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Chapter 53: Lance.
It feels good to finally have her home and safe where I can keep her close to me. Anton parks the car outside the front doors, and I climb out of my side before walking around to open her door. Anton opens the boot and fetches the wheelchair out while I lean in to gather Rayne into my arms.
“Welcome home baby.”
She smiles a small smile at me for my greeting, but she is still quite reserved, so I won’t push for more. I know this situation is hard on her and until she is willing to open up to someone about her feelings all we can do is be here for her.
I walk into the mansion with her in my arms and we are greeted by all the staff holding a banner saying, ‘Welcome Home Rayne.’
“Surprise!” They yell.
&n
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*Ding* My phone chimes and I pick it up to see a message. Lilli - How are things? Is Rayne settled in yet? I smile knowing that someone else cares for her too, then hit reply. Lance - She just went to bed. It’s going to be an adjustment, but I think she will be able to handle it. Lilli - If you ever need anything then know that we are always here. Lance - Thank you. Have you made any progress with the investigation? Lilli - Some. The next thing I know my phone begins to ring and I see that Lilli is calling me. “Hello?” “Hi Lance, it’s not safe to relay this information via text. The snakes were imported from Serpentia however, the person who brought them in originated from Equivale. It seems the enemy we seek is firmly based within your Kingdom. I’m sorry.” “Don’t be sorry Lilli, I am grateful to you for all your help on this. Now, if we can only find
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BANG! CRASH! My eyes fly open, and I look to the noise only to see that my door has been smashed open and Lance is standing on the threshold. It takes him a moment to understand what is happening and I see hurt in his eyes but then he focuses on my tied hands, gag, and tear-streaked face. Pure fury takes over his features and he throws himself at Ethan knocking him off me and they both land on the floor on the other side of my bed. I am left naked and tied up on my bed with nothing to preserve my dignity as both men grapple on the floor. I continue to cry because of how violated and mortified I feel, as I listen to the sounds of fists connecting to flesh and the grunts of pain. Finally, all becomes quiet, but I still cannot bear to open my eyes until I feel warmth on my chest, and I peek through my lashes to see my duvet is covering me once more. I open my eyes fully and I see Lance standing beside my bed, but I cannot make out the emotion on his face
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He nods and smiles while looking dotingly at Rayne before turning to leave so we can have privacy. I place my phone down and run my hand up and down her arm, gently jostling her. “Rayne. Rayne, time to wake up.” “Mmmm.” “Rayne, come on, you need to eat.” “Mmmmhhh.” I kiss her temple and stroke her cheek with my other hand. “Come on baby.” “Mmm sleeeepy.” “Hahaha, I am sure you are. But you must also be hungry.” As if on cue her stomach grumbles and I chuckle as she finally begins to wake. “Gosh, you were really dug in. Having a good dream?” “Mmyeah, but it got better when I woke up.” “Oh?” “Mmhmm.” “And why is that?” “Because when I woke up you were still here, just like in my dream.” She is looking at me so seriously and all I can think of is how beautiful she is and how much I want to worship this woman in every way. I cup her cheek with my right
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