LEILA MILLER
I let out a moan as Matt sensually placed his hands on me, breaking our kiss. His electrifying touch sent waves of desire coursing through my veins.
I felt the heat formulating between my thi-ghs. Just as I was about to kiss him, he suddenly stopped and left me.
I frowned, we've been a couple for almost 2 years now, but lately Matt's gotten weirder and weirder.
I lay beside Matt, my body still warm from our time together, but my mind buzzed with restless thoughts.
As a werewolf, I couldn’t help but want my mate to mark me as his. But he hasn't done that to me yet..
Matt is not my fated mate, but both of us don’t care about it. I might not have a fated mate, but I had Matt, a man who made me feel like having a mate was more than just about fate.
I wasn't a member of this pack 2 years ago when I was attacked by rogues at the pack border. But I was luckily saved by Matt.
I remember vividly when I slowly opened my eyes after being injured and unconscious, I saw that Matt smiled at me, offering his hand to me. I grabbed it and he pulled me up so hard, I almost fell forward.
At the first sight of him I was awes-trucked.
I left my own pack madly in love with him and my feelings were still the same today, two years later.
I turned my head, watching Matt as he lay beside me, his breathing even and slow, already drifting into sleep. His arm was draped over me, possessive even in slumber. I closed my eyes, trying to focus on the steady rhythm of his breathing, hoping it might calm the storm in my che-st. That was what I usually did, for I’d heard it could calm the mind. But tonight, like every other night lately, it didn’t work.
Two years together, and still no real commitment. We were still not married, despite all his promises, despite the hope I’d clung to for so long.
Matt had told me from the beginning that it would take time. He needed to prove to the pack that I was worthy of him, that I wasn’t just a rogue who had wandered in from nowhere. He said they needed to accept me before we could make our union official. I’d believed him back then, eager to w-in over the New Moon Pack. But now, after two years, those promises were starting to wear thin.
I pressed a hand to my stomach, feeling the emptiness there. We’d been together long enough to start a family. I wanted that so badly. It had always been my dream—maybe because I’d lost my mother at a young age; the idea of motherhood had meant the world to me. But every time I brought up the idea of children, Matt dismissed it.
“Not yet,” he would always say. “Now is not the right time. We can’t have kids until we’re married to ensure their name, and you know the pack still hasn’t fully accepted you. I just need more time to make them see.”
How much more time was he going to need? How much longer would I need to keep proving myself? Just earlier, we’d argued about one of the things I had to do to gain their approval.
I am actually the only daughter of the Alpha of Nightfall pack. But I didn’t tell Matt about my identity. I was thrilled and agreed to marry him at the time when he proposed to me.When I told my father about it, he was hesitant at first, saying I was too young and Matt didn't deserve me. But in the end, he couldn't say no and agreed to let me stay at Matt's pack for two years...
“Why haven’t you gone in for your blood draw these last two months?” he had asked, pulling me back from my memories. His tone is tight, more an accusation than a question.
Yes, the blood draw. Because of my rogue identity, the pack required me to submit to monthly blood tests. But in truth, I wasn’t rogue. I had Alpha blood, but I hid my lineage to avoid causing chaos within the pack.
I had turned to him, startled by the intensity in his voice. “I haven’t gone because—”
“I guess you must have forgotten. I can go with you tomorrow.” he snapped, cutting me off before I could explain.
I flinched, taken aback by the force of his words. Still, I said, “I think it’s time to stop. My wolf... she’s weak, and I—”
I can feel his demeanor change immediately, but not in the way I was expecting.
Matt’s fists clenched at his sides, but then, just as quickly, his expression shifted. A practiced smile replaced the anger, and he placed a hand on my shoulder, his touch too light, too calculated. “I know,” he said, his tone dripping with false sweetness. “That’s why I’ve arranged for the chef to make you the best meals, to keep you healthy. All you need to do is go for your monthly checkups. You don’t have to worry about anything else.” That was how he had brushed it off.
But deep down, I knew I didn’t belong to this pack. I never had. I was the daughter of the Alpha of the Blood Moon Pack, destined for a different path.
I had given it all up and left my pack for Matt, for the man who had once saved me when I was in danger near my pack’s borders. Two months after I confessed my love, he proposed, and it had felt like a dream come true. I thought I’d finally found a place where I could be loved, where my Alpha blood wouldn’t matter.
I wanted him to love me for who I was, not because of the power that flowed through my veins.
That was why I never told Matt about my real identity. I thought it didn’t matter, that it wouldn’t, no matter what I was asked to do, no matter how much blood I had to give. I was the daughter of an Alpha; my body and my wolf should have been strong enough to handle however much blood they needed. But I might have been wrong.
