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It was almost time. A minute left on the clock until it struck 3 - the end of school. Gathering all my papers, I stuffed them carelessly into my binder. It was a Friday, and honestly, there was not a more joyous occasion.
The bell rang and I remained seated, hoping to wait out the crowd of 'kids' stampeding their way to the door. When all was clear, I stood up, waved tiredly to the teacher, and trudged into the bleak hallways. School was a horror-ridden nightmare, especially when spent alone. I opened my locker, turning to glance at myself in the small mirror attached to the door, studying my reflection. My brown hair was up in a ponytail, giving a perfect view of my face. Two brown doe eyes stared back at me, and I sighed heavily at the blatant lack of effort I had given to my appearance this morning. "You can keep staring, but it won't change what you look like," a voice sneered teasingly from behind me. I whirled around to come face to face with Brielle Sanders, the girl who had bullied me as soon as she could form a full sentence. Her blonde hair cascaded smoothly down her back, outlining her slim jawline. Today, she wore a sheer blouse and dark blue jeans, showing off her curvaceous legs. She looked like a Mediterranean goddess. "What are you staring at?" she snapped, chuckling slightly to herself. "You really are like a mouse." I hated her, but I couldn't deny that I also envied her. I knew she liked the fact that I would do anything to look like her. It encouraged her to make me feel inferior every single day. Tears threatened to sting my eyes as I looked away. Students stood and watched as the scene played out, ignoring my plight. None of them stood up for me; this always happened. I'd never had the privilege of someone defending me, but I wouldn't cry. No, I would never satisfy anyone by letting them see me weak or vulnerable. Brielle scowled at me. I flinched as she edged forward, hitting the remaining books out of my hand. I only looked down numbly as she smiled, satisfied to have left her mark, and walked away, her shoes making a tottering sound as she left. Everyone turned away from me. The entertainment had left. Picking up my books, I looked to see where everyone's attention had fallen now and immediately rolled my eyes. There, waltzing down the hallway as if the entire school belonged to him, with his two best friends in tow, was the school's golden boy. Aaron Walker. There was a strange allure to him, it seemed, that I could not put my finger on. All the guys wanted to befriend him, and every girl wanted to date him. He strode confidently, making small talk with students. A group of girls smiled in his direction, no doubt competing for his attention. His black hair was tousled, falling into his eyes messily. His blue eyes shone with mischief as he shoved his friend as they walked, and I watched the small play of 'testosterone' with them like I was watching some cult following show on National Geographic. I knew he was good looking; it'd be a lie to say otherwise. But from what I had gathered, he was a total ass who loved only himself. He always had a girl by his side. One on Monday, then a different one the next week, as if they were totally disposable. We never spoke in our shared classes, and he would not even help the slightest when it came to the work. I tore my sight away from the ridiculous movie scene in front of me and focused on taking some books out of my locker. The only thing I did out of school hours was study and.... I shook my head to clear my mind, the thoughts too dark to even bear. With that, I slammed my locker shut and turned around. I let out a small, startled noise at the odd sight in front of me. Aaron Walker loomed over me, his hands stuffed in his pockets, smiling. "Hey," he greeted, his voice deep. I blinked, then blinked again. He frowned at my strange behaviour, but I couldn't find any words. What was I even supposed to say? Why was he talking to me? I looked at him head-on, ignoring the shock at how bright his blue eyes were; I had never seen them this way before, despite having sat next to him many times. I cleared my throat and composed myself. He watched every action intently. "Can I help you?" I said curtly, raising an eyebrow at his unwelcome presence. His lips quirked up in an easy-going smile. He opened his mouth to speak, but closed it again when he noticed a group of people had formed around us. Aaron turned to glare pointedly at the crowd, annoyance apparent on his features. Immediately, the students started to dissipate until only Brielle