I'm sound asleep when I feel the mattress dip beside me. The scent hits me before the sound, smoke, alcohol, power, all wrapped up in the man I married a few hours ago. The bedside lamp flicks on with a harsh click. I blink against the sudden brightness, my heart lurching when I see Nico. His suit jacket is gone, his shirt half unbuttoned and wrinkled, his tie hanging loose around his neck. His hair is tousled, lips drawn in a hard, unreadable line.
"What are you doing?" My voice cracks as I jolt upright, instinctively clawing at the silk sheets to cover myself. He doesn’t answer right away, just watches me with those unreadable, stormy eyes. Then, in one swift motion, he grabs the sheets before I can secure them and yanks them away, exposing my corseted form beneath the thin slip I hadn’t bothered changing out of. "I want my wife," he says flatly, like he's stating a business transaction. "It’s our wedding night." He tosses his tie to the floor and begins unfastening his shirt. The weight of his body shifts as he moves over me, and I scramble backward, only for him to swing a leg over and straddle me, locking me beneath him. His fingers fumble with the delicate ties of my corset. I try to push him off, but his grip tightens in warning. "Don’t," he growls, frustration bleeding into his voice. He tries again, fails, then gives up completely and grabs the hem of my gown instead. "Wait, Nico, stop!" But it’s useless. He’s made up his mind. My voice might as well be background noise.He hauls the skirt of my dress upward in one aggressive motion, flipping the whole thing over my head. The fabric tangles awkwardly around my waist, leaving my back and legs bare to the cold air. Before I can react, his hand lands hard on my ass, a sharp slap that stings my skin and steals my breath.
"You married me, Ava," he mutters low in my ear, his tone bitter, possessive. "This is part of the deal." He captures both of my wrists and draws them behind me, pinning them at the small of my back with one hand. With the other, I hear the metallic clink of his belt, the slide of leather through loops, and then the violent rip of lace as my panties are torn away. Shame burns hot under my skin, not from the exposure, but from the coldness in his touch. There's no tenderness. No warmth. Just control. My body is frozen, my throat tight with everything I want to say but know I can't. Because in this world, I’m not a woman. I’m a wife by contract. A pawn in a kingdom of men and tonight, the king wants his prize.His touch sends my mind into chaos. Fingers trail over the curve of my ass, then slip lower, sliding between my thighs. I freeze. He strokes once, twice, three times, gliding through my folds with unnerving precision. I hate the way my body reacts, the way warmth flares beneath my skin. I bite down hard on my lip, trying to silence the traitorous sound rising in my throat. Then his finger swirls around the sensitive bundle of nerves at my center, slow and deliberate. A gasp escapes me before I can stop it.
“Don’t hold those sounds in, Ava,” he growls into my ear, voice thick with something possessive and dark. “They’re mine. And I want to hear them.” Before I can respond, he pushes two fingers inside of me. The sudden stretch makes me cry out—not in pleasure, but sharp, ripping pain. Tears sting my eyes as my cheek presses into the pillow, muffling the broken sound I can’t stop. Behind me, he groans, the noise guttural, hungry. He likes it. My pain feeds something in him I don’t understand, and that terrifies me more than anything else. He releases my wrists, but I don’t move. I don’t fight. What’s the point? Instead, I glance back over my shoulder and he’s watching me. His hand grips his erection, stroking himself slowly as his gaze burns into mine. The other hand is still inside me, curling upward, exploring until...My hips jerk. He finds a spot I didn’t know existed. A flutter of confusion laces through the pain, my head reeling from the contradiction. Just when I start to drift into the strange haze of sensation, he withdraws his fingers and delivers another sharp smack across my ass. I whimper, more in shock than anything else, as he grips my waist and flips me onto my back. The skirt of my dress is shoved to my hips, and he looms above me like a shadow—one hand wrapping tight around my throat. His thumb brushes the base of my jaw, not choking, but close enough that I know he could.“Look at me when I take you, Ava.” His voice is low, demanding. I meet his gaze, but I feel hollow inside, my heart pounding in my ears as I stare up at the man who calls himself my husband. He lines himself up with my entrance and without hesitation, he slams himself inside of me. A sharp scream tears from my throat. My back arches against the burn, the fire between my legs so intense it feels like I’m splitting in half. The pain is raw, overwhelming and he just holds himself there, buried deep, propped up on his arms above me as my tears fall in silence. Then, to my shock, his lips find my forehead. A gentle kiss. Then my cheeks. My neck.
“Shhh,” he murmurs against my skin. “It’ll stop hurting soon.” His voice is soft now. Almost tender. It’s such a jarring contrast to his actions that I can’t tell whether I should scream or lean into it. Still, he doesn’t move. He waits. And eventually, just like he said the pain fades. It dulls into something manageable, and then into something more. My body, traitorous as it is, starts to respond. I shift my hips ever so slightly. Just enough to let him know. He lifts his head from my neck, his lips curled into a sly, knowing grin. “Are you ready, wife?” I nod. Hesitantly. Shamefully. My cheeks burn. He pulls back, slow and steady and then slams into me again. This time it’s different. The pain isn’t sharp; it’s deep, dragging, and layered with sparks of something that coils low in my belly. My hands grip the sheets at my sides as he begins to move deliberate, powerful, in complete control. Each thrust steals the breath from my lungs. His fingers lace through mine, pinning my hands above my head as he drives into me again and again, his gaze locked on mine the whole time. There’s no escaping it. No pretending this isn’t happening. “Mine,” he growls, the word rough against my ear as he pounds into me harder. “All fucking mine.” The sound of our skin meeting echoes around the room, the bed creaking beneath the force of him.When I finally come undone, it’s with a mixture of tears and gasps, and his name on my lips before I can bite it back. He follows with a deep, primal groan, spilling into me as he collapses onto his elbows, his body still heavy on top of mine. Then he shifts, brushing my damp hair from my face and placing a final kiss against my lips.
