DAMIEN
Rayla was thirteen when I first met her, our parents introduced us as soon to be siblings. I couldn't put a finger on it but there was something about her that annoyed the fuck out of me. I hated the way she smiled at me even though it was clear she wasn't happy about the current life we were being shoved into. Yet she gave me a big smile as she introduced herself. I also didn't like how bubbly she was, I hated how she tried to include me in everything, how she tried to treat me like a real brother! It wasn't until years later I realised I was helplessly in love with my step sister, I hated her smile because I loved it, I hated the way she treated me as her brother because being her brother was the last thing I wanted. In order to mask this forbidden feeling, I became mean to her but that's just the thing about Forbidden, knowing you aren't supposed to want something makes you want that thing more and that's the case with Rayla. I wanted her more than anything else in this world and I didn't care if it was wrong. How could something that feels so good be wrong? But the moon goddess went ahead to ruin everything when she paired my Rayla with someone else besides me! She was mine! There's no freaking way I was going to allow some god in the universe to give what belongs to me, to someone else. After punching my shower wall for a good amount of minutes, until I let out all the anger, I decided to confront her. It took a week to finally talk to her without feeling the urge to punch something. I didn't want to scare her away, I have been doing that over the years and it is finally time to stop and claim her as mine. After our confrontation it was clear to me that she didn't want Brandon, not in the way she would want me once I claimed her as mine, so I went to Brandon instead. "I didn't believe it when my guest turned out to be you." The bastard was saying to lead me to his room. "Not that I was expecting it to be someone else." Before I came to him, I had previously did my research about him, the moment Rayla announced his fucking name at dinner a week or so ago and I found some rather interesting fact about Brandon Nightshade. Despite belonging in the Beta rank, Brandon would never smell any title because he was an illegitimate son. His asshole father cheated on his mother which resulted in his birth, despite his rank status, people still treat him like an outcast. He craves acceptance and the Alpha title, but Illegitimate children are never considered as an heir. His father already has three legitimate sons fighting for the Alpha title already, so I know where to strike poor Brandon. "Don't be modest, we are going to be in laws pretty soon." I managed to reply with the right amount of force. "Really?" He spun around, obviously pleased with my response. "I thought you didn't like me?" Well, I guess he wasn't that stupid after all. "Rayla is my baby sister, did you really expect me to like you?" I sat down on the single chair in his room, eyeing the dirty magazine he left on the table. Who needs a fucking dirty magazine when you have Rayla? Another reason this fucking bastard doesn't deserve to breath the same air as my Rayla. "That's right, I suppose. I'm glad you got over that." He chuckled like we were best friends already, too trusting. That would be his downfall but I'm more than happy to give him the life experience he needed to navigate this cruel world. "You're right buddy, I'm here to help you. I overheard Rayla telling one of her friends how much she wanted to be a Luna." His face fell at my word. "Which I'm sure you understand, her rank is very low and she's being disrespected for it. I protect her as much as I can but this is enough indication that I won't be able to forever." "This is where you come in, I want you to reject her in front of everyone at school tomorrow." I held up a finger, stopping him before he interrupted. "This is temporary because I'm going to help you become an Alpha." His interest piqued at that, forgetting I just asked him to reject the most amazing girl. "I'm the next in line for Alpha in my pack, I'll have all the power as my Dad is about to retire." That wasn't a lie though, once I graduate training school next year, my father would retire and then I would take over. He wants to enjoy the remainder of his years with his mate or whatever he says. "Having an alliance with the Moonshine will ensure that. Think about it, I'll further clue you in on the plan if you decide to do this." I patted him on the shoulder and left, knowing that would be what he was going to be thinking about all day. As Rayla shoved me once more, I jolted out of my thoughts, watching her brown eyes glaze with confusion at my actions. "Have you lost your mind? You thought the humiliation of rejection wasn't enough for me and you decided to add to it? How could you!" She shouted, tears running down her face. "Humiliate you?" I questioned, shaking my head. "That's far from what I intend to do to you." "Enough!" Brandon boy growled, deciding to speak. "You both took me for a fool right? This was all planned!" He snarled mostly at Rayla. Without thinking, I punched him hard on the chin. "You will not address my mate in such a manner!" Another disbelief gasps from everyone including Rayla. "That's enough already!" She hissed, matching out of the cafeteria. I turned to the crowd after Rayla left. "That's right, Rayla is my mate. If anyone has a problem with that, they should take it up with me!" I growled, challenging them. No one said anything, my words were met with dead silence until Brandon coughed and stood up from the ground, his eyes blazing with fury. "You tricked me!" "Did I?" I chuckled. "I simply took back what belonged to me, in fact you should be grateful for my generosity. I gave you something you wanted more in return, I will keep my word and promises..." I stalked towards him. "If I see you an inch near my mate then that Alpha throne you are so worried about sitting on, I'll paint