There was this feeling that always come with doing the wrong things, guilt, and shame. Guilt is strongest when you’re not caught, shame wields most power when you’re caught.
Today, I thought guilt would eat me up and I had lost any form of shame when I willingly put my body under Alexandro’s hands.
His words were a wake-up call to me, I held my head high and worked my clothes back on, but I was still in disarray when Chloe walked in.
Maybe is should have simply been grateful that she hadn’t come in when I was writhing under Alexandro’s touch, but that didn’t make me feel better. Surprise was evident in her eyes making shame raise its evil head inside of me.
My head remained low in shame as Alexandro worked his shirt back on. Chloe turned her back to us and kept her head low. I found no grace to lift my head either.
“Emily.” He called my name when his clothes were finally in place, I forced my head up to meet his eyes and saw the triumph in them.
“Maybe we need to work on the after. You do just well when I touch but then this face comes up when I stop. You don’t want me to stop?” He chuckled lightly.
I looked away to avoid his eyes, I felt used, felt like a fool. It would have been easier if he had forced himself on me, but here I was, weak to my flesh and allowing him to touch me. I was as guilty as he was.
I said nothing in reply, but I felt his fingers grip my chin firmly, pulling me to look into his eyes, the passion that I saw in them earlier had lessened but hadn’t burnt out.
Maybe this was my first glimpse of how insatiable Alexandro King would be, but I didn’t realize it until later.
I felt my whole body freeze as he brought his face forward, he was working on the end, how to end a make-out, session, a kiss was a good way but something tugged at my heart. This afternoon had started with a kiss and ending it with another kiss seemed too intimate.
I reeled my body back into my control and shut my eyes, it seemed like looking into his eyes fueled my blood with passion and lust. With my eyes closed, I thought of my dad, I thought of why I was here and how I needed to keep my head.
My will was no longer mine and my body wanted whatever pleasure that would come from having his lips on mine, but I managed to look away just before his lips met mine. I am ashamed to admit that I didn’t even look away completely.
His lips met the side of mine, but it was enough for Alexandro to get the message. I didn’t want this. I had tried enough today. The muscle in his throat ticked and Adam’s apple bobbed.
He was annoyed, displeased by that little action. He stood upright and dipped his hands into his pocket and walked away.
Today had ended just the way it had started. Nothing changed. I wondered how long we would walk in that circle.
Chloe lifted her head as soon as the door clicked and ran to me.
“I don’t want to talk about it.” I cried even before she got to me or said a word.
“You think I would Judge you.” The words were a question. She smiled and walked to me, helping me down the counter. “You’d be a robot to avoid scenes like this, and you’re both married.” She snorted the last part as she knew better than me how I sold my life to Alexandro King.
“Let’s just pick clothes, Chloe.” I sighed. Then I noticed she had come in empty-handed. “Where are the clothes?”
I turned to her as she smiled. “There’s no fun in shopping alone. We could have the clothes brought here, but I assure you, that it would be more fun going to the boutique in person.” She said happily.
Chloe’s mood was weird. In a good way. However, I began to feel like there was something behind her mood, like when a woman had a man she likes or a new boyfriend, whenever he gives her gifts or compliments, her day is nice and beautiful, but the days they fight are grey and cloudy.
“I need to take a bath,” I murmured, dragging my feet to the bathroom.
“You both did it.” She gasped into her hands, Today seemed to be filled with lots of drama.
“No, we did not,” I called back before locking the door.
“I want that one, and that one. No! not that one, I mean the pink coat over there. That navy blue pants should look good on me. Yes. That one too. No, I don’t like peach, it clashes with my eyes. Everything purple is fine.”
It turned out that shopping could be a lot more fun when you’re sure your card won’t bounce. Chloe had insisted I wore something daring and looked fun even if I didn’t feel fun. I wore a short skirt and high black boots with a purple top and a lilac scarf.
I felt good. My new soap was very awesome, it made my skin smooth and tender. I looked edible. For a moment I didn’t blame Alexandro.
It was funny how money helped build one’s self-esteem.
“Check this out.” Chloe ran to me with a fabric in her hands. “This is crazy. I saw it in Stella magazine last week but it’s more awesome in person.” It looked like a big colorful scarf to me.
