Alpha Lan instantly lets me go frozen with shock as I collapse to the ground taking in huge gulps of air providing oxygen to my deprived lungs.
"Alpha Deimos." He bows timidly his being shaking for he understands the magnitude of what he has done. He finally comprehends whose mate he has harmed and the truth of it terrifies him.
Deimos marches towards us with a power that exhausts us his warriors trailing behind him studying our surroundings like vultures waiting for their Alpha to give them a command if needed.
"Do you have a problem with my mate?" My mate questions his eyes narrowed down at the startled Alpha who cannot seem to suppress his nervousness to the unforeseen confrontation.
"N-No I do not. Forgive my rudeness." Alpha Lan responds.
Deimos turns towards me his eyes examining my body from head to toe lingering on my bleeding throat. His nose flares with rage to what he sees, to what Alpha Lan has done to me. "If you dare touch my female once more with that filthy hand of yours I will see to it your limb is detached from your body. Am I understood?"
Alpha Lan's eyes widen in shock to my mates's warning and he immediately kneels his head bowed with a mixture of dread and regret. "I will never attempt to do so again. Pardon me." He pleads in despair for his life as I glower at the male. What goes around comes around Alpha Lan. Karma as we call it.
"Take your warriors and get lost. Your presence is not wanted here by any of us." Deimos directs him as he frantically arises signalling to his warriors to depart. When the despicable male passes by me his eyes hold so much resentment for he finds me sickening. But our enmity has finally ended as he will never touch me again because of my mate.
"What is your name?" Deimos questions me the entirety of his attention now firmly set upon me.
"I do not wish to answer you." His eyes darken fangs elongating to his disapproval of my disobedience whilst he speedily strides towards me. The beats of my heart quicken to the rugged beauty of the emerging beast.
Calloused palms clamp around my neck to portray his dominance over me but there is a softness to his touch as though he does not wish to cause pain to my already injured flesh even more. My body quivers from the sparks his touch evokes. A new feeling.
"You will know better than to disobey me. Mate or not I will put you in your place."
"And what is my place?" I ask.
His eyes lock with mine to show he means the words he shall deliver to me. "Beneath me." He growls. I simply look at him staring into his eyes seeking to decipher any other emotion than eerie coldness. Does our touch not awaken any feeling within him? Like the wicked path of heat trailing from my bosom to my cunt.
"What do you want with me?" Chin raised ack straightened I challenge him just like an Alpha should. His scrutinizing gaze tells me he can see right through the act of bravery I am trying to portray to him. He can see he is becoming my weakness.
"You."
"I do not understand," I say frowning with confusion. He wants me?
"You will return with me back to my pack and you will undergo intense training to become my Luna. To become stronger for I observed how you were unable to protect yourself from Alpha Lan." Who does this male think he is? Be his Luna? I am an Alpha I will never submit to another. Never!
"That was quite amusing Alpha Deimos. And what made you deem I will do as you please." A frightening smile paints his face to my question one that does not reach his barbarous eyes. His piercing stare weakens my knees my heart hammering faster skipping beats. He folds his muscular hands across his toned chest my eyes view the flex of his muscles wondering what it would feel like to be held by them.
"Throughout the last several hours some of my warriors have already caught hold of your pack whilst you remained here right in the palm of my hand. I have your pack members on their merry way back to my lands and now all I need is you.” He asks casually leaning down towards me whilst his hot breath tortuously strokes the outer shell of my ears as my hands quiver eager to caress his sinful skin.
I gasp at his words taking steps backwards away from him. Did he just say he is transporting all my wolves to his lands? How was he able to do this in a matter of mere hours? How much power does he truly hold?
"Make your decision quickly mate. Alpha Lan will not hesitate to generate another attack on you and your pack members as soon as I leave and set your wolves free. If you come with me willingly, I shall order my warriors to protect them with their lives." He whispers inhumanly to me. Rage ignites my flesh. This is an indirect order he is giving me disguised as a fake choice and an act of support.
The flutter of leaves reacting to the caress of breeze was the only sound that could be heard as memories of my childhood flood my mind the pain and suffering I had to go through to acquire my kingdom and my fighting for survival. But now I had to fight for theirs the survival of my pack. I have made plenty of choices before but this is the hardest of all.
Putting my crown on the floor as their queen and submitting to him is proving I am not worthy to be an Alpha. Alpha's always fought for their pack and position. But I will protect mine. Choices will always bring consequences.
He waits patiently his eyes never once drifting from mine. He knows my choice but he wants me to say it out loud. "I withdraw my rights as Alpha." I cannot breathe. My heart clenches achingly the spines around them pushing deeper to pierce through flesh.
