LOGINHarley~
Gripping the gun in one hand with my finger still on the trigger, I used my other hand to shield my eyes from the flash. As it dimmed, I two-handed the barrel again and tried to focus on the female I could see inside the extraordinary white light. Although she was transparent, I could still make out her features. My eyes widen and my mouth drops open as I stare at her in awe, thinking she must be a goddess. On her head and waist, she wore a crown and belt of what appeared to be controlled water. The thunderbolt disappeared entirely, and the darkness reclaimed the night as she stepped off it. The goddess came towards me. "That won't work on me, Harley," she said, referring to the gun I was still pointing at her. "Look, lady, I don't want to kill you. Who are you, and what do you want?" My voice cracked from my disbelief about what I had just seen with my own eyes. How did she know my name? She laughed as she took another step towards me. "My name is Lauren. You are just as beautiful as I imagined, and you look so much like your mother." I searched my memories but couldn't put her name and face together. Still, I couldn't deny there was something very familiar about her. "How do you know my mother?" I lowered the gun, having a strong feeling that she was correct, and it wouldn't affect her. "Your mother was part of our Sauther Lake clan before she mated with your father. Was it not a hailstorm that helped you escape Ian's pack?" How in the holiest of hell could she know that?! I thought. "My mother never spoke of you or this clan. Trust me, I would remember, and you didn't answer my question. What do you want?!" "Harley, I have no intention of harming you. I'm here to warn you that Ian knows where you are." 'She is being truthful, or at least she believes it.' "You should learn to listen to your wolf; she will prove to be a wise source in your future." Just great, I can almost see Rae gloating. "How can you hear my wolf, and how could you know any of this?" "I've been watching over you since your mother's death. It was I who caused the storm, and I also keep close watch on Ian. He's hired a bounty hunter to come after you, and there isn't much time." My heart started pounding in my chest as the notion sank in that my father had found me. I don't want to believe it. "Even if my mother was part of your clan, that doesn't explain my connection with you." I stared at her, fighting back the unwanted tears. "Why would you be interested in saving me?" "Do not fear, Harley. You, my dear, are one of the chosen few. We, the Sauther Lake guardians, are a collective of beings united in body and mind with a common goal. My goal at the moment is to protect you. It's time to come home now, Harley. You don't belong here in the human world. The sooner you embrace your true self, the easier you can free yourself of Ian once and for all." I couldn't make head or tail of the riddles she spoke, though she had raised my curiosity. "Say, if I wanted to 'go home?" I smirked. "Where do I find Sauther Lake?" I hurried to the tree to retrieve my clothes, realizing I was still naked as the day I was born. "All you have to do is follow your heart home. You have many powers inside you besides the ability not to forget, powerful ones, but I can see you aren't ready to leave just yet. Whatever is holding you here, you need to be released soon." She turned away and raised her hand to the sky, and the lightning bolt came back down. "I won't be far. If you believe nothing else this night, believe you are in danger. Your power is in the wind." She steps back into the bolt and is gone as quickly as she came. I wasted no time finishing dressing and jumped into my car. As we left the park, I flattened the gas pedal to the floor and gunned it, squealing tires on the asphalt. I kept looking in the rearview, like I expected to see her lightning bolt riding ass behind me. My head is spinning, as my mind is still in compute mode, though I know what I saw and heard. Then I remembered I was not the only eyewitness. However, she had remained unusually quiet. 'Rae, what do you know?' 'I know nothing for sure. My memories don't exceed yours. If our mother were part of Lauren's clan, I wouldn't know. It's more of a feeling.' She sounds just as conflicted as I feel. 'What if we have a home and a family after all? Lauren said,' We are guardians of what and whom?' 'She didn't exactly give me directions to the place, Rae,' I grunted as I gripped the steering wheel. 'Follow your heart home; your power is in the wind,' I repeated with a huff. 'What the hell does that even mean?' 'Maybe you should make some time to see Melinda. She could help us see what Lauren meant.' Melinda Dancing Feather is a good friend of ours, a shaman healer, and a craft practitioner of the Chusmash Native American tribe. Her specialty is vision quests; she says she uses spirit guides passed down from her ancestors. 'I will think about it.' I pull back into my apartment's parking lot. Benjamin is here. I was relieved I didn't want to be alone tonight. 'Please behave, Raelynn.' I get to my apartment, open the door, and walk into every girl's dream. Ben has outdone himself once again. He has soft music, low lights, flowers, and champagne waiting for me. "Ben?" I called him. "In here." He said from my bedroom.Harley~The universe doesn't listen, and the next thing I see before me is the most beautiful, peaceful place I could ever imagine. I somehow know that it is Sauther Lake; I am home. Not wasting another moment on the nightmare, I step into the scene, turn, and see Lauren has appeared beside me. "I am ready to come home, Lauren."Lauren turned to face me, hummed a familiar tune, and started moving her hands in unfamiliar patterns all around me. My insides heated as her movements intensified, as if she were branding something on my soul. She put the stone she'd held into my hand when she was done. "You don't have to be alone anymore, Harley." She disappeared into the mist. "Wait, I have so many questions!I'm once again alone in the darkness. "Let me go home!" Someone or something must have taken pity on me, as I find myself back in Melinda's living room, still on my knees with my face buried in my hands. The fire has gone out in more ways than one. "Did you find what you were looking
