"Way too dangerous," he had said? Ethan mocked his pathetic life. His instincts screamed at him that he was insane, crazy, and utterly preposterous for being here—at the doorstep of Professor Lucian.
This was the place he had fled in fear, yet here he was again. He pulled out his phone, staring at Professor Lucian's number, hesitating to call and announce his presence. If the man killed him tonight, would it make any difference? Besides, life was all about taking risks. Ethan wanted to run, to flee without looking back, but that wasn’t an option. His mother life was on the line. He had to save her. "Yes?" Professor Lucian's deep, husky voice resonated on the other end of the line, sending a chill down Ethan's spine. "I'm here," he announced, his voice barely a whisper. He could imagine the sly smile that Professor Lucian would surely have on his face right now. "Get in." Ethan ended the call and took a deep breath, gathering what little courage he had left as he advanced toward the exquisite building. Before he could ring the doorbell, the door beeped and slid open, inviting him in. His eyes took in the barely familiar room, and he wondered what kind of person Professor Lucian was to own such an imposing domain. His gaze landed on Lucian's tall, formidable figure in the kitchen, pouring himself a drink. Muscles rippled beneath his bare skin, strong enough to break a man's neck. Tattoos sprawled across his torso, dark and speaking of untold stories. Even though his muscles were concealed beneath a red robe, Ethan could guess the details of his frame. Lucian looked terrifying, especially with his piercing gaze that seemed to bore right through Ethan’s soul. "Uhmm..." Ethan cleared his throat. "T-the money... you said you'd give me... ten thousand dollars if I came over?" He watched as Professor Lucian picked up his phone from the table. His fingers danced over the screen, and in the next moment, Ethan's phone beeped. Ten thousand dollars, right there, staring at him! What?! Wait, how did he even know his details? That's creepy. "Amusing that the first thing on your mind is money. Are you that desperate?" Professor Lucian asked, turning to face him. Ethan's heart nearly leaped out of his chest. The dim light in the room illuminated Lucian's features: flawless skin, a strikingly chiseled jaw, a sharp nose, and kissable lips. Ethan didn’t realize how long he had been staring until Lucian’s voice snapped him back to reality. "Are you done staring?" "Huh?" Ethan averted his gaze, scolding himself inwardly. He must be insane for admiring a man’s features, especially one who terrified him. "I needed the money to pay for my mom's hospital bills," he replied, his voice barely audible. "Weak humans," Lucian mumbled, and Ethan could only clench his fists at his sides. "Thanks for the money," Ethan said reluctantly. Though he felt a twinge of offense at Lucian's words, he was still grateful. Not only had he saved his life, but he gave him money. He could imagine what he could cover with this money: debts, his mother’s treatment, and overdue rent. Yet... he feared and wondered what Professor Lucian truly wanted from him. "Come with me," Professor Lucian demanded, striding into his lavish bedroom. The walls were seamless, polished gray. A floor-to-ceiling window dominated one side, revealing a breathtaking view of the city lights twinkling below, filtered through thick automated blackout curtains. Ethan stood at the threshold, taking in the sight of Lucian sitting on his oversized, messy bed draped with charcoal gray silk sheets that nearly pooled on the floor. Ethan finally noticed just how disorganized the room was. A pack of condoms, a red lace panty, and a white shirt lay scattered on the marble floor. Ethan swallowed hard, imagining what might have happened here; even the room's scent was different. "Do you intend to stand there all night?" Lucian’s deep voice cut through the silence. Ethan swallowed, forcing himself to step inside. He felt like prey entering a predator's den. The air thickened as Lucian's sharp gaze roamed over his body, leaving him feeling exposed and vulnerable. Goosebumps raced over his skin. It was disturbing how Lucian's gaze made his heart race, driving him to the brink of madness in the tense silence. "What do you plan to... do with me?" Ethan asked, keeping his gaze averted. Lucian's lips curled into a smirk as he stood and approached slowly, each step making Ethan tremble. "Did you feel it?" Lucian questioned, and Ethan shot him a confused look. Feel what? "The unmistakable pull between us..." He leaned in, their faces inches apart. "I... I don't know what you're talking about," Ethan stuttered, taking a step backward to create space, but Lucian crossed the distance. "You've perhaps guessed what happened here. I attempted to satisfy my urges with a woman not long ago, but it didn’t work because you're occupying my mind." What is he talking about?!... Ethan breath hitched as his back pressed against the wall, anxiety coursing through him at their proximity. Lucian placed both hands beside him, trapping him against the wall, gazing at him with an intensity that sent chills down Ethan’s spine. 'What is he going to do to me? Men shouldn’t stare at men like that. Why is my heart racing? This is crazy; I need to get out of here. He’s not human, he’s dangerous, and I don’t like this,' Ethan thought, trying to speak, but Lucian’s lips moved to his neck, brushing his tongue along his skin. Ethan’s knees weakened, his fists clenched as he tried to prevent the moan that threatened to tear out of his throat. He felt Lucian’s fingers trail up to his brown hair, tilting his neck slightly to gain better access. Ethan’s breathing grew heavier. His body ignited from just the kiss on his neck and Lucian’s hold on his torso. It stirred something in him. His lips parted as he tried to find the words to stop him. He tried to move, but his body betrayed him, wanting to give in— He didn’t like this. He didn’t like this at all. Using the last thread of sanity, Ethan managed to snap back to reality and push Lucian, though his force did nothing as the man didn’t even flinch. His action angered him. Lucian took both of Ethan’s hands and slammed them against the wall above him, making Ethan wince at the pain