INICIAR SESIÓNISABELLA
I keep walking, the stinging heat on my cheek still painful. My chest heaves with every step. I pull out my phone again, my thumb hovering over Hardin. "Come on, babe, pick up, pick up," I mumble, my voice rough from crying. I hit the call button for the eighth time. Dialing. The line chirps. The person you are trying to reach is unavailable. Please leave a message. Straight to voicemail. Again. "Seriously? What are you doing, babe?" I sniff, wiping the new round of tears away with the back of my hand, smearing my now-useless eyeliner. "You told me to call. You knew I was going to the university. You know what they're like." The sun is absolutely scorching, beating me down on my dark clothes and making me sweat. I feel ridiculously overdressed. "I can't walk all the way to Greenville," I whisper, clutching my little backpack. "No cash. No bus fare." I shove the phone back into my bag, trying to focus on the cracked sidewalk and not the memory of my mum slapping me. It's not as if it's the first time she'll be raising her hand on me. It's just... I sniff. I have to get out of this neighbourhood. Even if it means living with Noah. Just as I'm about to try to map out which major street has a bus stop I can potentially walk to, a car, a sleek, black sports car... the kind that even looking at, feels like a crime, slides to a stop beside me, the tyres squeaking slightly on the asphalt. I jump, my heart vaulting into my throat. I instinctively clutch my backpack tighter, preparing for the worst, and my lips part. Who's in the car? And why did they stop? The driver's window hums down, revealing a face I know too well. A face that I'd rather not deal with at the moment. Of course, you know who it is. It's Noah Hakwins. My lashes lift as I stare at him, a frown forming on my face. He's leaning back casually, one arm resting on the door frame, looking every bit my nemesis. "Get in, Drama Queen," he drawls, his voice low and utterly bored, like stopping for me is a minor inconvenience he's reluctantly fulfilling. Well, newsflash... I didn't ask for help. And I'm sure as hell not accepting his help. I huff, crossing my arms over my chest. "Don't even start with me, Noah." He raises a perfectly sculpted eyebrow, a slow, annoying smirk forming. "Oh, I already started. Stop sulking and get in. You look like you're about to melt into the pavement, and I won't have that." Wait... he thinks I'm sulking? "I'm not sulking," I insist, but I can feel the truth of my observation. The heat on my face isn't just the sun. It's the flush of residual anger and the sting from my mum's slap. My eyes feel puffy and watery. "Yeah?" he says, his gaze dropping momentarily before flicking back up. "The pout? The flush is there, and your eyes are all watery. Looks like sulking to me." I sigh softly. "Noah, stop. I'm not in the mood." "In the mood for what, Minnie?" His smile widens slightly. He's definitely doing that on purpose. "No... that's not..." I stammer, scrambling to rephrase. "I just mean I'm having a really awful day, and I don't need your commentary." "Of course. I understand," he says, and for a second his fake ass empathy sounds genuine. Then the smirk returns. "Where is Hardin? He hasn't replied to any of my texts, he hasn't even answered my call, and I..." I trail off. Noah snorts. "Trouble in paradise, huh? Are you really asking me about your boyfriend right now?" "Noah, please," I plead. I needed a ride and he was the only option. "I don't know," he admits, his tone flat. "But don't you think you're forgetting something?" I raise a questioning eyebrow. "What?" "You seriously don't think you're forgetting to tell me anything," he repeats, leaning forward just enough to make his tattooed forearm visible on the steering wheel. "Like what?" I demand, because I don't know what he's waiting to hear from me. He tilts his head, his eyes holding mine. "Like I didn't tell your boyfriend that I won't take rent from you." My jaw drops. "No rent? But... it was quarter rent. And you agreed to some ground rules, which by the way sounded too good to be true." "That's what your boyfriend said?" he asks. "What do you mean by that?" "Nothing," he says simply, waving a hand dismissively. "It will all make more sense eventually." He pauses his gaze sweeping over my entire distressed and sweaty form. "Now, get in. I'm not running a taxi service for sulking little girls but..." He smiles, his tongue sweeping over his teeth for a short