LOGINISABELLA
I keep walking, the stinging heat on my cheek still painful. My chest heaves with every step. I pull out my phone again, my thumb hovering over Hardin. "Come on, babe, pick up, pick up," I mumble, my voice rough from crying. I hit the call button for the eighth time. Dialing. The line chirps. The person you are trying to reach is unavailable. Please leave a message. Straight to voicemail. Again. "Seriously? What are you doing, babe?" I sniff, wiping the new round of tears away with the back of my hand, smearing my now-useless eyeliner. "You told me to call. You knew I was going to the university. You know what they're like." The sun is absolutely scorching, beating me down on my dark clothes and making me sweat. I feel ridiculously overdressed. "I can't walk all the way to Greenville," I whisper, clutching my little backpack. "No cash. No bus fare." I shove the phone back into my bag, trying to focus on the cracked sidewalk and not the memory of my mum slapping me. It's not as if it's the first time she'll be raising her hand on me. It's just... I sniff. I have to get out of this neighbourhood. Even if it means living with Noah. Just as I'm about to try to map out which major street has a bus stop I can potentially walk to, a car, a sleek, black sports car... the kind that even looking at, feels like a crime, slides to a stop beside me, the tyres squeaking slightly on the asphalt. I jump, my heart vaulting into my throat. I instinctively clutch my backpack tighter, preparing for the worst, and my lips part. Who's in the car? And why did they stop? The driver's window hums down, revealing a face I know too well. A face that I'd rather not deal with at the moment. Of course, you know who it is. It's Noah Hakwins. My lashes lift as I stare at him, a frown forming on my face. He's leaning back casually, one arm resting on the door frame, looking every bit my nemesis. "Get in, Drama Queen," he drawls, his voice low and utterly bored, like stopping for me is a minor inconvenience he's reluctantly fulfilling. Well, newsflash... I didn't ask for help. And I'm sure as hell not accepting his help. I huff, crossing my arms over my chest. "Don't even start with me, Noah." He raises a perfectly sculpted eyebrow, a slow, annoying smirk forming. "Oh, I already started. Stop sulking and get in. You look like you're about to melt into the pavement, and I won't have that." Wait... he thinks I'm sulking? "I'm not sulking," I insist, but I can feel the truth of my observation. The heat on my face isn't just the sun. It's the flush of residual anger and the sting from my mum's slap. My eyes feel puffy and watery. "Yeah?" he says, his gaze dropping momentarily before flicking back up. "The pout? The flush is there, and your eyes are all watery. Looks like sulking to me." I sigh softly. "Noah, stop. I'm not in the mood." "In the mood for what, Minnie?" His smile widens slightly. He's definitely doing that on purpose. "No... that's not..." I stammer, scrambling to rephrase. "I just mean I'm having a really awful day, and I don't need your commentary." "Of course. I understand," he says, and for a second his fake ass empathy sounds genuine. Then the smirk returns. "Where is Hardin? He hasn't replied to any of my texts, he hasn't even answered my call, and I..." I trail off. Noah snorts. "Trouble in paradise, huh? Are you really asking me about your boyfriend right now?" "Noah, please," I plead. I needed a ride and he was the only option. "I don't know," he admits, his tone flat. "But don't you think you're forgetting something?" I raise a questioning eyebrow. "What?" "You seriously don't think you're forgetting to tell me anything," he repeats, leaning forward just enough to make his tattooed forearm visible on the steering wheel. "Like what?" I demand, because I don't know what he's waiting to hear from me. He tilts his head, his eyes holding mine. "Like I didn't tell your boyfriend that I won't take rent from you." My jaw drops. "No rent? But... it was quarter rent. And you agreed to some ground rules, which by the way sounded too good to be true." "That's what your boyfriend said?" he asks. "What do you mean by that?" "Nothing," he says simply, waving a hand dismissively. "It will all make more sense eventually." He pauses his gaze sweeping over my entire distressed and sweaty form. "Now, get in. I'm not running a taxi service for sulking little girls but..." He smiles, his tongue sweeping over his teeth for