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CHAPTER 1
JENNA’S POV “Seriously?” I stormed into the study, holding up a newspaper. “If there's anything I won't take, grandpa is you always devising a means to get me married.” I threw the papers across the desk grandpa was sitted on. “I see this is your new way of saying thank you?” He said. “You are lucky you got to hear about it this time and not run away like a little girl.” His adjusted his glasses as he fixed his gaze at me. Anger? Annoyance? I couldn't read his expression from how he looked. I looked at grandpa confused trying make sense of what I just heard. Did he say thank you? Was it for always making marriage plans behind my back? Or when he arranged a “board meeting” which by coincidence just happened to be my wedding. I rolled my eyes. “Of course I'm supposed to be appreciative of all the times you tried to ruin my life.” “If getting married was a means to ruin peoples lives, the whole world would have been a mess by now,” he snapped. I looked down at my shoes, and gritted my teeth. ”At least I don't get to end up like mum and dad....” The room fell silent as though I just uttered a forbidden word. Grandpa's expression fell flat, his gaze turned to me. “You don't know anything about your mum and dad's relationship worked,” his voice with a hint of anger. “You're only trying to hide the truth from me as usual; dad has always being a freak. Mom died! And whose fault was that? My own fucking father. My heart raced against my chest. I'd never felt this surge of hatred stream through me just at the thought of my father. Grandpa walked up to me, holding my hands in his. “Jenna, my child. Everything your mom did was solely on her terms.” He continued, “Kristen was my favorite, and just like you I made sure to give her all she ever asked for. Your dad was just a manipulative devil who drove her to her death.” “No....if you claim you love her then why didn't you stop them from getting married?” I drew my hand back. “Answer me.” “Honey?” Grandpa called softly. I looked up at him. He gave a sad smile and squeezed my shoulder. “Something's happen which we can't quite control. Your father was a low life, and I curse the day I let your mother get married to him.” “Which is why I decided to get you married myself....to prevent what happened to your mother.” “And the company? Getting married would mean me not paying full attention to the company?” “It's about time you forget about the business and start to think about raising a family, Jenna.” He cried. “I'm to blame for your lack of interest in getting married; I gave you everything you have and now you couldn't care less if a man was in the picture or not.” I glanced around the room refusing to make eye contact. All I could do was stand there like a child getting scolded. He continued, “I gave you everything you asked for, I groomed you into this self independent businesswoman, I could go on and on, but all I ask of you is this little favor,” “What.... I'm only trying to say I'm not ready yet.” I trailed off. “Getting married is such a big deal and I'm not cut out for it. “I get it now.” He nodded. “I've drawn myself to the conclusion you find attraction not in men, but women,” judging eyes stared fiercely at mine. I felt My face reddened in shame. I clenched onto my dress, feeling repulsed at what grandpa had just said. What could this old man possibly be thinking? How could he even think of such a thing? Of course I'm not attracted to women and who knows, I can just imagine what the press would say about it when grandpa goes yapping about it. Business savvy, Jenna after years of marriage pursuit reveals to be attracted to women!! I quivered at the thought of it. “I'm not a lesbian! I have a fiancé for Christ sake,” I shot back angrily. His eyes widened as he jumped up his chair in excitement. “Are... you serious?” His his eyes sparkled with hope as he waited for my response. “Yes, I am serious.” I blurted. “Why am I just hearing about this now? Why did you keep it a secret from–” “Because I was scared you won't accept him.” I interrupted. Dragging my hand from his as I turned away. “I'm afraid he fits into what you think of dad.” I took in his hands again, holding it up against my chest. “And i didn't want you to disapprove of it so I decided we will go low key and figure out what works best for both of us. His once gleaming face now turned into a frown. “ And what does he do?” “Well, he manages a company. And I know you've always wanted someone who's wealthy and affluent, but I really love him, please!” I cried. “I made a vow I'd never let whatever happened to your mom happen to you,” he replied grudgingly. “He's not like that grandpa, I promise you.” He pulled me in for a hug. “Okay my child. If you feel this man makes you happy, then I'm happy.” “You're the best!” I hurriedly placed a peck on his cheek, “ I love you so much.” I turned to walk out of the study. “Just one thing. I'd like to meet with this man,” he announced. “Be sure to bring him for dinner tomorrow.” He waved his hands in dismissal. I walked out of the study, wedging myself against the door as it shut closed behind me. What If he knows? I thought to myself as I began racing to my room. I picked up my phone and dialed Cassy’s number into it. “Pick up the phone!” I murmured as the phone continued to ring. “Hey girl, how you been?” “There’s no time for all that now cass, I’m in deep shit”. I said, as I paced back and forth the room. “What’s wrong hon-“ I cut her mid sentence before she could even finish up whatever she was saying. “How do I get a boyfriend before tomorrow night?”CHAPTER 115JENNA’S POV“We’ve got at least three meetings coming up this week, two are already scheduled for today,” Angie utters quickly, her head bent downward as she continues to scroll on her laptop that’s wedged in between one arm. In all my years of working, I never felt this much pressure. I’m forced to pinch the bridge of my nose as I incline my seat backward. “What time is it?”“An hour and 30 minutes and another by 3pm.” I let out a sigh. This was what I’d prayed for so I couldn’t complain even if I wanted to. On the plus side it kept my mind far away from thinking about Rob. That night with him, the feel of his lips on mine again, his touch…….I shouldn’t even be thinking about that. The night we both shared last week was a mistake. I shouldn’t have let it happen, and that probably made Rob think he had another chance. The last few days had been filled with several calls and messages from him which I’d successfully ignored until now. Another flood of messages had just
