Eliana POV
My eyes opened slowly and I pushed myself off the bed sluggishly, my whole limbs felt like rubber after the day I had yesterday with Myra at the training grounds. After that air discipline training that I had no clue how it was helpful to me or why I needed it, I was made to do push ups with someone seated on my back and each time I went down, I strained to get back up. And it was a hundred… fuck. I smiled softly as I went to wash up, Myra had given me the day off so long as I ran three miles as soon as I woke up and I was going to visit the healing bay to get checked after I did that. Because I was sure I lost like six ribs this past few days without Grayson around to fix me up as he always did since I came back. As I passed through the room, the window curtains flitted around like air was passing through them and my brows furrowed with confusion, I had locked those damn things yesterday so why were they letting air in and from where!. I stepped up to it and my eyes met with a rose flower that had something scribbled on them, a split thought cut across my mind that Fermion was back and I smiled. I picked it up and sniffed, but the scent I could smell on him was not on it, instead it was a scent I had become accustomed to all my life. Jason.. Fear crippled my legs and I slammed hard into the ground with a scream leaving my lips as memories flashed behind my closed eyes. I heard footsteps and hands grabbed at mine but I screamed and foight hard, they couldn't lock me up again.. They could never touch me again. I screamed loudly as I fought like a mad woman, my eyes snapped open in search of something sharp. At least I could kill myself before I ever got back to that evil place again with those monsters. “Eliana” Myra voice was tinged with pa– Myra..! My eyes widened as it moved towards the person holding my hands and a sob slipped past my lips as my hands wrapped around her and I held her to me tightly. “Myra” I whispered over and over again as she held me to her, shooing me calmly as she tried to help me to the bed and once we got there, we both sat with my hands holding her tightly. “He came” I whispered as soon as my sobs decreased and I knew she was confused so I went on, with great difficulty. “I can't go back there. I can't, you won't make me” I said, my voice filled with conviction and she shook her head in my neck. “No one will make you do anything against your will, my love. Now tell me clearly, who came?’ she asked and my breath stilled as I recalled the name but it had fear filling me up and also a surge of anger beneath it all but I summoned up the courage to tell her. Myra, I could trust. She wouldn't do that to me.. would she?. “J-j-j” “Shhh, don't say it if you don't want to” she cut me off and I nodded, my fear dissipating slowly as my kids began to get heavy. “J-jason came, he is a monster. Bad monster” I felt like a child all over again trying to get past my fear of monsters being under my bed and anger for how weak I was and how I let myself fear someone who had caused me so much pain washed me down. She nodded, her voice turning into a hum that made my lids close shut and soon, I drifted off into slumber. When next I woke up, my ears caught on the sounds of screaming and I rushed to the window but found nothing amiss, so I went downstairs to find Myra and saw her in the kitchen. I dodged as a toast went flying past my head and I turned around to find her with a small guilty smile on her face as she held a frying pan. “You were…” I trailed off because I didn't understand what she was doing with a pan and making a toast. Even I knew those things shouldn't be in a place. “I was tryna make something for you but ti didn't go as well as I hoped” she deflated and a choked laughter left my lips which had her glaring at me. “You were trying to make toast with a frying pan and oil?” The idea sounded foreign to my ears, she gave me a stink eye before dropping the pan in the sink and washing her hands. “How are you now?” She asked with a sympathetic smile and I nodded, already better from my episode earlier that day. The thought of it still sent fear down my veins and just to think of how he had done so unseen and gotten away with it made my skin crawl as well sent chills down my spine. “I'm good. I heard a scream from the woods, that's why I came to find you” I said offhandedly and her eyes widenend. “You did? Something must be wrong because I didn't hear anything at all” she furrowed her brows and I shrugged. “Maybe it was just my mind playing with me” I said but she shook her head, her expression unreadable before her eyes hooded and then filled with shock then rage. “What's wrong?” I asked. “Rogues, they breached the pack’s borders and are headed straight here. The patrolling guards says they were in multitudes. Someone was killed, a woman” her eyes hooded and soon I glanced out the window to find many people locking up and leaving the streets of the pack. “You gave them a heads up?” I asked and she nodded before taking me to a small door by the kitchen and pulling it open to reveal a small safe house with some junk food inside of it. “Stay here till we come get you, see for yourself through the window there but don't leave or open it fully” she pointed before she pushed me in and locked the door behind me. My eyes adjusted quite easily to the darkness than ever and I shrugged it off as normal now that I had been under lights too much before going to the small window and cranking it open. It was a bloody battle there, I was shocked that it had begun quite faster than I thought it would but the way the rogues attacked made me think of warriors in packs rather than wolves. They were like minded and acted like they knew what they were doing. I felt fear wash over me and glanced to the side to find a small kid crying over a man and my eyes widened when I noticed the rogue wolf walking up to her with a snarl. No one noticed, what was she even doing here at all? She should be somewhere like I was. Hidden away. I felt a protective instinct flare up inside of me and my whole vision changed as I forced the window open and doused myself out through it, knowing the door was locked and couldn't be accessed. The wolf lunged for the kid but I grabbed