“And that was our very own DJ Brandy everyone!” The crowd’s cheers are deafening, along with some whines of disappointment. I can't blame them. I would be disappointed too if the best DJ was leaving for the night.
I’ve been part of Club Myth’s DJ line-up for four months now, under the stage name Brandy.
And again, like every other time that I'm spinning, tonight's Friday crowd is mesmerized. Ask anybody in the club to describe how they’re feeling as they move to my beats, to my music, and they’d answer like they are high on aphrodisiacs having the best sexual experience of their lives.
That’s what Friday nights are all about anyway, it’s one of those nights where people flock into the club to get laid, and I had to match them with my music. With sensual sounds and heavy bass accompanying the strong, sexy dancers on the stage. It's also one of those nights when I let my music borrow my own voice to add to the crowd’s stimulation. Singing, humming, whispering, and at times moaning into the microphone to get the crowd going.
The crowd goes wild when I do that, eliciting several howls and whistles from them. It doesn't bother me, not in the least. Not when I’m playing my music, also high from the adrenaline and the energy, the crowd is pouring into me. A happy crowd means a happy club owner, and a happy club owner means a large deposit into my bank account.
I feel my heartbeat pounding in my ears because of the adrenaline. I should really take a break or else my heart wouldn't be able to take it. “Thank you, everyone! What a night!” I say into the microphone giggling while using the back of my empty hand to dab off some sweat that formed on my brow, down to my jaw and neck, and the tops of my breasts.
A full set runs for about three hours and that means three full hours of me spinning, dancing, interacting, and basically partying. It’s usually at this point of the night that I would beg for a bottle of water; and as if on cue, one of my friends and fellow DJs, Chris, tosses me one. I mouth a quick thank you before focusing on the crowd once again.Unlike other clubs in Manhattan, Myth performs quick interviews and photo ops with the DJs. They treat DJs here like they would pop stars on the red carpet. It lasts usually about five to ten minutes but the longer the interview drags on, the more anxious I get. Despite DJing here for four months now regularly, during Tuesday and Friday nights, I still have a difficult time dealing with the crowd or what my co-DJs call fans.
It’s weird to have fans. What is weirder is to have fans because you make them high and want to fuck.
In the midst of the cheering a particularly loud one pierces through the house music playing, “Brandy you’re so fucking hot, I love you!”
I couldn’t stop the blush that creeps up my neck and colored my cheeks. I hope my makeup is enough to cover it up. I'm still not used to the crass comments and heady compliments. My laugh is awkward and forced when I speak next. “Right, see you guys next week!” Before running off the stage, almost bumping into the turntables and consoles.
I leave the roaring crowd behind as the music from the next DJ blares from the speakers. I lean on a table backstage, needing to catch my breath. Suddenly it was too hot and my skin-tight outfit wasn’t helping.
“Hey, you alright?”
I look up to find Chris’ familiar face.
I smile at his concern. “Yeah, Chris. I’m fine. Just needed to catch my breath.”
He looks unconvinced but he drops it. “Okay, If you’re sure.”
“Yes, I’m sure.”
He nods at my reply. “By the way, the boss wanted me to ask if you could DJ for a party next weekend.
Why me? I don’t do parties. Confused, I voice out my concerns. “Aren’t you the guys who do house parties?” Besides, I hate doing house parties because it usually meant interacting with strangers, and strangers are not really my kind of thing. I hate meeting new people.
Chris shrugs his shoulders and continued. “I don’t know either, I’m just relaying a message.”
I ponder on it. I mean I could use the extra money. Chris as if reading my mind said. “I think you should do it. It's for some big shot VIP, I mean why else would the boss specifically request you, right?”
He has a point."Äll right, I’ll do it.”
“Great! I’ll let the boss know. I know you need to get home.”
I smile again. Chris and I have grown so close these past few months that he even knew my schedule. Chris leaves to go wherever he’s going. I assume he’s headed for the boss’s office.
I check the time from the clock hanging on the wall. It's well past one in the morning. I fish my phone from my pocket; hoping that my roommate is still awake, I shoot her a quick text asking her to leave the door unlocked.
I left my keys. I’m really sorry, can you please leave the door unlocked for me?
The reply was instant; a simple ‘Okay’ sign. I let out a sigh of relief, pocketing my phone.
The walk towards the locker room is uneventful except for a few high fives and ‘good jobs’ from my workmates.
I hurry to get changed. I never entered the club as Brandy and I never left the Club as Brandy either. I don’t know why I decided on that, but it has become a habit that has stuck with me, so I just kept up with it all these months.
I take out a hoodie from my backpack and put it on to cover up the rest of my outfit. I took out the makeup wipes I had stashed, walking to a nearby mirror to wipe the thick product off of my face.
“Another day is done.” I mutter to myself, “Let’s go home, Brandy.”