remained. She stared long and hard at me, venom clear in her eyes. Had she not already had her fill of insulting me, or was she back for more? Aaron glanced between the two of us, noticing the cold stares. He cleared his throat loudly. Brielle tore her gaze from me as though a hot poker had been lodged up her ass and smiled flirtatiously at Aaron. I suppressed the eye roll. It was clear that he not only enjoyed the attention, but bathed in it. "Look, Brooklyn," he started lazily, gesturing to her with his hands. "Brielle," she corrected sweetly, though the glint in her eyes dimmed. He rolled his eyes. "Yeah, Brielle, of course. I really need to talk to..." He trailed off and turned to me then, raising his eyebrow, seemingly awaiting me to throw in my name. I suppressed a scoff at his blatant disregard for my existence when I had been in most of his classes since the start of school. It was obvious now that his good looks masked his complete lack of memory. "Alexis," I deadpanned, eying him with a flat stare. He smiled widely in return, completely oblivious. "I really need to talk to Alexis, so if you don't mind..." Brielle's flirtatious smile faltered a little bit, causing me to grin; I was enjoying this part of the conversation, even though I had no idea why someone like Aaron Walker would have any interest in talking to me. "You'll get back to me about planning Madison's birthday, right?" she asked, the desperation practically seeping out of her words. I silently commended her for her vigour; not all of us could jump up so eagerly after being hit in the gut not once but twice. He frowned slightly, most likely not even knowing or caring who this supposed Madison was. "Sure, er, Bridget?" "It's Brielle," she chirped, her lips twitching downwards. He merely nodded at this, eyes glancing down the hallway absent-mindedly. "Yeah, I'm sure it is." Then he turned back to me, giving her a small nod as a means to dismiss her. With one last glare sent towards me, Brielle tottered down the hall, stopping at the end, where she turned to wave one last time in Aaron's direction. He lazily drew his hand up, not taking his eyes off me, and waved back with about the same energy as a leaf flailing in the wind. This was, however, enough to placate her, and she smiled contently before sauntering away. Aaron's face shifted from boredom to seriousness in a matter of seconds. He cleared his throat before speaking. "I need a favour." My eyebrows furrowed in blatant surprise. "You" —I motioned towards his lean body-"need a favour from me?" "That's what I said, right?" he shot back, raising a slender eyebrow. I looked around unsurely at the near-empty hallway as though I would see hidden cameras protruding from the nearby lockers. Aaron Walker had never even spoken to me before, and now he wanted my help? "I'm not following." I admitted. There was no reason our different worlds should ever collide. "I thought you'd be smarter than this," he muttered —more to himself than me-frowning. I gaped at the words. "Excuse me for not being psychic," I retorted, glaring at Aaron with all the resentment I could muster. Rather than faltering at my gaze, however, he laughed slightly. "Well then I guess I'll try again, if you're still not following." He smirked and, before I could retort, placed a hand on my shoulder, his blue gaze levelling with my own. "I. need...a favour.from.you," Aaron enunciated his words slowly, as if he was talking to a five year old, even going as far as to make gestures with his hand. I gaped incredulously, swatting his hand away, offended by his condescending tone. Interrupting my Friday with this pointless conversation was enough to make my anger rise. "I know what you meant!" I moved away from him more. Just because he was used to getting close to girls didn't mean I was interested. He opened his mouth to speak, but I cut him off, holding a hand up to his face. “With regards to your favour, let me answer before you ask-it's a no.” Aaron Walker was the last person I'd ever want to help. He smiled at this slightly, his lips quirking up. "You don't even want to know what I was gonna ask?" he questioned, leaning his left shoulder against the neighbouring locker. I grimaced at his relaxed stance, clearing my throat and straightening my posture. "Knowing your reputation, you probably want me to do your homework or sleep with you and I feel inclined to say no to both," I said, turning my head slightly up. He blinked, taking in my mini speech before breaking into a fit of laughter. My anger grew in that split second as I glared at him, yet either he took no notice or