it with your blood and then fuck her on it." . . . TBCRAYLA I snatched my wrist from his grasp without struggle because he let me go. I looked down at my bleeding tutor hoping he’s not dead. People were out of class and staring at us with wide eyes, him most especially, I guess there goes the idea of me trying to protect him! I tried to rush to the tutor but Damien dragged me back then proceeded to take me outside of the building. “Stop!” I screamed once we were out of the parking lot. “You can’t threaten my Mom and think that’s okay! What if that man loses his life? He was just trying to protect me!” I hissed as anger stirred up inside me. “Whatever beef you have is between us, you don’t have to drag other people in it.” “Are you fucking with me, Rayla?” His expression turned murderous. “Well I guess this should be a consolation that your mother is still breathing right now because of you! When my Dad got married to her, I didn’t like her but did I try to get in the way of their shitty relationship? No… if she tries to get in bet
RAYLA After Mom left, I turned to Ma, my gaze fixed on her accusingly. “You knew she was trying to get me back here, she went as far as blackmailing me and you let her?” I was disappointed, I thought she was on my side! Now the only family support I thought I had was slowly slipping away, I guess I deserve it for being such a shitty person. “You make it hard to defend you, both of you! The idea was for you to wait, I was going to talk to them but when I came later it was to find you gone. What were you thinking running off like that? Damien is the leader of a gang of rogues, do you have any idea the kind of danger you were putting yourself in?” She snapped at me, her tone filled with both anger and disappointment. “How was I supposed to defend you when you pulled a stunt like that?” “When has talking ever settled anything with them? You don’t get it do you? Ma, her blackmailing me here is proof enough that no amount of talking will achieve anything with them, it was why I chose to
RAYLA I stared at the alarm clock on the nightstand, wordlessly watching each second tickle by, my thoughts far away from me. The more minutes tickled by, the more aware of how many hours I had with Damien, who happens to be asleep. I swallowed the lump in my throat, blinking away from the alarm to look at the ceiling instead. I still felt a bit sore between my thighs, a constant reminder of what we did a few hours ago. My face heated at the memory, making me silently clear my throat as I stared out of the window, it was getting dark meaning it will be dawn soon. Slipping out of bed, I grabbed Damien’s shirt and slipped in on, looking down at the length to decide if it was okay for me to walk around in. Since I was heading downstairs where I’m bound to run into anyone, I decided to wear a skirt for added length before making my way downstairs. The place was almost empty except for a few servants going about their duties, I paused by the stairs landing. “Excuse me, do you have any
RAYLA Looking at him hurts, as we lay down side by side on the bed, so I turned my face the other way, Mom’s words echoing in my mind. Killian would be so furious when he finds out but what was I supposed to do? Finding out he killed someone at the age of seventeen had not only left me stunned but speechless because then it also proved he has been living this double life for as young as the age of seventeen. There was a pause in my thought when I felt him pull me against his chest, cuddling me softly as our limbs tangled with one another. My eyes shut on their own accord as he buried his face into the hollow of my neck, sniffing me in a way that made me tickled. One of his hands splayed across my stomach, running his fingers on my flesh lazily. I didn’t want to lie here with my own thoughts while guilt ate me alive so, I said the first thing that came to mind when I opened my mouth. “So…your first time huh?” I teased, turning to face him now, my breath hitching against my throat wh
RAYLA I stood outside the door, debating whether I should go inside or not. At the las minute, I decided it would be better to just leave him alone for the time being, I made my way back downstairs and still found Nyx in the same position I left her, except that she was sitting this time and munching on a cookie. “That was quick.” She remarked, not bothering to hide her amusement. I grit my teeth in anger,telling myself not to react because as much as I can’t stand her, I still needed her help to be able to get out of the pack due to the invisible force field she had around it. “You said the barrier will weaken tomorrow, is that correct?” I asked to be sure whether I’ll need her help with that or not. “Why? Going somewhere? Anyways the barrier won’t weaken until twelve in the morning.” She leaned closer. “You need my help.” She was quick to figure it out, possibly putting the piece together after my outburst earlier. “Isn’t that the reason you were employed? Although I don’t
RAYLA Despite our teasing remarks when we were out on a walk that indicates we couldn’t wait to get back to the house and ravished each other. Instead we decided to play monopoly once we arrived back at the house which took a dark turn pretty quickly, bringing out both Damien and Hunter's competitive side. When they voted for a second round of the game, I sweetly declined and took a step back, telling them I prefer to watch instead. Nyx had taken it upon herself to call me every synonym of the word coward, my usual response was to ignore her but Damien had merely cast her a dark look, that made her shut up immediately. While they argue and yell at each other about the game, I was texting my friends in the group chat as they brought me up to date on what has been happening at school. Apparently Brandon was still being as bitter as the day I left, he goes around telling anyone who cares to listen that I ran away with my step-brother because our parents found out about us. The fa