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Lia's POV
The dream always started the same way.
A man came into my bedroom. The door opened slowly with a creak. I heard his footsteps on the wooden floor. Heavy steps that made the floor groan. I never saw his face—it was always hidden in shadow, like the darkness covered him on purpose. But I could tell he was tall and big. His shoulders were wide, filling the doorway. His body blocked the soft light from my window, the moonlight that usually made my room glow.
He walked toward my bed without saying anything. Not a sound except those heavy footsteps getting closer. My heart started racing, pounding so hard it hurt. I wanted to move, to say something, but I couldn't. My body wouldn't listen.
He got into my bed, and the mattress sank under his weight. The springs creaked. I could feel the heat from his body before he even touched me. He filled the whole space, all the air in the room.
His big hands reached for my thighs. They were rough and warm, so much bigger than mine. He pushed them open, slow but firm, spreading my legs. The touch made shivers run up my spine. My whole body tingled and came alive. My skin felt extra sensitive, like every nerve was awake and waiting. My heart pounded so hard I could hear it in my ears—thump-thump-thump.
My breathing got faster. My chest rose and fell quickly. I wanted to see his face, to know who he was, but the shadows hid him. All I could tell was his size, his shape, the feeling of his hands on my skin.
His other hand came up to my throat. I felt his palm first, warm and slightly rough against my neck. Then his fingers wrapped around it, holding me there. Not hard enough to hurt, not choking, but enough that I couldn't move. Couldn't turn my head. Couldn't speak. Could barely breathe, just small quick gasps.
My skin felt hot where he touched me, burning almost. His hand on my throat made me feel completely trapped, completely his. My pulse beat against his palm. He had to feel it, had to know what he was doing to me.
I was scared and excited at the same time. My whole body was shaking with need. A heat was building between my legs, an ache that almost hurt.
Without waiting, without warning, he lined himself up. I felt the pressure first, him pushing against me. The heat of him. How big he was. My body tensed, but there was nowhere to go. His hand on my throat kept me pinned.
Then he pushed inside in one hard stroke, filling me completely. Stretching me. It was so intense, so overwhelming, it knocked the breath out of me. I felt every inch of him. Pain and pleasure mixed together until I couldn't tell them apart.
That was where the dream always ended. Every single time. Right at that perfect, terrible moment. It started the same and ended the same, right when I wanted more, needed more. Right when my body was screaming for release.
I woke up with a gasp, my eyes flying open in the dark. My bedroom looked normal—no man, no shadows, just my furniture lit by the streetlight outside. But my body didn't feel normal at all.
I was breathing hard, my chest heaving like I'd been running. My heart was still racing. My whole body felt hot and tingly, like my skin was too tight. There was sweat on my forehead, on my chest, between my breasts.
I reached down between my legs, and my hand came away wet. I checked my underwear and it was soaked, completely drenched. The fabric was clinging to me, wet and uncomfortable. The ache between my thighs was almost unbearable. I squeezed them together, trying to find relief, but it didn't help. It made it worse.
I turned my head to look at Rob, my boyfriend of a year. He was sound asleep next to me, his back turned toward me like always. His breathing was slow and steady, the kind that meant he was far away in his own dreams. Probably dreaming about work or video games or something boring. He looked so peaceful, his face relaxed, his body still. Like he didn't have a care in the world. Like he had no idea what I was feeling right beside him.
The space between us felt huge even though it was only a foot or two.
I was still so turned on from the dream. My whole body felt like it was on fire. I needed him. Needed to feel his hands on me, his body against mine. Needed him to want me the way the man in my dreams wanted me.
I reached out slowly and touched his shoulder. My fingers barely brushed his skin. His skin was warm and soft.
Then I leaned in and kissed his neck, pressing my lips below his ear. Soft little kisses, gentle and hopeful. I kissed him again and again, trailing down toward his shoulder. My hand moved to his chest, feeling him breathe.
Please wake up, I thought. Please want me. Please make this ache go away.
He stirred a little, his body shifting. He made a small sound. Then he opened his eyes, but just barely. They looked tired and annoyed, like I'd woken him from something important.
"What are you doing?" he mumbled, his voice rough with sleep. I could hear the irritation.
"I want you," I whispered, my hand still on his shoulder. My voice came out smaller than I meant it to, almost begging.
He let out a heavy sigh, the kind that said I was bothering him. That I was being unreasonable.
"Go back to sleep," he said flatly. No warmth in his voice at all. No affection. Nothing.
But I didn't give up. I couldn't. The need was too strong, the ache too intense. Maybe if I touched him more, he would change his mind. Maybe he just needed to wake up more.
I ran my hand down his chest, my palm sliding over his skin, moving lower. Feeling the warmth of him, the softness of his stomach, heading toward his boxers.
But before I could get there, he grabbed my hand. His grip was tight, almost rough, his fingers wrapping around my wrist and stopping me.
"Stop acting like a little slut," he said, his voice cold and harsh.
