LOGINThe police came not long after. Asher doesn’t fight it. He answers their questions. He goes quiet when they tell him he has to come with them.
My chest won’t slow down. I watch as they take him to the car. My legs feel weak. He’s just cruel. That’s all there is to it. All these days, we’ve been waiting. Hoping. Praying for one small answer. And he had one. He had it and kept it to himself. Like it didn’t matter. Like life didn’t matter. It makes me sick. How did I stay with someone like that? How did I not see it? The police don’t let me follow. They don’t let me ask anything. They tell me to stay back. So I called my parents. Again and again. I need them to go there. I need them to ask the questions I can’t. No answer. They’re never around when you need them the most. I pace the house, back and forth, my hands tight at my sides. I keep thinking about Alice. I don’t know if I should call her. She deserves to know. She has to know. So I text her. I don’t delay. I explain everything as fast as I can. She calls almost at once. “Are you sure, Cat?” she asks. “Asher could just be messing with you. He might be trying to get back into your good books.” I shake my head even though she can’t see me. “No. He wasn’t lying. I know he wasn’t.” She sniffles on the other end. “It’s going to be okay, Cat. You’ll see him again.” My eyes burn. “I should be saying that to you, Alice. I’m sorry. I shouldn’t—” “Don’t do that,” she cuts in. “Don’t blame yourself. I wasn’t the best sister either. I treated Dominic like he was some grown man, like a father. He did everything for me.” My throat tightens. “Alice… we’ll see him soon.” “I’m coming,” she says. The call ends. The quiet rushes back in. It presses down on me. The fear grows louder. What if he didn’t survive the accident? What if they left his body somewhere no one would find? A small, stupid part of me refuses to believe it. I walk into the bathroom and turn on the shower. I let the water run over me, hoping it will wash the thoughts away. It doesn’t. My heart won’t settle. It won’t rest until they find Dominic. Everything else has stopped. School. Time. My life feels paused, stuck in this one moment, waiting for a name to be spoken out loud. I try not to let my thoughts run loose, but they do anyway. I tell myself to slow down. It doesn’t work. A few minutes later, I’m dressed. I don’t even remember choosing the clothes. My hands move on their own. I grab my phone, my keys. I’m heading for the station. I can’t sit here anymore. I booked a ride. I keep checking the screen like that will make the car come faster. The door opens behind me. My parents are back. Mom stops when she sees me by the door. “Where are you going?” “The station,” I say. My voice sounds flat, like it doesn’t belong to me. Dad frowns. “Catherine, wait. We just got a call.” My heart jumps. “From who?” “The police,” he says. I hold my breath. My hands start to shake. I don’t sit. I don’t move. I just stand there, waiting for the rest of it, scared of what the next words might be. “The police found a lead,” Dad says. “It’s about the band. The one that played at the concert.” My heart stutters. “What about them?” “They tracked someone from the crew,” Mom adds. Her voice is careful, like she’s walking on glass. I grip the back of a chair. My knees feel weak. “Just say it.” Dad exhales. “Dominic was taken to a private clinic.” The room tilts. “Taken?” “He was hurt,” Mom says quickly. “Not… not dead.” I press a hand to my mouth. My chest burns. I can’t tell if I’m breathing or not. “He’s receiving treatment,” Dad continues. “They didn’t know who to contact at first. No ID. Nothing on him.” The words blur together. All I hear is one thing. He’s alive. I sink into the chair. My body gives up all at once. My hands shake. My eyes fill, but I don’t cry yet. It feels too fragile. “Where is he?” I whisper. Dad names the place. I barely hear it. “I need to see him,” I say. Mom nods. “We’re going now.” I text Alice the address before anyone can stop me. I don’t wait for a reply. She needs to know where we are. Mom keeps looking at me from the front seat. I know that look. She’s checking if I’m about to fall apart. I don’t say anything. Right now, I’m holding on to hope. That’s all I have. Uncle Zachary pulls into the road. The car moves fast, steady. The police said the accident happened in a spot with no cameras. No footage. That’s why everything took so long. The band had their own trouble that night, and Dominic got caught in it. He was the one who got hurt. They couldn’t say how bad it was. Not until we see him. My chest feels tight. Breathing takes effort. Still, there’s one clear thought in my head—I’m going to see him again. The car turns onto the main street. I stare out the window. I fix my eyes on the houses passing by, counting them, letting them calm me down. The sky is bright. Clear. Too beautiful for how scared I feel. I tell myself that seeing Dominic will be like this sky. Simple. Safe. I shouldn’t have left him that night. I shouldn’t have gone back to Asher. With Dominic, I didn’t have to pretend. I didn’t have to run. I could just be there. I close my eyes. I just need one chance. One chance to start over.Dominic's Pov When things got so heavy that even breathing felt like work, the only thing I could think to do was go home.Patrick kept shading Catherine, saying things he had no right to say. I tried to ignore it. I really did. But something inside me snapped.I hit him.By the time I got back to the house, my hands were still shaking. I packed my bag, left a short note for Alice, and caught the next train to Grandma’s.After my parents’ divorce, she was the only place that still felt… safe. Stable. Like things hadn’t completely fallen apart yet. When my best friend started acting like shit and the girl I loved felt so far out of reach, her house was the only place I knew to run to.She welcomed me like always—then immediately put me to work in the kitchen.“Are you sure you coming here has nothing to do with your father?” she asked, handing me the salt.I put it back. “He’s not even in town.”“Business trip?”“I guess,” I said. Honestly, I had no idea. These days, he barely came h
