Leila Miller spent the past two years of her life loving and dedicating her entire life to Matt, her savior and fiancé of two years. However, everything came crashing when she realized he has never loved her, and instead only wanted her to get her blood and give to his sick lover, Faye. Heart broke and upset, she went out one night to the club and ended up in the arms of the notorious Alpha Sebastian Salvatore, who not turns out to be the most powerful Alpha in the region, but also Matt’s Uncle. What happens when she feels attracted to him, and he was equally obsessed with her. What if, he has been for years and she just never knew?
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I let out a moan as Matt sensually placed his hands on me, breaking our kiss. His electrifying touch sent waves of desire coursing through my veins.
I felt the heat formulating between my thi-ghs. Just as I was about to kiss him, he suddenly stopped and left me.
I frowned, we've been a couple for almost 2 years now, but lately Matt's gotten weirder and weirder.
I lay beside Matt, my body still warm from our time together, but my mind buzzed with restless thoughts.
As a werewolf, I couldn’t help but want my mate to mark me as his. But he hasn't done that to me yet..
Matt is not my fated mate, but both of us don’t care about it. I might not have a fated mate, but I had Matt, a man who made me feel like having a mate was more than just about fate.
I wasn't a member of this pack 2 years ago when I was attacked by rogues at the pack border. But I was luckily saved by Matt.
I remember vividly when I slowly opened my eyes after being injured and unconscious, I saw that Matt smiled at me, offering his hand to me. I grabbed it and he pulled me up so hard, I almost fell forward.
At the first sight of him I was awes-trucked.
I left my own pack madly in love with him and my feelings were still the same today, two years later.
I turned my head, watching Matt as he lay beside me, his breathing even and slow, already drifting into sleep. His arm was draped over me, possessive even in slumber. I closed my eyes, trying to focus on the steady rhythm of his breathing, hoping it might calm the storm in my che-st. That was what I usually did, for I’d heard it could calm the mind. But tonight, like every other night lately, it didn’t work.
Two years together, and still no real commitment. We were still not married, despite all his promises, despite the hope I’d clung to for so long.
Matt had told me from the beginning that it would take time. He needed to prove to the pack that I was worthy of him, that I wasn’t just a rogue who had wandered in from nowhere. He said they needed to accept me before we could make our union official. I’d believed him back then, eager to w-in over the New Moon Pack. But now, after two years, those promises were starting to wear thin.
I pressed a hand to my stomach, feeling the emptiness there. We’d been together long enough to start a family. I wanted that so badly. It had always been my dream—maybe because I’d lost my mother at a young age; the idea of motherhood had meant the world to me. But every time I brought up the idea of children, Matt dismissed it.
“Not yet,” he would always say. “Now is not the right time. We can’t have kids until we’re married to ensure their name, and you know the pack still hasn’t fully accepted you. I just need more time to make them see.”
How much more time was he going to need? How much longer would I need to keep proving myself? Just earlier, we’d argued about one of the things I had to do to gain their approval.
I am actually the only daughter of the Alpha of Nightfall pack. But I didn’t tell Matt about my identity. I was thrilled and agreed to marry him at the time when he proposed to me.When I told my father about it, he was hesitant at first, saying I was too young and Matt didn't deserve me. But in the end, he couldn't say no and agreed to let me stay at Matt's pack for two years...
“Why haven’t you gone in for your blood draw these last two months?” he had asked, pulling me back from my memories. His tone is tight, more an accusation than a question.
Yes, the blood draw. Because of my rogue identity, the pack required me to submit to monthly blood tests. But in truth, I wasn’t rogue. I had Alpha blood, but I hid my lineage to avoid causing chaos within the pack.
I had turned to him, startled by the intensity in his voice. “I haven’t gone because—”
“I guess you must have forgotten. I can go with you tomorrow.” he snapped, cutting me off before I could explain.
I flinched, taken aback by the force of his words. Still, I said, “I think it’s time to stop. My wolf... she’s weak, and I—”
I can feel his demeanor change immediately, but not in the way I was expecting.
Matt’s fists clenched at his sides, but then, just as quickly, his expression shifted. A practiced smile replaced the anger, and he placed a hand on my shoulder, his touch too light, too calculated. “I know,” he said, his tone dripping with false sweetness. “That’s why I’ve arranged for the chef to make you the best meals, to keep you healthy. All you need to do is go for your monthly checkups. You don’t have to worry about anything else.” That was how he had brushed it off.
But deep down, I knew I didn’t belong to this pack. I never had. I was the daughter of the Alpha of the Blood Moon Pack, destined for a different path.
I had given it all up and left my pack for Matt, for the man who had once saved me when I was in danger near my pack’s borders. Two months after I confessed my love, he proposed, and it had felt like a dream come true. I thought I’d finally found a place where I could be loved, where my Alpha blood wouldn’t matter.
I wanted him to love me for who I was, not because of the power that flowed through my veins.