a short while. I stare at him. This is exactly what I mean about him being impossible. He offers me a ride, then immediately says something to provoke me. "I am not getting in," He sighs, like I'm the most bothersome creature on earth, when it's clearly him. It has always been him. "Look, Minnie. You’re melting. You have nowhere to go but Greenville. And you just admitted your boyfriend, who was supposed to be running you around today, is AWOL. Either the easy way, where you gracefully accept the ride, or the hard way." "The hard way?" I scoff. "And what, pray tell, is the hard way, Noah?" He just laughs... "And the hard way is this." Before I can even register his intention, he pushes his door open and is out of the car. He's tall, impossibly broad, and moves stealthily. I back up a step, my eyes wide. "What are you doing? Don't even think about it!" I warn, clutching my tiny backpack strap so hard my knuckles turn white. "You need to get to the university, and I need to stop wasting time watching you have an existential crisis in the middle of a major road," he says, reaching for me. I try to pivot and run, but he's too fast. One large, strong hand clamps around my arm, the other easily scooping me up by the waist. I'm suddenly suspended in the air, tossed effortlessly over his shoulder like a sack of groceries. "Put me down, you arrogant bastard!" I shriek, kicking wildly. My short skirt is definitely riding up, and I'm mortified and furious. "I hate you! You absolute moron! This is kidnapping! You cannot just manhandle me!" "Keep shouting. See if anyone stops for a screaming girl being helped into a nice car by a guy who clearly knows her," Noah mutters against his shoulder, completely unruffled by my struggling. He tightens his grip, making my breath hitch. "I hope you crash this stupid car! I hope you get a ticket! I hope you get arrested for assault!" I curse, beating against his muscular back with my free hand. It's like hitting a brick wall. He reaches the passenger side of the sleek car, pulls the door open with a single jerk, and then unceremoniously dumps me into the leather seat. I land with a breathless oomph, scrambling backwards against the door. He doesn't give me a chance to escape. He slams the door shut, and then he's back in his own seat, buckling up. "See? Easy way," he says, pulling out into traffic as if nothing had happened. I sit bolt upright, glaring daggers at his profile. "That was not the easy way! That was you being a jerk. I am going to tell Hardin..." "Go ahead," he cuts in, eyes focused on the road. "Is Hardin going to lecture me on the importance of manners again? It's so cute how he thinks his rules apply to anything that matters. Right now, you’re in my car, and I’m taking you where you need to go. And just for the record, Drama Queen, your curses are weak. Try harder." "I hope your favourite jersey shrinks in the wash and your beer turns flat!" I say, instantly regretting the childishness of the threats. He just smirks. "Better. That's all you got?"ISABELLAHe's fine. Ethan is fine. At least he's playing with his sister and there's no tears now. No blood. I can finally breathe now. Harriet isn't mad at me like I initially thought she'd be. But... I'm still quiet. She looked so scared. And I think she has every right to be angry. Only, she isn't. "Noah is here." Madelyn tells me softly and I nod. It takes few minutes before he enters the room. He stops when he's next to me, giving me a concerned look. "What happened?"I just shake my head, because I don't know how to react. What to say. I've washed away the blood on my hand. Madelyn asked me to wash my shirt and I did try. But the blood is still there."Minnie, talk to me." He says, kneeling in front of me and taking my hands in his. "Can we just... go home?" I mutter and he nods immediately, helping me stand while Madelyn picks my bag. The car ride is silent. Noah doesn't push. I'm sure he must have an idea of everything that happened. He just wants to hear it from me. He k
