로그인Nora’s Point of View
I needed normal. After everything that had happened—the dream, the Death card, the voice that wasn’t my imagination—I needed something that grounded me. Something human. For me, that was the children’s wing of St. Helena’s Hospital. Every Tuesday morning, I volunteered to read stories to the kids. Picture books. Adventure books. Anything that made a sterile room feel less like a battleground. Even on the hardest days, their smiles loosened something in my chest. I kept my tarot deck in my bag, like always. Just in case someone was led to me. Just in case whatever force had changed Eli’s life decided someone else needed help too. I stepped inside the wing and felt the usual mix of hope and heartbreak. Cartoon murals smiled down from the walls. Soft hums filled the air. Machines beeped in steady rhythm. But beneath it all, the air felt different. Heavier. Like someone else was here. Someone not human. My breath paused. It wasn’t fear. It was recognition. Death was nearby. I didn’t know how I knew, only that the atmosphere had shifted. Like gravity thickened for a heartbeat. Like the room itself leaned in to listen. I pushed the feeling aside and entered my usual room. Three kids today. Two toddlers and a five-year-old with a bright green blanket and a grin that tried to be bigger than the tubes taped to his arm. “I brought three books,” I said. “You get to choose.” The toddlers pointed at pictures. The five-year-old chose the longest story, proud of himself. I laughed and settled onto the carpet as they crowded around me, pressing close, fingers brushing the pages. For a moment, everything felt normal again. Until it didn’t. The world stopped. The fluorescent lights froze mid-flicker. A doctor in the hallway stood motionless, a clipboard suspended in midair. A rolling toy car halted halfway across the floor, its wheels lifted slightly as if time itself had locked around it. And the children beside me. Their laughter cut off mid-breath. One toddler’s hand hovered inches from the page, fingers curved in place. The five-year-old’s smile stayed frozen, too still to belong to the living moment we had shared seconds ago. Silence settled everywhere except for one thing. A cry. Soft. Sharp. Coming from somewhere down the hall. My heart thudded. I rose slowly, barely breathing, and stepped past the frozen children into the hallway. Another faint cry. Then nothing. Then a soft giggle. A sound that did not belong in a moment like this. I followed it. The rest of the hospital remained suspended in place. A nurse stood mid-step, her foot hovering inches above the ground. A man held a phone to his ear but did not blink or speak. The giggle came again, light and warm. I reached the room at the end of the hall. And saw him. Death. Not cloaked. Not shadowed. Not the figure from my dream. He stood beside a crib, surrounded by a soft white glow that did not come from any bulb in the hospital. His hood was gone. His hair was blonde, falling just past his jaw, catching the unmoving light. His eyes, impossibly blue, were fixed on the child before him with a tenderness that did not belong to fear. He did not see me. He saw only the baby. A tiny girl no older than eight months lay still in the crib, her chest unmoving. A faint shimmer, like a second outline, rose gently from her body. Her soul. Death lifted her with a grace that felt sacred. There was no violence. No coldness. Only reverence. He held her as if she were something priceless. Something beloved. The baby laughed. A light, weightless sound of pure joy. Death smiled. It was barely there, but it softened him completely. He looked almost holy in that moment. Less shadow than light. Less ending than passage. The child’s soul pressed against him, her tiny hand brushing his chest. The glow brightened. And they vanished. For a breath, the space beside the crib was empty. The light collapsed in on itself, gone so completely it felt as if it had never existed at all. The room held nothing but stillness. Then the air darkened. Shadows gathered where the glow had been, folding inward, thickening, reshaping. The warmth drained away, replaced by a familiar gravity that pressed softly against my lungs. Death was there again. Cloaked now. Hood drawn. The figure I had always known. Then time snapped back. The lights hummed. A monitor beeped. Somewhere down the hall, a voice called out. The baby was gone, but the room already knew what had been taken. Death did not move. Invisible now, unseen by the living, he lingered. He watched the mother enter. Watched her smile falter. Watched confusion fracture into terror. When her cry finally broke free, it shattered the air. Death flinched. Not visibly. Not the way a human would. But something in him tightened. His jaw set. His hands curled slowly at his sides. He did not interfere. I wondered if that was the hardest part. Whatever his role was, it did not allow mercy for the living. He stayed. Long enough to hear every scream. Long enough to see every collapse. Long enough to remember what love costs the living. Only when grief fully took root did the pressure in the air finally ease. Only then did he go. Doctors rushed in. Machines beeped in protest. A nurse called for help. The mother collapsed beside the crib, her cry breaking something open in the room. “No. Please. Not my baby. Please.” They did not see what I saw. To them, Death had taken something. But I knew the truth. He carried her. Gently. Tenderly. Like she was being brought somewhere safe. Tears burned my eyes as I stepped away, giving the family space to grieve. The elevator doors closed around me, and only then did my knees weaken. I pressed a hand to my chest, breath shaking. Death had touched a soul with kindness. And for the first time, I was not afraid of him. I did not know if that made me brave or dangerously unprepared for what I had