Mag-log in“Anna.”
“No.” I was already untangling myself from him, stepping away from him, the moment lost. My body moaned at the loss of the warmth, and it tingled, wanting to be close to him, but I had to stand firm. So now, I stood, my arms folded across my chest. “Why, tell me, dear FIANCÉ, why you wouldn’t accompany me to a fitting?” I demanded, making sure to stress his position in my life because, depending on his response, it was shaky. “Anna.” My fiancé called, standing up to meet me, yet his eyes were focused on my chest, particularly my breasts as they giggled with every movement, and I glowered at him. “Eyes up here, Mr.” I held his jaw, raising it up to meet my eyes. Davy’s jaw widened in a sheepish smile, and mine had already started mirroring his action when I remembered I was supposed to be angry, and I slapped a frown on my face. “Now why wouldn’t you be able to follow me for dress shopping? You promise me, Davy!” I yelled, throwing my hands in the air. “We were supposed to do this yesterday, but you missed it, and today is the only day we can. The wedding is just a month away, and we haven’t even gotten anything in place.” I sighed after I finished my ranting, my chest rising and falling as I tried to catch my breath, but at least he had the sense not to look. Instead, his arms wrapped around my waist, pulling me impossibly close, and my eyes fluttered as I felt his lips on my forehead. “Anna, there is nothing I would love more than to be with you every step of the way, but you need to understand that there are people that need me.” I shook my head; none of what he was saying was making sense. “What about me?” I asked, pushing him away to be free from him, but his hold tightened on mine so much that it was even easier passing through the eye of a needle, and I had no choice but to give in. “Don’t you think I need you? I have never had a single day of rest with you without you rushing over to the hospital or your phone ringing for an emergency. We are getting married, Davy. Married! I should be a priority in your life, but it is obvious I am not even in the top ten.” “Love.” He whined like one in pain, and I pumped my hands in the air—only in my mind though—I needed him to feel my pain. “You are the top priority in my life; I want nothing else than to be with you. I love you, Anna Sinclair, and don’t you ever doubt that, however—" The annoying ringtone pierced the air, jarring us both, and I have never wished so much to crush the stupid device. It was an old model because Davy didn’t believe a phone should be changed until it is hanging on its last life. I frowned, my lips pursing in annoyance because I knew what was coming; we both knew what was coming, and I held my breath as I waited for it to unfold. Davy looked at me, then at his phone on the floor, and I was already nodding because I knew without a shadow of doubt that he would choose his phone over me. However, he did the most surprising thing, ignoring his phone and choosing to focus on me. “Davy?” I cooed, my eyes already tearing, but I blinked them back, refusing to cry. He chose me. My workaholic doctor fiancé chose me over his work, even though I had no idea why he was stressing himself so much. Davy came from a well-to-do home, with both parents doctors, and even if he decided not to work, we would never go hungry. “I love you, Hale Davy Walton!” I declared in excitement, wrapping my arms around my shoulders and kissing him silly. Davy chuckled, all of the vibrations shooting down to my core, and I was ready to go for another round when his phone rang, and the moment dissipated so fast I was sure I had hallucinated it before. This time we looked at each other, a silent warning in my eyes while Davy’s own were blank, and then we both stared at the phone. ER Jane popped on his phone, and he raised his head to meet me. “Anna?” “No.” I shook my head. “Absolutely not. You just promised.” “It is an emergency.” “And I promise you if I am not fitted in my dress this afternoon, it will be an emergency!” “We can do this some other time; I promise I will be available throughout the day.” He pleaded and was already reaching for the phone. “Davy.” I cried either from the sharp emptiness I felt after he left me or the betrayal that he was choosing Jane over me, and he turned, his eyes still pleading. My chest tightened as he answered his call, his head bobbing as he ran all the way to his room, and I stayed fuming as he went about his way. Davy took enough time for my anger to boil and even topple, and when I saw him dressed in fresh clothes, his hair slicked back, and carrying that ridiculous Tom Ford briefcase, I had enough of it. “If you go, consider this over!”Anna’s POV Four years after Fuck! Fuck! Fuck!! The curse tumbled from my lips as I paced about the length of our room. Paced? I was freaking marching about, my feet pounding on the tiles. Davy was due home any minute from now, and I was doomed if he saw me in this state of panic. But I couldn’t help it, not when the red lines were boldly displayed for all to see. “Shit!” I wanted to scream at the wall and throw hands, but I managed to control myself, taking deep breaths before I tapped my phone, checking the time. Davy should be back in seventeen minutes, but it was enough time for me to run to a nearby pharmacy and get a bunch of tests because it seemed these ones couldn’t even do their work. So I hatched my plans, picking up the keys to the Cadillac CT4, my yearly car change from Daddy, even though Davy insisted he was capable enough of doing so. Anyways, back to my problem at hand. I drove with only one focus in mind, the local pharmacy finally coming into view, and
