LOGINNora’s Point of View
I needed normal. After everything that had happened, the dream, the Death card, the voice that wasn’t my imagination, I needed something that grounded me. Something human. For me, that was the children’s wing of St. Helena’s Hospital. Every Tuesday morning, I volunteered to read stories to the kids. Picture books. Adventure books. Anything that made a sterile room feel less like a battleground. Even on the hardest days, their smiles loosened something in my chest. I kept my tarot deck in my bag, like always. Just in case someone was led to me. Just in case whatever force had changed Eli’s life decided someone else needed help too. I stepped inside the wing and felt the usual mix of hope and heartbreak. Cartoon murals smiled down from the walls. Soft hums filled the air. Machines beeped in steady rhythm. But beneath it all, the air felt different. Heavier. Like someone else was here. Someone not human. My breath paused. It wasn’t fear. It was recognition. Death was nearby. I didn’t know how I knew, only that the atmosphere had shifted. Like gravity thickened for a heartbeat. Like the room itself leaned in to listen. I pushed the feeling aside and entered my usual room. Three kids today. Two toddlers and a five-year-old with a bright green blanket and a grin that tried to be bigger than the tubes taped to his arm. “I brought three books,” I said. “You get to choose.” The toddlers pointed at pictures. The five-year-old chose the longest story, proud of himself. I laughed and settled onto the carpet as they crowded around me, pressing close, fingers brushing the pages. For a moment, everything felt normal again. Until it didn’t. The world stopped. The fluorescent lights froze mid-flicker. A doctor in the hallway stood motionless, a clipboard suspended in midair. A rolling toy car halted halfway across the floor, its wheels lifted slightly as if time itself had locked around it. And the children beside me. Their laughter cut off mid-breath. One toddler’s hand hovered inches from the page, fingers curved in place. The five-year-old’s smile stayed frozen, too still to belong to the living moment we had shared seconds ago. Silence settled everywhere except for one thing. A cry. Soft. Sharp. Coming from somewhere down the hall. My heart thudded. I rose slowly, barely breathing, and stepped past the frozen children into the hallway. Another faint cry. Then nothing. Then a soft giggle. A sound that did not belong in a moment like this. I followed it. The rest of the hospital remained suspended in place. A nurse stood mid-step, her foot hovering inches above the ground. A man held a phone to his ear but did not blink or speak. The giggle came again, light and warm. I reached the room at the end of the hall. And saw him. Death. Not cloaked. Not shadowed. Not the figure from my dream. He stood beside a crib, surrounded by a soft white glow that did not come from any bulb in the hospital. His hood was gone. His hair was blonde, falling just past his jaw, catching the unmoving light. His eyes, impossibly blue, were fixed on the child before him with a tenderness that did not belong to fear. He did not see me. He saw only the baby. A tiny girl no older than eight months lay still in the crib, her chest unmoving. A faint shimmer, like a second outline, rose gently from her body. Her soul. Death lifted her with a grace that felt sacred. There was no violence. No coldness. Only reverence. He held her as if she were something priceless. Something beloved. The baby laughed. A light, weightless sound of pure joy. Death smiled. It was barely there, but it softened him completely. He looked almost holy in that moment. Less shadow than light. Less ending than passage. The child’s soul pressed against him, her tiny hand brushing his chest. The glow brightened. And they vanished. For a breath, the space beside the crib was empty. The light collapsed in on itself, gone so completely it felt as if it had never existed at all. The room held nothing but stillness. Then the air darkened. Shadows gathered where the glow had been, folding inward, thickening, reshaping. The warmth drained away, replaced by a familiar gravity that pressed softly against my lungs. Death was there again. Cloaked now. Hood drawn. The figure I had always known. Then time snapped back. The lights hummed. A monitor beeped. Somewhere down the hall, a voice called out. The baby was gone, but the room already knew what had been taken. Death did not move. Invisible now, unseen by the living, he lingered. He watched the mother enter. Watched her smile falter. Watched confusion fracture into terror. When her cry finally broke free, it shattered the air. Death flinched. Not visibly. Not the way a human would. But something in him tightened. His jaw set. His hands curled slowly at his sides. He did not interfere. I wondered if that was the hardest part. Whatever his role was, it did not allow mercy for the living. He stayed. Long enough to hear every scream. Long enough to see every collapse. Long enough to remember what love costs the living. Only when grief fully took root did the pressure in the air finally ease. Only then did he go. Doctors rushed in. Machines beeped in protest. A nurse called for help. The mother collapsed beside the crib, her cry breaking something open in the room. “No. Please. Not my baby. Please.” They did not see what I saw. To them, Death had taken something. But I knew the truth. He carried her. Gently. Tenderly. Like she was being brought somewhere safe. Tears burned my eyes as I stepped away, giving the family space to grieve. The elevator doors closed around me, and only then did my knees weaken. I pressed a hand to my chest, breath shaking. Death had touched a soul with kindness. And for the first time, I was not afraid of him. I did not know if that made me brave or dangerously unprepared for what I had