I jumped off the cliff even though I knew I would barely survive.
As I looked up, I saw Vincent looking at me as I fell.
His golden eyes reflected when the light from the moon touched his face. He just did nothing while I saw Ivan looking at me in worry.
Why is that guy looking at me in that way?
I couldn’t help but ask myself due to the unusual treatment I received from him. He even let me escape earlier. If Vincent didn’t arrive too soon, for sure, I was already far away from here.
After a second, I felt my back and head hit a strong concrete. It gave me excruciating pain in my back, legs, and head. I heard the splash of the ocean as I slowly sank deeper and deeper into the water.
My vision became blurry, and I held my breath. I knew for more seconds, that my life would be ended.
I couldn't see Vincent’s face clearly. It became distorted because of the water. I didn’t know if I would be thankful that at least, before my last breath, I saw my mate, my mate who killed my parents and invaded our pack.
All the anger I felt suddenly became sadness.
It made me think that maybe my mother was right. She said to me before: Anger is the defense mechanism of a wounded heart. What you truly feel is sadness, and you are angry just to protect your vulnerable feelings.
As the second went by, I felt the water embracing me, pulling me deeper.
When I accepted the fact that this is the end of me, I slowly closed my eyes as I remembered the happiest moment of my life with my parents.
“You, Astrid, are the most precious thing we’ve received from the Moon Goddess,” Catherine said as she cupped both of my cheeks.
A toothy smile crept on my lips.
“Is that true, Catherine?” a seven-year-old me asked her while playing with the hem of my shirt.
“Of course! Look at your father. He’s smiling carrying you when you were a baby here in the picture,” she answered and showed me our family photo.
“What are my two girls talking about, huh?”
Catherine and I both flinched when George suddenly popped out behind the sofa.
“Daddy!!!” I exclaimed excitedly and ran in his direction.
“You miss me that much, little one?!” He teased and carried me before kissing me on my cheek.
Catherine came closer in our direction with a huge smile on her face and hugged us.
George…Catherine…Wait for me in heaven.
The words I said inside my head before my sight and my mind went black.
****
“Still has no progress? She’s unconscious for one week!”
A pain kicked inside my head after I heard a loud voice. It seemed someone was arguing with another.
I slowly opened my eyes, and the first thing I saw was a white ceiling.
I slowly lifted my left hand when I felt something attached to the back of my palm. Then, I saw a tube inserted into my veins. I looked at my right hand, and I saw it was wrapped with bandages.
Wait? What was happening?
I asked at the back of my head.
I looked for anyone who can answer my question. And there, I saw a man standing in front of a doctor. They were arguing about something.
And when they saw I was awake, the doctor quickly approached my direction. I tried to sit on the bed, and the doctor helped me.
“How’s your feeling? Do you feel dizzy? Or do you feel the need to puke? Your head had a bad impact. Kindly tell me what you feel,” the doctor asked.
The man who’s arguing with the doctor earlier walked closer in my direction. I saw he was surprised for a second and went back with a blank expression.
“I…” I stopped talking when I felt my throat was dry. It hurt me to speak more. I could also feel my lips were dry too.
A nurse entered my room. She gave me a glass of water and helped me to drink it.
After three more gulps, I felt relieved. I thanked the nurse before looking back at the doctor.
“I…I feel…I feel nothing…” I said. My forehead creased, and my eyebrow formed into one line when I tried to think about what happen to me.
“W-What happened?” I asked, and I felt my heart was going to burst in worry. Worry that I didn’t know what it was all about.
I just felt that I lost something, but I couldn’t remember what it was.
What? I couldn’t remember???
My eyes went wide in shock when I realized I didn’t remember everything. About who my parents are? Where do I live? Why am I here? And also….
“Who am I?” I was shocked and looked at the man and the doctor.
I saw the doctor shut his eyes and face the direction of the man.
“I do apologize, Alpha Vincent Miller. The patient is experiencing amnesia,” the doctor said.
“Amnesia?” I repeated.
“Where are my parents? Who are my parents?” I asked when I felt I was unsafe here. I didn’t know who they were.
I got out of my bed, but the nurse stopped me.
“Let go of me!!!” I screamed at the top of my lungs.
“Miss, please calm down,” the doctor said and helped the nurse from stopping me.
“No! Let me go!!!” I protested and tried to push them away.
“Enough!”
A deep and commanding voice stopped me from protesting.
