Chapter 4

Chapter 4

Aiden 

I've always said that if you know who you are and you are comfortable with who you are and where you come from you have no reason to talk yourself and what you're capable of and that also plays an important role when you get married when you get married and make sure that you get married to someone who understands you who gets you who knows how to navigate rough seas with you already it's someone who will be there for you whenever you need them.

I was once married and the person that I was married to was Rebecca she was the perfect model life and I apparently was the perfect model husband but I've always said that there's a certain feeling that you feel when you know that you've made your person and it's the feeling of comfort surety safety and you can see yourself in them in some way they are an individual but you come together in such a way that he will individuality compliments each other and that wasn't the case with me and Rebecca.

I love Becca I still do right now but as a friend and I just regret not making the right decisions when it came to my house first love and I love some of my ex's or did I love some of my ex's truth be told I did love some of my ex's but I was feeling parts of my rooms with some of my ex's but you know when you found the right person when you want to do work and you want to hear and be a better person no need for the person that you're dating but for the people around you and the only reason I believe that Kelly has the had effect on me, as because I didn't know that; I needed her , until I knew he was the best thing I never knew I needed.

After breaking up with Rebecca it felt as if I was disappointing everybody around me our relationship was more of a relationship that was one of appearances because every time I go back home I'd have to take off the mask that I was wearing we tended to be happy but we truly weren't happy as a couple , as friends we got each other but as a couple I felt as if there was a disconnect and the disconnect was because we were just too perfect for each other. Kelly on the other hand doesn't pretend and that's what I like and love about her . If she feels uncomfortable home she leaves she pretends and if she has to go through something she goes through it. She's tough and soft when she needs to be , there has been a lot of things going on in the company that didn't sit well with her and also that didn't sit well with me he wasn't the only one subjected to doing work that you didn't sign up for and I wanted to have a system that allows people who are qualified to do what they're doing to be put in the right positions and those who need training would go into the training department.

The only reason I am accepting of the whole situation is because I have to hope and pray that the ties that I have to my father would someone help me find the person that's missing I I wanted to have a conversation with my mother after she told me about why she did what she did with regards to giving me up for adoption to her sister and letting them raise me instead of her raising me. Now that I look back I can see that she's always been there for me and she's always kept an eye on me , and I am so happy that Jethro who got her as a grandmother already because she literally raised to Jethro and if the way my son behaves has anything to go by she is doing pretty great job I just don't understand why she was doubting herself because she is perfect and she's the most loving person I know.

You are eating pastries and having some coffee when I thought of asking her why she was hard on Kelly.

" Mama need to ask you a question I know that you have done the best you could and given the situation that you had I understand why you did what you did but I need to ask you why you weren't particularly want to Kelly aside from my other girlfriends that you have met you have always been accommodating any voice been nice but when it came to Kelly, you gave her the third degree…"

" I know I did and it was for a good reason because you have a track record when it comes to women but I have to commend you on Kelly, she brought back the sun that I used to know I thought I had lost you in a world that I can get you back from and yet again you have come back to us and everybody can see that she has a good effect on you including your ex girlfriend was pregnant with your uncle's son he's not your father your father would never do that and if at any point in this conversation you want to ask about your father's family I will tell you everything you need to know. "

"He said that Jethro looked like my father when he was a baby and at some point you and my father were happy but you decided to leave him. Why did you leave him? I mean if you were happy and you had me and I missed a lot of your love why leave each other?"

" Wow I was once like you were current girlfriend has gone missing I didn't know anything about the world that your father lived in all I knew was that he came home and he was a good provider and he was a loving husband but there were days where he went missing for months on end and I don't know what is happening I don't know what was going on with him and it was stressful but when he came back I knew that he was going to work he wouldn't tell me what he did but he was with Mr Rossi most of the time. "

" Dante's father ? "

" Yes and believe it or not you and Dante have been friends for years and years and years. You guys practically grew up together but he has enough air connection and so do you. "

" My dad is part of the Mafia?"

" You are one of his four sons . He has twins and he has an older son that you were somewhere in the middle and I thought that we could make it work that he wanted to save you and the only way to save you was that I give you up for adoption so I did what was right and you do know that your uncle didn't come by his money easily , the agreement was that I was from a distance and I observe so that I know that you will always be safe and cared for. "

Aiden gave his mother a hug and she hugged him back and let go .

" Is my father still alive I want to meet him and I want to discover what it's like being a part of that side of the family if I'm ever going to be honest with the people that I love I need to be honest with who I am and what I am and who I belong to and if my father is Sophia Lord then so be it I would accept it but it was very kind of him to want me to have a normal life however I might need his expertise and the people that he has at his disposal to find the woman that I love."

" Kelly has been friends with Dante , I just hope that you being with her doesn't mess up your friendship with Dante too because she is quite a rare breed I'm starting to realise that now and if you want to be with her and if you need your father's help if you want me to introduce you to your father I will do that I will even allow you to be free and be wherever you want to be but just so you know you on the football club your father bought well the one that your uncle bought because he gave it to you and I made sure that he signed it over to you with regards to paperwork so you can sell it if you want to or do with it what you want. "

" You know it's like a challenge. I wasn't keen at first but owning something is better than owning nothing , speaking of such I need to ask my assistant what he did and what was his involvement in the accident that happened 5 days ago I just can't quite put my finger on it but it seems as if is someone is busy playing a game that I'm not aware of and once I figure out what this game is I will learn how to play it and hopefully win . "

" You know I'm always pedantic about paperwork and I like to have things go so I don't mind being your assistant unless you've got someone in mind? "

" You're already taking care of your grandson which was a job and a half and you are doing a great job at it so I don't want you to be breaking your back for me because you've done it all along and as much as I would have been angry 10 years ago I'm not angry at you I am actually thankful that what happened happened."

"Just so you should because you are as thorough as I am . You want to see your birth certificate or do you want any DNA tests to be done because I think that your birthmark and your father's birthmark would prove that you, my dear son, are indeed a Massa."

" From what you told me I've got two twin brothers who are running things but I would really love to meet my father. I mean I thought I had twin brothers because what you explained to me was that they found out that their father is a different person altogether he is part of an opposition gang."

I started clearing the table .

" By default ."

" Would it be bad for me to want to know where I come from ? "

" No it wouldn't be bad, just say the word and I will make the necessary calls. "

" This all feels new to me . "

"And I'm rediscovering how much love I have for you as my son and I hope that one day you can forgive me for what I've done but it was for the best I didn't want you to have the kind of life you for the head and everything has been okay up until now and it hurts me to know that you were going through heartbreak and I couldn't do anything about it but right now I can do something about it so if you need me to make the necessary cause I repeat I will make them."

"I don't know how Dante is going to react to me being part of a gang. I just hope that it's not an opposing gang but if you say that our fathers are friends then there shouldn't be a problem.

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