seen, and what still remained hidden.Nora’s Point of View I wake to sunlight and the strange awareness that the night did not pass unnoticed. Not the feeling of being watched. The feeling of having been kept. Like a promise made without words. The room looks the same. The couch beneath me. The blanket twisted around my legs. Pale gold light slipping through the blinds. The city beyond the windows already awake. And yet the air feels alert. Like something stood guard until morning. I lie still for a moment, listening. Traffic hums. A door slams somewhere down the block. Someone laughs, sharp and brief. Normal sounds that don’t ease the tension in my chest. “He stayed,” I murmur, without knowing why I’m certain. The space near the far wall feels warmer than the rest of the room. Not occupied. Just recently vacated. I sit up slowly and rub my arms, grounding myself. Whatever watched over me last night is gone now, but the reason it stayed doesn’t feel gone at all. The quiet feels wrong. Not empty,
His Point of View I remain after she sleeps. I should not. This is not my role. I do not linger once a thread has steadied. I do not watch when no ending is imminent. Vigilance without purpose serves no function I am meant to perform. And yet, here I am. Nora lies curled on the couch, breath slow and even, her pulse steady beneath the thin skin of her wrist. The room has returned to its proper shape. The air no longer bends. The streetlight outside keeps its rhythm. Everything appears corrected. It is not. Fate does not make mistakes. It recalibrates. And tonight, it recalibrated around her. I tell myself that is why I stay. Because Fate has moved. Because visibility has been breached. Because consequences will follow. These are sufficient reasons. They should be enough. Still, I note the deviation. I do not understand when observation began to resemble concern, or why, when I consider leaving, the idea feels incorrect. I stand at the edge of the
Nora's Point of View I wake with the certainty that I am not alone. Not the way you wake from a nightmare. Not the hazy panic of a half-remembered dream. This is different. The room is exactly as I left it. The lamp on the end table. The blanket twisted around my legs. My laptop closed, dark and silent. Moonlight spills through the blinds in thin silver lines, striping the floor. Nothing is wrong. And yet my chest feels tight, like something important has already passed through me. I sit up slowly and listen. Even for this late hour, the silence feels wrong. No distant sirens. No passing cars. Not even the usual late-night voices drifting up from the street. I swing my legs over the edge of the couch. “That’s new,” I whisper. My tarot deck sits on the coffee table where I left it. The cards look ordinary. Harmless. Just paper and ink and old symbols. I reach for them anyway. The moment my fingers brush the top card, the room shifts. Not physically. Something deeper. P
His Point of View Silence is never empty. Mortals believe it is, but between worlds, silence holds everything. Threads hum with unfinished stories. Endings wait. Reapers move like quiet shadows, completing their tasks. This is the silence I have always understood. Yet lately, when I close my eyes, I do not see the dying. I see a mortal curled on her floor, sobbing into her knees. Nora. I have guided countless souls. I have witnessed every shape of grief. But her grief lingered. It echoed. It pulled at something in me I should not possess. This is why I should stay away. I do not. Instead, I trace the faint pull of her thread until I find her again. She sits at her small desk, hair loosely tied back, laptop open, notebook waiting beside it. Her thumb rests on the trackpad as if she has been debating whether to write for some time. Then she exhales and begins. A romance manuscript. Her fingers move slowly across the keys. She writes of two souls drawn together by something
Nora’s Point of View The café eventually emptied around me. The elderly woman was long gone, her relief still lingering in the air like warmth after a candle had been blown out. Cups clinked. Chairs scraped softly against the floor. The barista wiped down the counter and gave me a look that was kind, but expectant. He never came back. I stayed longer than I should have, staring at the space across from me, half-waiting for the air to shift or the shadows to deepen. For something impossible to step out of the ordinary noise of the world. Nothing happened. No pressure. No quiet presence at the edges of my awareness. Just absence. By the time I finally left, the quiet followed me all the way home. I’d been pacing my apartment for nearly an hour, pretending to clean, pretending to work, pretending I hadn’t woken up knowing someone—he—had pulled me out of that nightmare. I wiped down counters that were already clean. Straightened books that didn’t need it. Opened and closed draw
His Point of View She thanked me. The words left her lips in the cold morning air, soft enough that no mortal ear should have caught them. But I did. The whisper brushed against the tether between us, and something inside me tightened. Gratitude was not unfamiliar to me. Mortals thanked me when I ended their suffering. They begged when they feared their end. They prayed when they misunderstood what I was. They did not thank me for compassion. No one had ever thanked me for stepping beyond my role. Because I never did. I drifted through the in-between until I found her again. Nora walked toward the café with her bag at her side, unaware that each step tugged faintly on the thread tying her to me. It was not a chain. It was not a bond I had chosen. It existed only because something had been seen, and something had been acknowledged. I should have severed it. That was the rule. Threads were meant to be clean. Brief. Untouched by sentiment. I had severed countl