“You did well, cara mia,” he whispers, voice thick and hoarse.A muffled clatter rolled faintly through the floor, then the quiet tore open. A siren whooped. Boots hammered. “Portside! Two skiffs. MOVE!” someone roared, and three sharp cracks split the night, gunfire close enough to rattle the glass.“What was that?” Nico snapped in my ear.I let a breath break, crisp and scared. “I...I don’t know. Hold on.” I stood fast, phone tight to my cheek, and hurried for the balcony like I needed air. Conner eased the door wider; night leaned in with salt and smoke and another volley of shots.“You’re being hit,” Nico said, voice tightening. “Ava, stay on the line!”“I’m going to look,” I said, pitching panic into my throat. “Just...don’t hang up.”I slipped into the corridor. It was theater and thunder: Eion sprinted past with a coil of rope, Rian bellowed, “Boarders! Lock the hold!” A flare hissed outside, washing the hall blood-orange. My heart thudded like it believed the lie. Conner caught my elbow, steadying me. His eyes asked a question I’d already
The galley felt too small for how many bodies crowded into it, but somehow it worked, steam curling from platters, the radio whispering an old love song, cutlery clinking like soft rain. I set the last dish down, a pan of roasted potatoes with rosemary and lemon, and stepped back to breathe it all in.“Jesus, that smells unreal,” Rian said, already reaching.“Hands,” I warned, and he had the decency to grin and wait. Eion pulled out a chair with the lazy grace of a man who’d fought more than he’d slept. Declan brought a bottle to the table like a trophy, popping the cork one-handed to a small cheer. Darragh slid into the seat to my left, phone face-down beside his plate, always watching without looking like he was. Across from me, Domonic and Hayden took the end of the table, their posture a quiet line of duty. They were careful, polite even, but their eyes tracked the room the way soldiers do. Conner settled at my right, a heat at my shoulder, his thigh a steady press against mine un
The day drifted by like the sea itself, slow and lazy, sunlight pooling over the deck in golden waves. I’d claimed one of the loungers near the bow early, stretched out with a book I wasn’t really reading, letting the sun sink deep into my skin. The rhythmic slap of water against the hull was almost enough to lull me to sleep. I’d been doing little more than flipping pages, sipping cold water, and adjusting the angle of my chair whenever the light shifted. A perfect, mindless kind of day. The kind where I didn’t have to think about anyone’s expectations or plans, just the warmth, the salt on the air, and the quiet hum of the ship. My phone buzzed on the table beside me. The screen lit with Nico’s name. I considered ignoring it. But… that would just make him hunt me down later."Hey," I said, shading my eyes."Hey, bella." His tone caught me off guard, soft, almost casual, as though he wasn’t speaking from some polished office or leaning over a desk full of problems. "Why didn’t you sp
AvaI took my things back to my room, making sure to place them carefully in my bag. They didn't cost much, but they were sentimental now. A token of my newfound strength and freedom, with Conner. I entered the bathroom and stripped my clothing after turning on the shower to warm up. The hot water streamed down my back like a balm, scalding away the day. I stood motionless beneath the showerhead, hands braced on the tile, letting the heat melt the salt from my skin, the questions from my mind. For a moment, I wasn't anyone's pawn, or someone’s wife on paper, or a woman tangled in too many dangerous threads. I was just… tired and clean. I scrubbed gently, washing the town from me, the scent of grilled fish, the sweet pastries, Conner’s cologne still clinging faintly to the inside of my wrist where he'd kissed it while handing me that silver ring. My hair hung damp and heavy down my back as I stepped out, wrapping myself in a towel. The room was quiet, the only sound the gentle creak of
NicoI buried myself in the logistics. Manifests, schedules, payout reports, anything that would keep my mind off the one thing I couldn’t control. Ava. My mind was having trouble not spiraling. One minute I missed her, the next I wanted to punish her for leaving, for not coming back sooner, for not letting me explain. She probably had her own imagination running wild and that was the last thing I needed. I wanted my wife back, in her place. The shipment was coming together. Tight timing, high stakes. If this hit, it’d set us up for a decade. Not just profit, power. Reputation. Legacy. My father had started the empire, but I was the one building it into something unshakable. This deal… it was going to make sure no one ever questioned who I was or what I was capable of. The Irish would take their cut. The Americans would pay a premium. The Russians would stay the fuck out of my way. I’d spent years building this network, threading alliances so tight they’d choke if they tried to pull a
After planning the perfect first step in Nico’s downfall, I needed something normal. Something grounding. Tomorrow we set sail into deception and shadows, but today? I wanted sunlight, a breeze on my face, and maybe a handful of cheap souvenirs that would mean more than any diamond necklace he ever gave me. I slid my bag over my shoulder, adjusting the strap as I crossed the deck. “Conner, I’m going to head into town for a bit.”He looked up from where he was sitting, legs spread, a lazy smirk tugging at the corner of his mouth. “Sounds like fun, love. I’ll join you, if that’s okay?”More than okay. I nodded, smiling back. “You look good carrying bags.”Conner chuckled as he stood, his large frame stretching like a cat’s. “And you look good doing just about anything. Let’s go.”We were halfway to the dock ramp when Domonic intercepted us, standing like a gatekeeper between the world and me.“Where are you going?” he asked, eyes narrow beneath those ever-watchful brows.“Into town,” I