Lucky

Lynn’s POV

I didn't like leading boys on and disappointing them later. I thought it was better if I ended whatever it was at the start before it was too late. When you don't see a future with someone, better tell them before they've fallen to hard making it hard for them to let you go.

As time goes by and they get more attached to you, it becomes harder to let them go, especially if you have a conscience. I had one, and if I let things go on, I would find it hard to pull away.

I had to let someone go. I didn't have any wish to go on. First of all I didn't understand what was going on between us, things weren’t clear. I couldn't say it was a relationship because we had never talked about that and we never referred to each other as boyfriend/ girlfriend. And we weren't friends for benefits because we had never slept with each other and I not want to be anyone's friend for benefits. That wasn't something I could agree to even if there was only one man left in the universe.

I didn't want