“Okay then, add it, but don’t forget to take it afterward.” I smiled at her, turning to look at some skirts. I loved gowns, but wearing a skirt felt good too, especially one this short.
“No! It’s for you, besides, it's not my size.” She whined. “It’s a beach wear, it looks proper on first look but outrightly provocative on second look. You can convert it to slutty or wear it as decent, there’s a part in front that you can fold to your neck or make fall your shoulders. I think it would look awesome on you.”
“Okay, okay. But is there another color? I’m not sure I want that color.” I sneered at the clothes.
An attendant came to us, “We have another color of this, but I can’t remember what color it is, I’ll go check the records and get back to you.” She said smiling.
“I’d love it if it’s black,” I added before she turned.
Her face fell a little, “I’m sure it’s not black.”
“Okay, let me see it before I decide,” I said finally, not wanting to waste her efforts.
When she brought it back, it turned out to be a very nice shade of pink. I didn’t like it, but I decided to buy it as she already bought it.
Carrying so much stuff home was hectic. I wanted to oversee the move, but it turned out that I was doing more harm than good. Chloe made me sit and let the delivery team do their job.
Soon they were gone and there was a huge pile of boxes in my room. I loved the heavenly smell of new clothes. Shopping helped. My earlier shame and guilt from this morning were gone and I lay down that night, facing my new clothes and hoping not to see Alexandro anytime soon.
A pen lying on my table caught my attention. It had not been there earlier, did someone drop it there?
I picked it up and pushed the top button, intending to play with ink, shock shook my bones when a beep sounded and was followed by my voice.
But I wasn’t talking. I was moaning.
All the shame that had escaped me came tripping back.
How? What? When?Okay, maybe I knew when. I knew because I had listened to it myself earlier. I had watched Alexandro’s recording of me. It had been on my phone, and I remembered watching it before I deleted it. I even cleared it off my backup files to make sure it was totally out of my phone.Who would have done this? It couldn’t be Alexandro, could it?He wouldn’t do this to me, and then put it in my face, besides, I was sure it wasn’t here before I left the room. It either came there while we were shopping or while the delivery guys did their job.Whatever was in the envelope scared me. It’s scared me very badly. What if it was a nude picture of me? Was it possible this room was bugged?My heart banged in my chest, fear filled my bones and my hands trembled as I reached to pick the envelope. Whatever was inside was flat and thick, like a picture card. It was sealed.With trembling hands, I opened it, breaking the seal and holding my breath. I unsteadily pulled the sheet out of the
It turned out that Alexandro King had a lot of things I didn’t know about, I also had a lot of things I didn’t know about too. Like an international passport.But I was traveling in a plane with only four other people, Alexandro, two pilots and one attendant.I had a feeling Alexandro had fucked her before because she kept giving him a sexy look, opened two extra buttons that revealed her cleavage, and kept trying to jiggle her breast in my front.I didn’t care, except that I thought it was absolute disrespect to try to seduce a man in front of his wife.Call me crazy, but when she turned to enter a door, I didn’t have an idea where it led, I stood up and followed her.Her face fell as soon as she looked back and saw me, but I gave her a death glare that had her moving forward.Her legs shook as she pushed her tiny silhouette heels forward, I had to admit she had a nice ass. What was Alexandro’s taste exactly, Lauren had very crazy huge boobs, this one’s boobs looked nice, but I could
No one was on the other side waiting for us, but Alexandro insisted we held hands out the plain. Stella and someone who I didn’t see on the plane helped us pack our bags out while Alexandro and I drove in a separate car to our destination.Because it would be rude to be sitting beside him with my ear pods in my ears, I removed them and kept them in their case. My ears were hurting a little too, it wasn’t so easy to keep them in your ears for hours.I had carried this funny cap along that shielded my face from the sun but just held it in my hand and didn’t wear it, until I was ordered to.“Wear it.” My head snapped in his direction to see what he was talking about; my mind wasn’t there. It was far away, wondering how we would pull this off and make everyone believe that we were a real couple. Looking back, I realize I had underestimated Alexandro King’s acting skills.He signaled to the cap in my hands with his eyes, “Oh.” It was at the tip of my tongue to ask why, but I swallowed it p