seen, and what still remained hidden.Nora’s Point of View The run home feels longer than it should. My lungs burn by the time my building comes into view, but I barely notice the pain. Cars pass on the street beside me. Music drifts out of a bar two blocks away. Someone laughs loudly as I rush past them. Normal life. Everything around me keeps moving like nothing is wrong. But somewhere across the city, a woman is lying on a bathroom floor. And two children are alone in that apartment. The baby can’t do anything. The toddler doesn’t understand what’s happening. The vision keeps replaying behind my eyes while I run. White tile. Water still running. The woman's body crumpled beside the tub. The toddler sitting outside the bathroom door. The baby crying in the bedroom. That cry is the part I can't escape. Not the loud cry babies make when they're angry. Not the short cry that stops the moment someone picks them up. This one was different. Thin. Desperate. The sound of a tiny body asking for something it
Kieran’s Point of View I arrive before the water cools. The bathroom is small. White tile. Fogged mirror. Cheap fixtures humming beneath the steady rhythm of the running shower. Water spreads slowly across the floor where it spilled over the edge of the tub. A baby monitor sits on the counter beside the sink, its small blue light glowing softly in the dim room. The woman lies beside the tub. Her body crumpled awkwardly against the tile where she fell. The apartment itself is quiet. Then time loosens. The moment shifts when I arrive. Sound dulls. Movement slows. Seconds stretch just enough for the work that must be done. The soul separates slowly. Like breath leaving lungs that still wish to hold it. When she rises, confusion crosses her face first. Her gaze moves from the running shower to the water spreading across the tile to the body that still wears her shape. Then she sees me. Recognition comes quickly. “No,” she whispers. Her eyes dart toward the bathroom
Nora’s Point of View “Kieran… don’t go yet.” My voice comes out thinner than I expect. He studies my face carefully. The concern in his expression deepens almost immediately. “You saw something.” It isn’t a question. I nod. “Yes.” The vision presses against the back of my mind like something trying to force its way through a door I can’t quite keep closed. Water. Tile. A baby crying. I swallow. “It’s a woman,” I say quietly. His gaze sharpens. For a moment neither of us speaks. The street around us continues as if nothing has changed. Music spills from the bar behind us. A car passes slowly at the end of the block. But the images keep pushing forward. “She already stepped into the shower,” I whisper. Kieran goes completely still. “The floor was wet. She slipped when she stepped in.” The image sharpens in my mind. White tile. Running water. A body crumpled beside the tub. “She hit her head,” I say quietly. Kieran doesn’t ask what happened next. He already knows.
Kieran’s Point of View The moment Nora steps outside, the world feels different. Not because the night has changed, but because she has. The air is cool, carrying the faint scent of rain and distant traffic. Humans move through the streets around us without noticing anything unusual. They never do. To them, this is just another evening. To me, it is something else entirely. The Weave tightens. Not enough to bind. Not yet. But I feel it the way a man might feel the slow pull of a current beneath calm water—constant and patient, weighing and measuring. Nora slips her hand into mine. The gesture is casual. Human. Ordinary. It does not lessen the tension quietly coiling around me, but it makes the moment worth enduring. For a while we walk in silence. The city hums around us. Laughter spills from an open doorway. A car engine rumbles past before fading into the distance. Normal life. Fragile life. Nora glances up at me. “You’re thinking too loudly.” “I’m not saying anything,”
Nora’s Point of View“I won’t do readings anymore.”The words leave my mouth before I have time to soften them.Kieran pauses where he stands beside the kitchen counter.His expression doesn’t change, but the stillness that settles around him tells me he heard exactly what I meant.“That is a very sudden decision.”“It’s a practical one.”He studies me for a long moment.“Explain.”I fold my arms across my chest and lean against the counter, trying to sound more certain than I feel.“If I stop reading for people, there’s nothing for you to interfere with. No decisions that force you to bend the rules.”His brow lifts slightly.“You believe the solution is to remove yourself from the equation.”“Yes.”The word comes out too quickly.Kieran walks slowly across the room until he stands a few feet away from me.“And how far do you intend to take this plan?”“What do you mean?”“If you stop reading cards, people will still come to you for help.”“Then I won’t answer the door.”“And when yo
Kieran’s Point of View “I will never leave you.” The words settle between us like something fragile. Nora doesn’t answer right away. She stands beside the table with the three cards still spread between us. Death. The Hanged Man. The World. Her fingers rest lightly against the edge of the wood as if she needs the table to steady herself. Something beneath existence shifts. I feel it immediately. Most beings would not notice the difference. But I built the structure that governs balance. I know when pressure begins to form inside it. Nora exhales slowly and lowers herself into the chair across from the cards. Her eyes remain on the spread. “You didn’t argue with the reading.” “No.” She looks up at me. “Because you know it’s right.” “Yes.” Honesty has always been easier than comfort. The Hanged Man sits in the center of the table. Suspension. Containment. Correction. The Weave does not punish. It restores balance. When a function begins to act outside i







