Billionaire hits rock bottom

CHAPTER 1: THE MAN WHO SLEEPS ON THE FLOOR

I sleep on the floor now.

Not because I believe in humility. Not because I’m trying to prove a point to the universe. I sleep on the floor because there is no place left for me to stand — not in this house, not in this life.

The mattress beneath me is thin, the kind you give to guests you don’t expect to stay long. It smells like dust and old fabric softener, like a childhood that never fully moved on. Every time I shift my weight, it makes a sound — a tired, protesting sigh — as if even the mattress is confused about why I’m still here.

Above me, on the bed, lies Thandeka.

Her back is turned to me.

That’s how nights are now. No warmth. No accidental touch. No whispered plans about the future. Just silence stretched tight between us like a wound that hasn’t decided whether to heal or rot.

I stare at the ceiling. There’s a crack that runs from one corner to the other. I’ve counted it so many times I could draw it from memory. Sometimes I imagine it splitting open and swallowing me whole. At least then, I’d have an explanation for how far I’ve fallen.

From the kitchen, I hear her mother’s voice.

Sharp. Clear. Purposeful.

“Electricity doesn’t finish by itself,” Cynthia says loudly. Too loudly. “Someone is draining this house.”

I don’t need her to call my name.

She never does.

I am always someone.

I hold my breath, even though I know it won’t help. Cynthia has a gift — she can feel my presence the way dogs sense fear. The house is quiet, but her footsteps cut through it like a threat. She walks past our door slowly, deliberately, making sure I hear her.

“Some people wake up early to look for work,” she continues, her voice dripping with meaning. “Others enjoy sleeping like guests.”

Guests.

I close my eyes.

I was once a man who booked flights without checking prices. A man whose mornings started with meetings and assistants and decisions that affected hundreds of people. I used to wear watches worth more than this entire house. Now I am a guest. A burden. A man is measured by how much electricity he uses.

Thandeka shifts slightly on the bed. For a moment, hope flickers in my chest — maybe she’ll turn, maybe she’ll say something, maybe she’ll defend me.

She doesn’t.

Her silence hurts more than her mother’s cruelty.

This house has rules, even if no one says them out loud:

Don’t eat too much.

Don’t sit too comfortably.

Don’t laugh too loudly.

Don’t forget that you are tolerated, not wanted.

In the mornings, Cynthia watches me the way prison guards watch inmates — counting my movements, tracking my steps, waiting for mistakes. If I shower too long, she sighs loudly. If I eat bread, she asks who finished it. If I sit on the couch, she clears her throat as if reminding me that furniture is a privilege.

I try to leave the house early, not because I have somewhere to go, but because staying feels like trespassing.

The worst part isn’t the insults.

It’s the way they start sounding reasonable.

I ask myself questions I never used to ask:

“Am I lazy?”

“Am I useless?”

“Am I a man at all if I can’t provide?”

At night, when the house sleeps, I replay my fall like a film that won’t stop.

The job loss came quietly. No scandal. No warning. Just a meeting, a handshake, and a polite explanation about restructuring. They said my name with respect, but their eyes were already elsewhere.

“We’ll be in touch.”

They never were.

Months passed. Then years.

I sent CVs into the void. I attended interviews where younger men with louder confidence looked through me like I was already irrelevant. Savings dried up. Friends stopped calling. Pride dissolved slowly, the way sugar disappears in hot water — silently, completely.

By the time I moved into this house, I was already half-erased.

Cynthia finished the job.

That night, lying on the floor, I feel something else beneath the shame — something colder. Something older. A sense that this collapse didn’t start with the job. That it began long before I ever wore a suit or signed a contract.

I don’t know my father.

I never have.

My mother used to avoid the subject like it was cursed. When I asked as a child, she’d say, “Some stories don’t help you grow.” When I asked a man, she’d say, “What’s done is done.”

Now, lying on a borrowed mattress, I wonder if what’s done is still following me.

Cynthia’s footsteps return. She stops outside the door again.

“Tomorrow,” she says, not speaking to anyone in particular, “I want to see effort. Men don’t just sit and wait for miracles.”

Her words linger in the air long after she walks away.

Miracles.

I almost laughed.

If miracles exist, they forgot my address a long time ago.

As the house sinks into silence, I feel a strange pressure in my chest — not pain, not fear, but something like being watched from inside myself. A presence I can’t name. A whisper without sound.

As if somewhere, someone — or something — is asking why I have forgotten who I am.

I pull the thin blanket over my shoulders and stare into the dark.

Tomorrow, I tell myself, something has to change.

I just don’t know yet whether it will save me…

or finish me.