"Dad, Carly, I'm just popping out to Luke's for a bit, do you need anything?" I ask as I pass the doorway. It's killing me to be nice to the whore, but I've been thinking about what Elsie said yesterday.
She thought we were hurting too many people and it wasn't worth it, that still feels like a dagger in my heart, but I'll have to show her she's wrong. And, since my dad seems ok with us now, that just leaves her mum, so if I have to behave differently, be respectful or whatever to the whore, to get her to accept us being together and leave Elsie alone, then I will.
"No, thanks, Bill lad, you have fun. Oh, how are you feeling?" My dad twists in his seat and gives me a warm smile. Ever since I had my little breakdown with him yesterday, he's actually been acting like a caring father, checking on me, asking about how I am and actually sounding like he's interested
A quiet peace seems to have descended on the house since I came home. I told my mum I was still feeling unwell and didn't feel up to school this week, saying Laura had agreed to bring me the homework on Friday and she's in such a good mood, she agreed to it.As soon as she and William leave for work, I sit downstairs, watching out of the window for the post to arrive, waiting for the DNA testing kit. Billy offered to stay, but I told him to go to school. I'm trying to turn off my feelings, which is easier when he's not around.He's still in his room though, so I think he's waiting for the kit the same as I am.At around eleven thirty I see the postman pull up outside and I'm already opening the front door before he gets there."Morning, are you waitin
It's Friday and I'm fucking bricking it waiting for the email to come through. All week I've been cracking jokes, pretending I'm not worried and refusing to think about what it would mean if the test comes back and says Elsie's my sister, because that's some seriously messed up shit that would never be fixed, especially when I can't stop myself being attracted to her. I've tried ever since she told me, but it's impossible. We've spent all week together, but apart from the kiss on Monday, we've not touched, both of us mentally preparing for the result to be bad. My dad and the whore seem oblivious to our struggles, content in their loved up bubble. Well, that's going to come crashing down regardless of the results, because it means either my dad's with someone who didn't tell him she had his daughter eightee
We stayed in the room for hours, completely lost in one another, it felt just like before, but also different, like we'd been apart for too long and the need to be together was all consuming. He fell asleep on top of me, too exhausted to even pull out and I felt him soften inside me, so unbelievably glad the results proved he wasn't my brother after all. I don't want to think about what that means about my mum, it's too awful, she must have known she was lying to me when she said that, how could she have not known how messed up it was to say something like that? Even if it was a mistake and she thought she was telling me the truth, you'd think she would have gotten proof long before now. "Stop thinking and go to sleep." Billy mumbles against my chest. "We've got loads of things to do this weekend and it's o
We made the most of the weekend, but as much as I wanted to, we couldn't avoid coming back to reality and this particular reality involves confronting the whore about her disgusting lies.Elsie and I talked about how to do it all the way home and I'm still not sure exactly what's going to happen. We've printed off the results, both for her and my dad and me, and, as if they don't realise we've gotten home yet, the whore is putting on her usual bedroom performance with my dad in the next room.The first thing I notice when we get downstairs is the giant diamond ring on her finger, it's so large that it sends reflections all around her from the lights, my mum would have said it's too gaudy, as if she's trying to flaunt her wealth, so I know the whore must have chosen it, even before she thrusts it into Elsie's face and tells her my dad told her to p
Sometimes I forget how wealthy Billy is, he never acts like it, but when I walk into one of the houses his dad owns, fully furnished and only missing the basics like pillows and quilts, cooking utensils and food, which Billy runs out and buys as though it's nothing, I'm reminded that money is easily accessible to him.When he gets back, I run upstairs to make the bed, he's bought some teal bed sheets with pretty flowers and crisscross patterns on, which I'm sure was to make the bland property feel more homely.The smell of cooking drifts up towards me and when I follow it downstairs, he's in the kitchen making steak and chips, with a cheesecake in the fridge and a bottle of wine on the table."Meal for a tenner in the shop." He grins when he catches me looking at what he's doing.
Elsie hasn't been running for the entire week we've been living away from her mother. I'd anticipated it, bought loads of breakfast foods because I thought the stress of what had happened would have sent her straight for her running shoes, but each morning I roll over and she's there beside me, her beautiful face relaxed in a peaceful sleep. "Els, I've got to go meet my dad. I'll be back soon." I kiss her forehead and she mumbles something groggily, rolling over and going straight back to sleep. After a quick shower, I make tea and toast and leave hers on the bedside table for her, knowing the smell will rouse her and she'll eat it if it's there, while probably lying in bed and reading for a few hours, which should be all I need until I'm back and can slide back in next to her. I've had a crash course in do
I'm so happy. I wake up happy, I go to sleep happy and everything in between just makes me more happy. I didn't know life could be like this and all it took was leaving my mum. I should miss her, Laura and Dane keep asking if I do and they exchange looks of disbelief when I tell them I don't, and maybe at some point I'll feel something other than relief when I think about never seeing her again, but right now, it's all too raw. Billy's getting on better with his Dad, which is good, I think? I'm a little worried since he's got some plan to get his parents back together, seeming to have forgotten that his dad was constantly cheating on his mum and making her miserable, but the last week he's been busy with some drama in his friendship group, so the parent intervention plan has been put on hold. It's also meant I've
"Fuck, Els, I'm going to have to pull over if you don't stop." I grip the steering wheel so hard my knuckles have gone white. We were barely out of Danny's house before her hands were all over me and as soon as I started the car, she was kneeling on the passenger seat, pulling my cock out of my jeans and sucking me into her mouth as though her life depended on it.She doesn't reply, but tilts her head to the side so my cock pushes out against her cheek and the sight has my balls tightening, ready to blow. I swerve to the side of the road, one hand on her back to steady her on the seat and I'm coming hard, complete with deep guttural grunts, before I've even managed to turn the engine off."Fuck me." I breathe out, followed by a shaky laugh while I try to figure out how I'm going to drive home with jelly legs."That'