Six months later “You have never told me why you call me princess.” I chirped from where I was curled on Aaron’s lap while he was bent over his laptop, working. Today was my rest day, and what better way to spend it than with Aaron? We were in his home in New York, one of the many estates the Sinclair owned. He had made the change two months ago to be close to the city due to his work, but why was I having assurance that I had to do with at least sixty percent of the change? Anyway, whether or not I took the highest percentage, it was welcomed. I had told Aaron I would think about it, and I did, soon realizing that I cared about him more than I would let on, more than the fear of his sister finding out. And even though we hadn’t exchanged the ‘L’ words, what he felt for me was genuine, and I shared the same feelings, so we started over. Although our relationship was yet to be defined. No ‘I love you’ was said, but this was already going well for us, so there was no need t
Aaron had made it his life mission to torture me. It was the only logical reason to say he kept showing himself in my face or even his deeds.Like how I got flowers after every event I completed, and on the days I had none, they would still magically appear in front of my door, sometimes still fresh with morning dew.I was convinced Jamie was helping him because there was no way Aaron could magically know my schedule, but Jamie had kept his lips sealed, so there was nothing I could do about it.However, the flowers always came with the same note.‘I am sorry.’But recently, there had been a change. Now, they carried his scent.Aaron must have realized I never hesitated to throw them away because this time, every bouquet smelled unmistakably like him.And no matter how hard I tried, I could never stop myself from reaching out, sniffing the rich muck, mixed with the soft and slightly spicy scent of the roses. Eventually, I stopped throwing them away altogether. Instead, I found myself b
I watched as he made his exit, slowly reaching for his shirt, deliberately as if to prolong our time together. He took even more time, turning away from me, slowly moving towards the door. His steps were unhurried, as if he were waiting for me to stop him, but right now, the only joy I could feel would be if he were out of my presence and I waited. I watched, waited as he took his time, but I made no comment about it. There was no need to waste any drop of saliva for him anymore; it was over. It was over. The words echoed in my mind as the door slammed shut behind me, loud enough to make me flinch. However, now I was left alone in this silence, one nearly suffocating, but I did my best to breathe through it. Slowly, in and out. In and out. ‘This was for the best.’ I whispered to myself, yet why does it feel like anything but that? Why does my heart ache so, a gaping hole left from where he has gone? I thought I didn’t feel anything for him. This was supposed to be physi
I woke up disoriented. Actually, disoriented couldn’t really explain everything that was happening to me, but it was all my limited vocabulary could bring up. First, the room was in pure darkness, doing little to calm the raging storm in my head. Apparently, I was in a bed, even tucked in under the sheets. However, I managed to push myself to a sitting position. Reaching towards the nightstand, I found a little remote that sat there, and I pressed a button, and the curtain slowly parted. “Shit,” I cursed slowly as the ray of sun attacked my eyesight, and I shrank from it like a vampire would. My stomach rumbled, as if trying to churn out whatever it had last night, but I swallowed hard, pushing it down. Instead, I shuffled towards the edge of the bed, placing my feet gingerly on the ground, and I stood. A violent wave of vertigo hit me hard, the world spinning so fast, and I immediately sat back, taking deep breaths to stabilize myself. I waited for some minutes, inhaling and
I inhaled deeply, gathering enough air in my lungs, but even I knew it was already useless. His scent had filled my nose, clouding my brain and probably my sense of judgement.Yet, one look at him, and it was easy for the anger to rush back in. It flowed like an endless stream, almost like an active volcano, bubbling to a point of combustion, and it took everything in me not to bolt out there or even do something stupid, like slapping him.At this point, it was justified.My fingers twitched beside me, folding and unfolding, and I had half the mind to ignore him, but he was standing literally face-to-face with me; I couldn’t do that without being considered outrightly rude.So I took another deep breath, slapping a smile on my face.“Aaron.” I called in a voice so detached the echo reaching me sounded nothing like me. He thought so too because he jerked back, his brows immediately pulling tightly in a frown. However, the frown was swept away, giving way to a face more remorseful, or
Anna’s POVThe world was dulled all around me, like I was submerged inside a pool of water with no way of escape.It was a weird, otherworldly feeling, like my body was detached from my soul and I remained suspended in this strange state of limbo.Time ceased to exist here, and I roamed about, at a
Davy’s POVThere were so many ways I had imagined today would turn out to be. It had been peaceful; we had discharged most of our patients, and only a few remained, and right now, I wanted nothing more than a much-needed rest.I was prepared to retire to the call room or even the office when I pass
“Rules?” His brows quirked up, and he stared at me, confusion swirling in his eyes, but his resolve pushed through, and he nodded. “Alright, let me hear it.”“Don’t push me.” I snapped annoyedly, and he gave me a sheepish smile.Sorry.”I sat up fully, gathering the sheets around me as I thought of
Anna’s POVI hated crying. It was an unnecessary expression of emotions that had no business showing itself there. It took so much energy, leaving you with a runny nose and even a headache.Yet it was one of my favorite forms of expression, but not by choice. And right now, I sobbed, pounding on Da







