My heartbeat suddenly quickened. Is that me? I mean... Damn, Tristan you're literally out of your mind.
"Hey, are you fine? You look pale, don't tell me, you have your period?" I quickly turned my face into her and shook my head. Is it obvious? Are my actions too obvious?
Chapter 13Stella"He's asking you to go to his pad." That was her words that keeps on playing in my mind, my face was out of reach. I cannot pin point what it looks like, if it's sad, nervous of confused. Maybe, it was a mix a emotion. I do not know and I am afraid to find it out. "Our plan, don't let her knew." she added. She looked at me with a twinkled eyes, what? Why does she seems so happy about me, going to her
Chapter 14StellaWe control our lives but sometimes we get to the point where even though we know we are wrong, we still choose do it. There are things that no matter how many times we want to give up, we still have the desire to fight even if it is a wrong way. If only I could turn back the time, I wish I hadn't been tempted so that I will have the chance to let it go early. But what can I do? Here it is, it is already in my system. Now, even though I want to stop it, I may not be abl
Chapter 15Stella"Happy Birthday!" That was the word I heared over and over again in every corner of this house to cover up the celebration of Rhea's birthday. She was walking in a stunning outfit, her hair was black and braided. Her
Chapter 16Stella"Our plan worked out well."That was his statement as soon as we made ourselves comfortable at the couch near the food table. I raised my right eyebrow, so?"Good for you." I commented, not minding his continous stare from me."That's it?" he smirked, as if it's telling me he's contented. What does he wants me to do? Plan a party for his so called success? Oh come on!"You're becoming more and more grumpy Stella. If I have a mirror here I'll give it you so that you can literally see yourself and your face." he laughed, literally touching his stomach."That's what you need to say? You exc
Chapter 17StellaHave you ever come to the point where you have left with no choice? Because if yes, you must have gone through the hardships of life already.But, in my case, it was different. Because I prefer the wrong one, I chose the decision that I know will hurt me more in the end. And no matter how many times I think, this situation is not a good thing.I love Tristan and that's true. I do not know when, where and how I love him. I just got to the point where I realized, my heart was already beating for him.Maybe it's wrong, but when can you say that love is right? It is a mistake in the eyes of others, but is love measured by choosing to be rightfully graded?I know, I live in that belief wherein it is pr
Chapter 18StellaIt is hard on the part when even if you still want to continue, you are gradually being pushed to the highest limit of yourself. It gets to the point that even if you want to still fight the situation, it is the situation that will give up the battle you are fighting for.I do not understand. Why does the person you are getting energy from still need to disappear? At this point, I can never pinpoint what is happening.I lost my strength. Suddenly the energy in my body disappeared. My life is now meaningless, My mother is gone. The person wherein my number source of power is not breathing, she's now lifeless."When you finish school, what will you buy first? A car? A house?"We are here in my room, talking some random stuffs when my mom
Chapter 19Stella"Good morning mom, dad! Come on, let's go!"We just recently moved in here, to a new subdivision. Honestly some of the children here are bully. I just want them to play with me but they will act as if I'm not existing at all. Maybe because I'm new?Well, I can conclude that one of my number one hater here is the one in the other house. Our neighbor, in the right side, the one with yellow gate. Specifically, I don't know her, but everytime our paths will crossed, she'll look at me from head to toe and then rolled her eyes continously. What? I didn't even do anything! I'm just walking!One day, I asked my mother."Mom, am I ugly?" I loo
Chapter 20StellaI can't imagine life without mom, but maybe this time it is real, she was gone.It is difficult to lose a father, and now it becomes more horrible because I also lost my mother.And maybe if I have a chance to stop the time? It was only in the part where we crossed the road to school at the same time.We were happy, laughing and teasing each other.There is nothing more painful when you know in yourself that you are alone, that no matter how hard you try to build yourself up, you still can't. I miss you so much, mom and dad. I hope wherever you are now, you are happy, because you are together again. I will force myself mom, dad, I will choose to be strong.Because I can't do anything, it has happened, it's over and I can't bring