From the beginning when we meet each other, Bima always insulted me. He said that my father was a disgusting cheat and the fruit never fell far from the tree. That fruit was me.
By the way, we lived in the same housing complex in the past and when we went to school, we were in the same high school as well. However, I didn’t really know Bima, or be familiar with him. We were also in different classes, also in different majors. It was just that he knew my father's bad behavior. My father was once an head in a housing complex’s office and once corrupted local residents' fees, also sold a resident's assets. That was the begining of his hatred emerged towards my father and had an impact on me. For whatever reason, my father always escaped the law and that made his family stick to him. "Tsk!" The strange thing is that the more evil and cunning people are, the more willing other people are to approach them for profit and protection. I hate living in an environment that thinks that bad people deserve to be business friends because they can provide big profits for the business of a certain group. Whatever good I do will certainly not change Bima's view of me, unlike Eve. Even though I am a wife who has cared for and been married to him for more than two years, he trusts Eva more than me who is always by his side. "So that you are Rima? Eve talks about you so much that I became curious." So, he is Eve's husband? He looks like an old man, but surely he must be rich. Those jewelries he uses prove the reality. "Oh, uhmm" I smile in response to his words. A faint smile but my heart feels uneasy when I realize that Bima is still looking at me with red eyes. "Uhm, Anyway, Eve says that you really like raising a lion, so she gave you paralytic medicine so that the lion could be tame. I wonder, how is it going? I wonder what it looks like," he asks me, shockingly. I can only take a deep breath. What else lies is Eve making up? "Dude, why don't you believe me?" Eve's voice sounds so spoiled towards her husband. "I'm just curious, Babe. You even begged me to make the hospital where Rima is being treated keep their mouths shut." "The lion is Rima's favorite and I don't want Rima to lose her pet. You saw for yourself how her father tortured her mother at that time, right? You can definitely feel how lonely Rima felt because her mother only gave attention to her father, so Dude, don’t ask it anymore? Rima must be burdened by your curiosity, am I right, Dear?”The two of them are talking nonsense in front of me. Eva does lie after lie to deceive her husband. Maybe the man believes in unreasonable lies. Since when are citizens here allowed to keep lions in home like in Saudi Arabia? “Rima, I’m sorry because your beloved animal hurt you and want to see your condition. I hope we can meet one day,” said Eve’s husband. “Hm!” Then I answer briefly, “I still want to rest, it’s still quite dark here.” “Oh yeah... sorry for disturbing your rest time, Rima,” said her husband again very politely. “Hm,” I answer him again. “Then I’ll hang up, okay?” I end the video call between me and Eve I glance slightly at Bima who is still looking at the cell phone I am holding on, then I quickly shift and I walk towards my room. Coincidentally my room and Bima’s room are close together because I have to be alert to guard that stupid man for all timeMy head still hurts but I have to prepare breakfast for Bima. Healthy and nutritious food that can improve the condition of his bones. “Give me Eve’s number!” I smile faintly, a little happy because finally I no longer need to be a liaison between the two of them. “Here!” I give my cell phone to Bima who is sitting behind me. He is a bit shocked because I throw my cell phone at him. Ahh I don’t care if he will get angry.Yet, at the end, he manages to catch it perfectly. Bima walks away from me, he even takes my cell phone with him. Whatever, the important thing is that I finish my work this morning and Bima can have breakfast, I will go back to rest as well. “Why didn’t you tell me when you got married, Eve?” I faintly hear Bima’s voice asking. After putting the food on the table, I intend to take out my cell phone again but I am surprised when Bima use my cellphone to contact Eve instead of his phone. It is predictable that Eve definitely doesn’t want to answer Bima’s ca
“What? Why do you call me instead of your mother?” I ask him straight when I enter his room and close the door.“Did you bring that medicine?”Instead he asks that crazy question back. He can’t be helped. How can there be a man who gives up his life for only a woman?“You freak!” I say openly.“Just tell me, do you bring it or not?” he asks again with the tone of a held anger.“Here!”I take the medicine bottle that I always carry in my jacket pocket and put it on the table roughly. Thus, I prefer to go rather keep myself to be here.“Give it to me, fast!” He stops me with the order.That isn’t enough yet he even wants me to give medicine to his hands.How brat he is!I force to take the bottle and put it in his hand then I immediately left.Yet, my steps stop off. For a moment I remember something that may be able to help me out of this exhaustion.“Is there any chance you’ll forget Eva?” I ask him straight.I turn to look at Bima once again, then with red eyes and an angry face, B