KeiraThe whole arena explodes into gasps and whispers. Normally, you’d be able to ignore whispers, but when twenty thousand people start to collectively gossip about you in your presence, then it starts to become bothersome.My eyes meet Ethan’s asking for help, but he offers me a determined look and a reassuring smile.“You’ve seen her in the news and tabloids, and I’d like to ask everyone to please leave her alone,” Ethan speaks with a sternness in his voice, that I’ve only heard him use on me a few times. “She didn’t ask for this—to be in the spotlight. It was my fault that this happened. So, any hate toward her should be directed at me instead.”The crowd starts to shout comforting words at him, then.“It’s not your fault!”“We’re sorry!”Ethan smiles at his fans and I’m glad that he has those who genuinely support him. “Thank you all for your support. I promise not to let you down again in the future. From this moment forth, I promise to always be honest with you… no more surpri
KeiraWhen the four members of RAZE came to me with VIP tickets to their concert, I knew they were up to no good.“I’ll take this as collateral,” Alexander tells me as he unclasps the necklace and keeps it in his pocket. I cried about my necklace that night. I missed it the moment Alexander took it from me. It felt like it has always been a part of me, and when they took it, it felt like a part of me was missing.I sat on it, slept on it, and pondered on it for a long time before I decided that I had nothing left to lose except the man that I love.So without finishing my shift at the club, I shoot Jax a message, apologizing for disappearing all of a sudden.JAX [8:42 PM]Hurry up or you won’t make it.Dumbass.Did Jax know about this? It wasn’t impossible given how Alexander, Ethan, and apparently Luke too were friends with him. I shoot Jax a quick thank you before running up to my uber.“Sir, I’m in a hurry. Please drive fast.” This wasn’t the first time that I had asked an uber dri
Ethan“It’s the final day! Let’s give it our best!” Alexander leads the group to cheer again and we scream together to hype each other up.The previous concert days have gone smoothly and I’m confident that I can give a perfect performance today as well and I have Keira to thank for that.I’ve received positive responses from the fans telling me how they love my new look. And how they wished they could have seen me in this concept earlier.It makes me smile, but I can’t tell them that this isn’t a concept. This is my real personality, plain and simple.The concert goes well and without a hitch. It wasn’t until Liam pulls me aside during Aiden’s solo song that I notice that the boys are antsy.“Hey, are you okay?” I ask curiously. “You’ve been jumpy since the concert started. Are you nervous about something?”Liam’s nervous look transforms into a confused one real quick. “Nervous? I’m not nervous. Maybe you’re nervous—”“Okay, Liam, I got this.” Alexander cuts him off and the look of r
EthanMaking sure I’m still safe in my hiding spot, I reread Keira’s message over and over. This is real, right? Did she message me? This isn’t just some mirage that I’d imagined because I’m so deprived of Keira in my life, right?Just as I’m wondering about the possibility of Keira sending me a message, another one comes in.KEIRA PATEL [10:16 PM]It’s annoying and Naomi’s starting to hate me.Stop.I didn’t dream it.Holy shit, she’s talking to me. I’m overjoyed. There’s a part of me that entertained the idea of Keira moving on and leaving me. I was hopeful but I must admit I was starting to think she’d never be able to forgive me for what happened. This doesn’t mean she has forgiven me, but talking to me is at least a step forward. I feared that she was lost to me forever, but I guess there’s still hope.Quickly, I type out my reply.ETHAN REED [10:16 PM]You replied!Wait.YOU CAN SEE ME?If she could see me then maybe Keira really is at home. I peer outside the window but I can’
EthanThe concert goes on as planned.Alexander huddles us together before the concert starts, like how he does at the beginning of every major event.“Everything that happened tonight, let’s forget about it and give all of our energy back to the fans who came here to see us. We owe all of our success to them and despite everything, they’re still here to support us. Let’s give them the show of their lives.”We all cheer after Alex’s speech and it was moving.As we wait in the wings as the opening VCR starts, Alex pulls me aside and crushes me with a tight hug.“I’m proud of you,” he says into my ear and I can’t help the sigh of relief that leaves my lips. “I’m proud of you, Ethan.”He lets me go and I’m too ashamed to face him.“God, I’m sorry, Alex—for everything—”‘You’Ve apologized enough,” he says with a smile and he claps a hand on my shoulder. “Whatever happens, we got you. We’re a team, remember? I’m sorry if I made you feel like you couldn’t rely on me. But you always have my
KeiraI think I made a mistake. Whatever possessed me to think I could face the club owner sober?Jax is intimidating when I’m drunk, and he’s downright terrifying now that I’m sober. He stares at me like I’m prey and he’s a predator waiting for me to make a move before he devours me alive.“So?” he asks. Shit. He spoke first. Jax spreads his hands out in a welcoming manner. “I have a few minutes, go ahead. Plead your case.”“Okay,” I huff out and take a deep breath. “First of all, I’m really sorry about what happened. I didn’t mean for any of this to happen. And believe me, it wasn’t my intention… I’d understand if you’d want to fire me if I brought any bad rep to your club—”One of Jax’s eyebrows quirks up in question. “You’re asking me to fire you?”“No!” I blurt out, eyes wide in panic. “No, I’m sorry. No, quite the opposite. I’m here to beg you for a job.”Phew. It’s out. I managed to get it out. Great job, Keira.Observing Jax, nothing changed with his demeanor. The same playful