Catherine PovTen minutes later, we were digging into the food Mom had ordered, and I tried keeping up with the conversation—though all I really wanted was to find a way out of the house.I’d planned this whole get-together around the idea that Dominic would be here.We never got the chance to talk at school. And even if we had, there was no privacy—with teachers and students everywhere.Well that was until the fight broke out and he left.The loud clinks of spoons against plates sounded like a bad ringtone, made worse by the way Mom couldn't even cut her chicken properly.“This is so yummy,” Alice complimented mom again.I smiled and shot my already horrified mother a look. “Of course.” I said. “My mom is an amazing chef.”That almost burned the world. Her eyes narrowed.I stuck my tongue out.Dad laughed.Mom whipped around to glare at Dad. He froze, muttering out an apology like he’d committed a crime.Sometimes, it’s scary to realize the kind of hold my mom had over him. Twenty
Catherine's PovTwo weeks Ago“You’ve made significant progress in just one week, Miss Catherine,” my therapist, Sarah, said during our seventh session.I kept count.Mom had promised therapy would only last a month. Four weeks. That was the deal.I nodded anyway.Sarah tilted her head slightly, studying my face like the answers to my problems were written somewhere between my eyebrows. Like if she stared long enough, she’d decode me.I looked away.The clock ticked softly on the wall.A week had passed. Somehow.Most of my time was spent in this room now—on the soft couch, under her calm voice, surrounded by tissues and neutral-colored pillows. The rest of my time was spent doing the things she assigned me.Clean your room.Write your thoughts.Try cooking.Do something with your hands.So I cleaned.I burned rice twice.I filled three notebooks with half-finished sentences and crossed-out feelings.I tried to follow every instruction like it was homework that decided my future.Beca
Catherine's PovThree Weeks AgoI love my parents. I really do.But sometimes, they make decisions about my life without even asking me—especially when they think they’re “helping.”“I’m not going.” I snapped, glaring at Mom. My chest felt tight. “I’m not.”She froze for a second, then softened and reached for my hands.I pulled away.Too close. Too much. I couldn’t breathe.“Catherine,” she said gently, “you haven’t been the same since Dominic went missing. You’ve changed. You barely talk. You barely eat. You look tired all the time.”I scoffed. “So? That doesn’t mean I’m broken.”“It means you’re hurting,” she replied. “And I don’t want anything bad to happen to you. That’s why I booked the session.”My laugh came out sharp. “A therapist?” I shook my head. “Wow. Okay. So now I’m a problem that needs fixing?”“That’s not what I—”“It’s always like this,” I cut in. “You decide things for me and expect me to just agree.”She opened her mouth again, but the words rushed out of me first
Catherine's PovDad’s face twisted in a full three sixty. I shifted my gaze from the unholy mess in the pot to him, and, weirdly, his expression was satisfying.I love my parents, but sometimes I feel like they think the world revolves around them.Mom jabbed Dad’s shoulder. “Babe, what’s wrong?” she asked, like the pasta she usually eats looked like this.I joined in. “What’s wrong, Dad?”He started sweating. “Nothing. I… uh…”“Babe, you said it tasted good,” Mom pressed.He swallowed nervously. “I did… I did eat it already.”“Dad… eat it up.”He shot me a pleading look. I shrugged and dumped the… monstrosity—not even worthy of the name pasta—back into the pot.The kitchen lightened a little, but the heat was still brutal.I fanned my face and glared at Mom. “Do you know how to cook, Mom?” I arched my brow.She finally seemed to realize the disaster she’d unleashed and shifted uncomfortably.“But you said it was okay,” she protested, hitting Dad’s chest. “How bad is it?”She marched
Catherine’s POVThe rush was finally over.I let out a long breath after the final wave to the officials, watching as the hotel management took over. My shoulders relaxed for the first time all day.“You did great, Miss Carson,” the principal said as we headed toward the school bus.She couldn’t hide her smile. Signing a million-dollar investment deal would do that to anyone.“Thank you, ma’am,” I replied, trying to sound calm.Even though part of me wanted to pretend my excitement was only about the event, I knew better.It wasn’t.I climbed into the bus and filled out the required forms, signing where I needed to before handing them back to her.“You could’ve done this at school,” she said.I shook my head. “I won’t be coming back today.”Her eyebrow lifted slightly.“We’re having a small dinner at home,” I added quickly. “I need to help my mom prepare.”She studied me for a second, then nodded.“Alright. Get some rest.”I dropped off shortly after, waved goodbye, and headed straigh







