LOGINDariusâs POV
I stood frozen, watching Lily getting dragged forward, her wrists bound in iron shackles. I could see that she was in pain but she did not fight, nor did she scream. She simply stared at me, her silence more damning than any curse she could have spoken.
I could have stopped this.
I could have fought for her.
But to do so would mean defying my father, the King. It would mean breaking my arranged marriage to Princess Selena, abandoning my title, and forfeiting my claim to the crown. It would mean disgrace upon my family, my honor, my birth, my future.
So I did nothing.
My heart gripped as the palace guards led Lily down, the love of my life was gone and I had to let go.
Selena and I finally got back to the chambers to celebrate our marriage night but my mind was away, it was still on Lilyâs ordeal.
Selena leaned in, her breath warm against my ear as she whispered, âYouâre thinking about her, arenât you?â
I stiffened. âI donât know what you mean.â
She chuckled, though there was no amusement in it. âDonât insult my intelligence, Darius.â She picked up her goblet and took a sip. âYou never looked at me the way you looked at her.â
I remained silent.
âYou lost her because of me, didnât you?â
The words were a blade to my chest but she was not wrong. My father had given me no choice but to marry Selena, for alliance's sake.
I clenched my jaw. âEnough of this discussion.â
Selena tilted her head, examining me. âWhy?â
I didnât answer, I just stood and left.
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That night, I was still very much awake beside a sleeping Selena, tormented by guilt, when I heard howls. I shot upright in bed at once.
Those werenât our wolves. I recognized those howls. They were not from my pack.
The palace bells chimed in alarm, and within seconds, chaos erupted. I leaped from bed, throwing on my tunic and grabbing my sword from the bedside. Selena bolted upright, rubbing her sleepy eyes.
âWhatâs happening?â she whispered.
Before I could answer, the chamber doors burst open. A guard stumbled in, blood pouring from a wound in his chest.
âMy prince,â he gasped. âThe palace is under attack! The enemy has breached the gates!â
âWhat?â I wasted no time asking for details, so I turned to Selena, who looked frightened. âStay here, do not think of stepping out!â I ordered her before storming into the halls.
Screams. Clashing steel. The stench of blood.
My heart thundered as I ran through corridors, past guards who were already engaged in the fight. The war wasnât what bothered me, I had only just thought and that was Lily.
I barely managed to slip past the guards, who were too occupied protecting my father to notice me walking into the dungeon.
I reached the iron-barred cell at the end of the hall, my heart beating when I saw her.
Lilly sat curled against the wall, she was shaking.
I gripped the bars. âLily.â My voice was hoarse. âAre you hurt?â
Her head lifted at the sound of my voice, and her eyes widened. âDarius?â She scrambled to her feet, chains rattling around her wrists. âWhat are you doing here? You shouldnât be..â
âNo time,â I interrupted, frantically searching for the keys. âI have to get you out.â
âWhat about your father?â she began, voice breaking.
I clenched my teeth. âThe Pack is in a war and we are losing.â
Her breath hitched.
My gaze darted around until I spotted the ring of keys hanging on the wall. I lunged for them, hands shaking. My fingers barely brushed the iron before there was a loud explosion that made dust and stone rain from the ceiling.
âFaster, Darius!â Lilly cried, her eyes wild with panic.
I cursed, fumbling with the keys until I found the right one. I shoved it into the lock, twisted it, and the door creaked open. Without hesitation, I pulled her into my arms.
She felt so small. So fragile.
âStay close,â I ordered, gripping her hand as we slowly walked through the corridors.
We got into the grand hallway and froze.
The sight before us was hell itself.
The walls were all designed with blood, and the ground was filled with the bodies of soldiers and guards.
âDarius,â Lilly whispered, clutching my arm. âYour father.â
I turned my eyes to the direction she was looking and then I saw it.
At the far end of the hall, I saw my fatherâs body sprawled lifeless on the ground. His chest was torn open and his heart missing.
Beside him, my motherâs crumpled form lay still, her throat slashed.
A broken gasp escaped me.
âNo,â I breathed, stepping forward in a daze.
My entire world had shattered right before me.
The strongest Alpha to ever rule and the kindest Luna to ever love were gone.
âDarius, we've got to go! â Lily begged me, lugging my arm.
My breath came in shallow pants, my heart slamming against my ribs. I barely registered the movement behind me until a sharp pain exploded at the back of my skull.
The world went black.
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I woke to a pounding headache, my body aching as if I had been through a brutal battle. I shifted, attempting to sit up, but a firm hand pressed against my shoulder.
"Easy, my king," a deep voice rumbled beside me.
