Diary Of A She Wolf

Chapter 1

Location:Red moon pack

Caroline's POV.

I shriek in pain's at another slash against my spine's.

The thorny whip rips another flesh chunk from my reddened skin.

They grin and chuckle at my whimpers

My screams are melodious tunes to their ear's. They are food for their hunger and my tears water for their thirst.

Again I experience similar fate.

The toture fate.

Am certain devious Freya is once again behind this. She'd been the source and architect of my every pain and anguish.

This punishment is definitely another devious secheme of hers.

She chuckles evily behind the alpha lord while two guards pin me to the ground against escspe and the third guard performs negative justice to my spine's.

Freya is my eldest sis. She's the eldest amongst us four children. Two girls, two boys.

Similar to me she's blonde, light caramel skinned, average heighted, brown hazel eyed, curvy, busty and extremely beautiful, more beautiful than me.

Height alone differs us. Am better heightened and taller than her.

Am certain my height is part reason she greatly despise me.

On the other hand, alpha Douglas, our packs Alpha, alpha over red moon pack. Good looking, hot, breath taking, blue eyes, black coloured jelly hair, curly lashes, muscular and obviously powerful. His alpha abilities enhances his strength.He's actually a weretiger. Offspring from an alpha wolf and a tigress,sometimes referred as tiger shifters.

Tiger shifters during springs maintain their beastial appearance. Willingly or unwillingly their beastial appearance kicks. It's one amongst their numerous unique nature.

Springs healthy and fur soothing temperature flexes their bones and enhances their abilities.

Distinguished due to his alpha gerne, alpha Douglas controls his shifting during spring climate.

His alpha abilities maintains his human appearance and him alone decides tiger shifting or not.

A rare ability numerous tigers and tigress desire.

Back to my present unfavorable predicament.

Late alpha Dan, Alpha Douglas's dad prophesized my birth before death. He aimed me towards great heights and achievements. Achievements impossible to others but possible to I alone.

He died immediately after mom's delivery.

Rumour states alpha Douglas is his opposite .

Rumour describes alpha Dan a good, loving and caring alpha while alpha Douglas an unborthered alpha. A direct opposite of his Father.

Both individuals, Alpha Douglas and Freya are a thing.

They're both unmated an sexually satisfy themselves.

They're extremely close friends under sexual benefits.

Both individuals despise me and continually sought means at my punishment.

They consistently serve my life a living hell.

"Damn it!!" Another slash rips deeper into an already bleeding injury.

My screams distrupt my thoughts and heightens their giggles.

"Enough!" Alpha Douglas halt's the unquenchable pain.

I pant heavily at the paused punishment and desire it finalises and never recommences.

Observing my haggard and life drained expression, alpha Douglas likewise sister Freya and nearby guards chuckle deviously at the inflicted pain.

Striding all powerful and unstoppable towards me,he jaw grabs me off the ground.

Satisfaction over my nearly lifeless and hopeless state brightens his expression.

"Next time, avoid wierdly stares towards your sister. Next scinerio may be unforgivable and a thousand times hurtful" he toss me to the ground.

"Rid her off the palace premises, her dirt ruin's my decorations" he orders distain filled.

Freya giggles victoriously at me while exiting besides alpha Douglas into the gigantic entrance door.

Anyways you heard the lad. My severe punishment is over a wired look. A dumb wierd look towards my sister!.

Who punishes over wierd looks?!.

Earlier today, Freya claimed wierd stares from me towards her.

Soughting my punishment, she reports to lover boy alpha Douglas who ordered my presence and punishment.

They're both freaks and jerks.

"Up you go" two guards pull me off the ground.

Roughly tossing I and my tattered cloth out side the royal cottage, they forcefully shut the door, indirectly threatening and promising future punishment.

Landing weakly and spine crashed to the ground, I whimper and cry lowly over incured pains from my injuries.

Though they hurt terribly but the pains are my least worries. Burning sensations from the wolf's bane surrounding the whip is my major worry.

Wolf baned injuries heal for eternity. Despite werewolf's enhanced healing, its toxicity and deadliness to open injuries remains supreme.

Having knowledge of its deadlines and toxicity to werewolves, alpha Douglas and freya never hesitate serving it a punishing tool against me.

Good thing green wolfs bane were used for today's punishment.

Green wolfs bane is the weakest and most ineffective wolfs bane. It heals slowly but not as slow as humans.

It's nothing compared to yellow wolfsbane which kills within seconds.

With green wolfs bane, I'll be a hundred percent okay within a week.

A week is good news. Once a while, I remain injured and broken for six months and none cared over my health.

Am totally irrelevant and useless to them.

**

Struggling off the ground, I grab remains of my torn and tattered cloth before hitting the road towards my family's home.

