Mag-log inSerena
It is two in the morning when I arrive home. My night with Conall turned out to be a lot of fun. We drank, talked, laughed and went to the diner for some burgers before he dropped me off at home. It was nice to get out. It has been a long time since I have had a night out. My plan is in motion, and I’m eager to see it unfold.
Tonight, it couldn’t have gone any better. Henry’s face when he saw me getting cosy with his brother was the best part of the night. He wasn’t expecting me to come back. That is why I chose the element of surprise and never told a soul of my return.
I lock up and get ready for bed, climbing in to settle down for the night. Yes, things went well this evening, but seeing Henry again and being in that world was enough to bring back the bad memories. I try not to think about the day my life changed forever, much less recently, but sometimes it creeps up without warning. I sigh, staring at the ceiling, and everything comes to mind. My memories from a year ago dance around, as if they are happening in real time.
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I rushed into my husband’s office building and headed to the top floor where his office space is situated. I practically skipped with happiness, smiling from ear to ear. I was anxious as the elevator went up to the top floor. The second it pinged, I got out and headed to his assistant’s desk. I had never been so eager to share news with him.
“Hey, Candice, is Henry free?” I asked, trying to maintain my composure in case I let my excitement slip out before speaking to my husband.
A guilty look took over her face. “Um, yeah, but maybe you should wait.” She said softly.
I tilted my head to the side and looked at her, confused. “Why? Is he in a meeting or something?”
“Serena, please, go and wait for him in the break room. I will tell him you are here.”
“Candice, what is going on? Why are you trying to stop me from seeing my husband?”
She broke eye contact with me. Her behaviour is off. Something is wrong. I didn’t say another word and rushed straight to his office. I don’t knock, instead, I barged in. I froze at the sight in front of me.
My husband was in his office chair, a blonde straddled him, both with no shirts on. In that moment, my heart felt like someone put a knife into it, pushed it deep and twisted it. My world shattered, and a deep whimper escaped from my lips.
“H-H-Henry.” I sobbed.
Whoever the woman was jumped, not expecting his wife to walk in. Does she know he is a married man? The stranger turned her head. She wasn’t a stranger after all. The woman straddling my husband is none other than my best friend of twenty years!
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My cell ringing brings me out of my memories. What I didn’t know back then is that moments after, my life would change in a way I could never have imagined, worse than discovering my husband with my best friend.
Taking a deep breath, I reach for my cell to see who is calling me at this hour. Conall’s name flashes on my screen. Why is he calling? I told him I would reach out to him when I need him. I am torn between answering it and ignoring his call. The second option would be rude after everything he has done for me tonight.
“Hello.” I greet sweetly.
“Hey, gorgeous. I wasn’t sure if you would answer my call or if you were already sleeping.”
“I will be going to sleep soon. Is there a reason for your call?”
“I wanted to make sure you were okay and tell you I am looking forward to working with you.”
“And I, you. Thank you for tonight. I will be in touch soon. Goodnight, Conall.”
I hang up before he has a chance to say anything else. I am too exhausted to discuss anything else. Conall won’t care about me hanging up. I made it clear other than our plan, we don’t need to socialise or even be friends. I am not looking for a friend. All I need for now is someone to help me get my revenge. I stopped allowing people to get close to me after everything that happened. I have no trust in anyone, including Conall. It is business, nothing more.
I silence my cell and settle down on the bed for the night. Staring at the ceiling, the next step of my plan runs through my head. Henry and Conall work in the same office space two days a week, a condition imposed by their father. An idea neither of them liked. Their father doesn’t care about how they feel. His priority is to keep his reputation intact after his infidelity scandal.
Anyway, my plan is to show up on one of those days and bring Conall lunch. It’s a simple and slow process that will be taken, but it will be enough to get what I need and make my ex-husband squirm. I talked myself out of doing this to start with. It should have begun a few months ago, but I wasn’t as ready as I thought. Now, I have no doubts! Everything I plan on doing to him, he deserves. I was broken for too long, but no longer. I am not the scared, sad or timid woman they all knew.
I toss and turn, not quite used to my new apartment yet. I haven’t been here long. I am still in the middle of organising, but it has been the last thing on my mind since I returned. I will fix it in time.
I reach for my cell to scroll through social media. I ignore the articles about my return. I expected them. You would think the media has better things to talk about than some billionaire’s ex-wife’s return, but it was part of my plan. His family are back in the spotlight, and I am familiar enough with the press to know it won’t all be good. Yes, I will get dragged through the mud, but so will they. The last time I hid away and never said a word. I let him, his family, society, and the media destroy me. It is only fair they have their turn too. It would look good since they have tried to be on their best behaviour for years. Karma is a bitch, and it comes in the form of me.
I put my cell aside once again and smirk at the thought of my plan before I try to allow sleep to take over me, hoping it will work this time around.