her and slammed to the ground hard before he went flying past us and without stopping, I aimed for the window again. The rogue wolf gave chase and I had just a split second to push the kid through the window and slam it close before my thighs screamed with pains as the rogue caught a hold of it and drew me to the ground.Hot sex scene ahead for those who need it.. if you're not up to eighteen please don't read further but if you are and you love some hot sex then go on... KissesFermion POV It's been two whole days, I had to stay back the next day for the funeral of those we had lost and all through the night, I couldn't sleep a wink and pushed that energy into my work but still, I couldn't focus long enough to understand a line of any reports.As soon as dawn broke out, I was on my way out of the packhouse that I had been spending my days and nights at for I couldn't afford to go back to the house where her scent had eroded every single spot.If I had, it would have driven me mad and out of here already, I could barely hold back my lycan as it is.I mindlinked Jared and the rest to stay back while I went on my own and when they tried to argue about the fact that Eliana wasn't just some wolf but a red wolf and it would do me good to thread carefully around her, but I told them it was a damn order and
Eliana POV.Pain flared from the bite and I cried out loudly before trying to grab a hold of the rogue but it dodged and it's fangs sank deeper into my skin and pain short circuited my brain as I fought to think of a way to escape it's grasp.I couldn't outrun it so that was out of options, I made a split decision and slammed my heel into it's eyes and it groned with pain as his teeths left my thighs and I fell to the ground hard.Pain flared within my brain that had slammed to the ground and I groaned.Fuck.. what had I been thinking to even come out here, I was done for.The rogue wolf growled and lunged for me but a black with white spotted wolf slammed into it and they went barreling into the ground, clashing at each other.The scent of moon flowers but me and I knew it was none other than Myra.Relief surged within me but when five more rogues showed up and circled her as my thighs bled and ached and fear rushed through me.She was strong but this was a sneak attack situation and
Fermion POV As we walked down the dirt path towards the pack, I could feel my connection to it returning as we closed the distance.But as soon as we touched the grounds of the borders, my hanckles raised in alarm as the border patrolling guards were nowhere to be found.“Something's wrong” I alerted the other two who were walking down to me and they each went on battle mood.But then a signal filled my mind and once I let it across, a broken voice filled my head from Myra.“When you get this, the p-pack is be-being attacked by r–” it cut off but I didn't meed more.I wasted no time and began for the pack, my lycan becoming more bigger as I raced down to the pack grounds.Fear for the life of Eliana made me push on faster and faster, I needed to get there fast. Or it would be too late.As we got closer to the pack, rogue wolves raced last me which brought me to a stop with confusion.They each smelled highly of fear as they ran back towards the borders and I gave the others a look of
Eliana POV My eyes opened slowly and I pushed myself off the bed sluggishly, my whole limbs felt like rubber after the day I had yesterday with Myra at the training grounds.After that air discipline training that I had no clue how it was helpful to me or why I needed it, I was made to do push ups with someone seated on my back and each time I went down, I strained to get back up.And it was a hundred… fuck. I smiled softly as I went to wash up, Myra had given me the day off so long as I ran three miles as soon as I woke up and I was going to visit the healing bay to get checked after I did that.Because I was sure I lost like six ribs this past few days without Grayson around to fix me up as he always did since I came back.As I passed through the room, the window curtains flitted around like air was passing through them and my brows furrowed with confusion, I had locked those damn things yesterday so why were they letting air in and from where!.I stepped up to it and my eyes met w
Fermion POV “Teal Knight” Jared called out to the last name on the list and judging my the way it was scribbled like something she wanted to rush through instead of calmly writing it, I could tell that this man caused her lots and lots of pain.My lycan growled in my head, my eyes flashed between black and its normal color as the man left the pack members and came to stand before us, he was shaking like a leaf but I knew instantly that he was marked for death.A painful and slow one.“I want you to speak what you did to her” I said, my voice low and hoarse from the amount of control of my rage that I was withholding and he trembled.“I—i d-don't k-know wh-” My fist slammed into his cheeks and he was sent flying into the table so hard it cracked it into bits and pieces and he groaned from where he laid on the ground.Clutching at his head, but I was far from being done.“Does that recount your memory? Or should I teach you more ways to bring back the memories” he shook his head over a
Nightmare.“This was all your fault..” “You worthless piece of trash that came from me..” my eyes widened with fear as it met that of my mother, hanging on the rope. Her eyes stared at me, lifeless but filled with hatred and distaste. No.. I cried out.This was not on me, no, I can't be to blame“Delusional. What do you have to make you survive huh?” Her voice rang out again loudly in my ears and I crumpled to the ground, my hands coming to close up my ears as the sound got more louder and louder.“You should have died, you useless thing. I was carrying two alpha males in me” it was not my fault. I couldn't have known any of this but I should have been strong enough to at least protect my family.It was my fault that they died. Alpha Gerard’s cruel smile flashes before my eyes and rage had me pulling myself up to my feet and lunging at him.The image disappeared before my eyes and I swirled around the dark room I found myself in, finding none other than the mate who had been the on