ANASTASIA’S POV
I swallowed hard and forced my lips into a smile. “Hey.” My voice came out softer than I expected as I slid into the seat across from him. His eyes glimmered. Then, casually, he leaned back in his chair. “So tell me,” he said, his tone sounded playful yet serious, “do you have a boyfriend yet?" “What?” I nearly choked, heat crawling up my throat. Isaac’s mouth curved into the faintest smirk. “I bet you’re not a virgin anymore.” For a heartbeat, I swore I saw his gaze darken as it drifted down lingering on my breasts, then dipping lower before snapping back to meet mine. My breath caught, heat flooding my face. My heart slammed against my ribs. What the fuck? Was I dreaming? Was this another one of my sick fantasies bleeding into reality? “Well,” he continued casually, “because everyone keeps talking about how much of a good girl you are. I highly doubt that.” I forced a smile, even as unease twisted through me. “What’s there to doubt?” He leaned back, studying me like he was peeling me apart layer by layer. “That little facade you wear. The good girl kind. A bookworm. The type who spends her nights in her room with a blanket, reading, knitting, home early from work, asleep before midnight. Is that really all there is to you?” I froze as I felt my throat tightening. A bookworm? Knitting? What was wrong with that? Still, the way he said it, like the words made me feel small. “Tell me, Snow,” he pressed, voice dipping lower. “What kind of books do you read?” My stomach dropped and panic fluttered in my chest. If he knew, if he even suspected. The facade I’d built so carefully for my parents would crumble to dust. He couldn’t know that behind closed doors, I consumed more dark romance and filth than any good girl should. The sound of the front door swinging open snapped the moment in half. I blinked, tearing my gaze away just in time to see my dad stride in. Relief flooded me so fast my knees almost buckled. “There’s my big boy!” Dad’s voice boomed with warmth as he spotted Isaac. I ducked my head, hiding the flush burning across my face as Isaac rose to greet him. “I heard you guys are moving here next week,” Dad said, clapping his shoulder. “That’s great news. At least Anastasia can finally have an elder brother around.” My heart stuttered. “You’re moving?” I blurted, my voice sharper than intended. Both of them turned to me. “How come nobody told me?” “It’s just me,” Isaac replied smoothly. “Got a work arrangement.” The words hit like a stone to the gut. He was going to be here. Close? “Okay, dinner’s ready!” Mom’s voice chimed from the kitchen. Dad gave Isaac another pat. “You’re doing good. It’ll be nice to have you around.” Then he walked away, leaving us alone. Silence stretched for a beat before Isaac crossed the space between us. My pulse skittered. “My friends and I have a party tomorrow night,” he said. “We’re going. Wear something nice. Something clubby. I bet you have one of those, Snowy.” My mouth parted in disbelief. “What? I didn’t say I was going with you.” But he didn’t wait for me. Without another word, Isaac turned and strolled toward the dining room, leaving me rooted to the spot flushed, rattled, and with his command still thrumming in my ears like a drumbeat I couldn’t silence. There was no way in hell I was following him to some club. This was so shitty. My parents would never let me go clubbing, yet suddenly it was fine because it was with Isaac? The hypocrisy stung. “Ana! Aren’t you done?” Mom’s voice rang out, and before I could answer, she appeared at my door. I stiffened as her eyes swept over me from head to toe. She gasped softly, a hand lifting to her lips. “Is she done?” Aunt Jane’s voice floated in as the door nudged wider. I froze. But they froze harder. For a moment, the three of us just stared at one another, silence thick enough to choke on. My palms grew damp as I darted my gaze between them, searching for a clue. Why weren’t they saying anything? Then Aunt Jane broke first. Her smile was wistful, her tone touched with something almost nostalgic. “She looks just like you in high school.” Mom’s lips curved, her eyes soft with pride. “More like you." I steadied my breath as I made my way down the stairs, every step deliberate. The white dress clung to me like a whisper sleeveless, the neckline dipping just enough to frame my bust, the hem daringly high, hovering just over the curve of my backside. Paired with my heeled boots, I felt taller, bolder, though my skin burned beneath the weight of my own nerves. Halfway down, the kitchen door swung open. Dad stepped out with a dish towel in hand, humming to himself until his gaze landed on me. He froze. Then his face flushed red. “Anastasia,” he gasped, his voice sharp with shock. “Change. Right now. That dress is far too short!” My stomach dropped, guilt rising hot in my throat, but before I could even respond, a voice cut through the tension. “She looks pretty.” Isaac stood at the base of the stairs, arms folded loosely, that faint smile tugging at his lips as if he’d been waiting just for this moment. His green eyes flicked up, catching mine, and the way he looked at me made my knees wobble. “Uncle,” Isaac continued smoothly, his tone confident, almost protective. “She’s gonna be with me all night. I assure you, she’s fine.” The words curled in the air, heavy with double meaning only I seemed to hear. Dad hesitated, jaw tight, but Isaac’s calm certainty seemed to disarm him. Before the silence could stretch, Aunt Jane’s heels clicked against the floor as she appeared behind him. She glanced at me once, then at Isaac. “Isaac, drive safe!” she called with casual cheer, as if the matter were already settled. My heart raced as Isaac motioned toward the door, that smile never leaving his face. And all I could think was what the hell had I just agreed to by walking down in this dress?ISAAC’S POVSnow looked like her eyes were about to drop. Her lips parted on those desperate little breaths. I could see the war inside her and it only made me harder.God, the way she stared at me like she didn’t know whether to worship me or cry. It was the sweetest thing I’d ever seen.I stroked myself slowly letting her watch. Her gaze followed every movement and the way her thighs pressed together told me everything.