The Second order of Becca

~Farcas~

 

As an outcaste omega belonging to the lowest class, not even allowed to live in the borders of the high wolves, I spent my lonesome days in the outskirts of the royal pack. Here, inside my silent cave, I spent my solitude,  in a sad chamber of this unjust world, a world I wish would perish in just a snap of my fingers.

 

Despite a thousand reasons to vanish, I have my remaining cause to keep living. And that was my burning desire for Becca, the love of my life. She promised to live with me in total ecstasy. She promised me...

 

From my untidy cave, I looked out and gazed upon the boundless sky above. My heart leaps with whole elation, twilight is finally here. The crepuscular edge of time, the only witness of a love forbids by hierarchy and honour. Few seconds to go, my beloved Becca will be here, she will be mine again before twilight ends. I will be the happiest wolf on earth even in just a short time with Becca.

 

As I was patiently waiting in this dark cavern of my beggarly shelter, I heard a constant footsteps coming so closed. It was my beloved, perhaps. It is getting  darker outside, wolves of both high and low class growl as the clouds slowly uncover the moon.

 

“Farcas...” Becca muttered, she gently pulled out the black silky garment covering her face.

 

Quickly, I lighted the small lamp to illuminate this hazy cave, as the little fire from the lamp set on, all I could envisage was nothing but the luring glamour of my precious Becca. We laid down the old carpet I placed on the ground, brighten by the little amount of light shedding us, I held her soft hand placing it on my chest.

 

“What took you so long my beloved wife?” I asked.

 

“I have to wait for Aldous to become busy so that I could skip from the palace,” she stated.

 

She leans on my slender shoulder, aside from the heat coming from the lamp, I felt that my body produced its own warmth the moment hers touches mine. Wanting her wholeness, owning her entirety is what I have been dreaming all through my imperfect existence. Heavily I breathed, I am too eager to possess her now at this moment.

 

“Becca, when will you be mine?” I interrogated. My impatience sounded from my tone.

 

“I am yours, after surrendering my virginity to you, I was yours right then,” she replied.

 

“But, I can’t feel it, every time you go back to the palace, I can’t help myself from thinking that you are making love with Aldous, you have more time with him than mine,” I moaned.

 

“Farcas, I thought we agreed already about this? You just need to wait for the right time, once that day falls, we will lead the entire pack,” she bragged.

 

“But when? Let’s kill Aldous now, by tomorrow or the next day...” I insisted.

 

“We will do that soon, but not now Farcas,” she concluded.

 

A moment of silence fills the hazy cave. While the wind whistles and leaves rustle, here inside my low lying cave, Becca and I share the warmness of the moment. If I could only stop the time from running and hold the earth’s axis from revolving, I would make it stop permanently and get stuck in this stolen time of ours forever. If only I could... If only....

 

The little fire from the lamp slowly vanished, until total darkness spreads all through this cave I would call now my home. In a split of a second, I feel how her lips gently touches mine. I rewarded it with a tender kiss, slowly, we buried our lips towards each other. With full of passion and amour, I carefully lays her on the mat. As I was about to touch her once again, she quickly lifted her body and rose from where she is laying.

 

“What is the problem, my Queen?” I asked her, my voice was filled with disappointment.

 

“I remember something really important,” she uttered.

 

I took the match from my pocket, she sounds so excited about the thing she had remembered out of nowhere. I lighted the lamp again, brightness sheds within.

 

“Now, tell me...” I ordered.

 

From a gentle face, the expression of her visage suddenly altered into its brutal looks. I start wondering about the reason why she looks really bothered.

 

“We had an early morning walk in the woods today, on our way home, we met an elder whose name was Odysseus, Aldous introduced me to him but he started to rattle and yelled on me. He kept telling Aldous that I am not the real Queen and I would be causing a horrible death to the pack,” she suddenly stopped and looked on me straight to the point.

 

“What do you want me to do?” I asked, a hint of committing  another dreadful crime can be seen on her face. I moved closer and held her hand so tight.

 

“Exactly what you think, Farcas,” she said. Now, everything was clear enough, she wants me to terminate the elder wolf who would be a hinder to our plan. Well, if that is what she wants, I will grant her wish without any doubts nor hesitations.

 

“Tell me when to kill that beast, my beloved,” I answered.

 

My consensus made her smile a little wide, from them, I saw her lovely face once again. She kissed me on my lips as she held my hand onto her chest. It was a delectable touch of her lips on mine. I craved for it, I was like a thirsty mammal longing to get moisturize. By the second time, the light from my lamp had perished, Becca rises from the mat where she laid for about a couple of hours.

 

“It’s time to bade goodbye for now, Farcas,” she mumbled.

 

Her temporary farewell was a sorrowful adieu for a lonesome man like me. But, it would never be that long, time will come, like what she had promised. She will be mine and there is no need to wait for twilight to fall before seeing her once more.

 

“Kill him... Kill that elder wolf named Odysseus...” she mumbled and walked out from my cave putting back the garment hiding her identity.

 

“I will kill him... I will kill my own father for the woman I loved...”