ignored it, stroking a rough hand through his hair. "Sleep with me? That's what you think I came to ask?" he managed to say between laughs. My cheeks heated up in embarrassment. I hadn't meant to insinuate that; I had just meant to offer him a scathing reply. Yet now I couldn't help but feel slightly offended that such a notion could be considered laughable. I shook my head to clear the familiar hit to my self-esteem, looking up to see Aaron smirking down at me, the laughter still bubbling. "That wasn't the favour I was going to ask, but if you're so eager, I think I can arrange something for your sake," he said, leaning in closer to my body, engulfing me with his fragrance. I blushed profusely before recomposing myself and pushing him back by his shoulders. He didn't even stumble, yet he got the message and moved back, the smirk still in place. "Hold your horses, Romeo. If I ever think of you, it isn't nicely, trust me," I grumbled, eying him with disdain. Never before had I let anyone else get that close to me in proximity, so this annoying hindrance was no exception. Instead of being fazed at my blatant insult at his reputation, Aaron smirked again, an action that I begrudgingly accepted suited him far too well. His good looks were surely there to compensate for the absence of a personality. His voice interrupted my thoughts. "What have I done to make you think so badly of me? Last time I checked, this is our first time speaking, so why are you glaring at me like that?" I merely rolled my eyes. "I don't know you, but judging by this 5-minute conversation, I don't want to. Even looking at you is irritating," I edged out, turning away from him. "Irritating, huh? I've never had anyone say that to me; maybe you just haven't had a good enough look yet." he purred. I scoffed at his cockiness to distract from my flushed cheeks, pulling my bag up higher on my shoulder. To think I would be staring at the golden boy of the school-scratch that, to think I would be having this conversation at all-was completely unbelievable. "Careful, Aaron. If your head gets any bigger, you won't be able to fit into those designer shirts of yours," I grumbled in a dry tone, to which he laughed. "What do you take me for?" he questioned, almost rhetorically, and I had just about enough of this long-winded conversation, tutting in frustration. "Are we going to keep going in circles, or can you just tell me the favour, so I can get the hell out of here?" I questioned impatiently. He had to be quicker than this, if he wanted any semblance of help. "It's going to be a lot to ask," he pointed out, the smirk long gone now. Something about his tone sounded distant and somewhat sad in a way I never thought he'd be capable of sounding. Perhaps even the most privileged people had their fair share of problems. "What is it?" I asked, the curiosity getting to me. I hadn't ever had the pleasure of getting to know him, but the rumours seemed to be enough to give me the gist of what he was like. If they were even a little true, then even I couldn't guarantee his favour would be something in my favour. He looked me in the eyes, his stare so intense I thought my knees were going to give out. He opened his mouth to speak, but shut it again, as if he was contemplating how to phrase his sentence. Then he exhaled slowly before saying the most unexpected sentence I'd ever heard. "I need you to be my girlfriend.""I don't know. It's just... I never liked this ride. You and Chance go on since you like it so much. I'll go get us some candy floss, yeah?" "Okay" I chirped, happily. Aaron smiled in return, kissing me on the cheek lightly "Be right back" he whispered and with that he moved away from me, said a quick goodbye to Chance before heading towards the candy floss machine. I yanked Chance by his upper arm and pushing him into the seat beside me. The ride started and, honestly, it was cooler than I had imagined, but that's not what I was thinking about. I started thinking of how much better it would be if Aaron was sitting in the seat beside me. The ride ended shortly after with me blabbing to Chance about how cool the ride was. I was expecting Aaron to be standing there, smirking; some candy floss in his hand, but he wasn't there. But that wasn't what broke my heart. I looked over to the line of the ride to find that the 'ticket girl' was also nowhere in sight. Aaron's POV of