LEILA MILLER.My back hit the wall, the hand still firmly holding onto mine. Before I could get a moment to think through what was going on, I felt lips on mine--the familiar scent I knew all too well overcoming my senses, making my walls drop down for a moment.For that split moment, I caved into it without realizing. But, I could not keep up with the kiss even if I wanted to. I tried, but he did not give me a chance to. His lips devoured mine like a man starved, his hand that held onto mine lifting it up, along with the other. He held both my hands with one hand above my head, rendering me unable to move as his other hand went around to my waist, pressing firmly on my back before with one tug, he had pressed my body to his.A moan escaped my lips as his lips left mine for a moment, moving to the corner of my lips, trailing wet kisses there, which trailed down all the way to my exposed neck--and then he found the spot there, which he kissed away. My eyes flicked close, and I ached to
LEILA MILLER."Miss Miller." Ian gave me a nod of acknowledgement, his lips curling into a teasing smile as he gave me a nod. "A dance, please?" He extended a hand out to me, hoping I would take it.I shook my head, unable to hide the smile on my face. "Of course, Alpha Abbot. How can I turn you down?" I stretched my hand out, carefully placing it in his, and his hand instantly wrapped close around mine, wrapping it in its warmth. Ian gently pulled me into his arms, one hand going to rest on the small of my back while the other held my hand. Then, carefully, we started to sway to the music, side to side, slower than when I danced with the others which I very much appreciated because my feet were aching. "And please," I found myself saying, finding his gaze. "Just call me Leila. I prefer you call me that." Miss Miller feels too formal--a name that would be used by those I am not particularly close to. Ian on the other hand, though I am not close to him, I feel is better than a strang
LEILA MILLER Everyone in the hall clapped in acknowledgement, but I think I broke some people because they all seemed too frozen in their position in shock. Two people in particular. One, Matt fucking Wilde. And two, Sebastian asshole de Luca. Oh and of course, Anastasia who watched with a mouth that fell open, it nearly touched the ground. If I was close, I would have reached out and helped her close it because with the way it was wide open, something might actually fly into it. Though I think I would love to see her face as she chokes really. I ignored them, grinning as Pa turned around to face me. “My princess,” he started, “My daughter. Happy birthday.” He reached out and wrapped his arms around me, pulling me into his embrace. “Thank you, Pa,” I leaned into his embrace, loving how secure and protected I felt being in his arms. And then he pulled back after a while, Ma coming in next as she pulled into her embrace. “Happy birthday, honey.” She said, giving my back a pat.
LEILA MILLER.Pa's words had everyone keeping shut, the entire hall becoming so quiet, a pin drop could be heard. It turned still, breaths held in anticipation, as curious eyes looked around the room, as if the birthday girl would mysteriously show up. I pushed Sebastian away from me, my heart hammering behind my ribcage so loudly I feared he would be able to hear it, and thankfully, he did not hold back, letting me get back up on my feet though his strong arms remained around me to ensure I was standing on my feet steadily. But, he did not move away, and instead stood beside me, almost protectively. My gaze fell on a fuming Anastasia who tried to fake a smile on her face but it was not working.She was rather glaring between Sebastian and I. Still, she forced a smile on her face, her lips curling uowards almost robotically before she then parted her lips and said. "Sorry. My hand slipped." She said, her apology half baked.I scoffed. As if. Who is she trying to fool?My scoff seemed
SEBASTIAN SALVATORE DE LUCA.The Millers sent out an invitation to their birthday party, and they allowed me to take two guards of my choice, and a plus one. Now, rationally, I chose to go with Eric and Drake, leaving Xavier and my Delta to look after the pack. And for a plus one, I really did not want to take anyone. But apparently my health status was still in jeopardy. I did not believe it before, but when I started getting dizzy out of the blue, it became apparent that there might be a need of Anastasia closeby, which was why I had to take her with me as well. I already Drake in the background searching for a good toxicologist doctor as well that would fill in for her. And once I get one, which i am hoping would be soon, I would have, then she would be out of the picture. I could not keep her around any longer, and I know what I am saying. It already is a stretch having her here. The Millers decided to host it at one of their hotel's grand halls, a smarter choice than having a
LEILA MILLER.Truly, why was I not surprised to see her in his arms? She was with him that night as well. I still remember what was said that night at the fundrasing gala, something about them being together before. I guess, they got back together, and I no longer matter. That must have been why he ignored my messages and calls. Great, just great.On the other hand, I could feel Matt's piercing gaze on me as well, but that was the least of my concerns. I moved my gaze away from either of them, holding my head up as Ian and I walked past them, and we made our way to a table amidst theirs, one where I spotted the Abbot name tag sitting there nestled perfectly. My brows drew in surprise, and I found myself leaning forth to ask him. "Who are you exactly?" I could not help but ask, because by all indications, he is a very important person to get front row seat, but I could not remember where I must have heard his name before or heard of him.Ian folded his lips in for a moment. "Yeah, a