His scared love 27

Sanjh's pov

I can't believe myself that I'm doing it. I promise myself that I will not tell this to anyone but its like the time has came.

Aayansh is waiting for me to start and the start is difficult for me. Because once I started there Is no going back.

I took a deep breath to calm myself down and start telling it.

"3 years ago I join the college. That time Pakhi was in school and papa as usual out for his work, my life was perfect I dreamt that one day I will make my papa proud of me. But in the end I make him feel shame. You know I loved colours and holi was my favorite festival but not after that day. You know 1 month before holi, on my first year of college a handsome and rich boy of our college who was in senior year proposed me to be his girlfriend but I refused him. He didn't said anything about it and said he understood that I don't want to date and it's OK with him. After that on the day of holi our colle