Justin cleared his throat, hiding the hand that held my arm. "Can we come in?" He asked, gesturing to the inside of Aaron's house and, although the question in itself was polite, it seemed so blunt and cold coming off Justin's tongue. Aaron nodded numbly before moving aside and allowing us entry. Justin took no time in dragging me inside and into the living room. Aaron followed closely behind, confusion apparent on his features. I could tell he knew this was no regular meet up. There were words that needed to be spoken. Aaron's POV when Lexi and Justin visit his house after Sam's death ____________________________ Desolate; empty, what other words could be used to describe how he felt inside? What other descriptors would be apt to explain the turmoil that wreaked within? 2 weeks. It had been a mere 2 weeks since his mother had left him. He couldn't quite tell if it felt like an eternity had passed or if it still felt like that very morning when he had see
Everything. She was everything, he knew it in the moment that their lips touched. He knew it in the moment he felt the soft caress of her lips. It was all he could do to close the small gap remaining between their bodies and his arm encircled her waist, while his hand held her face gently, afraid she would break her with his touch. She was, in all essences, precious to him in ways that made him scared to lose her. Even now, when she did nothing, it created a fear in him. Had he truly lost her or- rather- did she not love him to begin with? Yes, she had said she loved him in the hospital but his mind was quick to disregard that. She was in a moment of angst, trying to get him to not leave the hospital. If she had meant her confession, would she not have thought it important to tell him anything pertaining to her illness? Yet, with his lips on hers now, he so badly wished for that very confession to be true. He knew she felt something for him, albeit it if it be scarce. He could
Not Justin, no. "I need to tell you something. Something I should have told you before." Justin disclosed and Aaron's heart stopped then at the dampened tone of his friend's voice, his mind going erratic. Not Justin, right? Still, the lowered tone of his friend's voice unsettled him as did the long silence that followed and Aaron's hands clenched by his side. "What?" He asked curiously when Justin said nothing, eyebrows furrowed. He tried to speak with as much casualness as he could fathom, but his voice still came off as terse. It was then that his eyes shifted towards Lexi. If not him then Justin would have probably told her, but the confusion on her face showed him that she knew nothing. He ignored the shudder up his spine at her meeting his eyes as he turned away promptly focusing on the matter at hand. Then finally, with baited breaths, he lifted a hand and motioned between Avalon and Justin. "You're not..." Aaron's voice drawled off before he completed his senten
"You still love me and you know it!" She screeched loudly, making his ears ache. Had she always been this loud? Her accusation made his heart pulse in anger and he lurched forward without thought. "I don't love you, Avalon. How can I when I love Lexi?" He only realised what he had said after a silence fell. Everything stopped for him there. Having realised what he said, Aaron froze. He hadn't even known he had felt that way, never mind actually confessing. It was just so instinctive; it felt right for him to say. Yet, still, he couldn't placate himself now, not when Lexi was still silent. He tried to turn to look at her, but couldn't quite find the courage. For once, Aaron was shy. He could feel all their stares on him but couldn't find himself to look up, especially not at her. He could feel her staring at him, almost as though she was waiting for him to look up at her yet- right now- he was finding the carpet to be a more interesting sight. Had he actually just confes
Avalon paid no heed to this and continued. "You still love me and you know it!" She screeched. Aaron dragged a hand through his hair in frustration. "I don't love you, Avalon. How can I when I love Lexi?" He shouted. Everything stopped for me there. Aaron froze in his tracks, having realised what he said. But, I couldn't concentrate on anything over the beating of my heart. Aaron's POV when Avalon ripped the blanket. _____________________________________________ "Are you guys done yet?!" Danny whined, a hand covering his face with his eyes. He was never one to prefer the violent video games and Aaron smirked from where he was sat on his bed. "Maybe. Maybe not." He drawled teasingly and Danny let out a louder whine, making Aaron laugh. It was Justin who put an end to it who stood up from the bed, putting the controller away. "Stop whining or I'll turn the console back on." He said bluntly and it put an immediate







