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What was happening to me? I normally had such great control. Yet right now I felt achy, needy. I wanted to throw myself at his feet and beg him to tease me, take me, and dominate me."I guess I better get going," he repeated and started heading towards the store.The panic I had felt earlier came back to me. If Trev left, would the dream come back? I found myself reaching for him. "No, please! Can you just… stay here with me? Maybe, sleep on the floor.""Honey, if I stay here with you. I am not sleeping on the floor," Trev warned with a heated look.Looking down, I saw that my nightgown had shoved up around my hips and the bedspread was tossed off to the side. I must have been struggling hard during my sleep. I should have been mortified, but I found his eyes on me heated my simmering blood almost to the boiling point. Swallowing hard, I made a split-second decision and threw caution to the wind. Whether or not I would regret it tomorrow was another story, but I'd deal with it tomorrow
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Trev gave me a wide predatory smile. "Get undress. If that cute little thing is not gone in two seconds, I'm going to rip it."I stepped away from him until I felt the edge of the bed hit the back of my knees. I grasped the edge of my nightgown then whipped it up and over my head as if it were a Band-Aid on a wound.Trev drew in a breath while I dropped the gown and peeked up eager to see his reaction. His eyes were devouring me, and I felt my heart pound in my chest as he continued to look at me."Now, your panties. As sexy as they are, I'm more interested in what is underneath them," Trev demanded.I grabbed the sides and pushed them down as best I could, but found it mostly awkward with the limited spot I was in. Silently I cursed myself for not thinking this through and losing the small ounce of the sexiness I had. When I finally got the damn things off, I kicked them to the side viciously then stood up straight and crossed my arms behind my back in the standard sub inspection pose
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He grasped my hands and pulled them away from my face. I had been so far gone in my self-pity that I hadn't even noticed he had gotten up and was now bending over me."Baby, don't be upset. I know it's hard for you to say these things, but I loved hearing those words come out of your sexy little mouth," Trev soothed me."I just feel like such a little slut," I responded horrifyingly.He chuckled and gave me a gentle kiss. "In the bedroom, it's okay to be a little slutty. I love the fact that you're a little dirty. As long as it's only for me."The sound of possession in his voice squeezed my heart. I gave him another shy smile feeling a lot better about my outburst."So, let's see… where were we?" he said, looking down my body. "Oh yes, that's right… you were just begging me to touch your pussy."I nodded. Trev smiled and reached down to brush just his fingertips across the top of it. Moaning, I raised my hips to urge him to go further, but he stopped instead."I'm not ready yet," he s
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His lips and tongue came tantalizingly close to those aching peaks but never actually touched them, driving me out of my mind with his teasing. They circled the pouting globes time after time until I thought for sure I was going to break the bindings just to get to him."Please, Sir," I begged, unable to stand the torture any longer."Patience, my dear. I'll get to it when I'm ready," Trev whispered.His lips pressed another gentle kiss to the side of my breast and his hot breath brushed over the wet trails his tongue had left behind."Please, Sir. I can't take it anymore," I whimpered.Trev just chuckled and blew on the little trail again. The whimpering and the moaning became more desperate, yet he still ignored it."Please!" I begged again."I love the sounds you are making," Trev whispered.He punctuated the statement by finally licking my nipple. I cried out again and tugged against my bindings, desperate to hold his head to the spot I wanted his mouth on."I love hearing you beg
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Trev's finger moved inside me slightly, just enough to let me know that it was still there, sending another wave of tingling pleasure through me. I moaned gently and thrust back against it enjoying the feelings immensely. He started to pull his finger out and my inner muscles tightened to beg him to keep it in.It was his turn to let out a tortured moan and in front of my eyes, I watched him struggle to hold himself in check. The desire to have him lose control became so overwhelming I knew I would do anything to make it happen. An idea came to mind and summoning up my courage along with the desire that still held me in its grasp, I decided to put it to the test."Sir?" I whispered to get his attention.Trev's body tightened at the sound of my voice and he took a deep breath before he looked up at me."Yes?" he groaned out.I opened my mouth to say what I wanted to say next, but my voice squeaked out. I cursed silently and cleared my throat to try again."Yes?" Trev repeated, almost fr
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I slowly awoke to the smell of delicious bacon and coffee tickling my nose. I stretched slowly, feeling an odd, unusual ache in my muscles... and that is when it hit me.Oh God, I had slept with Trev.Worse, I had begged him to sleep with me like I was a horny drunk sorority girl. Oh, god, the bondage. Wow, he had to be thinking that I was nothing but a kinky little slut that slept with any man she could get her hands on. Oh shit… I had to get out of there.Now.I slid out of bed silently and got dressed in a hurry before he could even think about coming back up the stairs. I snuck down the stairs as quietly as I could. My purse and phone were sitting down the staircase and, gratefully, scooped them up as I crept to the front door. I could hear Trev fumbling around in the kitchen as he made breakfast. A twinge of guilt hit me knowing he was doing something so sweet for me, and I was leaving like a thief in the middle of the night. But after the things I had said last night, I couldn't
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He was leaning against the far wall with his arms and legs crossed, just watching me with a dark look in his eyes. I scrambled off the floor hoping that my trembling legs would hold me up. I began to straighten my hair and clothes, trying to look as if I hadn't just been pole dancing… even if it was a stupid idea."Hi, ummm…" I began to try and explain what was going on, but I was not sure where to start or which I was more embarrassed about.He shoved away from the wall and stalked towards me. His face was a myriad of emotions. Anger, fear, and desire seemed to be fighting for dominance of his expression. There was an air of dark danger surrounding him that sent shivers down my spine, and I knew… oh I knew I was in BIG TROUBLE."I-I-I," I tried again but didn't get any further before he was on top of me.Grabbing my arms swiftly, he pinned them to the pole above my head before I could move."Do not talk. Do not move," Trev demanded in a growl.He grabbed the belt from around his waist
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"Of what?"I looked down to the floor, ashamed of the way I was behaving. Ashamed of the things I had said and done. But most of all, ashamed that I didn't dare to be what he wanted me to be. His feet came into view before he lifted my chin and forced me to look at him."Of what, honey?" Trev repeated."I don't want to be a whore or a slut. I don't want to be a bad girl," I whispered in a small voice."Oh, baby." He laid his head on mine and sighed. "Baby, you are not a bad girl if you act like the amazing sexy woman that you are. Have you heard the phrase, a lady in public and a freak in bed?"I shook my head and sniffled."That's what every man wants. I'd love you to be a bit slutty when we're in the bedroom. When you asked me to fuck you last night, I about lost it like I was a virgin teen boy and you were my first lay," he explained with a gentle smile. "But when we go out, you can be polite without having to bow down to everyone out there."I gave him a disbelieving look."You tru
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