LOGIN- Aurelia -
“Your ugliness must be so disturbing that you wear a veil.” Sonia's words cut through my thoughts, fastening me out of memories I wished never happened but they already did. I swallowed hard and still from my kneeling position, lifted my head to stare at Sonia, she was standing before me, her hands folded, her lips in a smile. Her gaze connected with mine and her steps faltered back as I stared straight at her with my anger and frustration, if it were other times I would avert my gaze but I didn't…. Sonia gulped, fear filled her features. I could feel a growl coming… Wait?! No! Not here! My wolf was surfacing. Quickly I averted my gaze, I stared down at my hands, they were already turning to paws, my claws already sticking out. Down! I scolded inwardly. Damn! These suppressant pills seem to be losing their potency…. I need to get another. “Get up! And get to work!” Sonia yelled at me but before I got up, she hurried away. I took a deep breath and grabbed the broom and parker. I was packing the broken fragments when the city bell began to ring. I smiled sadly… it must be a good news about the birth of a noble’s pup, it reminded me so much of the fact that I didn't get the chance to meet my younger sibling. “Wait? That's the fifth ring.” A black haired girl said, she turned to look at the others who also stopped what they were doing. Fifth ring? Nothing was accorded to five rings of the city bell.. then why did– My thoughts were interrupted by the sixth ring, my eyes widened. “Six rings meant–” “Bad news.” Another girl beside me completed my words. It means someone who shouldn't be dying was. The door burst open, Sonia was panting as she bent over to catch her breath. She raised her head and pointed at us, “You fools, run down to the infirmary now!” “The Alpha King has been injured on the battlefield!” The loud voice of the bell ringer sounded. Different distressed howls filled the air from a distance…. It was getting close reach passing second. “What!” Everyone shouted in fright. Sonia hissed and ran in the direction of the infirmary. "Make way! Make way!" A loud voice sounded from outside, "Get the infirmary ready." "His Grace. His Majesty. The King of the West, Alpha of all Alphas, Alpha King Alaric Leontius Valerian has been injured in the battle field!" "Make way, get the infirmary ready!" Voices continued yelling, in haste and urgency. "Oh goddess!" Exclaims filled the air. The kitchen soon turned upside down, everyone trying to run out of the kitchen at the same time, pushing one another, others were falling while some stepped on them to get through. But me? I didn't move. I couldn't move. Did I just hear right? Alpha King Alaric got injured? The Monster of the West? The very reason why I am here, disguised as an omega slave, the one who has a reason to wear a veil? Battlefield? Just a week ago while I was pretending to pack the dry laundry, I had eavesdropped on the guards and they had said that the Alpha King had a meeting. I should have known…. They talked about the ‘meeting’ so quietly that I was suspicious, well I had shrugged it off… My big mistake. So it was a battle? Damnit! I hissed. I should have listened more. If I had, my plan would have been executed by now and Alpha King Alaric Leontius Valerian would not only be injured. He would have been brought in… dead. I hissed again. I missed an opportunity there. Annoyance rose in me, I clutched my fists. I had asked, prayed and pleaded for a chance from the moon goddess, she gave me one and I fumbled by shaking off my instincts. But wait…? He is injured, on the verge of death… My lips curled up. This was another opportunity staring me in the face. “Oh moon goddess. Thank you.” I smiled. “Finally… Alpha King, you won't make it out alive. Trust me.” My smile turned to a grin and then I burst into a full blown laughter. Something sped past the door, I rushed out to see what it was, it was the healer, Elder Sage, his lower body was his wolf while his upper body remained unshifted. Now is my time. I took to my heels, racing to the infirmary. My heart pounded with anxious excitement. This has to be the very day after six whole years that my prey finally fell into my trap. The first day I stepped foot on the western soil, that was six years ago, I knew it wouldn't be as easy as I had planned but I had to be patient. Six years was nothing compared to the agony and pain I had gone through and all because of that monster. But today, an end will come to my wait. *** I made to follow the healer, to be so close to him so that when he wasn't looking I could do something and end the monster. But the towering, intimidating figure that stood behind the healer made me stop in my steps. The figure turned to me and I almost gasped out… Beta Ilan had blood oozing out from all the parts that his blooded armour did not cover. I retracted my steps and bowed, suddenly I felt a