MasukAfter four years of enduring humiliation as the barren Luna of her pack, Bella thought the pain couldn’t get any worse… until she walked into her husband’s chamber on their anniversary and found Alpha Lucian in bed with the twin sisters he had brought home from war. His cruel confession shattered what remained of her heart. They were his mates now. And Bella? She was nothing more than a mistake he was tired of keeping. Broken and betrayed, Bella fled into the night, desperate to escape the whispers, pity, and rejection that had poisoned her life for years. But fate had other plans when she crossed paths with the most feared Alpha alive—Alpha Xander Marco, the ruthless king known for spilling blood without mercy and crushing anyone who dared trespass into his territory. Cold. Dangerous. Untouchable. One reckless night in his arms changed everything. By morning, Bella vanished into the human world, determined to start over and bury the memory of the brutal Alpha she could never forget. But months later, during a job interview, her world came crashing down again when she came face-to-face with Xander himself. And this time, her wolf recognized him instantly. Mate. Her second-chance mate. The father of the child growing inside her. But destiny is never that simple. Xander wants nothing to do with mates or love, haunted by demons from his past. And before Bella can reveal the truth, tragedy strikes—an accident steals his memories, erasing every trace of her from his mind. Now Bella is trapped between a cruel past that refuses to let her go and a future tied to a man who no longer remembers her… while enemies, secrets, and betrayal threaten to destroy them both.
Lihat lebih banyakBella's POV
My entire body ached as I dragged my feet through the long hallway leading to my husband's chamber. Alpha Lucian. My hands trembled around the flowers I had picked myself from the garden earlier that morning. Their sweet scent mixed painfully with the smell of sweat still clinging to my skin after hours of work.
The pack house buzzed with life tonight because of the visiting guests, yet none of them cared that their Luna had spent the entire day serving tables, organizing rooms, and helping the kitchen omegas until my back nearly snapped in half.
I swallowed the lump in my throat and forced myself to keep walking.
Maybe if I worked harder, they would accept me someday.
Maybe if I kept trying, Lucian would finally look at me the way he used to.
The thought alone made my chest tighten painfully.
I had been married to Lucian for fours years now, but it was never a peaceful marriage. It was filled with constant humiliations both from him and the pack members.
Still, I came to him carrying flowers like some foolish girl in love.
Because despite everything… I loved him.
Even after the insults.
Even after the coldness.
Even after the bruises he left behind whenever his temper exploded.
I still loved him.
“Pathetic,” I whispered to myself bitterly.
The guards outside his chambers lowered their heads when they saw me, but neither of them opened the door for me. They only exchanged awkward looks.
My brows tightened together. That was strange. Usually, they announced me immediately.
I pushed the thought away and opened the chamber doors myself.
The parlor was empty but filled with a strange sound floating through the silence.
A soft moan.
Then another.
My steps froze.
My heartbeat suddenly pounded hard against my ribs.
No…
My fingers tightened around the flowers as I slowly walked toward the bedroom door that was slightly open. The sounds grew louder with every step, making my stomach twist violently.
Then I pushed the door open.
And my entire world shattered.
The flowers slipped from my fingers one after another, falling helplessly to the floor.
Lucian was on the bed.
Half naked and two women beneath him.
They turned their gaze to me in shock and I recognized them.
The twin girls he had brought back from war recently, Maya and Naya.
The same girls he claimed he rescued.
The same girls he said would work as omegas in the pack.
One of them laughed breathlessly while Lucian kissed her neck. The other ran her fingers down his chest possessively.
I couldn’t breathe.
I just stood there frozen while my wolf, Ava cried painfully inside me.
Lucian turned toward the door sharply, irritation flashing across his face.
“What the hell are you doing here, Bella?” he snapped harshly.
My lips parted in diagust, but no words came out at first.
He climbed off the bed lazily without even bothering to cover himself properly. “How many times have I warned you not to enter my chambers without permission?”
I stared at him in disbelief.
My chambers. Not ours.
My voice came out cracked and small. “Lucian, today is our anniversary, I… came to wish us a happy anniversary.”
The words tasted like poison now.
The twins looked at me from head to toe, their eyes full of mockery. One of them smirked openly while the other whispered something that made them both giggle.
Humiliation burned through my body so violently that my eyes filled with tears.
But Lucian only sighed impatiently like I was disturbing his peace.
“Just leave, Bella.”
Something inside me finally snapped.
“Leave?” I repeated shakily. “I walked in on my husband sleeping with two women, and you’re telling me to leave?”
His jaw tightened with annoyance. “Lower your voice.”
“Why?” I asked, my voice rising despite the tears burning my eyes. “Are you ashamed now?”
The room fell silent for a second.
Then one of the twins walked to him and wrapped her arms around his waist possessively and smiled at me.
“We didn’t mean for you to find out this way.” she said her smile tugged at her lips.
My nails dug into my palms so hard it hurt.
“Find out what?” I whispered.
Lucian looked directly into my eyes.
