登入ZAIRE'S POV "Are you ready?" Sebastian asked me gently as he adjusted himself between my legs. I nodded, inhaling and exhaling deeply. I was trying to calm myself down in my head and not overthink this. But damn, a nigga was scared. Shit was probably going to hurt like a bitch. I bit my lower lip, closing my eyes shut. Sebastian started peppering kisses all over my face. The delicacy that he was treating me with was close to pushing me to tears. All the walls I had built around myself were crumbling brick by brick. And this wasn't really only about sex. This was hitting home because I had never been handle with such care ever since my mother passed. I knew I wasn't innocent in all of this. Heck, it was probably all my fault. I pushed people away. I had my own goddamn issues. But in all honesty, no one was really trying hard enough to reach me. They were all ready to give up on me or toss me aside the second I become too much for them. And I had told myself that I was
ZAIRE'S POV The room was still dark when my eyes slowly cracked open. I frowned and turned my head towards the clock that was sitting on the nightstand beside the bed and noticed that it was half past two in the middle of the night. What the hell? I rubbed my face tiredly, trying to figure out why I suddenly woke up. I had literally just went to sleep not too long ago. But it didn't take long to for me to know exactly why. It was because Sebastian was busy snoring like a damn tractor beside me. I stared at the ceiling for a few seconds in disbelief before slowly turning my head toward him. This was exactly why I did not like sharing a bed with anyone. People snore and some didn't even know how to sleep properly and it seemed Sebastian was both of those things. He was laying face down across the bed with one leg thrown over my waist while half of his body was practically on top of me. The blanket was twisted around him, and his arm was under my pillow somehow. How the he
SEBASTIAN'S POV It was already dark outside by the time we entered St Jose Town. The streets glowed under rows of streetlights while cars moved slowly through the evening traffic. Some shops were still open, their bright signs lighting up the sidewalks, while groups of people walked around laughing and talking. We were finally home. The music that was still playing softly through the car suddenly did not distract me anymore. Reality was slowly starting to settle in again, and with every minute that passed, my nerves got worse. I glanced at Zaire from the corner of my eye. He had one hand rested lazily on the steering wheel while the other tapped lightly against his thigh to the beat of the song playing. He looked relaxed. Completely normal. Meanwhile, I felt like I was going to throw up. "You good?" he asked suddenly, catching me staring. I quickly looked away. "Yeah." "You been quiet for a while now." "I'm just tired." "Hm." He stared at me suspiciously for a second befo
SEBASTIAN’S POV “So you guys hooked up?” Maggie asked after I told her what happened after I stormed away from the party last night. “Yeah.” I nodded and leaned back in the booth. “We made out and I gave him head.” Maggie looked at me for a few seconds before sighing. “Seb, I know you love Zaire, but—” “But what?” “Why don’t you just tell him how you feel? At least then you’ll know where you stand with him. You can’t keep hurting yourself over this secret pining. Enough is enough.” It sounded simple when she said it like that. But nothing about this was simple. “I didn’t like how he treated you last night,” she continued. “He's busy leading you and entertaining other girls right in front of you.” “He didn’t lead me on, Maggie. He never promised me anything.” “I don't care. He's making out with you and letting you suck his cock. Isn't that leading someone on?” “He’s straight—” “Oh, spare me that crap.” She rolled her eyes. “Even you know that’s not true. Straig
ZAIRE’S POV My back arched, a loud moan passing through my lips as I felt Sebastian very deep inside of me. His strokes were deep, hard, and fast, making my eyes roll at the back of my head as immense pleasure consumed every inch of my body. "Oh, fuck Seb." I cried out in pleasure, desperately thrusting myself back into him. I was in all fours, my stomach basically flat against the bed, my butt poked out whilst my legs were spread perfectly for him as his hands grabbed my waist and took me rawly from behind For all the time I had sex in my life, nobody had ever made me feel the way Sebastian was making me feel. The sex was explosive, so raw and intense like nothing I had ever felt before. My body was reacting to him in a way it never did for any man. Yeah well, maybe because I had never got fucked by a man before. Until now. "Fuck." Sebastian grunted deeply, his body leaning down to cover mine as he loosely hooked his arm around my neck, his movements on me never waverin
ZAIRE'S POV Sebastian kneeled down between my legs, his hands unbuckling my belt while staring right at me. I licked my lips, heat pooling at the pit of my stomach at the intensity of his gaze. I was nervous and trembling with anticipation of what was going to happen next. I lifted myself up slightly from the couch as Sebastian pulled off my jeans along with my briefs. My cock sprung out—hard and heavy, glistening with the evidence of how aroused I truly was. I had never felt so turned on in my life. A choked sound escaped my throat as Sebastian wrapped a firm hand around my shaft. He started stroking me slowly, his touch sending delicious shivers all over my body. I bit down my lip, my breath coming out heavy and ragged. I hissed, my fingers curling into the couch cushions as he leaned in and swiped his long tongue across my reddened head. He then licked my length a few more time before he finally put it in his warm mouth. I closed my eyes shut, inhaling deeply through my nos
ZAIRE’S POVTwo years ago…I was fuming, my hands balled into fists as I busted through the doors of the arcade, with Jasper and Reggie hot on my tail. This was the place I knew I was most likely going to find that piece of shit. My heart was beating so fast in my chest, and the rage surging throug
SEBASTIAN'S POV For the first time in my life, I wasn't enjoying a football game. And it had nothing to do with the game itself. It was what I was being forced to sit through the whole damn time. Naomi was all over Zaire, and he didn't seem to mind at all. She sat pressed up against him on the
SEBASTIAN’S POV I was in a very good mood, some chilled country music playing in my car as I pulled into the gas station in Southridge. Zaire was standing near the store entrance with his backpack over his shoulders, head tilted down as he scrolled on his phone. A stupid smile pulled at my mouth
Gloria drove home in silence, both hands tight on the steering wheel. The road blurred in front of her, but all she could see was Zaire’s face. The anger in his eyes. The hurt in his voice. The way he always looked at her as if she were the enemy. By the time she pulled into the driveway, her ches