tight grip around my wrist and I was pulled away. “You fool! The maids are expected to stay here and watch.” Madam Donna who had pulled me said as she pushed me to a corner, to stay with other maids. I looked around the infirmary, there were two podiums, the one I was standing in was filled with maids. The other one had soldiers, they were also watching. I balled my fists… I could not do anything here unless I wanted to get caught and sentenced. “Pray for the Alpha King. He must make it alive.” Sonia said. I almost scoffed. Pray? Who fucking needs to pray for a monster? He deserves death, the only prayer I would be offering is for him to die. I looked around again and sighed. “Goddess! All I ask is one chance. Just one.” I muttered as I turned and focused on the treatment as it was about to begin. The healer handed a wet cloth to the Beta, he turned and stared at the sword which was standing between his shoulder and neck. I wish the person had aimed better, should have pierced his neck or his chest from behind just as he did six years ago. The image of my mother, screams, howls flashed through my mind, I shook my head to keep them at bay “Elder, please save him. He… He took the sword for me. Please.” Beta Ilan begged, his voice broken. I was taken aback at how broken the Beta's voice sounded, it sounded so strange, a strong he wolf at the verge of tears saying this monster saved him? I almost scoffed. That can never be true. “Saved?” I muttered, unable to believe that word existed in a world that Alpha King Alaric Valerian lived in. “Shut up.” Sona scolded from behind me and as if the warning was not enough, she pushed me, making me stumble forward with so much force. I tried to steady myself but I couldn't and I landed hard, face against the wall, I winched quietly. “The treatment of the Alpha King commences.” Elder Sage announced, his gaze staring up at us, I quickly adjusted myself ready to watch the treatment, not because I was interested but because I wanted to see the weakest spot, the spot that would be an instant kill when hit. I rather wished he would be left to die. Slowly and carefully, Elder Sage with the help of the Beta removed the broken armour revealing his bare body which was only covered by an under cloth around his waist. “Oh moon goddess!” “He is so built.” “So strong.” Silent dreamy comments made the rounds. “Shut up, you whores!” Mistress Donna snapped but her voice didn't sound harsh just as it would have been. I stared up at her and saw she also had this dreamy look on her face too, I could swear her eyes were in heart shapes. I rolled my eyes and shook my head in disgust. I stared down again at the body. Though covered in smears of blood, there was a drawing of a howling wolf on his chest. Well, funny, that would be him soon, howling in pain. My gaze followed the hands of the healer, my ears picking up his words, my heart followed every single step even to the tiniest detail.-Alaric- My gaze held hers, she stared back at me in confusion.“You need to let those scratches heal properly, Your Majesty, and—”I rose to my feet and walked away from her, I took my seat on the bed that had been made for her.“Did I not order that you should be here?” My voice came out sharper than I intended. “Did I not order that I don't want this?”I could feel annoyance boil in me, and it had nothing to do with her, no, never… by the stars! I was angry with myself.How pathetic could I be?I clenched my fingers into a fists beside me, I could feel my nails dug into my palm begging me to stop but I didn't… this pain could never compare to what I have always felt.How could I still be under their control? How could their words continue to dictate my actions long after their voices had been silenced by death?My father was dead.My grandfather was dead.How miserable was I? That even when I think , just think, that I must have committed a mistake, I punish myself.I had become
-Alaric- Flashback“Weakness,” My father’s voice boomed across the room. He stared straight into my eyes, and once again, I was reminded of who I took after. The colour of my eyes was the only thing I had inherited from him. “Has no place in leadership, Alaric.”His voice was cold and firm, sending a familiar chill down my spine.“Yes, Father.” I nodded, averting my gaze from his, because his stern gaze reminded me how weak I was.He let out a deep, disappointed sigh. “Yes? Yes?! You are weak, Alaric!”My body trembled as I watched my father rise from his throne. Even my wolf whimpered in fear. The moment his sandals came into view, I took a few steps backwards.And that was my mistake.Almost immediately, his palm collided with my cheek, the sharp sting followed by another slap against the other.“You cannot be weak, not on my watch!”*I fell to my knees before my furious father.“You hesitated!” he roared.My throat tightened. “I have sinned, Father, and I deserve to be punished.”