Harley~ Nick pampered me in every way he saw fit, and I was loving it. One might not put a bounty hunter and an attentive caregiver in the same category, but I sure would now. After my bubble bath, he put me to bed and snuggled close to me, wrapping me in his cocoon as if I were his butterfly about to emerge. Delighted and satisfied, I closed my eyes and drifted into a peaceful sleep; however, it didn't last long. My eyes flew open as I woke in a cold sweat after finding myself alone in the delivery room. With no Ben or Nick by my side, I clung to Nick, only breathing again when I was sure it was just a dream. My eyes filled with tears, and I closed them as tightly as possible as I begged the goddess to hear my prayer. This had to be Nick's child growing inside of me; it just has to be! 'You don't need to get yourself so worked up, Harley. It isn't good for you or our baby. We will know for sure tomorrow, but it won't matter to Nick.' 'Maybe not right away, but eventually, he
Nick~About ten minutes later, I burst through the door of her apartment to find Harley pacing the floor. Of course, I reach for her, but she backs away from me, a feeling I don't like."Sit." She gestures toward the sofa, and I take a seat."What is wrong, Amante?"With tears streaming down her cheeks, she wrings her hands and paces the floor in front of me. "I am pregnant, Nick.""That's amazing; why are you crying, Harley?""Shut up, damn it, Nick, listen to me for a minute; it's not that simple because I don't know who the baby belongs to."I have never been so high, or so low, so quickly; Harley stops in front of me as if she's waiting for her punishment, but I don't have any to give. There's no doubt in my mind that Harley loves me, and I can clearly see that she is already punishing herself enough; still, she backs away as I reach for her."There's more, Nick."What more could they possibly be? She looked at me, and it didn't matter. "Tell me whatever you like, but I've already
Harley~We arrived at the station separately and were on time for the morning briefing. As I suspected, the stalker hasn't returned to either branch, and nobody has used the debit card. A weary sigh escaped me somehow. I'm feeling neither shocked nor surprised. Captain Howard wants us back on the streets in full force, but I reminded him of my appointment. My Wolfman may not be an agent, but he is smart."I'll be out of the office sometime this afternoon as well. My SAC is expecting an update on our progress."I focused on the Captain. "Did we get anything from Peter?" "Yes, a couple of descriptions, but neither of the sketches matches our suspects. I need you both back here ASAP."Howard calls the powwow, and we all leave the SCIF room. I want a moment alone with Nick before my appointment, but I know it's not appropriate. He is in my head, before I get out of the parking lot, telling me he loves me and will wait to hear from me, and I smile as I return his sentiment.'He's worried
Harley~Nick grabs his still-packed bag from our trip to Culer City, and we head up the stairs. He has no trouble with the lock that sticks and hands me my keys after opening the door. My stomach is doing somersaults as I flip on the ceiling fan light and put the keys on the hook by the door before turning to face him."I'm sure it's not what you're used to, but it's comfortable."He tossed his bag onto the sofa and pulled me into him. "As long as you are with me, a cardboard box under a bridge would satisfy me, Amante."I'm picturing our cardboard house rocking on that bridge and feeling the impact of my dirty thoughts on my cheeks. Nick grinned at me as if he'd read my mind. Taking his hand, I led him down the hallway to my bedroom, which I instantly regretted.Nick leveled me with a cocky grin when he smelled himself coming from my bed. His eyes are searching for the source as mine focus on the pillowcase from the hotel, and I feel the heat creep up my cheeks all over again. As a d
Harley~Perhaps against his better judgment, Nick leaves me alone in the car again. It's a wonder he looks almost as good going as he does coming. The way his ass fills those jeans starts a fire as I watch him until he enters the Bodega. My soul is singing the song of his admission of love for me as I close my eyes and rest my head on the rest. Although it had been a Freudian slip on Nick's part, I knew he meant it. Beautiful pinks and yellows claim the sky as the sun sets, and a cool breeze blows off the bay. Not being able to resist, I leaned forward, turned the switch, and rolled down the windows. The pungent smell of diesel fuel from the bay also wafts through the car, silencing my soul song and snatching me back to reality; now I am fighting the door handle for release.Nick calls my name as he returns to find me leaning out of the car seat and heaving. Only the goddess knows what he's thinking, probably that he's gotten himself in a mess with me. He puts the cupholder and bag o







