LOGINI arrive at Cass's side and hand him the drink, saying, "I met a friend of yours at the bar. She says you go way back so I told her she should come over and say hi."
He looks past me at the beautiful woman and I see him subtly tense. He's not happy to see her, so I do my job. I grab Cass around the waist and stand at his side. He plays along and hangs his arm over my shoulder saying, "Ah yes, you're the Mayor's daughter? Or no, sorry the Alderman's?"
"My father is the Attorney General," she says in a clipped tone.
"Ah well, I look forward to learning his reasoning behind supporting the development of high rises to replace rent-controlled buildings in Fuller Park," I say sweetly, knowing full well that the public and the press have been hassling him on this for weeks.
Cass doesn't need to say anything. He kisses the side of my head in a show of affection and the woman walks away.
I step away from his side. Facing him, I say, "This is turning out to be a full-time job. I was hoping to look at the silent auction items but I doubt I'll get a chance. I can't afford anything, but I heard talk of a yacht trip through the Mediterranean. How crazy!"
Cass looks slightly amused at my little outburst. He surprises me by grabbing my hand and pulling me towards the auction.
"You don't have to do this, I know you're busy," I say.
"I need a break from talking. Pretending to care about the auction items will give me just that," he responds. I shrug, accepting his explanation and let him lead me to the auction.
I walk from one item to the next, completely astounded by the bids. Someone bid $15,000 on a two-night stay in Aspen! That's enough to pay someone's rent for a year and that's the lowest bid I've seen so far. Every time I see a more outrageous bid I can't help but compare it to something I can digest.
I'm looking at a $60,000 bid for a pair of earrings when I say in outrage, "That was the cost of my university tuition!"
"A year's tuition for a pair of earrings seems a little high," he responds calmly, not really caring. I guess when you have as much money as he does it's hard to feel the impact of not having enough.
"I'm from Canada. I paid 60K for all four years. Someone here is going to waste this money on a pair of earrings they'll wear a handful of times when they could flat out pay for someone's education. That would have a more direct impact than however this money gets spent," I say, getting a bit too passionate.
"The money's going to charity," he points out.
"Yeah, but who knows how it's getting spent and I looked it up, this charity has a reputation for being a little shady with how they spend their contributions," I counter.
"So if I was to offer to bid on something for you right now, would you say no?" he challenges.
"I would say no," I respond, sure in my answer.
"So you wouldn't want the trip to Milan?" he asks, challenging me.
"I would love to go to Milan, but no, I would not bid on it," I respond. I check the highest bid and continue, "I wouldn't be comfortable spending 100k on a week-long trip when I could easily do it for 10k and donate the rest of the money. The trip at 10k wouldn't even be a budget trip, I would be able to do a lot with that budget."
He looks at me assessingly for a moment then says, "That's a very unique perspective in a room like this."
"Not living in a penthouse means I quite literally have a different perspective than everyone in this room," I joke.
He smiles and looks like he's about to respond when his face transforms back into its normal cold expression.
"Jessica," he says with no emotion.
I turn immediately to face Jessica, the natural instinct to never face your back to your enemy kicking in.
"So it looks like the second assistant was a little gold digger after all," she says to me, the focuses on Cass and says, "Are you regretting firing me now. I would have been a way better wife and my dad could have helped you. I mean look at her, where did she even find such a hideous dress?"
I feel Cass move up a smidge and inhale, preparing to speak, but I speak first, "This gown is Oscar de la Renta and it's flawless. Mr. Conti doesn't need your father's help, he's doing fine on his own and he doesn't need a wife either."
"Wow, so you admit to just being arm candy, how low class of you," she sneers.
I shrug and say tiredly, "I don't know if anything I say will make sense to you and nothing you think makes sense to me. How about we agree to never speak in the future."
"Fine by me," she says, rolling her eyes. Then she bates them at Cass and says, "Cass, baby, how about we get a drink for old times sake? No hard feelings about work okay. I know our relationship was not right for an office setting."
I can't hide my shock as my jaw drops open. The nerve of her to speak to him that way and to think it's okay has me impressed and scared for her.
Cass pulls me into his side with his arm around my shoulder like he did earlier and says in a lower, threateningly calm voice, "Alexa has ten times the class and good sense that you'll ever hope to achieve. If I was to get married she would be exactly what I want. You may call Mr. Conti in the future, though I prefer you not speak to me at all, and you will always be respectful towards Alexa otherwise there will be consequences."
I don't have a moment to let his words sink in before he turns me towards him, his hand cradling my cheek as he leans in for a kiss. The kiss is demanding and possessive, giving me no choice but to go along with it. I feel protected and secure in his arms, so I let him lead the kiss wherever he wants it to go.
The kiss doesn't last long but he sneaks his tongue in for a quick swipe at the end and it blows my mind, leaving me caught off guard as he pulls away. Luckily, he's holding me so I don't trip and give away that this kiss was out of the norm. I'm embarrassed that he seems to be aware of my reaction because he keeps me tucked against his chest so my face is slightly hidden from view.
"Go away now, Jessica. I want to be alone with my date," he says dismissively.