I have made the sensible decision I can afford to at this moment. My hands are tied what else could I do than sacrifice myself, my title and everything I have laboured for all for the sake of my pack. They are my responsibility.
"Ragon," He beckons the male by his side who is muscular and visually striking with hair the colour of the dark sky. The title he holds radiates as an aura from him this male is Deimos's beta.
Ragon responds his head tilted in a bow. "Yes, Alpha."
"Take her to the truck." My cruel mate sends out an order to his beta who is brisk to follow it with no hesitation.
"Follow me, Luna." He says to me leading me towards the front of the mansion and I accompany him quietly without another word.
Turning around peering up at the daunting male our eyes collide. No matter his ruthlessness I find no hate in my heart for him and so does my wolf. Rather we wish to acquire a taste of what lies in front of us. His eyes are void of any emotion I have never seen a wolf as such who can hide his feelings quite well. But I will make him open up to me with time.
Finally arriving at his pack gates after the tedious silent ride I jump up in my seat to have a glimpse of my new home my wolf's ears perking up with undeniable curiosity. The gates open to give way to the sight of lush green land fresh pastures and healthy pine trees.
Rolling down the window of my seat the sound of laughter fills my ears. Pups chasing each other females sitting in circles chattering and giggling with males training and jogging around the field. I am taken down a road holding trees on both sides, a secluded area away from the commotion of the pack. My mouth opens with an astonished gasp as I take in what stands haughtily in front of me.
"This is where you shall stay. My home." Deimos's voice tunes out the totality of my attention lie upon the gorgeous white castle. Yet gaping at the glamorous building in front of me I cannot seem to feel happiness. It looks like a prison. A prison waiting to bound me.
Ragon paces from the driver's seat to open my door. "Luna." He says assisting me to get down. Luna. A word I thought I would never hear coming out from a wolf's lips. It feels strange.
"Ragon guide her inside to the dining hall where the rest are waiting," Deimos dictates his beta stepping away without sparing another glance or a word. Is this how I am to be treated? As though I am some sort of an invisible unchosen mate?
"Please follow me, Luna," Ragon says softly a sweet smile painting his features as he escorts me inside towards the buzzing kitchen.
A sigh of relief parts my lips as I remark my pack enjoying their interaction with Deimos's wolves. This is a good sign for despite how mercilessly they were brought from home to an unknown place they seem to have the interest to settle down here. They feel welcomed.
Elriam is the first to rise from her seat as she discovers me. She comes forward to set her forehead against mine as a sign of affection. "Alpha."
"Is everyone unharmed? Deimos my mate he gave me no alternative I had to surrender I-"
"We were informed about it do not worry for we stand by you. In a way, we had always understood something like this would befall. You were always going to meet your mate one day we simply waited." She utters patting my back easing my stress.
"And what about you? How did you escape beta Jordan?" I ask worriedly.
"One of Alpha Deimos's warriors rescued me. Now come they have prepared a feast in your honour." She replies as a compulsion to thank my mate drowns me whilst we wander towards the table where the rest of the wolves have gathered including Deimos.
It is a tradition that the Alpha commences the meal feeds some from his plate to his female and the pack begins. Deimos consumes his share whilst I wait for him to place some on my plate but he gives me none. He just continues to fill his belly blatantly humiliating me.
This is his way of saying he does not accept as his Luna that I have no place on this table. He does not want me.
"You will eat your three meals here with our pack every day." He says to me his domineering voice infiltrating through the stillness.
"I do not wish to, I would rather eat alone than with you Deimos." Why must I do what he asks of me when he has disrespected me in front of all the wolves?
"You dare oppose me?" He questions calmly. It is quite surprising how he can be collected when he clearly wishes to lash out. I can perceive the bitterness simmering beneath his storming eyes.
“I am not opposing you, I merely don't want to share a meal with you ever again," I say with an audible rise in my voice as he rapidly turns towards me gripping my jaw in his hands subjugating me to look at him.
"If you ever raise your voice at me again I will make sure the pack overhears your cries to my punishment. Do you understand?" My mouth aches to defy him but gazing into his eyes I know he addresses the truth. He has no tolerance for disobedience. The dining room is hushed their heads bowed in panic at this male's display of madness.
"Yes." My voice trembles not with fear but the surging anger that I constrain with all my might.
"You will eat your meals here with my pack. Do I make myself clear?" He questions only to be met with my silence. "Answer me, my patience is running thin."
"Yes," I answer not wanting to feed his temper. I have no power against him now but I will unquestionably gain it shortly. Enough power to bring him to his knees.
"Tomorrow you will train with the pack. I wish to see your strength that rumours say you possess." I nod modestly in silence. "Use words mate."