-Aurelia- I wanted to scream.I wanted to punch something or maybe someone, just to let all the anger that rose in me out but I couldn't, not when I was standing before Beta Ilan and the Healer.Instead, under my veil I took a quiet breath in and out and tried to steady my raging nerves.Now it seems I was back to zero because why the fucking hell would that bastard Alpha King get upset and order everyone out?!Just fucking why?!I stared at the Beta whose lips were spotting a cut from the punch but one thing that made me curious was that he didn't flinch, he acted as if nothing happened.“You don't have to look that way,” Beta Ilan said, bringing me out of my thoughts, I stared at him to see he was smiling, just a little smile, “He is just upset. Nothing serious.”Well…. Tell that to the cut on your lips…. I almost said but instead I nodded.Elder Sage sighed deeply, “But what are we going to do now? What's the next solution? What do we do?” He asked as he stared from me to the Beta
-Aurelia- “Oh.” I muttered quietly as realization dawned on me.I stared at the male domestic helpers as they transformed one of the corners of the Alpha King's chamber to a miniature room.They were setting up a small bedframe, a bed, a stool and a table where I would use for making the herbs.Slowly, I turned to Elder Sage and Beta Ilan. “This was what you meant by sleeping with the Alpha King?”Well… I guess I thought wrong because this wasn't what I had interpreted their words to mean at all. Healer smiled and nodded, “Yes, Child. And the goddess blesses you for helping out.”Beta Ilan gave a slight nod as he turned away, instructing the helpersAt first, relief washed over me… it was good news because I wouldn't have to think everyday about that monster touching me.His bloodied hands, the very one that shortens lives, that turns families miserable.The thought of those hands on me definitely makes my skin crawl. I would have hated myself forever even after I took him down.Th
-Alaric-My empty eyes stared back at me from the mirror. What was I thinking? That I would be happy? Or that I had escaped who I really was?“Such a fool you are, Alaric.”My stiff lips curved into what was supposed to be a smile but it looked more distraught.I lowered my gaze to my chest, where my newly acquired injuries stared back at me. Bloodied scratches from my own claws.I was grateful to the Moon Goddess that my healing sword injury hadn't been touched.I looked away from the mirror and stared at both my arms, only to be greeted by deep scratches.I had inflicted every single one of them on myself.What was I thinking? That my torment had stopped? That I could be happy?‘But you were happy these past few days.’ A quiet voice spoke within me.I sighed deeply.It was just another part of my torment. Still, I was grateful for it. At least the Moon Goddess cared enough to let me have a little taste of freedom, of happiness, and... her.My lips curled into a smile as I remembered
–Aurelia-“What?!” Both Azura and Sorya yelled with shock in their eyes, their voices echoed in the night making some sleeping bats take flight.I sighed, “My same reaction when the Healer and the Beta told me.”I had screamed so loud that the Healer jumped, he was quite startled even Beta Ilan was too.At first I thought I heard wrong or maybe they were joking but why would I be summoned at around midnight to be joked with and the seriousness on their faces told me otherwise.“You are meant to be his caregiver, not his toy!” Azura whispered, under the brightness of the moon, and with the help of two lanterns, I could see a deep frown on her face, “I don't like where this is going, my queen.”Sorya nodded, “I took, my queen. This is getting out of hand. How would they request you sleep with the Alpha King and from what you have said, it seems they just shipped you off as his?” She hissed in displeasure.“Maybe, you should have just poisoned the monster.” Azura said, “If he was dead,
-Aurelia -The figures dressed in black garments which covered them from head to foot came out from behind the trees and bowed before me and then placed both of their hands crossed on their chest.“The Moon blesses the North.” I said, my voice trembled as I remembered the greatness of the North wh
- Aurelia -“Praise the moon goddess. His majesty is out of danger and on his way to recovery.” Elder Sage announced as he pressed the wet cloth he had earlier given the Beta against the Alpha King’s sword wound.The maids sighed heavily, releasing deep breaths that they had been holding… I resist
- Aurelia -The healer frowned in confusion as he looked from me to the Beta.“Her eyes give off this unsettling excitement. Change her to someone else.”I quickly bowed my head… my heart pounded in my chest.How the hell did this man know I was smiling?How could he tell I was excited?Damn! How c
- Aurelia -I stared angrily at the unstable heap of dirty dishes piled in the sink.I was supposed to wash them, that has always been my duty but my feet wouldn’t move. My body refused to obey anymore.But I had to.Forcing myself forward, I took a step—Crash!The stack of plates came crashing to







