KABANATA 17

Hindi ko alam kung tama pa ba itong ginagawa ko. I am using a person just to get rid of this fucking feelings towards Tristyn. And not just a person dahil napakabuting tao ni Lander. A perfect catch I guess. And here I am, just taking him for granted.

But this is the only choice I have. I need him, I need his help. At alam ko na matutulungan niya ako dahil alam ko na siya lang ang makakatulong sa akin na makalimutan ang pagmamahal ko para kay Tristyn. And maybe this will be the only choice I have to give him a chance. A chance to own my heart, because I know for sure that he deserves it.

Tama si Daddy, bakit hindi ko bigyan ng pagkakataong i-date si Lander? Maybe if I try, there's a big chance we'll work out.There's nothing impossible. It's a win win situation after all.

Dapat kong isipin na hindi lang si Tristyn ang lalaki sa mundo. Hindi lang siya.

I must move forward. And learn to let