while. I stare at him. This is exactly what I mean about him being impossible. He offers me a ride, then immediately says something to provoke me. "I am not getting in," He sighs, like I'm the most bothersome creature on earth, when it's clearly him. It has always been him. "Look, Minnie. You’re melting. You have nowhere to go but Greenville. And you just admitted your boyfriend, who was supposed to be running you around today, is AWOL. Either the easy way, where you gracefully accept the ride, or the hard way." "The hard way?" I scoff. "And what, pray tell, is the hard way, Noah?" He just laughs... "And the hard way is this." Before I can even register his intention, he pushes his door open and is out of the car. He's tall, impossibly broad, and moves stealthily. I back up a step, my eyes wide. "What are you doing? Don't even think about it!" I warn, clutching my tiny backpack strap so hard my knuckles turn white. "You need to get to the university, and I need to stop wasting time watching you have an existential crisis in the middle of a major road," he says, reaching for me. I try to pivot and run, but he's too fast. One large, strong hand clamps around my arm, the other easily scooping me up by the waist. I'm suddenly suspended in the air, tossed effortlessly over his shoulder like a sack of groceries. "Put me down, you arrogant bastard!" I shriek, kicking wildly. My short skirt is definitely riding up, and I'm mortified and furious. "I hate you! You absolute moron! This is kidnapping! You cannot just manhandle me!" "Keep shouting. See if anyone stops for a screaming girl being helped into a nice car by a guy who clearly knows her," Noah mutters against his shoulder, completely unruffled by my struggling. He tightens his grip, making my breath hitch. "I hope you crash this stupid car! I hope you get a ticket! I hope you get arrested for assault!" I curse, beating against his muscular back with my free hand. It's like hitting a brick wall. He reaches the passenger side of the sleek car, pulls the door open with a single jerk, and then unceremoniously dumps me into the leather seat. I land with a breathless oomph, scrambling backwards against the door. He doesn't give me a chance to escape. He slams the door shut, and then he's back in his own seat, buckling up. "See? Easy way," he says, pulling out into traffic as if nothing had happened. I sit bolt upright, glaring daggers at his profile. "That was not the easy way! That was you being a jerk. I am going to tell Hardin..." "Go ahead," he cuts in, eyes focused on the road. "Is Hardin going to lecture me on the importance of manners again? It's so cute how he thinks his rules apply to anything that matters. Right now, you’re in my car, and I’m taking you where you need to go. And just for the record, Drama Queen, your curses are weak. Try harder." "I hope your favourite jersey shrinks in the wash and your beer turns flat!" I say, instantly regretting the childishness of the threats. He just smirks. "Better. That's all you got?"ISABELLA"I'm not arguing. I just... worry about you. We all worry about you. Ever since he left, you haven't been the same, and you know it. You keep hiding the way you truly feel behind little things. You enjoy the little happiness that comes from small things. We are worried about you, Bella.""You don't worry about people who are fine."Chloe finally turns, running a hand through her hair. "Fine. I'm sorry. I'm sorry for saying it like that. And for worrying about my best friend."I watch her closely. "That will work." I smile reluctantly. Mostly because I do not have the sheer strength to argue. Or to be taught. Or to be lectured about what I already know. I don't need any of that."Yeah. Where is she going?" She nods to Nadia who has toddled over to the couch, attempting to climb it. She lets out a little grunt when she slips, then she tries again. I move to her, lifting her easily and settling her on the cushion. "There my love," I murmur, as she beams at me. Chloe rolls her