“Don’t.” I said as I climbed back onto the bed. My weight dipped the mattress, caging her in as I pressed close. “You wanted this, Snow. All those looks. And now—” I caught her chin between my fingers, forcing her to meet my eyes, "you’re going to feel me.”Her hands skimmed up my chest as I leaned closer, but Gosh, the way her touch burned made me harder. Her wide eyes darted to mine, full of nerves and something sweeter, and when she whispered my name. It was a prayer I couldn’t ignore.“Isaac—”I swallowed the sound with my mouth, kissing her hard, deep and rough
ANASTASIA’S POVHis hands were almost gentle, as he pushed my knees apart again bit by bit until I was open for him, trembling, wet, and aching so badly it hurt.And the way he looked at me, so hungry and unrelenting made the shame burn hotter than the pleasure.His breath ghosted over me, hot and maddening, and every nerve in my body screamed with anticipation.“Look at you,” Isaac murmured, dragging a finger along the slick heat between my thighs. I jolted at the touch, my lips parting on a gasp. His eyes lifted briefly, catching mine before returning to the place that had me shivering with both fear and need.Then his mouth was on me.The first stroke of his tongue made my hips jerk and a strangled moan tore from my throat. My fingers shot to the sheets, clutching tight but the fire only spread when he sucked hard and his tongue circled and flicked until I was trembling under him.“Oh! God, Isaac!” I cried, arching helplessly as his hands held me down.He chuckled at me. The vibrat
ANASTASIA’S POV "You think I didn’t notice?" he murmured. "You put on that good girl act for your parents, for my mom. But not for me, Snow. Those looks they give you away. I can tell when you’re staring. I can tell what goes on in that mind of yours, even now." Hearing him say it made something inside me both bloom and crack. "Well, nobody is here, Snow. I'll ask again, are you a virgin? Or do you have some boy knocking you off?" My gaze tightened. "What if I do?" He frowned and released immediately, "then I won't be able to do this," he said and before I could think, his large hands clasped around my neck. I stumbled back, but his other hand caught my waist, tugging me back to him. Shit. I groaned against his lips crashing, and seizing my lips in brutal force. My eyes gaped wider as I felt his hands grab my butt squeezing it so tight while he kissed me so hard that I could barely breathe. His grip on me was merciless, but the worst part was how my body didn’t resist. It
ANASTASIA’S POV Club? More like a house party. I let out a long breath and scanned the room as bodies pressed together, laughter ricocheting off the walls, a sticky throng warmed by cheap perfume and spilled drinks. I still didn’t know why he’d dragged me here only to abandon me. Isaac was everywhere and nowhere at once, going around with other women and letting them lean into him the way moths cling to a porchlight. Bullshit. Being here only made it worse. It hammered brutally that what I wanted was ridiculous. He wasn't looking at me. He was looking at them. God, I had been such a fool to let myself hope. To imagine a cousin could want me like that. I rolled my eyes and lifted my drink like it might steady me. I’d tell myself to forget him, to maybe forget him, but forgetting didn’t come easy when every laugh and tilt of his head tugged at something raw inside me. Forgetting Isaac Hayes felt like trying to forget a song stuck behind my teeth. Impossible. “Hey.” A hand settled be
ANASTASIA’S POV I swallowed hard and forced my lips into a smile. “Hey.” My voice came out softer than I expected as I slid into the seat across from him. His eyes glimmered. Then, casually, he leaned back in his chair. “So tell me,” he said, his tone sounded playful yet serious, “do you have a boyfriend yet?" “What?” I nearly choked, heat crawling up my throat. Isaac’s mouth curved into the faintest smirk. “I bet you’re not a virgin anymore.” For a heartbeat, I swore I saw his gaze darken as it drifted down lingering on my breasts, then dipping lower before snapping back to meet mine. My breath caught, heat flooding my face. My heart slammed against my ribs. What the fuck? Was I dreaming? Was this another one of my sick fantasies bleeding into reality? “Well,” he continued casually, “because everyone keeps talking about how much of a good girl you are. I highly doubt that.” I forced a smile, even as unease twisted through me. “What’s there to doubt?” He leaned back, studyi
ANASTASIA’S POV The first time I saw Isaac Hayes was at the Christmas party my family hosted years ago. He was the first man to ever look at me in that way like he truly saw me. At work, men barely noticed me, let alone stared. But Isaac did, and that look had lived rent-free in my head ever since. It was as if fate whispered that I had met my soulmate. A beautiful one at that. Tall, broad-shouldered, and devastatingly handsome. His green eyes had a way of piercing straight through me, and his soft, unruly brown hair stirred sinful thoughts I never admitted aloud. I used to wonder what it would feel like to slip my fingers into it or tug it while crying his name. Shamefully, he became the star of dreams that made me wake breathless. But Isaac Hayes wasn’t just anyone. He was my cousin. My mother’s sister’s son. My forbidden crush. Was I Insane? Absolutely. Yet he was the only reason I ever felt truly seen, valid, and alive. And tonight, I will see him again. Their family was gonn