I looked at the man. I gulped and shivered in fear when I saw how cold his golden eyes were.
Who is this man anyway?
I asked at the back of my head as I noticed he was the only one here in my room that seemed to be my visitor.
When he was already near me, I spoke.
“Who are you?” I bravely asked even if his cold stare made me nervous as hell.
“Are you…somehow…a relative?” I muttered under my breath and averted his gaze. I couldn’t stand his gaze anymore.
“Really?” he asked.
I looked back at him. I saw his right eyebrow rose, and his golden eyes drew amusement.
He walked closer and pushed the doctor and the nurse away from me.
“You don’t know me?” he asked, but this time, there’ was no hint of emotion drawn on his face.
I panic not because he’s inches away from my face. It was because I really don’t know who this man was and why he was looking at me in this way.
It made me feel uncomfortable.
“That’s why…I asked,” I whispered, and it’s too late for me to realize that I sounded sarcastic. I bit my lower lip and shut my eyes.
Then, after a second, he moved away from me, and he burst out laughing.
“This is interesting…” he said as he stared at me as if I was a new subject to his project that no one knows.
Why did I feel unsafe when I heard those words?
“Okay. Let me introduce myself,” he said and cleared his throat.
“I’m your mate.”
“My mate?” I quickly uttered, my mouth agape.
“Yes, your mate. I’m the Alpha of Blackwood Pack, Alpha Vincent Miller. You are crazy in love with me. You worship day and night. Can’t you feel? Our connection?” he asked and placed his hand on my chest.
My forehead furrowed because instead of butterflies and good feelings embracing my heart, a strike of pain was the only feeling that I felt.
I looked at his face again. His face seemed unsettling.
Am I really crazy in love with this man?
I asked at the back of my head while looking at his cold golden eyes.
Am I really crazy in love with this man?"Are you okay?"I blinked my eyes a couple of times when I realized I was zoning out. I lightly pushed his hand away from my chest and averted his gaze."Ah-yes-I'm okay. I am just---little confused," I answered truthfully and looked at him once again as if I was analyzing his face if he can be fully trusted.I quickly held my head when I felt it was aching. I hissed and shut my eyes in pain."Ma'am? Ma'am? Tell me what you feel?" I heard the doctor ask.I looked at him and shook my head as if I was trying to say that everything was fine."My head got hurt when I tried to remember everything," I answered and glanced in the direction of the golden-eyed man."Well, don't push yourself to remember everything. Do you understand?"I don't know but, I felt a rush of fear enveloping my chest. The way he said those words were demanding and authoritative. It looks like if you refuse to do what he said, you will never know where your body will be found t
“I am Veronica, I am Veronica…” I whispered repeatedly as I walked into the hallway.A minute passed, and I stopped walking when I realized something."Shoot! Where am I heading to?" I asked myself as I scanned the place.I saw everyone was busy doing their business. Omegas were busy dusting the tables and furniture, other male servants were busy hanging large and expensive paintings on the wall carefully, and other female omegas walked back and forth because they were busy wiping the floor.I couldn't even catch their attention since their eyes were only darted at what they were doing. As if they were programmed to not look anywhere but only at their work. Deafening silence in the hallway made me uneasy."What should I do?" I whispered as I looked at them."Is there a chance they know me? Since I am the Alpha's mate, maybe they know me a bit, right?" I talked to myself and nodded my head as if I was agreeing with my statement.In the end, I decided to approach one of the Omegas tha
Alpha Vincent’s POV“What is she doing right now?” I asked before sipping my goblet with red wine. I stared outside the window, watching the soldiers training together with Gamma Steven and Delta Dimitri. Even though it was already evening, I didn’t care. They need to be tough and unbeatable.“She’s in her chamber now. I already assigned her to one of the slaves that will be going to train her in her task tomorrow,” my beta, Ivan, answered politely.I took a long deep breath as I stared at the full moon. When the night of invasion in Red Moon Pack rushed inside my head, I evilly smirked.Hundreds of cries, pleas, blood, and bodies were scattered everywhere that night. I felt my sleeping soul awaken, and I got more hungry and thirsty with blood and violence. My favorite part was when I killed the great Alpha of the Red Moon Pack, Alpha George.I licked my lips from the thought I'd felt more powerful this time. Everyone will know me as the great and enormous Alpha since I killed Goerge.