ISABELLANow I just think that I should have stayed at home and not go anywhere. If I had... then... then... I sniff and shut my eyes.The ambulance arrives before Madelyn does. The sirens are distant at first. Then closer. Then right outside the house. Everything after that moves too fast and too slow at the same time.I know when the paramedics rush in. They take over immediately, their hands replacing mine. One of them gently but quickly peels back the blood-soaked cloth.“That’s good pressure,” he says. “You did the right thing.”I don’t feel like I did.They wrap Ethan’s head in thick gauze, checking his pupils with a tiny light. He whimpers weakly but he’s still awake.“Stay with us, buddy,” the paramedic murmurs.When Madelyn arrives, she hugs me tightly and I think I really need the hug. At least it makes my sniffing stop. When she pulls away, her eyes take in the blood on the rug, on me, on everything... but she doesn’t hesitate.She goes straight to Eliana, lifting her from
ISABELLAMy hands are so slippery with blood that I can barely grip him.“Stay with me,” I whisper, my voice breaking into pieces. “Please… please…”He lets out a weak, broken cry.I don’t even remember moving, but somehow I’m kneeling on the nursery rug with him cradled against my chest. Eliana is still screaming in the crib, her tiny fingers white from gripping the rails.My brain finally tells me what to do.Phone.I need my phone.I lower Ethan carefully onto the rug for half a second, ripping my hands away only long enough to dig into the back pocket of my jeans.It’s there.Thank God.My fingers are shaking so badly I can barely unlock it. The screen blurs through tears.Harriet.I press call.It rings.And rings.And rings.“Pick up,” I sob. “Please pick up.”Voicemail.No.No, no, no.I hang up and call again immediately.Straight to voicemail.My heart feels like it’s collapsing in on itself.I switch contacts.Noah.He’ll answer.He has to.It rings longer this time.Each se
ISABELLAThe playroom looks like a toy store exploded and left its contents in here. Honestly, I don't know what to say. I'm speechless. Not even Nadia has this many toys. Blocks everywhere. There's a pink dollhouse tipped on its side. One sticky-looking crayon is melting into the little white rug.I glance around and spot Ethan halfway up a low bookshelf. Already? Absolutely not. I walk forward and scowl at the grin he gives me. "Eli?" I say, walking further into the room. She’s seated perfectly cross-legged on a tiny velvet chair, watching him. “Bella,” she says calmly.Wow. I don't know how she knows my name. Or why she's this excited to see me? “Yes, hi, that’s me,” I murmur, scooping Ethan off the shelf before he can attempt the final summit.A few minutes later I have them both on the rug. Eliana tucked under my arm while I read a picture book about farm animals. Ethan keeps poking the cow and shouting, “Moooo,” at volumes that would wake the dead.But slowly… gradually… th
ISABELLAMadelyn is sprawled across the living room couch like she owns the place.One leg tucked under her, a large ceramic bowl of popcorn balanced on her stomach. The TV is on low, some reality show flashing dramatic subtitles across the screen. She doesn’t look up when I step into the room.Noah left hours ago. The house feels quieter without him. Too quiet.“Hey,” I say.She glances at me briefly, tossing a piece of popcorn into her mouth. “Hey.”I grab my bag from the console table. “I’m going out.”“Okay.”There’s no tone. No smirk. No cryptic comment. Just… okay.I hesitate for half a second. “Will you be okay?”She finally looks at me properly.There’s something unreadable in her eyes. Not mean. Not amused. Just observant.“Yeah,” she says. “I’ll survive.”I nod slowly. “Alright.”She lifts the popcorn bowl slightly in a mock toast. “Have fun.”I don’t know why that feels loaded... but it does.I step outside anyway.The air is warm. The sun is higher than I expected. I’m hal
ISABELLAThe door swings open without warning.I jerk so hard I nearly fall off the bed.Noah stands there, one foot still in the hallway, balancing a large wooden tray in his hands. Steam curls up from small bowls and plates. There’s grilled shrimp glazed in something golden, sliced mango and dragon fruit, flatbread folded beside a dish of creamy sauce, and something that smells citrusy and spicy all at once.He blinks at me.I blink at him.Slowly, a grin pulls at his mouth. “Should I be concerned that you look like you just got caught burying a body?”I swallow, pressing a hand to my chest. “You scared me.”“That was not a scare reaction.” He steps inside and nudges the door shut with his foot. “That was a ‘my secret lover just escaped through the window’ reaction.”Despite myself, I smile.He walks toward the bed and sets the tray carefully on the dresser instead of the nightstand, like he’s afraid I might knock it over in my current jumpy state.“What?” he asks, tilting his head.