“They’re my mates.”
The words slammed into me like a blade straight through my chest.
I quickly staggered backward.
“No,” I breathed.
My wolf screamed in agony inside me.
That was impossible. He was already mated to me.
I shook my head repeatedly. “No… no, that can’t be true Lucian…not possible”
Lucian rubbed his temple impatiently. “Enough with the dramatics.”
Dramatics?
A broken laugh escaped my lips.
“After everything I did for you?” I rasped painfully. “I gave up my Alpha title for you, Lucian. I stood beside you through everything. I let your people insult me every single day. I stayed when everyone told me to leave.”
Tears finally spilled down my cheeks, but I quickly pushed them away.
I refused to break in front of him again.
“I loved you,” I whispered brokenly. “Even when you hurt me.”
Lucian’s expression remained unmoved.
“I don’t want you anymore, Bella.”
Those six words destroyed whatever hope I still had left.
“I need an heir,” he continued coldly. “I need a Luna who brings prosperity to my reign, not bad luck. Since marrying you, everything has gone wrong.”
I stared at him like I no longer recognized the man in front of me.
“This marriage should’ve ended long ago.”
The twins smirked proudly behind him.
Then Lucian straightened fully, his Alpha aura pressing heavily against the room.
“I, Alpha Lucian Draven, reject you, Bella Nightwood, as my mate and Luna.”
Pain exploded through my chest instantly. I gasped sharply, clutching my heart.
It felt like someone had ripped my soul apart with their bare hands.
My knees nearly buckled as I felt the bond breaking inside me.
Tears blurred my vision, but I forced myself to look at him.
“You reject me lucian?” I uttered my heart shattering.
He stood frozen my eyes still fixed on his, and for a brief second, I saw something flicker in his eyes. Something like a regret.
But it vanished so quickly the second one of the twins touched his chest gently.
My entire body shook violently from the pain, still wondering about it.
“Yes,” he answered without hesitation. “I’ve only tolerated this marriage for the pack’s sake. But now I finally found women worthy of standing beside me. Women who can satisfy me. Women who can give me heirs.”
Each word stabbed deeper into my chest.
Worthless.
That was what he truly thought of me.
One of the twins smiled sweetly at me. “You should be grateful, Bella. We’re freeing him from his misery.”
I didn’t even look at her. My eyes stayed locked on Lucian’s face. The man I once would’ve died for saving during a fire outbreak.
Slowly, painfully, I nodded.
“I, Bella Nightwood…” My voice trembled horribly. “Accept your rejection.”
The mate bond snapped completely.
Agony tore through me so violently that I nearly screamed. But no way I would break infront of him again, and no way I would beg him.
“I promise you something, Lucian". I continued.
His brows lifted slightly.
“One day…” I whispered hoarsely, “you’ll regret this, you will regret ever rejecting me.”
He burst out of a cruel laugh which hurt me deeper.
“Regret about what exactly?” he said mockingly. “Look at yourself, Bella. You’re nothing but a barren, useless omega pretending to matter.”
My breathing stopped.
Omega.
The daughter of Alpha Nightwood…
Reduced to an omega in my own home.
“You’re ugly,” he continued. “Weak. Incapable of satisfying your Alpha. No man will ever want you.”
Every word sliced deeper than the last, and I felt his hatred finally burned through me.
“Womanizer,” I hissed bitterly. “I hate you.”
Lucian’s expression darkened instantly.
“You dare hiss at me?”
He stormed toward me angrily, but I stepped back before he could touch me.
Fear crawled through my body. Not because I loved him anymore. But because I knew exactly what kind of monster he could become.
“You think you can walk away from me?” he growled. “Prepare to rot in the dungeon, Bella. I’ll show you exactly how worthless you are in this pack.”
My blood turned cold as I turned and left the room. I knew he meant it. Lucian would truly lock me away If he wants, and nobody would stop him.
I ran out of his chambers while my vision blurred with tears. My chest hurt so badly I could barely breathe, but I forced my legs to keep moving.
I wasn’t going back to my room. I couldn’t.
Not after this. Not after losing everything.
I just needed to reach the back exit before Lucian changed his mind and sent guards after me.
My father’s face flashed through my mind.
Alpha Nightwood.
The strongest Alpha our pack had ever known.
Two years ago, he handed Lucian his title because he believed Lucian loved me enough to protect both me and the pack.
If only he knew.
A sob nearly escaped me.
“I need an heir.”
“You’re worthless.”
“No man will ever want you.”
Lucian’s words echoed endlessly inside my head.
I stumbled deeper into the long corridor, my tears falling harder now. My head stayed lowered as I wiped my face desperately.
Then suddenly—
Bam.
I crashed into something hard.
A strong arm instantly wrapped around my waist before I could hit the ground.
My breath caught sharply. Warm fingers tightened against my side.
Slowly, I lifted my tear-filled eyes and froze.
Alpha Xander Marco stared down at me.
The most feared Alpha in the entire world.