I turned my head, my vision still adjusting, and found Rowan standing there. My Beta. My most trusted warrior. His face was lined with exhaustion, but his eyes held relief.
"Youâve been unconscious for days," he said solemnly. "We feared we might lose you."
King.
The title resounded in my mind, but something about it felt off. Wrong. As if it didnât quite belong to me. I tried to recollect my last memories, but all I found was a haze of pain and darkness.
"What happened?" I rasped. My throat was raw, I didnât even recognize my voice.
Rowanâs jaw tightened. "Your father was assassinated. You were attacked and struck in the head during the battle. You survived, but youâve been unconscious for a week. The kingdom needs you now more than ever."
This news shocked me greatly. My father was dead. The crown and the responsibility were now mine. I clenched my fists, feeling frustrated and grieving at the same time. I had no memory of the attack, no recollection of what had brought me here.
Rowan hesitated before speaking again. "Thereâs something else. A woman. Sheâs been asking for you."
I frowned. "Who?"
"Her name is Lilly."
The name didnât sound familiar to me.
"Should I bring her in?" Rowan asked carefully.
I hesitated. Then nodded.
The door was pushed open a moment later, and a woman stepped in.
She had long, wavy auburn hair, and her blue eyes filled with something between hope and heartbreak. She was bound in shackles, her wrists bruised from captivity. Guards flanked her sides, but she barely acknowledged them.
"Lilly," I repeated, testing the name on my tongue.
Her lips parted slightly, as if waiting for recognition, for something but I gave her nothing.
"You donât remember me," she whispered. It wasnât a question.
I shook my head.
Her throat bobbed as she swallowed hard, forcing herself to remain composed. "You told me youâd free me," she said, voice tight with emotion. "You promised to set me free, that I wouldnât have to serve my sentence. But before we could reach your father, you were attacked."
"Sentence?" My eyes narrowed.
Rowan stepped forward. "Lilly was imprisoned by the former king."
"For what crime?"
Lilly met my gaze, her blue eyes dark with something I couldnât decipher. "I was accused of seducing you," she said.
My brows lifted. "Then why would I promise to free you?"
"Because you loved me," she said.
The words hit me like a physical blow.
Loved her?
I searched my mind for any trace of that love, any memory of her, of us. But all I found was a hollow void.
"I donât remember you," I admitted, my voice lower this time.
Lilly inhaled sharply. I could see the fight in her eyes, the way she wanted to argue, to beg me to remember. But instead, she straightened her spine.
"Then I suppose thereâs nothing left to say," she murmured. "I will serve my full sentence."
And just like that, she turned and walked away, leaving me with a strange emptiness in my chest.
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Two years later time had changed everything
I was no more the kind-hearted prince, I was a King who ruled with an iron fist. My heart which was once capable of love, had hardened into something strong. They claimed I had traded my soul for power.
My mind shifted to Lily, who was moving around the dining table, pouring wine into my cup, suddenly my wolf began to stir.
This wasnât the first time something like this was happening and it made no sense because I couldnât understand why she had such a strong effect on me.
She was a servant. Nothing more. I had no memory of her, no reason to be drawn to her. And yet, my muscles tensed at her presence, and I always perceived her scent, which was quite familiar.
My wolf growled inside me, it was restless.
I clenched my jaw, gripping the armrest of my throne.
Why?
Why did she make me feel this way?
Lilly kept her head bowed, never meeting my eyes.
Later that night, when I retired to my chambers, I thought I had finally rid myself of these cursed thoughts. But fate had other plans.
A knock sounded at my door.
"The kingâs meal is ready," one of the servants informed me.
"Send someone to bring it in," I said, waving dismissively.
A moment later, I heard footsteps in my room. I looked up and my breath caught when I saw Lilly.
She hesitated at the threshold as if debating whether to drop the tray and run.
"Bring it here," I ordered, my voice was sharper than I had intended.
She obeyed, moving with careful precision as she set the tray down. My wolf growled the moment she drew closer.
The attraction, the pull, I had spent years ignoring it. Denying it but tonight, something snapped.
As she turned to leave, I stood in a hurry, and in a blur, I had her pinned against the wall.
"Who are you? Tell me!" I demanded, my voice was raw and desperate. My hands clenched at her arms, holding her in place as my wolf howled inside me. "Why do I long for you
so much?"
Her breath hitched and her eyes went wide.
I didnât wait for an answer, instead I crushed my lips on hers.
