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Nicholas tensed up. The name Viska was mentioned, and suddenly the memories of the past rushed back. How he and Viska had a very serious relationship before that traitor trapped him. He took Viska away overnight, causing havoc in his life. Turning Nicholas into a deviant man, disgusted by everyone.
Without any guilt whatsoever, Bryan continued on his way, satisfied with the results he had achieved. Alesya had started with Nicholas. Viska would come and change his little brother's life, and Alesya seemed to disapprove of Viska's arrival in their lives. Quite intriguing. As he waited for his father's affairs to be settled, it seemed interesting to manipulate Alesya's life, the girl who was seen as an obstacle to his union with Shabila.
"There's not much I want to explain, Yan. I just want Nicholas to know that I still love him very much. I was trapped by that man, and I got pregnant. I'm afraid Nicholas will find out and hate me even more. Besides, I became like this because I saw him kissing another man. I was jealous, I was devastated, Yan. Until I lost control of myself. I felt useless because I lost to another man."
"So, what's the point of explaining this now? Don't you already have a husband and a baby in your womb?"
"I had a miscarriage. I lost my future baby two days ago, which means there's no reason for me to stay anymore."
"But in my opinion, that's useless."
"Why, Yan? I love Nicholas so much. And I'm sure he feels the same way."
"Because of heartbreak, he no longer likes women."
"No, he was already like that before I left. Didn't I tell you earlier that I was heartbroken when I saw him kissing another man?"
"I don't know. What I know is that I heard from Nicholas's close friend that he became like that after he broke up with you."
"Is that true?"
"Yes, I heard that. And I saw it too. I also lost the Nicholas I knew after he found out you were marrying his friend."
Viska fell silent.
"If you still love him and are sure that Nicholas feels the same way, I support you in getting back together with him. And my advice is not to discuss this over the phone. Just go directly to the restaurant or meet him at the campus."
"Are you sure?"
"Very sure. Because you are the source of Nicholas' heartache. So, you should be the one to heal that wound."
"Okay, Yan. I'll do it. Thank you for giving me the opportunity to chase after Nicholas again."
"Good luck. I believe you can do it."
"Yes, Yan. Please pray for me."
"Of course."
Viska said goodbye before ending the call.
Bryan sighed deeply. "I really hope Viska can change Nicholas back into the brother he used to be." He handed the phone to Alesya without speaking to her because Bryan was focused on talking to Shabila. However, Alesya still reached out to take the phone.
Alesya listened to Shabila and Bryan's conversation, fully aware of their deceitful plans. She couldn't believe how they were willing to manipulate Nicholas and potentially break his heart again for their own selfish desires.
"Oh, I remember well the closeness between Viska and Nicholas. How deeply he loved her, so much that Nicholas was heartbroken and deviated from believing in love, choosing to be in a relationship with a man."
"Ah, I see," Shabila nodded in agreement. "If Nicholas goes back to Viska, what's our mission then?"
"It won't be disrupted because we only need Nicholas's seed. If they reunite, and Alesya is still not pregnant, we'll have to find another man. There are plenty of men in this world we can use as sperm donors. Not just Nicholas."
"Okay, I hope this ends quickly. I'm tired of being your mistress. I'm the one you love. I'm your first wife, but I'm also the one you're hiding. I don't like it."
Shabila pouted, unhappy with her position far behind Alesya. She couldn't openly appear in front of Bryan's immediate family and introduce herself as his wife.
"You'll have to be patient, dear. This won't take long. Just until Alesya's child is born. After that, we can emerge publicly as a married couple."
"Thank you, Darling. I love you," Shabila cooed, sounding so affectionate. She hugged Bryan's arm and leaned on him. She didn't care about Alesya's presence behind them.
Alesya, satisfied with Shabila and Bryan's insults, couldn't help but smile. She no longer felt hurt by their hurtful words. All that pain had been overshadowed by the new wound that was much larger - the wound of jealousy at the return of Viska. If Nicholas still loved her, what would happen to her?
Alesya felt a surge of panic as Shabila pushed her into the room where a doctor and two nurses were waiting.
"Please lie down so I can examine you," the bespectacled doctor said, putting on latex gloves. He gestured for Alesya to lie on the bed.
Alesya shook her head, taking a few steps back. "W-why me? Shouldn't Shabila be the one examined?" Her hand instinctively rose, signaling the nurses not to approach or touch her.
"Of course, it's you. Because I want to see if you and Nicholas are really finished. Remember, when Mom and Dad return, they'll do the same to you. Bryan will have a big problem if you're still a virgin."
"But I and Nicholas..."
"I know. You two slept together, but he's deviant, and I don't believe it. Quickly lie down so you can be examined. If not, starting tonight, we'll find another way for you."
Alesya panicked. "No, I'm embarrassed."
"Bryan will be waiting outside. Just lie down and be examined. Done."
"No."
"If you don't want to, that means you haven't done it yet. I'll find someone else."
"No, no need! I... I want to, but I need to use the restroom for a moment. I need to poop, I feel uneasy when I'm nervous."
Shabila sighed deeply. "Fine. Doctor, where's the restroom?"
"It's at the end of the hallway, to the right of the elevator, just go straight," the doctor replied.
