Angelo
I'm stone cold sober . I've been stone cold for the past year or so . I just messed up one time and it feels as if I am losing the only good thing I have going on. I've been the Angelo I love ; my family loves , my wife to be loves, my kids love and the Angelo I love . I had organised a party for the twins on Sunday and told Cleo we would celebrate it as a family on Monday eve which was the main day.
While Cleo was sleeping I received a call from Mia Perelli. Brent wasn't in town and she had gotten herself in trouble with the wrong gang . I had left Cleo alone with the kids and it didn't feel right . Mia is like my little sister / friend . I have never had romantic feelings towards her and vice versa. I also never told her about Cleo ; Ava and the twins because I knew she'd find a way to get to Cleo. I knew her . As soon as I took her upstairs to my penthouse she was so shaken that she raided my liquor cabinet and swept through it like a tornado. S
Songs: Lady Antebellum- OceanJames Bay - ForeverCleoI have had nightmares before and in recent days they have become more severe and intense. Last night I was angry . I have been angry before, but not as livid as I was with Blue for not showing up when it mattered the most. I don't trust Mia not at all and today was the first time in a while that I talked to my brother about my relationship with Angelo , and the gun incident .I get why he has to have a gun; what I don't get is what Mia is to him and what she wants ... basically what her end game is . Daniel told me that he'd talk to Angelo, and when I returned from my run this morning my house was hauntingly quite . I knew Daniel had take the kids to ClaudioI opened the door and headed straight for my water bottle which was in the fridge. It was cold outside but I was thirsty and hot. I had to g
.AngeloNumb ... numb is all I feel right now because; no matter how many times I try to protect the ones I love something sinister happens to them . It was supposed to be the happiest day, for both the twins and my wife to be... Basically for the whole family because it was the kid's birthday. Instead I am dealing with our cleaning team ; the blue brigade ,red brigade and a family that is shook.There was a shooting at my father's Villa . Nicolai and Daniel got caught in the crossfire, both were seriously injured and they were air lifted to hospital . We couldn't find the twins Ava and my father . After Nicolai called, Cleo came with me to the Villa for safety because I didn't want to let her out of my sight. She was with me when we were bri
CleoIt's been a taugh couple of weeks, both emotionally and physically. On the bright side I got to spend some much needed time with the Twins ; Ava and Blue alone under heavy security presence , even Ellie had to get cleared before she could come and visit me. I see why Daniel loves her and why he's having a difficult time coming clean with his true feelings ... and deep down he knows that he would be fighting a losing battle because, Max and Ellie are bound together by something strong. Even though he is denying his true feelings he will just have to accept that Ellie and Max belong together.Dan and Nocolai had both recoverd from their injuries and Daniel was back to his old self . He was hanging out with Blue today ,while I had to go for a dress fitting with Ellie. I was going to fit on a dress alright , but it wasn't my wedding dress ... I was the maid of honor for Ellie' s wedding. I knew that my family was s
AngeloIf there is something I've learned about Cleo is that; when she threatens something, she has already thought it through... for the fact that she said what she said when I was about to punch Marc , and when she threatened to call off everything unless I gave her space . I cannot lose her or our babies. Its already taken so much patience on my part not to let her go. She's worth every fight. Including the one with my mother. Who has been surprisingly quiet.I had informed the driver of the Jeep to drive us to the Massa estate which was thirty minutes away from the Luca estate .I was giving Cleo the silent treatment, and I had so much to say to her... I just hope I didn't hurt her in anyway when I threw her in the car . She was looking outside the window with her legs crossed looking away from me, with her chin on her palm, breathing steadily , lost in thought.The car
CleoWaking up wrapped up in skin with the person you love is the best feeling ever after yesterday I think I like sleeping with Angelo more than I'd like to admit. Its more than just physical which is why I think my relationship with him has lasted this long.On Saturday Daniel drove the kids back to The Massa estate and for the first time in a while the twins stuck to their sleeping schedule and Ava wasn't as restless as she was when we were at the Luca estate. To come think of it she was much more at ease this side . My natural body alarm too was working well; it was five in the morning and it wasn't just any Sunday it was mother's day.I was wide awake on Angelo' s chest and I could hear the sound of his steady ,and strong heartbeat . Our legs were intertwined and both his hands were on my bare
AngeloI love Cleo and she knows it. I know deep down that she loved me and that our love isn't defined by whether or not we are married. Mother's day breakfast didn't go as planned but I am still thankful to have my family home under one roof .Before we went to bed Cleo encouraged me to call my mother and wish her happy mother's day. When I called her she told me ; thank you .She even wished me happy birthday for tomorrow and told me to tell Cleo ;thank you and that she is sorry for all the pain she has caused. I told her that our twins were on edge to the point where they are both afraid when either of either of us leaving even if it's across the hall .It takes longer to get either of them to sleep and when they finally sleep they wake up panicked .I had decided to take the week off for my birthday and given the eventful day we had with regards to the twins and Ava when I finally got C
CleoThe last thing I wanted when I started talking to Blue this morning was; to get into a fight with him especially on his birthday. I know he was feeling all sorts of doubtful about me not wanting to marry him . I decided to give the kids his last name ,and not use my surname , but he still doubts that I will eventually want to have his last name. After our argument I was so mad at him that I just walked out on him. I just didn't like how stuck in his ways he was. He still thought that I was making excuses.As soon as I entered the main bedroom something felt off and by that it felt like I wasn't alone. I was headed to the closet to go get shoes because my feet were starting to feel cold. When I was walking toward the closet Nicolai pushed me so hard that my body made contact with the&nb
AngeloYou know when you've found the one and when you have found forever in someone . My birthday started off hectic and by that I mean Cleo and I were having problems. I have her thinking I don't love her and I really love her and our family . I knew about the surprise party she had organised because Carl reports to me .His birthday is a couple of days after mine and with all the trouble Bella went through to make sure everything was in order and everyone who was coming confirmed. She's the only person who gets me and gets my kind of crazy. I was looking at Cleo who was looking at me with unshed tears . She wanted to cry . I was only kidding with her but given what had happened I could tell she was serious." Angelo I asked you a question. I expect an answer ,so that I know where we stand with each other. ""I'm looking at her and I'm not trading what we have for anything. My m