Red moon pack is a pretty and breath taking pack.

We live amongst humans but resides separately within an estate we term our pack.

An estate named after the pack itself.

Every pack dwells within various specific estates. Our stinch and packs scent differs us.

Red moon pack blooms and glows structurally.

We dwell freely as humans. Our inner wolves alone differs us.

Structurally, I mean road, schools,moon goddess worshipping buildings and lots more are constructed.

Certain werewolfs are permitted schooling outside the pack (outside the estate) but under intense warning and severe punishment against abilities reveal.

Red blood is really is pack to behold.

Limping faster, disgusted stares and harsh comments from passing Werewolves swing the atmosphere.

"How tattered is she?!"

"She deserves every I'll treatment!....."

Numerous unpleasant comment directs towards me.

Kids mock my limps,few swing stones at me and other intentionally swing their saliva.

All these am familiar to and endured since age twelve.

Excluding alpha Douglas, sister Freya and the royal guards, every member within red moon pack extremely despises me.

They term me an embarasment and ultimate disappointment.

All thanks and courtesy to late Alpha Dan.

Alpha Dan with respect to history and rumours was a good alpha but I greatly despise him as he sourced my current hatred and ill predicament.

According to history, he prophesized my birth.

His prophesizes and claims over my birth were great and splendid.

"I was destined for greatness" history claims he prophesized.

History and rumours also claim a heroic prophecy over me. Am a hero. A hero destined to rescue red moon from an evil destroyer. A hero who prevents red moon's extinction and prevent creation of unknown abominations.

Numerous prophesizes hover over me and claims says alpha Dan's death was intentional. His death transferred his powers to me.

History claimed my birth was the most celebrated with red moon pack but as time flies and surf,I result the direct opposite of their expectations.

A weakling and to worsen situations a non heroic omega.

Am currently despised by everyone over unanticipated events turn out.

Am termed false hope. A disappointment and a bastard.

Am referred a murderer as my inferior prophecy murdered alpha Dan.

Everyone despises me for ruining their expectations and indirectly murdering alpha Dan.

***

Arriving home, disgusted stares from everyone scans me.

They care less over my whereabouts and visible dripping blood from fresh injuries.

"What dumb offence did she commit again?" Mom scoffs angrily.

My family are actually not excluded from my haters. Am from the Forbes family. A well known or will I say was highly respected and high ranked family within the pack. We're all betas except you know who's an Omega.

My family earned great respect and popularity at the prophecy over my birth.

I was once loved, cherished and adorned by them all but negative events turn outs ruined everything.

My failed expectation pulled the family into the mud which negatively inccured their undying hatred.

Dad was demoted to the lowest ranked pack elder and mom and siblings were frequently mocked and jested amongst their peers.

Mom termed me a disappointment and after freya she despises me most.

As known already, am the last child amongst all four children. Am twenty, my twin brothers twenty two and elder sister Freya twenty four. Am an omega, the weakest and most despised amongst us all.

Other's are betas and mom frequently appreciates them only to sadden me.

"She eye insulted me and earned the repacuation" Freya's response from the door startles my thoughts.

Alpha Douglas convey returned her from the royal cottage.

The car sounds audibly before departure.

"Why am I unsurprised. It's obviously jelousy. Jelousy from a birthed disappointment over her sister's progress" mom condems.

Listening to such hurtful and condemning words, I sprint up my room, pinning the door behind me.

I've promised not to weep. Never to shed tears over mom or anyone's hurtful compliments but hearing such from one's biological mom continually slits the heart.

Continous condemning from ones biological guardian is an unadjustable emotional pain.

Leaning slowly and gradually on the floor, I battle brewing tears within my eye balls. Am never weeping,never will I!.

Never again!.

Weeping never solve problems, actions alone does. This I learnt in a hard way.

Rather than weeping at their every hurtful and condemning words, I've vowed to work hard, study harder, excel greatly in my studies and attend one of the most prestigeous college's within the human world (outside the estate). My college wish and desire remains the all popular kenbridge university.

My absence will remain unnoticed and unfelt.

If noticed and observed, a celebration party will definitely be held.

Everyone desires the birthed disappointment gone and my absence to collage will switch their dreams and wishes to reality

Wiping dry my tears, I observe the deep terrible cuts on my spines.

It'll heal. I assure myself.

"Caroline!. Quit being useless, freshen up and come send these to your uncle!" Mom yells from the kitchen.

Oh geez!. My mateless and pevertic uncle who consistently crave and desire me on his bed.

He's gotten his desires numerous times but his cravings are unlimited and everlasting

Today is another day to satisfy his sexual cravings. An act I hate and consistently despise.

Geez, I despise my life!.

"Okay mom!" I respond.

As though any choice lays before me.

"Never call me mom!" She corrects angrily.