CHAPTER 114ROB’S POVIt's been almost a week since I last spoke with Phil and I’d be lying if I said I wasn’t dying to hear from him again. I’d left in a hurry and totally forgotten to ask for his contact. “Coffee sir?” The blonde waitress that’d been serving the guy next to me finally came up to my table. Her smile was almost fake. I could see it fading. She hated her job. I hated my life. We shared one similarity. “One coffee please.” Or fuck it, who was I kidding? “Make that a beer instead.” If I weren’t staring directly into her eyes, I’d have missed that flicker of confusion. “Right away!” She said, before vanishing behind the huge black doors. I let out a huge breathy sigh. I was exhausted but not from any manual work. I was exhausted from running, pretending like I didn't already know the truth. Every second I saw Isabelle and the thought of strangling out the rest of what I didn't know from her mouth obstructed my thinking. So yeah, leaving my comfort to hide out in thi
CHAPTER 113ROB’S POVThey’ve both been sitting inside that little restaurant for more than an hour. I swiped a stream of sweat away from my forehead. The scorching heat that came with summer wasn’t something I was a fan of. I really wanted to go closer, to know what exactly they were meeting up for, but watching them from my car seemed to be the best option, since the area was very open, and you could even see through the restaurant itself. I picked up my phone, glancing through my notifications to see if Jenna had probably texted or called. It was all pointless at the end, given I’d checked my phone every second since she’d left me the other day. Was this how she wanted us to live? As strangers now? We had a chance of starting new, yet she chose to ghost on me again. “Fuck this,” I blew a sigh, pinching the bridge of my nose as I thought on what to do next. A distant chime alerting my notice almost immediately. Shit! How was I about to miss them leaving? I bolted out of the car
CHAPTER 112ISABELLE’S POV“Where the hell have you been?” Damien darted over his watch, his shoes tapping furiously on the floor. The sound of his shoes hitting the ground slowly setting me on edge. “I think the question you should be asking is what the hell happened to me?” My eyes rolled as I pulled out a chair to sit. A silent breath I didn’t realize I was holding escaped my lips. Besides I was tired of meeting up here, it was too local and so many eyes wouldn’t stop peering over their goddamn shoulders. It felt like I was in a spotlight with that many eyes. “Are you serious?” He asked almost sarcastically. “Fine, I’m going to indulge you. What happened to you my queen,” There was no concern whatsoever in his tone, but I didn’t care. Not like I needed his sympathy anyway. “Well for one, there’s no way you could expect I’d take in such news without feeling overwhelmed and two, I lost my fucking phone in my fucking house!”Damien scoffed, clearly not seeing what I’d said as impo
CHAPTER 111ROB’S POVThe sharp pain shooting through my skull drives me awake earlier than I expected. My hand clutching my forehead tightly as though the pain would magically go away. Just when I’d thought I was already better last night. “You need to cut down on drinking, Rob.” I mutter quitely, even though I find myself chuckling seconds later. Drinking was the only way I could cut myself out of some shitty reality. Maybe when I finally found a reason to remain sober, I would. That’s right! A reason!I jerk roughly towards the other raise of the bed. She isn’t there. Jenna was gone. I scramble out of the bed, bolting all the way into the bathroom. Maybe she just needed a bath. There was no way she could have left so early. The door creaked open without me touching it. There was no need for me checking. If she were there, I’d have heard sounds. Now the only sounds I was hearing was that of my heart hitting hard against my chest. I really thought I had her. That she was back t
CHAPTER 110JENNA’S POVMy mind was made up, I didn’t care if I was playing a gamble this time. His hand slides down my arms, pushing them backwards so he’s clutching my wrists with one hand. The other hand trails the side of my neck. I’m enjoying the cold sting of his fingers on my warm skin. Our lips break free and his eyes hovers around my bare neck, like a vampire ready to bite on his prey. The sharp prick of his teeth against my neck have me writhing for more rather than groaning in pain. His velvety lips drop small kisses on my little neck bite. The wetness from his tongue slowly cancelling out the stingy sensation from the bite. I push my body even closer to him obscenely. I find his mouth, this time taking control of those luscious addictive lips. The soft moans he makes in between kisses keeps intensifying the heat between my legs. Soon enough I’m sure my pants would start to flare up from how aroused I was. Everything happening didn’t seem like I remembered before. It