Serena It has been nearly a week since Conall walked out of my apartment. He hasn’t been in touch. I texted him once, but he never replied. He read it, but didn’t respond, so I haven’t tried again. It is probably best for him to stay away from me anyway. I am not doing too well. I thought I was, but I really am not. Everything is getting to me more than I would like to admit. I haven’t felt this low in months. I have barely left the house, unless I really had to. I’ve closed myself off from the entire world. All I have been doing is sleeping, drinking and feeling sorry for myself. All the things I thought that had passed. I guess not. I should maybe get back on my medication. I haven’t taken it for a while. I hate feeling like this. I feel weak, like the woman I was a year ago. It is like something had triggered my emotions again, and there is a chance it has to do with the relationship that Conall and I have been building. My walls are back up. I don’t want to allow myself to be vu
Conall The first thing I do when I wake is reach for Serena, but I am soon disappointed when I realise she isn’t there. Confused, I sit up and glance around. I notice her things are gone. Her clothes and bag were on the chair before we went to sleep. I search for my cell to check the time in case I have overslept. It is only seven. What time did she leave? There are no texts on my cell. She could be somewhere else in the apartment. Running my fingers through my hair and dragging my sleepy ass out of bed to check. I walk through the apartment, but she is nowhere in sight. I groan and run my fingers through my hair. Did she leave during the night? Was dinner with my mom too much, too soon? I thought we were past this; Serena running off when things get too much. I don’t know what else to do. I try my best to keep things casual between us, but even that seems to be too much for her. I groan in frustration as I return to my bedroom for my cell. We should have gone to her place, at least
SerenaIt is after midnight when we leave Conall’s mom’s place. We didn’t plan to stay so late, but we lost track of time. I am so thankful she doesn’t hate me because I was married into that horrible family for a long time. Conall’s mom is the sweetest, and that makes me hate them even more for what they put her and Conall through. They have been ruining lives for way too long. I refuse to let them ruin anymore.“Nothing to worry about at all.” Conall smiles as he opens the car door for me.“I know.” I smile before climbing in.It went better than I thought. I was surprised when he asked me to go to his mom’s for dinner. I didn’t think we were at that stage of whatever it is called, going on between us. I am glad I did, though. The food was incredible, and I can stop worrying about his mom hating me now.Conall runs around to the driver’s side, climbing in. “Do you want to come to mine and stay, or do you want to stay by yourself tonight? I know sometimes you like nights to yourself.
Conall“Conall, is this such a good idea? Does your mother really want to be around me since I was part of the family that ruined her life for a long time?” Serena asks.I told my mom that I had been spending a lot of time with Serena. She didn’t know how to react at first, but I soon made her realise that just because she was married into that family didn’t mean she was anything like it. She is happy enough for Serena to join us for dinner tonight. They have met before, once, a long time ago.“Serena, it will be fine. My mom doesn’t have a problem with you. They have put you through just as much as they have my mother and me, probably more so. She doesn’t hold anything against you.” I reply and rest my hand on her knee, squeezing it.I am surprised Serena agreed to come. I know she said she would after the last time I was going to invite her, but I honestly didn’t think she would. I thought it would be too much of a big a step for us, especially since we are still only “casual”. I ho
SerenaI made sure I was up earlier than Conall. I want to go out and get us some breakfast. Yes, we fixed everything out last night, but I sense he is still slightly annoyed with me for doing what I did. No, annoyed isn’t the right word. He was worried. I get that, but he has nothing to worry about. I can hold my own.I leave a note on my pillow, sneaking out of the room and grab my bag, heading out. It is a lovely morning for a walk to the café. Stepping outside, I look from left to right to decide which way to go, but something else catches my eye. My car. The front window is smashed in, and there is a big scratch along its side.“What the hell?” I yell, rushing over to it.Who would do this? This is a nice neighbourhood. The crime rate is low. I check the other cars nearby, but they are all fine; it is only mine. I groan, tugging at my hair in frustration. It is going to cost a fortune to fix it. Money isn’t an issue, but that isn’t the point. Why would someone do this? I notice a
ConallI am on my way to Serena’s place. I am not too happy. She told me she was going home after lunch, which was a lie. I know what she did. A scene like what went down at the Country Club doesn’t go unnoticed. The worst of it is, Serena is being painted as the bad one, the crazy one who has no respect, even though all of this is on my sperm donor and his family. That doesn’t matter, not in this society. Serena is an outcast, and everyone will continue to treat her as such, even when she isn’t the bad one. I have never understood how these things work. There is a reason I stay out of as much as I can. I don’t want or need the drama and trouble that comes with it. Serena shouldn’t have confronted him alone. What if something bad had happened? Perhaps I shouldn’t be surprised. She has become very stubborn and feisty, rightly so, but she still needs to be careful. Serena needs to remember who she is dealing with. They could cause her significant damage, more than they already have.I p