She must leave because he loosens his arm and steps back. I must be red as a tomato but he doesn't say anything. We've shared two kisses now. They're starting to add up
Today, I'm allowed outside the bedroom for the first time. The guards came to the room without Valentina, which, at first, had me worried. She usually hated letting them interact with me.They untied me from the bed and instructed me to wear a robe. I appreciated the little bit of modesty. A bath robe like this thin silk one, would have made me feel very bare before, but now it is like wearing a parka. Compared to the see-through, lacy lingerie, it was downright conservative.The house was richly decorated, but you could tell it hadn't been in use for years based on the dated furnishings and the dusty smell. I wondered if we were in an out-of-fashion neighbourhood. It was a shame that a house this large and beautiful was left empty when there were so many families in need of a home.I was taken down a flight of stairs to a sitting room where Valentina was enjoying a morning tea. She was dressed impeccably in a cream cashmere sweater, tucked into cream slacks. Her red hair in a perfect
She smiles demurely and says, "Oh, you know I don't get involved in that kind of thing. Best to leave it to the men. I'm happy to support you all by making sure you're fed and rested.I smile back like we're close friends again and say, "Allegra, I know you're more capable than that, and you see everything that happens in the house. Is there anyone that's been looking suspicious to you?""Cass, you know women only survive in this world if they know how to stay quiet," she says, pretending to be nervous."The door is shut, this room is soundproof and you know I can keep a secret," I say, hinting at our affair.It does the trick. She says, "Look, ever since Christmas, Constantine has been different. Not just with me, with the business as well. He's been trying to clean up the illegal aspects and distancing himself from them. Kind of like how you did in Chicago. I don't know why the sudden shift, but there are a lot of people who don't want the illegal side of things to end. That's where
I swipe my hand across the table, knocking a crystal vase onto the ground. The sound of it shattering gives me a momentary feeling of relief before the agony rises to the surface again."That's not good enough!" I yell, and I can see that Constantine is trying to be patient with me. He normally doesn't tolerate being treated like this and my tantrums have been incrementally increasing over the past two weeks without Alexa.I'm in hell knowing that she's with Valentina. She was finally starting to get over what happened the first time and now she's right back there, only this time we can't find her."Calm down," Constantine says, waving off the guards in the room. I know he's struggling with the guilt of her being taken from his own house, he'd even let it go when I punched him a couple of times."It's been two weeks, and we don't have a clue where she is!" I rage."We know she's no longer in the city of New York, which means she's probably being hidden in the suburbs somewhere in New
Valentina came back early that day and watched a movie with me. She sat behind me with me between her legs and held me in her arms. It was an intimate position that felt extra vulnerable because I couldn't see her. She would periodically caress my hair or arm and it would give me shivers. Not the good kind.For the next week, the days pass slowly in a similar pattern. Valentina bathes me and stays with me for breakfast and joins me later in the day for a movie and then dinner. During meals, I try to keep the conversation fun so that she lets her guard down with me.Mostly, I keep learning of the horrors of her upbringing. She talked about each of her brothers and their particular tastes in the bedroom. I was absolutely horrified. If I made it out of this alive, I wouldn't even want her punished. I would want her to live comfortably in a good psychiatric facility where she could get help and some peace.I felt we had spent long enough establishing a routine that, during dinner one even
Breakfast is waiting for us at the table and I'm a little unnerved that I didn't hear anyone come in during my bath. It leaves me feeling exposed.We go to the same places as yesterday and we both have the same dish of one poached egg and avocado in front of us. After sharing two meals with Valentina, I'm starting to wonder if she maybe has an eating disorder, because this definitely isn't enough food for one full meal.I'm already starving from only eating a salad yesterday, so I decide I need to invoke Cass's name in the hopes of getting more food."Could I possibly get some toast with breakfast?" I ask. Trying to ask nicely first."I don't eat carbs," she responds, like it's the most reasonable response."Cass and I eat carbs every morning, it's good for brain activity," I explain.She looks up at me suspiciously, then asks, "And you let him decide what you eat? That seems a little controlling. I'll have to talk to him about it."I hold back my laughter at the irony of the situatio
I eventually fell into a fitful sleep. For hours, I had nightmare after nightmare until I was finally exhausted enough to fall into a deep dreamless sleep.I wake up to a gentle stroking of my hair and I know it's Valentina. I try to keep my breathing steady so I can pretend I'm still sleeping. I'm hoping she just wants to watch me sleep and that she'll get bored and leave soon enough. However, after what feels like forever, I finally pretend to wake up.I open my eyes to see her leaning over me. I wonder briefly if this is going to be in my next nightmare. She smiles such a loving smile that you would never know she was crazy."Good morning, sweetheart," she says.I can't bring myself to respond, so I just smile. Her eyes light up at my response, thankfully telling me it's enough."I thought you might want to clean up a bit today," she says thoughtfully. "I've run a bath for you, and I'll help you wash."I don't relish the thought of having her present while I wash, but it's been a c
Over the next couple of weeks, Cass has me sitting in on an increasing number of meetings to take notes. After the meetings, we'll usually do a debrief where he asks me a bunch of questions about the finer points of the meeting and my opinion on what the next steps should be. He's even had me write
We arrive home just after lunch and I have the rest of the day to relax and do as I please. I was expecting to stay through lunch with Cass's family, so this was an unexpected boon. I'm not sure what changed our plans but I'm not complaining.I start walking in the direction of my room to put my th
After taking Alexa roughly on the plane, I let her sleep. I knew I would want more when we got home, so I wanted her to get as much rest as possible.I watch her sleep next to me and think back to everything she said to Allegra. Our family always visited the cemetery to memorialize our fallen membe
I wake up beside Alexa for the second morning in a row and I marvel at the novelty. Up until now, I've never actually slept through the night in the same bed with someone.When Allegra and I first met, she was still living with her strict Italian parents and had a curfew, and for most of the time w







