When 17-year-old omega, Robin Douglass falls discovers the true reason her pack went to war with the vampires, she must decide what to do with that knowledge. Give her loyalties to her mate, the alpha’s son, and the pack that treated her like she was nothing, or to the vampire master who showed her who she really was and helped her power grow. Before she or her heart can choose, the alpha is determined to keep events of the past war hidden, even if it means starting another war.
View More“When you find yourself in a hole, stop digging and try filling it instead” stared at me in big blocky white letters. I stared at the motivation quote with the backdrop of an early morning beach of some crystalline blue ocean and wondered why I thought tacking that up in my locker was a good idea. I wasn’t even sure it made sense. “Robin Douglass, you are an idiot,” I whispered as I shook my head. That would explain why I’d think tacking up some silly quote would somehow change the insignificance and dullness of my life.
I put the text books I didn’t need into my locker, hiding most of the idiotic quote from my sight. Just as I closed my locker, I heard a familiar voice. I looked up and my heart raced, just like the first time I saw Shaun Hunter back in kindergarten.
He was everything an alpha could ever hope for in a son. With his matching chocolate brown eyes and hair, tall but not too tall, strong, but not overly muscular, Shawn was the definition of hot. On top of all that, he was the nicest, friendliest guy you’d ever meet. Shaun was always the first to help anyone in need and made friends wherever he went.That’s how we became friends. It was the first week of kindergarten and I’d just lost my parents, and little five-year-old me would frequently burst into tears during class. All the other kids avoided me, but not Shaun.Unlike the others, he’d comfort me or make me laugh. He seemed to know innately which I needed most. We became friends after that, and it should be no surprise that by the time I was ten or eleven, I had the biggest crush on him. Of course, I’d never tell him that. He was the son of an alpha and my parents, while they died in the alpha’s war against the vampires, were simple omegas.It was that difference in status that caused our friendship to fizzle during middle school. The ever popular alpha’s son no longer had time for the social outcast that was the omega’s daughter. I don’t blame him. It’s the way of the pack. I just wish I didn’t like him as much as I did. I wish I didn’t hold my breath every time I was in the same room, hoping he’d notice me again and most of all, I wish my heart didn’t crack every time he didn’t. “God, can you get any more pathetic?”The condescending voice tore my attention away from Shaun and to my cousin. She stood in front of me, her expression matching the nastiness of her tone, but I didn’t miss the cruel enjoyment in her blue eyes.“Alisha,” I said flatly, adjusting my backpack. “Seriously, though,” Alisha said, a small, sly grin on her face. “You realize how lame you are, right? Shaun would never waste his time on someone like you.” She tucked a piece of her dirty blonde hair behind her ear. She’d dyed it a pale blonde color, but didn’t do it right, so it looked more dirty blonde. I thought it looked cheap, but her friends raved about how cute it was. Anger, irritation raced through me, but I knew better to say anything, so instead I stepped to the side to move around her. She moved with me, staying in front of me. “You do realize how lame you are? Right?” Alisha insisted, her grin turning into a smirk.My heart sped, and I narrowed my eyes at her. “Yeah, Alisha, I do. Do you?”Her brow furrowed. “What?”“Do you realize how lame you are?” I said, crossing my arms under my chest. “I mean, I get Shaun will never waste a second on me, but you?” With a scoff, I went in for the kill. “All that…” I waved my hand over her. “All the ‘hey Shaun, how you doing, Shaun’ and he still doesn’t even know your name or asked you how you’re doing back. So tell me, Alisha, do you realize how lame you are?” I knew it was a mistake as soon as I started talking, but I couldn’t help myself. Anger replaced her shock as her face twisted. “How dare you! How dare you talk about me like that after you live in my house out of the pity of my mother, even after your parents got my dad killed? So how dare you?”My anger grew. She didn’t know that. No one knew how my parents or my uncle died, only that they died near the end of the war. It wasn’t fair to him or to me that my aunt or her spawn of evil blamed him. I worked my jaw as I stared at her. In my mind, I pulled back my first and hit her right in that stupid button nose of hers, shutting her up for good. My fingers curled in a fist, but I took a deep breath. I shoved the desire to punch my cousin down into the pit of my being before I exhaled and shook my head. “Yeah, so I’ve been told.” This time when I moved around her, Alisha didn’t try to stop me, but I felt her glare on the back of my neck. I was going to pay to call her lame. As soon as she got home, she was going to go run crying to Aunt Lauren. Of course, my aunt wouldn’t even ask me about it and instead go straight to the lecture and probably the grounding part. I rolled my eyes and walked outside. The cool bite of fall made me shiver, but the air was fresh and clean and I felt a small weight lift from my shoulders. Remembering I was waiting for an email about a job application, I unlocked my phone and checked my email. My heart jumped as I saw the new email from the small general store chain. I opened it and read through it quickly. My stomach sank as if I’d eaten a tone of rocks.Thank you for your interest in working with us, but at this time all positions have been filled. We’ll keep your resume on file…My head dropped back against my shoulders as I let out