Astrid’s POVAfter Vincent scolded me and shooed me away from his sight, I ran and stopped by the garden. I sat behind the huge tree so that no one could see me.A memory of what happened in the dining room rushed inside my head once again.“Get out! I don’t wanna see your face!”I couldn’t help but sob.I know I should not take that seriously. But, it was undeniably heartbreaking since those words did not come from an ordinary person. It was freaking escaping from my mate’s lips.“Why are you so cold towards me? I thought we were mates?” I whispered in the air as if I was talking to Vincent.I wiped away my tears when I heard birds chirping. I looked up at the sky and saw they were flying on the bluish-white horizon. Seeing the beautiful scenery made me relax somehow. My breathing slowly became stable again, and I stopped crying.“Maybe he just has a lot of work to do. Being an Alpha isn’t a joke, right? That’s why he’s always angry and serious,” I reasoned out, trying to defend his
“Ivan…” I muttered under my breath in disbelief. “You…okay?” he asked in a gentle voice, and he scanned my face. I could see the concern drawn in his ocean blue eyes. He even gently stroked my hair which made me stiff and stunned in my position. He should have asked that question to himself, right? I said at the back of my head due to his unusual action toward me. It made me skeptical about why the Beta of Alpha was concerned and gentle towards me. Maybe the Alpha himself ordered him to take care of me? I guess, but still, I didn’t know if it was true or not. How I wish my guess is right. I quickly move away from him and put the strands of my hair at the back of my right ear. His actions made me feel somehow uneasy. “I…I am okay,” I stuttered and got shy to look at him once again. He took a deep breath and heaved a sigh when he saw everything was fine. “B-Beta…Beta Ivan…” Our attention got caught on the scared voice coming right behind Ivan. Ivan looked in the direction o
Everyone seemed muted as we stood firm in our posts. The only sound that you could hear in the dining area was the utensils that Alpha Vincent was using while eating his food. It was already lunch, and Alpha Vincent was busy eating his steak on his plate. I couldn’t see any hint in his golden eyes if he was enjoying the food or not. His face was emotionless. My attention shifted to Clara when she approached me. I saw she was holding a glass of red wine. She handed it to me and mouthed “give it to the Alpha” without a sound. I quickly responded to her by nodding my head and taking the glass of wine from her. I took a deep breath first before silently approaching Alpha Vincent. I carefully put down the glass of wine on the table. At this moment, I was hoping at that time he would look in my direction, talk to me, or say anything—at least say “thank you”. But then, I failed since I didn’t hear a word from him. He was just focused on eating his food, minding his own business, and did
Before I finally left unconscious, I heard someone yell someone’s name.“Astrid!”If I was not mistaken, that voice was coming from Beta Ivan. But then, I was wondering who he was calling too? Who’s that girl?“Help me…” I managed to say the last word before I finally felt like I fell on the floor.****“Is she okay?”“Do not worry, Beta Ivan. The patient is out of danger. She’s exhausted, that's why she passed out. The patient needs time to rest.”I slowly opened my eyes when I heard someone having a conversation near me.As I looked at who they were, I saw Beta Ivan, standing in front of what I assumed was a doctor—based on the white laboratory coat he was wearing, and a stethoscope hanging around his neck. Maybe a pack doctor.“What time is it?” I asked. I felt like I was sleeping for a long time. I noticed I didn’t wear my slave uniform—only a patient’s gown.“Veronica!” Beta Ivan exclaimed and quickly attended to me. Concern drew on his ocean blue eyes.That look didn’t change. H
"Who is Astrid anyway?" "Uh... Uhmm..." he hummed, and it seems he was lost for words. His eyes were looking everywhere, and I could feel he was trying to avoid my gaze. I couldn't help my eyebrows form in one line at what I saw. He looked like he was panicking inside but trying to stay cool. Is he hiding something? Is that embarrassing to get revealed?"Uh..." he continued while finding the right words to say.When I saw he was pressured to answer my question, I chuckled and unconsciously patted his right shoulder. I felt bad for making him uncomfortable in this way. How dare I am to make the Beta of the Pack speechless?*Inner chuckled."Chill... It's okay. If you are not comfortable answering that, it's fine. No worries," I said and gave him an understanding smile.I was so curious about who that woman is. Why would I not? It seemed that woman was there at the scene where I passed out, and I know I heard it---I heard Beta Ivan call her name. And, the way how he called that woman