Lily's POVI couldn't sleep. The next full moon, tomorrow night, and if I decided to go through with it, Darius and I would do the spell that had the potential to break our connection once and for all.Should have been a simple call. He had violated me, forced a connection I absolutely did not want. And of course it should want broken.But I had spent the evening in his study, and our conversation had knocked something loose. The way heâd claimed that to live without my forgiveness was already a death. How utterly convinced heâd been when he vowed to help me sever the bond, even if it meant killing him.This was evidence that I had been waiting to see. And he'd passed.I felt myself walking downstairs to his study with no deliberate direction. I knocked softly, half hoping that he would be asleep.But the door opened immediately. "Lily," he said, surprised. "Is everything alright?""I couldn't sleep," I admitted. "Can we talk?""Of course. Come in."We sat down by the fire again, in t
Darius's POVLilyâs words lingered between us, weighted with an absolute sense of finality. âI want to talk about the bond. About breaking it."My âwolf howled in my body with a sound of pure pain. Every instinct demanded that he say no, fight it out, use the bond to make her see how very wrong this was.But Iâd vowed to honor her decisions, even when they killed me.Naturally," I lied, trying to sound even when I wasnât. "What do you want to know?"She leaned back in the chair opposite my desk. âIâm gonna need to know if you really meant that. For helping me break the bond, if thatâs what I choose. Or was that more of a virtue-signal honor to which you were just all talk but no action?âThe question stung. "I meant it. If you want it broken, Iâll help break it. No matter what it costs."âIf it means giving up your life?â she asked quietly.I stared at her. "What?"âBreaking a forced mating isnât just easy,â lily replied. "I've been researching it. The rituals are risky, potentially l
Lily's POVThere was something between me and Darius changed by the conversation in the library. Not in any dramatic way â I didnât suddenly forgive him or give him another chance. But my wall of protection had a few crevasses in it, through which the possibility that maybe, someday things could be different began to seep.In the coming days, I kept wanting him around. Not on purpose, at firstâIâd tell myself I was just going to the library at my regular time, or looking into pack business that turned out to be him. But slowly, I had to face the truth.I wanted to talk to him.Our talks began tentatively â we were both so careful, I remember, not to say something that would shatter the fragile truce weâd brokered. We discussed pack business, the changes he was making, the difficulties and demands of leadership.But eventually, inevitably, we started discussing other things. Recollections from our childhood - the time when he was just Darius and I was just Lily, before ranks and duties
Darius's POVIt had been nearly three weeks since Lily came back, but every day was too long. The connection thrummed under my skin, a disconcerting reminder of her in the palace. I sensed bits of her feelings through our bond âisolation while in training, supposed sadness at the Academy, sometimes deep enough for my chest to hurt.But she stayed away from me, watching from the shadows the way Iâd said she could.The distance was agony. Every alpha instinct in me was yelling at me to get to her, use the bond bringer her closer. But I had given my word, and Iâd die before Iâd break it.So I took my energy and became the alpha female I should have been from the start.âIf you could keep the papers in order,â Marcus said, talking about files in my study, âthe new council as structured is working famously. âWe are receiving perspectives we have not paid attention to in years because of having people in the representation of all ranks.âI nodded, approving a suggestion for the refurbishin
Lily's POVThe days that followed his departure for Malik turned into a routine of loneliness and self-discovery. I arose early, exercised with Marcus in the grounds until my muscles ached, read ancient volume after ancient volume covering Snow Wolf Queens in the library, and spent my evenings meditating as I tried to control the powers that tingled under my skin.Malikâs token to me lay on the bedside table, catching my eye as I went in and out. A reminder of options, of possibility, of a future that could be had that wasnât predicated on forced bonds or painful history.I should have felt it when he kissed my hand goodbye. Should have felt a spark, or a tug, something that indicated my heart was responding to his evident adoration. He was everything Iâd want, kind and respectful, offering me freedom and a clean slate.But I'd felt nothing. Just appreciation and camaraderie, but no romantic tug.Occupying that reality was difficult for me during my training. Was it their forced bond
ChapterMalik's POVIt became unbearable staying in the guest quarters at Moonshade Pack; I was a living ghost, and everyone knew that I didn't belong. I was standing by the window, watching the morning sun pour through the trees and feeling that I could not much longer defer my departure.My pack needed their alpha. Cameron was getting despondently urgent matter messagesâquestions about border clashes, where things needed to be done, and resources reallocated, the wolves were asking when I would be back.But moving on was also accepting Lily was slipping from my grasp.âYouâre sulking again,â Cameron murmured from the doorway. âYouâve been doing that quite a lot recently.âI didnât look away from the window. "Just thinking.""About her," he said flatly. âMalik, you got to realize the world. She wanted space from both of you. And there is history with Darius that stretches back years. What do you have? And a couple of conversations and one dramatic rescue?âHis bluntness stung. "I've g







