Chapter 4 "I'm nobody"

Saturday night the party is in full swing. Jess was a little tipsy. She was in the hallway waiting for the bathroom. Axel came up behind her. He wrapped his arms around her waist. Then kissed the side of her neck.

"Umm that feels nice." Jess moaned.

Axel turned her around and crushed his lips to hers. It was like an electric explosion. One that's built up for weeks then exploded. Jess wraps her arms around his neck pulling him tighter to her body.

He grinds his erection into her stomach, and it feels so good. Their make out session lasted for several minutes. Until it's her turn to go in the bathroom.

"I'll go grab us two seats and order our drinks at the bar." Axel tells her.

“Ok, I'll be right there." Jess replied.

She finished up in the bathroom then headed to the bar. Axel is there but not alone. Some big boobed blonde is rubbing his cock and standing between his legs. He's laughing at something she said. Jess walks over to him, and he stopped laughing.

"Wow, you made it a whole 5 minutes? Thanks, Axel, for proving me right. At least this time it won't take 6 years of my life!" Jess retorted.

"Who the fuck is she baby?" The big boobed blonde asked.

"I'm nobody." Jess replied then walked off.

Axel hollered after her but couldn't get the blonde untangled from him quick enough to stop her. He ran out the door into the parking lot as he saw her taillights go through the gate.

"Fuck!" Axel exclaimed.

A few weeks pass and Jess won't even look at him. She hardly even goes to the club. And hasn't been back to the bar. It's been 5 weeks since he even got sucked off. He can't seem to fuck like he used to.

His dick somehow gained conscious and only wants Jess. He screwed up by not pushing Lacy away. He could see the hurt in Jess's eyes, and see she was thinking he was no better than her ex. Except he was. He wasn't fucking anyone.

He didn't want anyone but her. It's time to man up and ask for help. Man was he desperate. He had to go to Jade and Paula for help. God if any of the brothers found out. Well, his name would be pussy.

"And why should we help you?" Jade asked.

"Because I'm asking you to. I really like her, and I know this will be hard to believe but I swear on my cut I've not been with anyone else since the first day she came here. 5 whole weeks." Axel told them.

The girls gasped. Swearing on his cut was serious. So, they agreed to help him, but reminded him what Jess and they were capable of should he fuck her over.

Jess was in her room when there was a knock at her private door, she went and opened it. There stood Axel in a button-down shirt and nice new jeans. He was holding purple roses. Her favorite. Those bitches she thought.

"I would love to take you on a date. And spend the evening talking. We need to get some things figured out. And I want to get to know you. Take it slow at your pace. Prove myself to you." Axel told her.

"Trust is very hard to earn, especially mine." Jess replied.

"I know. And I'm willing to do whatever it takes to earn yours." Axel replied.

"Fine, we can talk. But no promises of us being anything other than friends." Jess replied.

"That's all I ask. Just hear me out, on our date." Axel smiled.

"Ok. Let me change." Jess replied.

Damn those blue eyes and dimples Jess thought. They arrive at a nice restaurant. She was impressed. Not real fancy but a nice sit down one. They order their food and drinks.

"So please let me explain about Lacey." Axel replied.

Jess looked at him quizzical.

"The big boobed blonde rubbing on me, I thought she was you until I turned around. Once I saw it was her, I told her I already had someone. She was asking me about you and complaining I hadn't used her services in over a month. I laughed because I realized it was true. I'm so used to women rubbing on me I didn't pay attention to her hands.” Axel explained.

“I know how it looked; trust me I do. I’m not used to having to watch how women act around me. I wasn't aware at the time but now I am. And I've not fucked anyone since I met you. " Axel continued.

"I find that hard to believe. Not even a BJ?" Jess asked.

"Well one BJ the night I met you because I was trying to fight this between us. I know you feel it too. It's like nothing I've ever felt before. You're on my mind 24/7. And you aren't even my type." Axel told her.

"Gee thanks. Just what a girl dies to hear." Jess retorts.

"Shit! That came out wrong. I didn't mean it in a bad way. You're just different and I like it. I’m drawn to you." Axel smiles.

"You know my past. I won't trust blindly or easily. I may even follow you, spy on you, or even sneak in your phone." Jess said while holding her breath.

"I'm fine with all of the above. I'll even give you my lock code for my phone." He replied.

"Ok." Jess whispers.

"Ok." He smiled.

He felt like he just won the lottery. They eat and go back to her room. They kiss and make out at her door for half an hour.

"You better go in before I lose control and forget I'm trying to give you time." Axel groaned.

"Ok. Goodnight." Jess whispered.

"I'll text you when I get home." Axel whispered back.

It's been 2 blissful weeks. Axel has taken her on rides and dates. No sex as of yet. He was keeping his word to take things slow. Even if his blue balls fell off.

Jess's dad contacted her wanting her home. He wasn't happy about her wanting to stay. He was even less happy when he heard about the club. He told her he would check into them then hung up.

She had a bad feeling in her gut. Things were going to go bad for her. Tonight's the night she decided it was time to take their relationship further. She ordered take out and invited Axel to her place to eat and for dessert. With her being the dessert.

When she opened the door Axel's mouth flew open. Fuck food. He needed her now. He grabbed her and closed the door and locked it.

"Hungry?" Jess asked.

"Starving to death." Axel answered.