a growl! Damn it! I shoved my phone back into my pocket. This wasn’t fucking fair! No one wanted to hire me because I didn’t have experience, but how the hell was I going to get experience if I didn’t work? Not every seventeen-year-old out there has been working since fifteen or sixteen. This wasn’t fair! I started walking toward the woods. No way was I going home now. I couldn’t deal with my family right now.What was I going to do?This was a small town and there weren’t a lot of options. I’d already applied to every store or fast-food joint in town that was in our pack’s territory or neutral ground. No way could I go to a vampire controlled part of town. That was just asking for trouble, and that was the last thing I needed.What was I going to do? I had to get out of here. Staying in this town with this pack… I couldn’t… I couldn’t live my entire life like an unwanted outcast. My mind raced, trying to think of what I could do as I walked into the small cropping of woods just north of my aunt’s house. With a sigh, I looked up into the trees, my fingers running across the rough bark of the trees. The smell of earth and pine helped ease some of the darkness of my emotions. I closed my eyes and took a deep breath when suddenly my next step met nothing but air.WHAT?With a gasp, I fell forward. Too shocked to scream, I plummeted like a stone. My breath gushed out of me in a grunt as I hit the damp bottom. Great. Perfect. Now, this was a typical perfect day for me. The dull throb of pain and shock rendered me paralyzed, so I stared at the earthen wall for a good thirty seconds. I blinked a few times as the pain over took the shock and I groaned. I looked around me and up at the top of what was a ten-foot hole. With another groan, I checked myself for injuries. No injuries, but I felt my backside caked with mud. My aunt was going to give me hell for that one if I lived long enough to get home.This hole wasn’t just some kind of sinkhole or anything like that. This was a hunter’s trap and just not any kind of hunter, but a fanatical hunter.Hunters were humans who sought to protect humans from the supernatural and fell into two groups. The guardians who hunted the crazed and murderous supernaturals. Someone like me had nothing to fear from the guardians. Like how actual witches didn’t need to worry about being burned at the stake and all that, but being tied to one was still freaking annoying.Staying true to my luck, this hole belonged to the second kind of hunters — Fanatical hunters. They were nothing more than cults that preyed on us supernaturals to fuel their manic beliefs. They enjoyed things like lynching and torture.
If I wanted to live to see my eighteenth birthday, I had to get out of this stupid hole now!I could tell Shaun had all kinds of questions, but he didn’t ask a single one of them. Instead, he held on to my hand as he drove through the town. He parked the car in a small park on top of a large hill. From nearly every angle of the park, we got a spectacular view of the town. “So what’s this abut the pack bonds,” Shaun asked as we took a seat at a picnic table. “I can see them now.” Taking in the view, I took a moment before answering. “I didn’t before, but last night after I shifted, I could see them.” For a moment, I thought about telling him about the poor state that they were in, but I waited and gauge his reaction. His brow furrowed, and he mussed his hair as he thought. “I’ve never heard of anything like that. Are you sure the vampire didn’t do something to you?”I leveled him with a ‘really?’ glare. “What could he have done? Vampires have no power over our abilities. Despite they can use their vampiric persuasion on us, they can’t force us to shift or not to shift. It’s
Why would the alpha hate me so much if he didn’t even know who I was? I didn’t have a clue, and I didn’t think I’d get one tonight. The alpha was too busy demanding Shaun go with him to join the full moon run. I expected the alpha wouldn’t know who I was or perhaps give me a second thought if he did. I was the bottom rung of the pack hierarchy, but his emotions were intense; like he had a reason to hate me. “Understood, Dad,” Shaun said, then turned to me. “Hope you have a good run tonight and stay close to pack.”His dad looked confused, but I got what he meant. Stay away from vampires. “Right, of course,” I told him with a nod.“Let’s go,” his dad demanded and got back into the carShaun mouthed one last ‘bye’ before joining his father. I watched the car drive off, the question of why still bouncing around in my head. “You need to be careful around him,” Alec said, making me jump.I turned to find him standing right next to me. “What are you doing here? The alpha was just here. He
“Don’t do something you’ll regret,” Alec told Shaun as he took a step towards him.“You don’t scare me, vampire,” Shaun said in a growl and took another step. Violence sparked off both of them. This was going to end badly. I jumped in between them, holding my hands out to my sides to keep them from getting closer to each other. “Hey, hey, hey,” I said, pressing my hand into each of their chests. “We’re not doing this. Not tonight. I can’t deal with this tonight. Okay?” They both glared at each other, but each took a step back. “Alec, can I take a rain check on that coffee?” I asked once the level of violence radiating off them decreased. Alec looked away from Shaun to me. “Of course, but you have my number if you need it. Don’t forget who you are,” he said before disappearing or, at least, it looked like he disappeared. Shaun growled again. “Why do you have his number?” His anger made me wince as it grated across my skin. “Can you stop?” I asked him and realized my tone was angry
