have always felt.How could I still be under their control? How could their words continue to dictate my actions long after their voices had been silenced by death?My father was dead.My grandfather was dead.How miserable was I? That even when I think , just think, that I must have committed a mistake, I punish myself.I had become
-Alaric- Flashback“Weakness,” My father’s voice boomed across the room. He stared straight into my eyes, and once again, I was reminded of who I took after. The colour of my eyes was the only thing I had inherited from him. “Has no place in leadership, Alaric.”His voice was cold and firm, sending a familiar chill down my spine.“Yes, Father.” I nodded, averting my gaze from his, because his stern gaze reminded me how weak I was.He let out a deep, disappointed sigh. “Yes? Yes?! You are weak, Alaric!”My body trembled as I watched my father rise from his throne. Even my wolf whimpered in fear. The moment his sandals came into view, I took a few steps backwards.And that was my mistake.Almost immediately, his palm collided with my cheek, the sharp sting followed by another slap against the other.“You cannot be weak, not on my watch!”*I fell to my knees before my furious father.“You hesitated!” he roared.My throat tightened. “I have sinned, Father, and I deserve to be punished.”
-Aurelia- I wanted to scream.I wanted to punch something or maybe someone, just to let all the anger that rose in me out but I couldn't, not when I was standing before Beta Ilan and the Healer.Instead, under my veil I took a quiet breath in and out and tried to steady my raging nerves.Now it seems I was back to zero because why the fucking hell would that bastard Alpha King get upset and order everyone out?!Just fucking why?!I stared at the Beta whose lips were spotting a cut from the punch but one thing that made me curious was that he didn't flinch, he acted as if nothing happened.“You don't have to look that way,” Beta Ilan said, bringing me out of my thoughts, I stared at him to see he was smiling, just a little smile, “He is just upset. Nothing serious.”Well…. Tell that to the cut on your lips…. I almost said but instead I nodded.Elder Sage sighed deeply, “But what are we going to do now? What's the next solution? What do we do?” He asked as he stared from me to the Beta
-Aurelia- “Oh.” I muttered quietly as realization dawned on me.I stared at the male domestic helpers as they transformed one of the corners of the Alpha King's chamber to a miniature room.They were setting up a small bedframe, a bed, a stool and a table where I would use for making the herbs.Slowly, I turned to Elder Sage and Beta Ilan. “This was what you meant by sleeping with the Alpha King?”Well… I guess I thought wrong because this wasn't what I had interpreted their words to mean at all. Healer smiled and nodded, “Yes, Child. And the goddess blesses you for helping out.”Beta Ilan gave a slight nod as he turned away, instructing the helpersAt first, relief washed over me… it was good news because I wouldn't have to think everyday about that monster touching me.His bloodied hands, the very one that shortens lives, that turns families miserable.The thought of those hands on me definitely makes my skin crawl. I would have hated myself forever even after I took him down.Th
-Alaric-My empty eyes stared back at me from the mirror. What was I thinking? That I would be happy? Or that I had escaped who I really was?“Such a fool you are, Alaric.”My stiff lips curved into what was supposed to be a smile but it looked more distraught.I lowered my gaze to my chest, where my newly acquired injuries stared back at me. Bloodied scratches from my own claws.I was grateful to the Moon Goddess that my healing sword injury hadn't been touched.I looked away from the mirror and stared at both my arms, only to be greeted by deep scratches.I had inflicted every single one of them on myself.What was I thinking? That my torment had stopped? That I could be happy?‘But you were happy these past few days.’ A quiet voice spoke within me.I sighed deeply.It was just another part of my torment. Still, I was grateful for it. At least the Moon Goddess cared enough to let me have a little taste of freedom, of happiness, and... her.My lips curled into a smile as I remembered
–Aurelia-“What?!” Both Azura and Sorya yelled with shock in their eyes, their voices echoed in the night making some sleeping bats take flight.I sighed, “My same reaction when the Healer and the Beta told me.”I had screamed so loud that the Healer jumped, he was quite startled even Beta Ilan was too.At first I thought I heard wrong or maybe they were joking but why would I be summoned at around midnight to be joked with and the seriousness on their faces told me otherwise.“You are meant to be his caregiver, not his toy!” Azura whispered, under the brightness of the moon, and with the help of two lanterns, I could see a deep frown on her face, “I don't like where this is going, my queen.”Sorya nodded, “I took, my queen. This is getting out of hand. How would they request you sleep with the Alpha King and from what you have said, it seems they just shipped you off as his?” She hissed in displeasure.“Maybe, you should have just poisoned the monster.” Azura said, “If he was dead,
-Aurelia -The figures dressed in black garments which covered them from head to foot came out from behind the trees and bowed before me and then placed both of their hands crossed on their chest.“The Moon blesses the North.” I said, my voice trembled as I remembered the greatness of the North wh
- Aurelia -The healer frowned in confusion as he looked from me to the Beta.“Her eyes give off this unsettling excitement. Change her to someone else.”I quickly bowed my head… my heart pounded in my chest.How the hell did this man know I was smiling?How could he tell I was excited?Damn! How c
- Aurelia -“Your ugliness must be so disturbing that you wear a veil.”Sonia's words cut through my thoughts, fastening me out of memories I wished never happened but they already did.I swallowed hard and still from my kneeling position, lifted my head to stare at Sonia, she was standing before m
- Aurelia -I stared angrily at the unstable heap of dirty dishes piled in the sink.I was supposed to wash them, that has always been my duty but my feet wouldn’t move. My body refused to obey anymore.But I had to.Forcing myself forward, I took a step—Crash!The stack of plates came crashing to







