******"Bellz!" My little sister screamed for the fifth time. "I'm coming!" I yelled back and gathered everything I needed as fast as I could. Annie Marie was supposed to ride with Jamie and I today because my mother had agreed to meet with the detectives that helped us relocate. I had spent all day yesterday convincing that after this school year, if it was possible we should go. She had finally agreed when she heard of my run in at the mall. We had six more months left here. Six month this chapter will be over. I won't even have to worry about Luka or being his Pet or wonder about how my stunt on Saturday will affect me. "Bela!" Annie Marie screamed out again. Fuck. It's almost like that girl swallowed a microphone at birth because she was very loud. I was running late today more than I usually do. I got to the door and threw a quick glance at the mess I made. I had clothes strewn everywhere.There wasn't actual dirt, it was just messyI couldn't decide what to wear today. It
Amaya Jackson; The girl I fought on Friday night was sitting in front of me at lunch. I have been so occupied with thinking about Luka and how to show my face to him that I forgot the Queen Bee herself. The big bully, that everyone seemed to love and adore. Luka was the one who was supposed to fix my issue with her, but I blocked him because I didn't want to confront what happened. Now what was I supposed to do? The other source of my worry appeared in my line of sight and Maya seemed like such a small fish. Luka had on his glasses instead of contacts today, it must be the first time he wore them to school because somehow everyone was gushing over it. I'm not surprised that it made him even hotter instead of nerdy. It was Luka, he'll pull off the prison orange color. I sank down to bite my lips, as his eyes roved around the hall looking for where to sit, and met mine. He didn't make a move to come towards us, instead he turned around and dumped his tray without eating anythi
Beep beep beep... The vibration sounds coming from somewhere on the bed woke me up from slumber. Immediately after school, I went straight home and spent some time preparing dinner because my mom wouldn't be home for the night. As she was on Night duty in the Adult care home she worked in. The only thing I did before going to bed was to pull off the jeans I had on, leaving me in the crop top and panties. I fell like a log of wood on my bed, not bothered to clear up the clothes I left on them earlier. The phone was ringing from beside me and I searched for the trousers which I sent flying earlier and landed somewhere on this bed. I didn't want to open my eyes, it would mean the end of my sleep. I needed to sleep. I had migraines from running on little or no sleep. I was too busy last night tormenting myself about Luka masturbating and turning up and down in bed because I would see him in school today and I haven't stopped thinking about him. The night before that I was occupied
LUKA Some people feel like light. When you're on the very edge, being close to them made you feel like you had a sliver of hope left and you wouldn't drown. That's how saying close to Bella made me feel. I could forget for a while how messed up I was inside. I liked sleeping beside her. The first time we slept together in the same bed, she might have been drunk and I might have woken up with a huge boner but I really liked it. So I am really happy that we are recreating it tonight. We will be fine as long as I keep my hands to myself. Plus I needed her smart mouth and silly faces to keep my head busy and distract me from the physical pain. What happened at dinner this evening was the worst I've ever seen my father yet. He wasn't mad because I didn't pick his calls, I just let Bella believe that because she would pity me and let me into her bed. I sighed heavily as I adjusted in the unfamiliar sheets which smelt so much like her. I took in as much as I could with the c
BELLAThe only telltale signs that Luka was in my bed were the tiny whiffs of his smell on my sheet, the dent from where his head lay on the pillow and some blood spots which were from his wounds. If all these signs were not there I would have convinced myself that it was a dream, because when I got up he was gone. I slept well. I tried hard not to fall asleep because i didn't want to disturb him if I got a nightmare but when he started sleeping, and I couldn't see his face, all I had to do was lie in the darkness and listen to the rise and fall of his chest, it lulled me into a comfortable rhythm and peace with sleeping in the dark. I stretched out my hands to the now empty spot filled with longing. One of the few things I came to accept last night while waiting to fall asleep was that I like Luka. I like him a whole lot. I couldn't deny it anymore and all I have to do now is to make sure that I didn't fall in love with him. On the bright side, all I had left was six months to h
I stuck my head outside the window and put out my hand, waving it out. It felt good to feel the wind in my face, making my hair fly all over. The smell of the evening air was crisp and I needed it to do good for my senses. If possible, shock my heart back to pre Luka settings. Luka was content with the conversation fizzling out and as he focused on driving he increased the volume and we drove around in comfortable silence till he got to some apartment buildings. He parked and I looked around. The area was neat and well developed and it was in the heart of the town. The commute from school was a little longer but he had his own car, so that wasn't a factor. "It's a studio apartment," he offered. I nodded still trying to take the exterior in. It looked okay but it was going to be very expensive. "Can you afford this?" I asked worriedly. "Yes." "What if you get cut off?" "I have my own money." "Wow. Trust fund baby," I teased. He gave me a cocky smile, "I have my own money th
My eyes were burning.I had this ache between my eyes which could be because of how tired I was but I had no choice.After dinner, I went straight to study. I made notes in sticky papers from the document Luka made and tried to simplify things as much as I could before I placed it all over my dresser, where I constantly had to read or see them. Reading with his guide made things a little easier, it was just that I had a lot on my mind. Still I forced myself to stay there for three hours studying and wandering off then studying again. My phone was just on the dresser beside me. Luka always accused me of not treating my phone like a mobile device which could be carried, so I tried to make sure that it wasn't within arm's reach tonight. What did he want to call me about? What did we have to say? I wish we could go back sometime. To Master and Pet and the bullying. At least we didn't have to talk. I didn't have to see his scars, or sleep in the same bed with him. "Arghhhh!" I yelled
I don't want to open my eyes. If it was a dream I didn't want it to end. But all good things must come to an end and before I opened my eyes, I searched for him with my hands. If the lack of warmth didn't tell me anything the cold sheets did. He was gone again. I wasn't surprised this time but I knew this one was different from the last time and what happened last night wasn't a dream. I woke up feeling relaxed and light. All night I felt him cuddling up to me and I slept soundly. More than I've done in years honestly. I dragged myself up pushing my tangled hair away from my face and trying to get my bearings when I saw a written note on the bedside table.I'm sorry about last night. Let's pretend it never happened. - LukaWhatever high I was on came crashing down. He had probably touched me just because he felt I was horny not because he felt the same. If not why didn't he try to please himself too. This was Luka, he wasn't some virgin. He had been with others and it's not li