I couldn’t tell when the shift happened. Where Alexandro’s actions moved from ‘just for show’ to being intentional.My heart skipped a beat at his words. The memory of his head between my legs sent a shiver through me and I couldn’t help getting turned on at his words.My hands were still wrapped around his neck when the suite door opened, and we walked in. Paris had to be magical, we seemed to be moving from one world to another, one dreamland to another. A place of imagination because this couldn’t be real.This place had to be special.It was in my head that we were just going to another hotel, and when I saw that it was just one of Alexandro King’s hotels, assumed the interior would be the same or similar to the one we were coming from. Only for the sight before my eyes to remind me that this was Paris.It had a beautiful view. The first thing that caught my eye was the beach. People were jumping and playing, looking happy, and kids running around in shirts, the women wore almost
ALEXANDRO KINGI felt it the moment she broke out of her lust haze. What I didn’t know was why. Everything had been going smoothly. She wanted me from the moment my lips touched hers, I had thought this would be it.I had no intentions of having her today, maybe I was sure she’d be under me before we left for home, but today had been unexpected.It had seemed like she set out to seduce me. The first was with the dress, it was soft and light, like another skin, and it made me want to touch her.Then her little drama with Stella, she didn’t know I knew about it, but I liked to have my eyes everywhere. I couldn’t believe she could be successfully intimidating. It was a beautiful sight. Stella and I had never had sex, and I didn’t go around fucking my staff, but there was a time I spent hours traveling and, on the plane, and we had come a bit close. I wasn’t stupid enough to repeat one mistake twice. I still had Alisha on my neck, and I didn’t have any idea of how to unhook her from my sk
EMILY KINGHe couldn’t go slow.I didn’t want him to. I was scared, I wanted to get over with this. I needed to cloud my mind and this was the most potent way. I loved the feeling of his body under my hands, how his muscles jumped at my touch, I only melted like butter under his.He took that thrill away by handing my hands up, I needed a form of contact, I needed to touch him one way, I leaned in and caught his lips again.He groaned into my mouth; I loved it. I didn’t have much experience in kissing but I kissed him the way he kissed me. Open-mouthed, consuming, devouring. It was way better this way, I felt more. I sucked at his lips, enjoying how it felt inside my mouth, it was smooth to lick, and it gave me a wonderful thrill.He snapped away before I could do it again, I scrolled at him. He wasn’t touching me and he wouldn’t let me touch him. I didn’t know where he found it, but he brought up a rope and swirled it around my hand, restraining me from touching him, it was tight eno
I didn’t stop screaming his name. it had become a prayer on my lip, a plea for satisfaction. I arched my back to meet him.It felt so good. The movement of his tongue pushed me towards the edge, I moaned over every slide, every dip, every lick. Dear God, I was going to come. I felt the rush coming at me so hard it stole my breath away.One second I thought I was going to come, I could already taste the climax on my tongue and the next he withdrew his touch completely off me. It felt like I was yanked away from paradise. I scrawled my legs at him, close to howling out in pain and screaming his name, but when I opened my eyes, he was over me.His hands pulled my legs apart as I saw his dick approach me. My throat went dry for another reason. The need to cum seemed to choke the fear of his size. I wanted him so badly.I was too far gone to fear anything, when I felt the tip of his cock on my entrance and his finger tightened over my hip, I shut my eyes hard and anticipated the feeling. I
ALEXANDRO'S POV“I do not need a wife.” I barked at my brother over the phone, not caring that people were staring at me or I was in a hospital. No one dared complain, I had bought the hospital along with every damn staff in it the day before.“You do not actually, but if you want to lias with the old man, you need a woman you’re legally bound to standing beside you. It’s the rules.” Ian replied over the phone. “Besides, marriage is not so bad a thing,” Ian concluded. The man believed in love.“I think you just got lucky. I’d see what I can do to get the old man’s attention.” With that, I hung up.I didn’t need a woman giving me a headache, women meant too much trouble and I just wasn’t interested. They had no value beyond sexual pleasure, and I didn’t need to marry one before getting that, another thing was the legal right she would have if she decided to leave.“Please, please, give me a month, just a month, and I’ll pay up, just please take care of my dad, please, I beg of you.” A