Alesya felt a rush of relief as she hurried out of the room. She ran as fast as she could, putting distance between herself and the examination room. Bryan, who had no intention of letting Alesya escape, followed closely behind, calling her name to slow her down.
Gibran continued, "As for our divorce, I've already agreed to it. We'll proceed with the legal process, and you'll be free to start a new chapter in your life. I hope you find the happiness you deserve."The conversation between Viska and Gibran marked the beginning of the end of their tumultuous marriage. While their emotions were still raw, they had come to a mutual understanding that it was time to move on and seek happiness elsewhere.Gibran's frustration and pent-up emotions poured out as he defended his actions. He felt betrayed by Viska, who had consistently pushed him away and made unfavorable comparisons with Nicholas. Their relationship had become a battleground of insecurities, and Gibran had sought solace with Shabila.Viska's accusations stung, but Gibran was determined to make her understand the context of his actions. He continued, "Viska, I don't want to justify what I did, but it was a result of our broken marriage. We both contributed to its downfall. I needed someth
190"Also," Bryan paused, kissing Silvi's lips briefly."Don't forget that the night we were together, I can assure you, it's my child."Silvi shook her head. "It's not Devin's child. Do you think after that night, I didn't do anything with other men? Did you really think that night was the only time someone touched me? No, there have been many other nights with so many men because I felt like I wasn't pure anymore. So I was free to do it with anyone since my life was already a mess.""S-so... instead of slightly more ruining myself, and the last time it was done to me was by Devin. That's why he's willing to take responsibility. He's also convinced that this is his child."Bryan let out a bitter laugh, releasing Silvi from his embrace. "Is that so?" He loosened his tie, which had felt suffocating after hearing Silvi's explanation. "Let's prove that what you said is true." He took off the suit jacket that clung to his body.“W-what are you doing?” Silvi stepped back. Hugging her own b
189"No way! I won't leave until I meet Gibran. He has to take responsibility for this child," Shabila insisted, refusing to budge. She held onto Viska and stood her ground."Leave, I said! Go!"Viska couldn't bear Shabila's stubbornness and forcefully pulled her arm, nearly causing Shabila to stumble."What's wrong with you!" Shabila pushed away Viska's hand and fixed her disheveled hair. "Are you afraid your husband's actions will be known to your parents? Or is it that you refuse to accept the truth?" Shabila began to rant."I don't understand what you're saying. Now leave!" Viska demanded."Wait, Viska! Mom wants to ask this woman something." Viska's mother restrained her daughter and turned to Shabila. "Why did you let my granddaughter get pregnant? Don't you know he's already married? What do you want from us? Money?"Shabila seethed with anger. Her dignity felt insulted when the middle-aged woman mentioned money."Do you think I'm a lowly woman who just surrenders her body to a
188Shabila spent the whole day in frustration, angry that she couldn't meet Gibran at his cafe. She paced back and forth in her room, thinking of ways to meet him."Do you think you can avoid me forever? You won't be able to, Gibran. I have to make you take responsibility for the child I'm carrying. You won't be able to escape. Just wait and see."Shabila clenched her fists, planning a thousand ways to meet Gibran. "If I can't find you at the cafe, I'll come to your house. Let's see if you can still avoid me," she muttered to herself.Gibran decided to visit the club where he had met Shabila some time ago. He had a bad feeling about Shabila's visit to his cafe and wanted to find out what had really happened between them that night. Honestly, Gibran didn't remember much because he had been heavily intoxicated that night.Upon arriving at the club, Gibran called one of the waitresses and conveyed his request to meet with the club's owner."I'd like to discuss something important with y
187"What brand would you like, Miss?" The employee asked while displaying several different brands of pregnancy tests.Shabila looked puzzled, which only fueled the employee's suspicions. "Is this your first time buying a pregnancy test?" she guessed with a condescending glance."Y-yes," Shabila replied hesitantly. Seeing the employee looking down on her, Shabila's heart began to boil. "I am already married, just so you know. Here's my ID," she said abruptly, opening her wallet and showing her ID card, which still stated her marital status as MARRIED. Her divorce from Arya was only religious; it wasn't legally recognized yet.Seeing the ID placed on the counter, the pharmacy employee became flustered. She was torn between embarrassment and guilt. "I'm s-sorry, Miss, I didn't mean to—""It's fine, I understand!" Shabila retorted sharply, then pointed towards the pregnancy tests. "So, which one is the best?" she asked.She deliberately didn't want to prolong the issue since she wanted
186Several days had passed, and today was the ceremonial bath event for Silvi. Everything was well-prepared, and the guests were moved by the event, which was expertly guided by the paid organizers, arranged by Silvi's parents. Silvi's large family wore matching light green kebaya, while Devin's family, who were present, wore light blue kebaya. The event was conducted with great solemnity, and Silvi looked beautiful despite wearing makeup that wasn't too flashy.This ceremony included many symbols and motifs that served as lessons or guidelines for the couple, influencing their married life. These symbols or motifs mainly conveyed advice and useful insights for the newlyweds' life together. That's why Mama Silvi insisted on holding the ceremonial bath event, even though Silvi and Devin had been married before.In addition to the food ordered for the guests and relatives, the organizers had prepared specific dishes usually served during this ceremonial bath event. These included tumpe