Three Years Later.ISABELLAI'm staring at the fresh ink on my thigh, with a content smile on my face. It's an infinity symbol. Very small, compared to the ink I've got on my back. I wonder what Derek will say when he sees this one. He always has something to say.My hair, now longer and darker than it was at nineteen, falls forward, shielding my face as I lean down to inspect the work. At twenty-two, my face has lost its soft roundness. All I can see when I look at the mirror are sharp edges and distant eyes.Suddenly, a pair of hands clap onto the shoulder. "Boo!"I jump, looking up to see Chloe's grinning face. In her arms is a toddler with curls and chubby cheeks. I grin at Nadia. She looks so much like her mother even at two. Yes. Nadia is Chloe and Leo's daughter. Those two really went all in when they had this little girl. "Got you," Chloe says."You are the worst," She steps forward, drops Nadia on the floor and wraps one arm around me carefully. "You look good, bestie." She
ISABELLAThe sunlight filtering through the gaps in the curtains is too bright, and for the first time in weeks, I don't want to hide from it. I stretch out across the sheets. My body feels heavy, but in a good way... relaxed, cherished, aglow. Last night was fun, hot and definitely going to be repetitive. I smile, reaching out a hand to the other side of the bed, expecting to feel his heat. Empty. The sheets are cold.I sit up, pushing my hair out of my face with a small smile. Of course, he's probably in the kitchen, I think. Noah's little gestures are what make him a better man. I groan, sliding out of bed and grabbing one of his discarded flannels from the floor and slipping it on. It swallows me whole.I head to the bathroom first, humming under my breath. After brushing my teeth and worrying about my bleeding gums, I turn the shower on, letting the steam fill the room as I catch my reflection in the mirror. My lips are slightly swollen, and there’s a faint bruise on my collarb
NOAHI love her. I love her enough to leave. I love her enough to let her hate me as long as she keeps her scholarship and her dreams. I can't choose myself. I've never been worth choosing anyway. The bourbon in my hand hasn't done its job. It was supposed to numb the image of Kol's smug face. It did nothing. I still see him pointing at me and jeering."I’m a fucking coward," I whisper, closing my eyes."Noah?"I force my eyes open. Is she really standing there? Or are my eyes deceiving me? Or... maybe it's the alcohol. "Are you kidding me?" Oh shit. It's her. It's fucking her! She starts moving toward me. "Do you have any idea what time it is? I’ve been calling you! Giovanni didn't know where you were, and I’ve been walking around like a crazy person looking for you!"She reaches me and grabs my arm, hauling me upward with more strength than I expected. "You’re wasted! Do you smell yourself?"I let her pull me. This is it. I should tell her. But my mouth doesn't open and I all I d
NOAHI've always known that my brother is a coward. But then... I didn't know that his cowardliness surpassed all understanding. I didn't know that he was tethering. Any moment from now, he'd be falling into a pit he dug for himself. Sure enough, I didn't call her. I'd been running around, seeing staff, trying to placate the higher-ups who would take a bribe, just so Isabella's dorm room could remain dormant. I mean, she can't leave my apartment. Not now. Not ever. And if it means paying double or triple for that empty dorm room in the stupid fucking fancy hostel, I will. But then what's his excuse? What reason does he have? I think of all he could possibly use and everything is useless. It makes me even wonder. The Hardin I used to know would never do such a thing. He was reckless and a fake but then... he didn't play about his girl. He adored her. I used to think he was a better option for her. Until he was not.I run a hand through my hair, shaking it a little as I kill the engin
ISABELLAGiovanni is sitting on one of the grey couches as I enter, my duffel bag in my hand. The straps are fucking digging into my palm, and my fingers are already sore from gripping them. I stare around the place, breathing in the familiar calming scent."Hey," He says, raising a hand. "Hi," I tell him, forcing my feet to move as I walk inside fully. "Is... Noah home?" He shrugs, before smiling that annoying smile he always gives. "Don't know. Go check." "Gio..." I don't have the time for this. I inhale, narrowing my eyes. "Is he home?""Yes. Can't you take a joke?" He frowns, leaning back on the couch he's on. "He's in his room."I don't wait to hear the rest of this commentary on my mood. It's a sour one, thanks to my mom. When I get inside my room, I drop the duffel on the floor and throw the curtains open, letting the sunlight flood in. I just stand there for a second, staring around.Then I grab my phone.I stare at the screen. I don’t even know what I’m waiting for. A not