that shot through his arms. A low, guttural growl tore out from Lucian’s throat—cold, menacing, and carrying a deadly warning. For a fleeting moment, Ethan saw Lucian's eyes flash red, freezing him completely—his heart skipping a beat in terror as Lucian glared at him. After a moment, paralyzed by Lucian's gaze, Ethan heard him order in a thick, demanding voice. "Strip."On the following week, Ethan gained recovery and was finally discharged from the hospital. His parents were asked to always look after him.The doctor offered candy as a way to resist drugs when tempted. Yara bought a lot of them and Ethan got worried he might develop diabetes from that quantity.He moved to his parents' house; things were going well until until one night he was alone in bed,watching a movie where fire was burning a home. He slowly letting those thoughts slip in and beginning to panic.He went downstairs to grab a glass of water to calm himself. It helped a little. The thought that he was now out of the hospital and could do whatever he want was tempting. He reached for a candy and took it; surprisingly, it worked.Turning, Ethan spotted his mother with a worried gaze. “You can come sleep in our room if you don't mind.”Ethan didn't argue and agreed. The bed was large enough to fit seven grown men. Rowan pulled the quilt over his body to keep him warm.“Thanks, Dad,
As Yara made preparations for the blind date, Ethan cleaned himself up, shaving and restoring his usual look. It hadn't been easy being clean for three months, but it was worth it… he hoped.Today, Ethan was on the bed, still clad in his hospital uniform as he listened to his mother's story about an old friend she had met yesterday.Her face was beaming with happiness lately; he couldn't tell if it was due to the fact that he had agreed to the blind dates or because, after five long years, he finally found himself smiling. Even though it didn't really reach his heart… that deep scar would perhaps forever be branded there.Ethan let out a soft chuckle at her joke. She looked up at him, surprised, her hand flying to her mouth.“Oh my, you just laughed!” she teared up immediately. “That is so sweet!”“Why wouldn't I? It's so fucking hilarious,” he grinned, and Yara pulled him into a deep hug.“I love you, son. I love you so much,” she said, stroking his back gently.“I love you too, Ma.”
{Five years later}A woman clad in a white robe walked down the hall, her black shinny heels clicking softly on the marble. She pushed a door open and took a seat before a man who looked away with his jaw clenched.“It’s been several months since with had a session. Do you wish to tell me what happened?”No reply from the man, just him shutting his eyes feigning her existence.“Are still taking drugs Mr. Wave?”“Are you still taking drugs, Mr. Wave?”Silence.The woman crossed her legs, her pen tapping gently against the notepad resting on her lap. Her eyes lingered on the man before her—unshaven, sunken eyes, jaw tight like he was holding back a scream.“Ethan…” she called softly.No response.She sighed, jotting something down. “You haven’t responded to any of your prescriptions. Your parents said you’ve been skipping meals. You rarely speak. And the nightmares?”Her voice dropped. “Is it still about Lucian?”His eyes snapped open. Hooded lifeless brown eyes.“I told you not to say
‘Wake up Ethan. Stay awake, don't close your eyes'‘Fuck he had already lost so much blood. His condition is critical’ a doctor said.‘Well fûcking do something!’ Eric yelled, buy sounded distant in Ethan's hearing.‘Oh my God' Twilight's distant voice followed.His sight was blur. He was breathing through and oxygen mask, with several doctors trying to save his life.Everywhere, Everything hurts, but not as much as the scene replaying in his head.His memories with Lucian. When they first met, sorting out their differences, how they began to fall for each other. How every flaws became their addiction. His smile, jealousy, touch, voice, warmth and now… Death?The fire made his head bang, his breath slowed down.“We’re losing him. His heartbeat is dropping!”The panic in the doctor’s voice sliced through the fog in Ethan’s head, but it felt so far away. Like a dream underwater.Everything was dimming. Fading.Lucian’s voice still echoed in his mind.‘I love you, Ethan Wave. I always wi
The air went stilled and quiet only broken by Zoraya's chocking sound.“A… Al…” she croaked, tears streaming down her face.“You betrayed me. I’m only returning the favor. Besides, you made the vow… not me.” He let go, watching her body crumple to the floor lifelessly.Zoraya’s body turned grey instantly, like a vessel drained of blood.Aldric crushed the heart in his hand and smirked, his gaze sliding back to Ethan as he began to approach again—but before he could take another step, a blur slammed into him from the side.Lucian.Fangs bared, eyes pitch-black, blood still dripping from the corners of his mouth—he tackled Aldric with the force of a collapsing mountain. The impact sent them both crashing through one of the remaining pillars, rubble and dust exploding around them.Thanks to Zoraya’s death, the spell holding Lucian down was broken.“Ethan, run!” Lucian bellowed.Ethan didn’t move. His arms trembled as he pulled Morgana closer, still shielding her body with his own, even t
“The more you struggle, the stronger the energy becomes,” Zoraya said, vanishing and reappearing before Lucian, pressing down with more force to restrain him.Morgana was gasping, the drugs in her system and the collar around her neck suppressing her sorcery.“You know what’s sweet about power?” Zoraya mocked. “I don’t need your permission to use it.” She sliced Lucian’s arm, collecting blood for her pot.Lucian roared at her, and she nearly flinched. Despite everything, she still had werewolf blood in her—and the Alpha effect still held some power.“Oh… my heart just raced. For a second, I thought I was going to die,” she laughed, standing and walking back to Ethan, mixing Lucian’s blood with his.She snapped her fingers, and a small, ancient dark book appeared in her hand.As Morgana whimpered at the sight, Lucian realized—the spell was in that book.Zoraya’s voice echoed as she began chanting. Ethan felt fire in his bones. So did Lucian. Both of them moaned in agony until the chant