"Yes, Alpha." He grimaces apprehending the words that are spit out from my mouth but pays no attention to it.
They are not rumours and I shall make sure to prove to him that. A sense of determination fills me. He will see the true power of a Queen.
It was not an effortless decision for it would come with a price. And that price delayed my path of action. I knew the pack would go against me and I knew I would have to execute numerous of my warriors and that fact chained me once more.It felt as though I was spitting on father's grave, I was destroying everything he trained me growing up. I wondered if he saw me as shameful, I wondered if he deemed me as his male no more for if he were alive my father would have reprimanded my choices.That permanent state of hell I was in, that confusion I abhorred it. I was stuck I could not move, annihilating your wolves as an Alpha meant the moon would sentence me for it, she would have to take something from me and I sweated it would be Lumina or Kal.But observing my female living in discomfort each day because of my discretions, I could not follow it anymore. I could not withstand it so I stood on that stage and I declared the end of the tradition hoping it would pave
Whilst the females moved an unconscious Lumina to the other room, Elriam was generous to place the pup in my trembling awaiting hands. It was a male, yet there was no happiness from my side mere neutralness for I had lost someone dear to me. It was a day of birth and death, birth of my male the death of me.The reason I had feared to love her had come to stand haughtily in my reality, Lumina wanted to leave me. She spewed heartless words to my face of how I disgusted her, of how she rebuked our bond that we were no more as one.She said she could live without me with such ease as I tensed my jaw and took her strikes for I earned it. I deserved each blow of her whip as it peeled the skin off my bones.Then she changed. She became a female I could not recognize, our relationship had blazed to ashes there was nothing left between us. She left a trail behind with torn pieces of herself that I often secretly bent to pick up and lay in my treasure box.
But that was no choice to me, it seemed as though I was once more standing on that bridge. Life or death. I wanted to choose death, I would have rather fallen than betray either of them.The tradition of the chosen did not seem to hinder me even after I met Lumina for I had thought I would never fall in love with her. Yet I did I was in love with her unconditionally, she stood first in line among my every other duty. She was my priority in many ways.How could I touch another female other than Lumina? The image of it had me gag as it left a foul taste on my tongue. I was not that kind of a male, I promised to be loyal to her until the moon called for me.I was lost for I did not know much of the laws of the tradition so I requested Ragon to aid me to attain loopholes or ways I can tiptoe around it without harming any wolf. It was a tradition that had run smoothly in our pack for generations with no Alpha ever going against it and I did not want to be th
I could not think, I could not feel. A sudden sense of coldness lured me into its cave. I knew if I stayed I would hurt her with the vengeance of my words so I chose to abandon her in that aloof house until the turmoil of my heart and mind rested.Yet when I had returned I was greeted with something I did not wait for, she leapt into my arms caressing flesh pecking me all over my face showing her profound affection for me as she begged for me to forgive her. And I could not fight her, how could I have when she glanced at me that way?So I asked her to do something for me that I found arduous to do. To bare her soul to me and she had accepted with no reluctance. She taught me that I must soar above my walls and unveil myself to her eyes as well and I guaranteed her that I would with time.After a while, Lumina got sick fatally sick and I fretted the pill had done something to her. I often conversed with Giovanni's healer every night after I put my female to sleep
The goddess took her time with me as she kept me caged up for a while and on her chosen day she surprisingly tossed me back to my physical being as though she found no use to bother with me anymore.I do not remember distinctly the events that unfolded after I had awoken, it was all a haze of sounds, scents and movements. But what I do recall was the way the eyes of my female lightened as she examined me. She looked as though I had breathed life back into her and I was perplexed. I was the one who had been in a coma yet why did my moon blessed resemble a corpse as well?Was she not eating, was she not sleeping? Judgment took its time to settle within me. Lumina was not living, she was merely existing and that too not for her sake but mine hoping that I would wake up and embrace her one day. With everything Ragon had revealed to me of her lifeless days, my heart burned with tribulation.My fault, I was once more to blame for giving her that experience. Testifying
She wanted to hasten everything and we stood on thin ice once more, snapping our teeth at each other with a wave of outrage. She was always expecting me to understand her but she never once returned that from her side. What about what I wanted? I was not ready to be a father for I was only learning how to be a moral mate to her.But the way she looked at me it was as though it had been what she had yearned for all her life. To have a family of her own, who was I to deny that? Was it not my duty to her, to give her that life?I did not think I would be a good father, I did not want to raise my pup as my father bred me. I was worried I would end being the same as him. I wanted time before I could speak with her on the topic of having pups but she thought I was unconditionally against the idea.It was not true, I too wanted to see my female's belly swollen with my pup snoring within. I too did not have a family growing up and I despairingly needed laughter and joy