The monster who erased entire packs with
out mercy.
The same Lucian feared more than death itself.
His dark eyes locked onto mine with dangerous intensity while his grip on my waist slowly tightened.
And for the first time tonight…
Someone looked at me like I was worth noticing, not knowing I just stepped into hell.
Bella's POVThe following morning the animals were extremely quiet.After the attack at the eastern gate, Xander had doubled the patrols, but thankfully, there had been no further trouble during the night. By the time it got light in the morning the warriors had consolidated the territory and everyone was back to what they were used to doing.I woke up in the morning and found Xander already awake sitting by the window with his arms folded across his chest."You didn't sleep," I murmured.He turned toward me."I slept."I gave him a look."For how long?"He smiled slightly."Enough."I climbed out of bed and walked toward him."You need rest too, you know.""I know."He caught my hand and kissed my knuckles.That is why I wondered if we could get away from the pack today.I raised my brow."Where?""The woods."I stared at him."Again?"He laughed."Because we are not running away this time.He pulled me closer.I want you to train in a quiet place and I want you to bring the kids wit
Bella's POVI woke up before the children that morning.I just stood there for a few seconds, I looked at the ceiling, at the light that was coming out through the curtain into the morning. The room was silent, and this time I didn't wake with the subtle apprehension that looms in my heart.I turned my head and looked at Xander's side of the bed.Empty.He must have already gone to the pack grounds.I smiled faintly. He was virtually impossible to keep at home now, on these days, when his gills told him something was amiss.I got up, freshened up, and went to check on the children. Ayra was still sleeping, and Aman somehow managed to create a tangled mess of his blanket around his legs.I laughed softly as I covered him again."You're going to wake up one day and find yourself sleeping on the floor," I whispered.He didn't move.I kissed his forehead before leaving.Downstairs, Laura and the other maids were already preparing breakfast. When they finally awoke, the house started to wh
Xander's POVDays passed after the strange sighting at the southern border, but nothing else happened.The warriors searched the area thoroughly and found no sign of the stranger. I did increase the number of patrols but I wanted them to not live by fear once again.But Bella would not have gotten scared.Or perhaps she grew even more determined.She practiced every day morning.I was initially afraid that she was working too hard. After everything she had endured, I didn't want her exhausting herself just because she felt she needed to prove something.But Bella wouldn't listen.One morning before dawn I did find her in the training canopy.She had basic training gear on and her hair pulled back behind her head. Sweat glistened on her forehead as she practiced her movements with a wooden sword.I leaned on the fence.“You shouldn't be working.”She turned toward me.“Oh, it's supposed to be training.”“You have been around here since dawn.”"And?"I shook my head."You're stubborn."
Xander's POVThree weeks passed peacefully.They continued the investigation in the background, but nothing else that could be noticed happened, and slowly everybody began to believe that the worst was over.I wanted to believe it, too!That morning, I woke before Bella and quietly left the bed. The house was still and the sun was just starting to poke its head through the curtains. I walked into the children's room and found Ayra and Aman sleeping peacefully.I smiled.To watch them sleep undisturbed, without ever being afraid, was still a miracle after what they'd been through.I closed the door gently and went downstairs.Laura was already cooking breakfast."Good morning, Alpha.""Morning, Laura."She smiled."The Luna asked me to remind you that the children have training today."I raised both brows."Training?"She explained that this is light training only, added more quickly. "Nothing strenuous."I nodded."Good."A few minutes later, Bella came downstairs.Her hair was pulled
My wolf remained restless inside me.Asma was totally oblivious to the storm she had just caused.She looked at me with happy, hopeful eyes."Don't you think I have a chance?" she asked softly.The question struck me so much that I wasn't expecting it to hit her quite as hard.A chance?With my mat
Bella's POV I blinked rapidly before letting out a shaky breath after realizing who it was."Asma," I muttered.But who else would knock like trying to break the door down?Another knock echoed through the apartment more louder.I rose to my feet and headed for the door.The moment I unlocked the
Bella's POV His voice was calm, professional but yet it still sent a strange feeling in my chest.I slowly walked toward the desk. Each step was more difficult than the previous.Thousands of questions suddenly sprang into my mind.Out of all the places in the world, why was he here? And why would
Bella's POV Three months had passed since I left Nightwood Pack after that night with Alpha Xander. I still didn’t know how I survived the journey here, but somehow I did. I ran all the way to Atlanta with nothing but fear in my chest and confusion in my mind, trying to escape everything that tied












Welcome to GoodNovel world of fiction. If you like this novel, or you are an idealist hoping to explore a perfect world, and also want to become an original novel author online to increase income, you can join our family to read or create various types of books, such as romance novel, epic reading, werewolf novel, fantasy novel, history novel and so on. If you are a reader, high quality novels can be selected here. If you are an author, you can obtain more inspiration from others to create more brilliant works, what's more, your works on our platform will catch more attention and win more admiration from readers.