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Chapter 23: Like A Knife Through My Chest

Penulis: Eagle Dira
last update Terakhir Diperbarui: 2025-09-09 13:17:55

ALEKSANDER

I've faced blades, bullets, knives and men twice my size, none got to me.

I never knew how it would feel like to have someone tear me open with nothing but a look. But seeing Nico with that storm in his eyes and the way his chest rises like he's holding back something lethal, it undoes me.

“Hey, what's wrong?” my voice is calm and collected, nothing compared to what I feel inside.

He says nothing and looks away from me, trying to hide his vulnerability.

“Hey, look at me. Nico just f*****g look at me”

He finally does, and it feels like my heart is ripped out of my chest when his eyes meet mine. I did this. And the worst part is, I don't know what exactly it is that I did.

“I hate you" he chokes out.

The words cut me, but I don't show it. I have to pry more, so he can tell me what I did.

“Hate me all you want,” I say quietly, steadying my voice even though my insides are caving in. " Just tell me. What's wrong? Is it because I tied him up? I can release him if that's it”

“N
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