That was why I never told Matt about my real identity. I thought it didn’t matter, that it wouldn’t, no matter what I was asked to do, no matter how much blood I had to give. I was the daughter of an Alpha; my body and my wolf should have been strong enough to handle however much blood they needed. But I might have been wrong.
Life has been pretty good to say the least. I’ve gotten used to my life as the Luna of Sebastian and I’d pack and I have gotten used to being a member of the De Luca family now. Speaking of lives, a few months after the Luna ceremony, Sebastian and I welcomed the newest addition to our family. The baby we have been all anticipating since everyone had caught the baby fever with Little Lani. Killain Sebastian De Luca—our first child and the cutest child I have ever laid my eyes on. After Little Lani that is.Have you seen what we did with the names? Kehlani and Killian. We are hoping they would be the best of siblings. Certainly, I never understood what true, and love at first sight is till I laid my eyes on him for the very first time and held him in my arms. Suddenly, all the hours spent during labor did not matter so much. The pain, and the mood swings I have suffered those past nine months did not matter when I saw Sebastian hold killian in his arms. I did make a promise then to
LEILA MILLER.My heart hammered behind my ribcage as I stared at him, frozen, my lips parted and unable to utter any words to him. Sebastian did not have to say much, he did not need to elaborate or anything, with just that simple statement, it carried the weight of everything that could ruin the little composure I had managed to muster all this while.But what scared me even more was that he did not have any reaction. He did not seem angry, or happy. It just felt like a normal conversation, like we were not speaking of something that was going to change our lives.“What…” My voice came out low, so I cleared my throat to make it sound clearer, “…What do you know?”Instead of replying instantly, Sebatsian reached out to me, and then picked up little Lani from my arms, and I allowed him, for I did not have the strength in me, nor the composure to hold her. My stomach twisted uncomfortably, and I had to swallow a thick lump, watching him as he steadied her in his arms, and then leaned ba
LEILA MILLER.Maya was discharged from the hospital after twenty four hours, and we helped her get back home and that was when the pampering from everyone started. The entire pack could not wait to see the baby and her mother, and at one point, I almost felt jealous because there were so many people around her, I felt as though I have not been getting enough time with her.So, after Maya had fallen asleep at one point, I took Kehlani away from her father who seemed to be in need of much needed rest as well and disappeared off with her to the one place I knew people would not think of going to so I could enjoy my time alone with her.Seb’s private library.I went to a corner in the library, by the full length mirror so I was having a great view of the pack, and then settled on a rocking chair. I cuddled Kehlani close to my chest and rocked the chair to and fro, simply enjoying the moment simply.I was not sure how long I sat there, but I knew that at one point, I had started to doze of
LEILA MILLER.“Meet Kehlani Jasper De Luca.” Jasper had said, handing the newest addition to the family to me, and I extended my hands to collect her, the baby scent instantly hitting. She was deep asleep, but the moment my eyes fell on her, I could swear I have never loved any human so fast.Not even with Sebastian. No. Actually, this was a different sense of love. The kind that comes unexpectedly, with no warnings, no heads up whatsoever. The kind of love that you feel as though you were willing to put your life in an instant for that little human.That was the kind of instant, overwhelming love I felt for Kehlani.And when I reached out to pat her cheeks softly with my index finger? She squirmed, and for a second I thought she was going to stir awake but she did not. Instead, she simply outstretched her hand out, and then held my finger in her small hand, and I could have sworn I almost melted like butter then.Love blossomed in my heart and I felt warm all over.“She is beautiful.
LEILA MILLER.Everything was a mess afterwards really.I could not quite remember how we got the other’s attention, but I know in the blink of an eye, the ambience had shifted and Jasper was by his mate’s side, mom on her other side and Sebastian by mine. It was a chorus of voices, reach trying to speak of what to do and how to go about it but at one point, everyone did collectively agree that it was best to take her to the hospital instantly.So, Jasper along with his parents took her to the pack hospital, which had already been informed and prepared to receive her, while Sebastian escorted me back to the pack house to pick up her maternity bag. It was in times like these that I was genuinely glad Maya was a thorough and organized person. She had already prepared everything and the bags and everything else was prepared.All we had to do was pick it up, and follow them to the hospital.But the hospital was a mess as well. Maya had been taken into the labor room, while Jasper was tryin
LEILA MILLER.The moment I had said that, I held my breath, my eyes settled on the pack that remained still—and I could barely tell what was going on in their mind. For a split second, I had wondered whether I had said the wrong thing given how quiet they were, and as an instant sense of comfort, I turned my head around, my eyes finding Sebastian’s.But his expression as much calmer than mine was. For he simply offered me an assuring smile, and once again, just as he had been doing the entire night, his hand gave mine another squeeze, and I squeezed it back.I tore my gaze from him and faced the pack again, my gaze finding his family’s, and Jasper then got on his feet, before he started clapping.Then, everyone did. And the cheers begin—it came with full force, all at once, so much so that I almost staggered back, taken aback and overwhelmed by the amount of instant love was thrown my way.“All hail Luna Leila!” They had all cheered together, their collective voices resonating around
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