Lia’s POVA few soft words were spoken by a man in a dark coat. His voice carried gently across the small group. Someone stepped forward and placed a cluster of white flowers near the casket. The petals looked almost too bright against the polished wood. Victor stood very still beside me, his hand still holding mine. Dante’s grip had grown tighter. I could feel the tension in both of them, the same heavy silence they had carried in the car now settling deeper around us. No one spoke unless they had to. The quiet felt thick.And then a woman arrived.I noticed her before anyone else did, I think, because I happened to be facing that direction.She was coming up the narrow path from the drive with slow, deliberate steps — not hurrying, not apologizing for being late, just walking at exactly the pace she’d decided to walk. She looked to be in her early fifties. She was wearing a black gown, floor-length, and even from a distance I could tell it was expensive; the fabric moved around her
Lia’s POVDante walked in, already dressed in a black suit, the jacket hanging open over a white shirt. His left arm still moved a little stiffly, but he looked stronger than he had in weeks. The lighter wrap on his shoulder was mostly hidden by the suit. He stopped when he saw us and held up the dark tie in his good hand. There was a quiet heaviness in his face too, the same one Victor carried.“I need help with this, baby” he said.I walked over to him. The moment I was close enough, he reached out with his good arm, caught me gently by the waist, and pulled me in until I was standing right against him. His hand stayed warm against my side as I took the tie from him. I could feel the solid heat of his body through the thin shirt, and the way he held me a little tighter than usual. I looped the tie around his neck, working carefully so I wouldn’t bump his healing shoulder. He watched my face the whole time, quiet and steady. His thumb moved once against my waist in a small, absent ci
Lia’s POVIt’s been a month.Victor and Dante were both feeling a lot better. Victor had been discharged from the hospital a week ago, and the color had finally started coming back to his face. He moved slower than before, but he was steady on his feet again. Some mornings I still caught him pressing a hand against his side where the wound had been, like he was checking that it was really closed. Dante’s arm was almost completely healed. The thick bandages were gone, replaced by a lighter wrap that he only wore at night now. He could use his hand for most things again. The deep ache in his shoulder still showed sometimes when he reached too high or turned too fast, but he no longer winced with every small motion. There were days he almost looked like himself again.We all stayed in Victor’s mansion instead of the penthouse.The mansion where Rob had shot him.It was a big, quiet place with high ceilings and lon
Lia’s POVI sat carefully on the edge of the bed beside him, still holding his hand. Matteo leaned his head against Dante’s good side, his small body finally starting to relax. Lola stayed silent at the window, her arms crossed, looking out at the dark city. For a few quiet minutes, with Dante looking at me like I was the only steady thing in the room, I let myself breathe.His fingers stayed loose around mine. Every so often his thumb brushed slowly across my knuckles, like he needed the contact to stay grounded. His eyes were still a little glassy from the pain medication, soft in a way that made my chest ache. He kept glancing at me, then at Matteo, then back at me again, as if checking that we were both still real.The hospital room was dim except for the soft light above the bed. The air smelled clean and sharp, like antiseptic mixed with the faint scent of the soap they used on the sheets. Somewhere down the hall a cart rattled pa
Lia’s POVAnd I thought about what happened in this room. The way his whole body had jerked. The way his eyes had flown open. That grip on my hand that shouldn’t have been possible.My sons. My sons. Something’s wrong. I can feel it.I had felt it too. Right at that same second. Both of us at once.He knew.Somehow, from all the way down wherever he was, he knew.He felt his son dying.I looked at his hand in mine and my eyes went blurry and I let them.“I don’t know how to tell you,” I whispered.Because that was the thing sitting on my chest now, heavier than everything else. Someone was going to have to tell him. When he woke up — and he was going to wake up, he had to wake up — someone was going to have to sit in this beautiful quiet room and say the words out loud.Rob is dead.Your youngest son is dead.He shot you, and then he took your grandson, and then he died in the woods, and none of it can be undone.Maybe it would be Dante. Maybe it should be Dante.But Dante was upstair
Lia’s POVHe settled back against the chair and I watched the relief hit him, whether he wanted it to or not. His head tipped back. His good hand went loose on the armrest. All that tension he’d been holding just to stay upright let go at once, and that told me more about how bad it was than anything he’d said out loud.I crouched down in front of him so we were level.He reached out and took my hand and brought it to his mouth and pressed his lips to my knuckles. Held them there a second longer than he needed to.“I love you,” he said.“I love you too.” I put my free hand on the side of his face. His skin was still too cool. “So come back and tell me again.”“I will.”Then he turned his head and looked at his son.“Matteo.”“I have to go with the doctors for a little while so they can fix my shoulder,” Dante said. “But I’m coming back. Soon. Okay?”Matteo’s chin wobbled. “Promise?”“I promise. I have never broken a promise to you, have I?”“No.”“And I’m not starting today.” Dante’s
Lia's POV“Fuck, you’re still so tight,” he groaned. “Even after everything we’ve done to you tonight. This ass was made to be fucked.”He stayed like that, not moving any deeper, just letting me feel the thick head of his cock sitting inside my ass while I trembled underneath him. Every few second
Lia's POV"I know," Dante said. "But I still feel responsible somehow. Like maybe if I'd done more, been a better example, he would have turned out differently. Would have treated you better.""Or maybe some people just are who they are regardless of what others do," I suggested. "You can't take re
Lia's POVI screamed his name as my pussy clamped down hard, squirting and pulsing around his thickness in violent waves. Dante thrust up deep one last time and came with a guttural groan, flooding me with hot, thick ropes of cum. I felt every pulse, every spurt painting my insides as my walls milk
Lia's POVI dove back down, taking every thick inch until he pressed deep into my throat. My nose brushed the dark hair at his base, and I held there, swallowing around him, letting my throat massage his cock while spit ran messily down my chin. His thighs shook on either side of me. His hand fiste