“A vampire,” my aunt exclaimed, then looked at me and I caught a sense of betrayal. “You’re consorting with them… I… I got to tell the alpha!”“I… I got to tell the alpha,” Aunt Lauren said, her eyes wide. She turned to rush into the house, but only took a step before stopping. In a blink of an eye, Alec was in front of her. She gasped, jerking back, but when she met his eyes, my aunt relaxed and didn’t move. Aunt Lauren only just stared back at him.“What did—” I started, but he held up his hand.“You didn’t see a vampire here tonight,” Alec told my aunt. “Robin came home like she does every day. Now, go inside and spend your evening as you do.” Aunt Lauren nodded and walked into the house. I watched her until the front door closed. My stomach twisted into knots. “What did you do?”“I persuaded her to forget,” he said, walking over to stand next to me. “Neither of us wants the alpha knowing about our meetings.”“I see, and that’s it. You did nothing else?”Alec gave me a flat, almost
As soon as I walked into the school, I could feel it. Stress and tension. It filled the halls and made it hard for me to breathe. If I didn’t know the full moon was tomorrow, I would’ve known just from that alone. With the full moon so close, our wolves were at unease and eager to be let loose and feel the moonlight on their skin. The fact there wasn’t yet any moon light to feel didn’t seem to matter to them. So naturally, everyone was cranky and on edge. With a slow breath, I started walking to my locker. As I waded into the crowd, the emotions washed over me. They grated on my skin like a cheese grater and pushed down on me like a ton of weights. After a moment, I slumped forward, wincing at every aggravated comment as it sent a wave of tearing emotions into me. Okay. So this wasn’t so cool. How was I going to get through the day like this? I forced myself to take a deep breath and stand up when I reached my locker. There had to be a way I could put up some walls or something. I
I leaned against the wall where my headboard would go if I had one, half watching a series on my laptop and half bored. At least the rain stopped, I thought as I glanced out my window. Just as another episode started, my phone lit up with a text. Weird. No one texts me. When I grabbed it, a smile broke out across my face. Shaun. How did he even get my number? Though, if I was honest, I didn’t care. He was asking me to meet up with him for lunch. I texted him back asking where to meet him and then tried to decide what to wear. I wanted to look good, yet did not seem like I was trying to look good. Once I was getting near the twenty-minute mark, I decided to dress in a muted rose t-shirt with jeans and black converse. I also brought my black hoodie in case the temperature dropped with all this humidity. Once I was ready, I read his reply, then re-read it. He wanted me to bring the pieces of the book with me. Why should I bring the book with me? Guess I’d have to wait and find out. Wit
My plans for Saturday were to spend most of the day with Shaun, tell him about my abilities and what Alec was teaching me, but he texted me in the morning that between his dad and practice, he was going to be busy all day. So instead, I spent the day studying until it was time to meet up with Alec. It was a dark late afternoon, thanks to the thick clouds and the rain it dropped over the town. I huddled under my umbrella as I walked down the street toward the woods. Dreading the muddy mess I was going to be when I reached our meeting spot, I didn’t notice the car until Alec’s voice cut through the noise of the rain. Never in my life had I ever been so happy to see a car before in my life. I got in, then cringed as water dripped onto the seats. “Sorry.”“Didn’t I tell you to stop apologizing?” Alec said with a small shake of his head.“But your car—”“Is just a car,” he said and nodded to the driver. “I heard about your altercation with some vampires during your visit to my home. I pro
I dropped onto my bed and let my head fall back. Shaun’s ‘I guess so’ kept replaying over and over in my mind. It hurt to hear him say that, because I knew how my cousin thought and she’d think that was him saying okay to a semi-date.My more rational side tried to assure me that Shaun didn’t mean it like that. I wasn’t in the mood to listen to my rational side at the moment. However, I wasn’t in the mood to go over and over everything Shaun said, either. Needing a distraction, I pulled out my English book to get started on homework. I’d just finished the first half of the assignment when there was a knock on the window. When I looked up, Shaun waved at me. What was he doing there? I set aside my text book and opened the window. “What are you doing here?”“Wanted to check up on you,” he said, crawling through the window into my room. “You seemed upset when you left.”“Because I was,” I admitted and sat back down on my bed. “Alisha was flirting with you and you did nothing.”“Of course
The humidity hit me in the face like a boxer’s right hook as soon as I left school. It was yet another gray day threatening rain. Hell, with the amount of humidity already in the air, it might as well have been raining, anyway. I walked a few feet from the door and nervously waited for Shaun.I didn’t want to break my promise to him and I knew it was going to make him upset, but I needed to learn more about what I could do and the only one who around here who seemed capable of teaching me was Alec. Though the question was how to explain that to Shaun. I wasn’t sure I was ready to tell him about of this yet. It was bad enough that the pack looked down on me because of whatever my father had done in the war and, of course, I was an omega. I didn’t want to give people more reasons to hate me.Five minutes passed, and I had seen no signs of Shaun. With a sigh, I started the walk home by myself. I turned and crossed the parking lot when he came jogging up next to me. “Hey, you weren’t thin
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