I can predict everything that Bima will do well in advance because I am quite experienced in his condition.Just like my mother, Bima must have been determined to end his life because Eva left him.My mother used to do it because of my father. His life almost can not be saved, yet luckily Eve is there at that time.So pissed!If it isn’t for my mother, I will have just let Bima die.“Bima,” I grumble irritably, calling his name which makes me sick of pain. I immediately look for a nurse for help.Thus, Bima is found on the fourth floor, a special floor for the hospital parking area via CCTV.I rush to run towards him in a rather dimly lit place because the orange lights aren’t enough to illuminate the place where he is.Maybe Bima deliberately chooses that place to carry out his action. Really, he wants to jump out.My hard life, it makes even harder by his childlike behavior.“Really, you want to die right now?” I ask him after I arrive and stop my walking.I am a little far away whi
I remember when my mother almost died, her life was almost beyond hope and my father refused to help with hospital costs, we were almost thrown out and had no place to return to. My father went with the young girl he was having an affair with and what was even more painful was that it was also his mistress who helped my mother from dying. Yes, who else could that young girl be if not Eve? That day I no longer cried when my mother lay on the bed after she tried to hang herself in the room, luckily that day I could still see her and with all my strength I stopped my mother's suicide attempt. After that failed, a few days later my mother drank poison and I took her to the hospital. Her life wasn’t almost saved. That day, I'm on the verge of sadness. My mother had to be treated for a full recovery in the hospital, but I didn't have any money at that time and my father refused to give me the money. "Just let her die, she has humiliated me with her behavior and it's enough for me to h
"Eve, where is Eve? Let me see Eve, Eve!” One of the people who was crazy about Eva's beauty, that was him, the bastard Bima. He, who had just woken up from a coma after one weeks accident, suddenly lost his memories and all he remembered was the name of Eve. "Calm your self, Bima hikss hikks!" His mother was crying, hugging him even though he didn't remember her. How sad is that disobedient man. "Who are you? Where is Eve? Stop hugging me and just let me to see Eve!” He even pushed his mother until she fell down on the floor. "Why … oh my, my legs? Why can't my legs move?" he said angrily. "Where's Eve? I need Eve... I want to meet Eva." "I'm Eve," I said to Bima. "Eve?!”" He called me then his eyes looked thoughtful.I thought It was stupid behave, even though Eva was actually beside me and was pretending to cry when she saw his condition, yet Bima can’t remind her face that day.He only knew her name. "Yes, I'm Eve. I'm yours Bima," I said again. "Eve hikss hikss...
In the end I married Bima with my real name but I was still considered Eve by all people there. Maybe everyone was lying by saying that Eva was my pseudonym and nickname. Even though there was not a single word of EVA that was similar to my real name. Everyone was a fraud, everyone was pretending and I was the victim and eyewitness. Bima deceived his mother by pretending he still had memory loss so that his mother would not suffer in sadness. Because as far as I know, Bima's mother was the one who caused Bima's accident. Bima's mother separated Eve’s love from Bima in the past, which made Bima depressed. Bima's mother herself agreed to Eve's plan until Eve returned from abroad and until Bima recovered from his paralyzed legs. Didn’t know what agreement Eva made that was able to convince Bima's mother. Eve was the mastermind behind all this. Eva was the culprit and I was just the pawn. If Bima hadn't loved Eva this deeply, perhaps I would never have lived this miserable, but beca
A sunny morning, hopefully it can brighten my mood. For the umpteenth time, I come to my parents' house and for the umpteenth time, I plan to take my mother out of my father's house.Yeah, If I should beg down then I will. I should crawl down then I will do as well. Thus, My mother and I can get out of this disgusting world. I rush into the house looking for my mother now. Yet, I can’t find her. "Where's mother, Len?" I asked Lenna. She is a young girl but working to help my mother at home. She is actually my cousin as well. I look at her face and she looks a mess. "Auntie went out for a moment. If I'm not mistaken, she said she missed your father,” she said. I smile sadly, apparently I am sick of hearing human love stories. ‘I miss, I miss, I love, l like,’ and several other romantic words that sound sickening to my ears and make me very uncomfortable. Don’t know, but I really hate to hear them. Maybe it's because of my bad life experience regarding romantic matters, that'
New problems arise up. It seems like my life is filled with problems. I chuckl softly and think for a moment, then ask: 'Can not I be given time to rest? Why is my life always in trouble? Why won't my problem be resolved?' I don't know who will hear these complaints. Yet, from the bottom of my heart, I really hate this world. "Why? Take that suitcase and get fast!" I clean my clothes from the dust that stuck to them after I stand up. "It’s not that big, this suitcase . My mother has a lot of things. Why don't you pack them all up and bring them to me, including the house you live in?" I quip at the two shameless people. "Haaa! What are you talking about? Are you crazy?" Lenna says again then I come closer. "W-What do you want? What do you want from me? Get lost!" She is scared and hugs her mother. I smile bitterly. I never think my mother's cousin is so crazy about wealth that she defends her own daughter's bad behavior.Not even slightly guilty. "Don't come near my d